โโPasoon?โย Reshmina called.โ
She didnโt understand. One minute, Pasoon had been right in front of her, and the nextโpoof. He was gone. But how? The path theyโd been following stretched slowly and steadily up the hill. You could see up to the next ridge, and all the way down into the ravine below. And there were no big rocks or trees for Pasoon to hide behind.
โPasoon, you son of a donkey!โ Reshmina cried. โWhere did you go?โ She spun, looking all around, but Pasoon had completely disappeared. Reshmina started to panic. If she lost him, if he found the Taliban before sheโd been able to talk him out of itโ
Reshmina started up the path. If Pasoon had somehow made it up the long hill while she wasnโt looking, she would see him from the top of the ridge. She ran halfway there, then stopped. No, there was no way Pasoon could have sprinted all that way in the few seconds she hadnโt been looking. It was too far.
He has to be around here somewhere, Reshmina thought.
But where?
Reshmina came back down the path to where sheโd planted the seed and opened her senses. She scanned the terrain in minute detail, lingering over every rock, every bush. She listened for the slightest sounds on the wind: a snapping twig, a scuffling footstep, an accidental rockfall.
Nothing.
But thenโtinkโReshmina caught the smallest metallic sound, almost no louder than her heartbeat. She wouldnโt have even heard it if she hadnโt been listening so hard.
The sound had come from a steep wall of rock along the path. She moved closer to the wall, listening. Watching.ย But thereโs nothing here!ย she thought. She put her hands to the rock face, as though there was some kind of secret door Pasoon had walked through. But no.
Reshmina sighed and looked down at her feet. Waitโ were those the faint marks of shoes in the dirt? She crouched down low. It was only when she put her head almost all the way to the ground that she saw it beneath the rocky overhang.
The entrance to a cave.
Pasoon, that sneaky rat! The Afghan mountains were full of hidden caves like this. Some caves were no bigger than the snow leopards who liked to sleep in them, but others wentย deepย into the mountains, carved out long ago by ancient waters and smoothed into hiding places by decades of jihad fighters. Pasoon must have known the cave was there and waited until she wasnโt looking to scramble inside.
The entrance was just big enough for a grown person to squeeze through, and Reshmina wiggled inside. Beyond the entrance there was room to sit up, and then standโbut it was pitch-black and cold in the cave. She waited for her eyes to adjust, but it was too dark. There was only a sliver of light from the entrance to orient herself.
โPasoon?โ Reshmina whispered. The little toad had to be in here somewhere. He could be standing right next to her, for all she knew. But the cave might also go deep within the mountain.
She was going to have to go farther inside to find out.
Reshmina put her hands out in front of her, feeling her way through the darkness. Almost immediately she ran into something about thigh level, and her heart caught in her throat. Wood scraped softly against rock, and there was a clink of glass. A small table, maybe? With something on it? She felt tentatively in the dark. Yes, a tableโand in the middle of it, a lantern! She could tell from its shape. And if there was a lantern, there might be โฆ
She patted the tabletop until she found it. A small plastic lighter!
Reshmina struck the flint on the lighter, and suddenly she could see her hands. She squinted in the glare. There was a glass lamp on the table like the one Reshminaโs family had at home, and this lamp still had oil in it. Reshmina lit the wick, and a warm glow cast light all around her.
Something was stacked against the smooth walls of the cave just beyond the edge of her light, and Reshmina stepped closer with the lantern to see what it was.
Weapons. The cave was filled with them. Rifles. RPGs. Boxes of bullets. Unburied land mines. The metallic sound Reshmina had heard outside must have been Pasoon tripping over a weapon in the dark.
Reshmina brought the lantern down for a closer look. The weapons were made by many different countries. She recognized some of the languages written on the weapons, and others she guessed at: English, Russian, French, German, Spanish, Korean, Chinese. No Pashto or Arabic though. Afghanistan didnโt make the weapons. They just bought them and shot them. It was the big countries that
made money selling weapons to the little countries. Who they killed with those weapons wasnโt any of the big countriesโ concern.
What would happen, Reshmina wondered, if the big countries stopped selling weapons to the little countries? How would Afghanistan and Pakistan and Saudi Arabia and Iran and the countries around them fight each other and the rest of the world? With bows and arrows? Swords? Rocks? Fists?
Maybe, Reshmina thought, they wouldnโt fight at all. Maybe they would spend their time doing something else instead, like building factories and schools and hospitals.
But that was never going to happen, and Reshmina knew it. She knew too, as a chill ran down her back, that what she was looking at right now was a Taliban weapons cacheโa big one.
Reshmina turned, and there was Pasoon, standing right next to her. Heโd appeared out of nowhere, like a ghost. Reshmina screamed, and Pasoon lunged for the lantern. Reshmina jumped, and the lantern clattered to the floor.
Krissh!ย The glass lantern shattered, andโfwoompโthe spilled oil ignited.
โNo! The explosives!โ Reshmina cried.
โHelp me put the fire out!โ Pasoon yelled.
Together they kicked dirt at it, and Reshmina used her headscarf to beat out the last of the flames. She was still scared that one of the weapons might go off, and now it was pitch-dark in the cave again.
โGet outโwe have to get out!โ Pasoon told her.
Pasoon scrambled out first, then helped Reshmina through the hole. When she was back on her feet, she shoved her brother, hard.
โYou idiot!โ she cried. โYou could have killed us both in there!โ
โYouโre the one who dropped the lantern!โ he told her.
โBecause you popped up like some evil spirit and scared me to death!โ Reshmina yelled.
They were both shaking so much they had to sit down on the ground.
When Reshmina could breathe again, she turned to her brother. โHow did you even know that place was there?โ
Pasoon looked away. โDarwesh and Amaan showed it to me.โ
Reshmina blew out a laugh.ย Darwesh and Amaan.ย Of course.
Pasoon got up angrily and stalked off up the path. โPasoon, wait,โ Reshmina called. She got to her feet and
followed him again. โIโm sorry. Please, stop this foolishness and come home. Mor and Baba need you.ย Iย need you.โ
But Pasoon had nothing more to say. Reshmina glared at her twin brotherโs retreating figure as he strode away, his shoulders set with stubborn determination. Why couldnโt he see there was another way? Another future waiting for him? Why did he insist on following the same path as all the other boys who had left their homes to join the Taliban?
High on a distant ridge, Reshminaโs eyes caught a familiar sightโa rock with a faded phone number scrawled across its surface. She recognized it instantly; it was the same rock they had passed together a few years ago. The place she had suspected all along would be his destination.
โThe rifleโs not going to be there,โ she told Pasoon. โIt canโt be.โ
But it was. They passed the painted rock and came to the small plateau again, and there, right where Pasoon had left it, was the same Soviet rifle he had used to shoot at the American army base.
Pasoon picked up the rifle and checked to see if it was still loaded. Apparently it was.
โPasoon, what are you doing?โ Reshmina asked.
Chik-chik. Pasoon slid the bolt back in place and took aim over the side of the mountain.
โIโm going to call the Taliban,โ he said.