Her throat closed in on her, trapping her voice inside, cornering the words until they gave up and scattered away. All she could do was stare at the messages, unravel them and put them back together until they made some kind of sense.
Hello Pip.
Youโre getting closer : )
Connor was the first to find words. โWhat the fuck does that mean? Pip?โ Her name sounded strange, like it didnโt belong to her, had been stretched out of shape until it no longer fit. Pip stared at those three letters, unrecognizable in the hands of this stranger. This stranger who was less
than a mile away.
โUm,โ was all she had to offer.
โShe knew it was you,โ Ravi said, his voice coaxing Pip back to herself. โShe knows who you are.โ
โWhat does โYouโre getting closerโ mean?โ Connor asked. โTo finding Jamie,โ Pip said.ย Or finding out what happened
to Jamie, she thought to herself, which sounded almost the same but was very, very different. And Layla knew. Whoever Layla was, she knew everything, Pip was sure of that now.
โThat smiley face, though.โ Ravi shivered; she felt it through his fingers. The shock had receded now, and Pip jumped into action. โI need to reply.
Now,โ she said, typing out:ย Who are you? Whereโs Jamie?ย There was no point pretending any more, Layla was one step ahead.
She pressed send but an error box appeared instead.
Unable to send message. User not found.
โNo,โ Pip whispered. โNononono.โ She thumbed back to Laylaโs page but it was no longer there. The profile picture and bio still displayed, but the grid was gone, replaced by the wordsย No Posts Yetย and a banner ofย User not
foundย at the top of the app. โNo,โ Pip growled in frustration, the sound raw and angry in her throat. โSheโs disabled her account.โ
โWhat?โ Connor said. โSheโs gone.โ
Ravi hurried back over to Pipโs laptop, refreshing Layla Meadโs Facebook page.ย The page you requested was not found. โFuck. Sheโs deactivated her Facebook too.โ
โAnd Tinder,โ Pip said, checking the app. โSheโs gone. We lost her.โ
A quietness settled over the room, a quietness that wasnโt the absence of sound, it was its own living thing, stifling in the spaces between them.
โShe knows, doesnโt she?โ Ravi said, his voice gentle, skimming just above the quiet instead of breaking through. โLayla knows what happened to Jamie.โ
Connor was holding his head, shaking it again. โI donโt like this,โ he said, speaking to the ground.
Pip watched him, transfixed by the movement of his head. โI donโt either.โ
It was a fake smile, the one she put on for her dad later as she walked Ravi towards the front door.
โDone with your trial update, pickle?โ he asked, clapping Ravi gently on the back; her dadโs way of saying goodbye reserved just for him.
โYeah. Just uploaded it,โ Pip said.
Connor had gone home over an hour ago, after theyโd run out of ways of asking each other the same questions. There was nothing more they could have done tonight. Layla Mead was gone, but the lead wasnโt dead. Not entirely. Tomorrow at school Pip and Connor would ask Mr Clark what he knew about her, that was the plan. And tonight, once Ravi was gone, Pip would record about what had just happened, finish editing the interviews, and then it would go out later tonight: the first episode of season two.
โThanks for dinner, Victor,โ Ravi said, turning to give Pip one of their hidden goodbyes, a slight scrunching of his eyes. She blinked back at him and he reached for the catch on the front door, pulling it open.
โOh,โ someone said, standing on the step right outside, fist floating in the air ready to knock.
โOh,โ Ravi replied in turn, and Pip leaned to see who it was. Charlie Green, from four doors down, his rusty-coloured hair pushed back from his face.
โHi, Ravi, Pip,โ Charlie said with an awkward wave. โEvening, Victor.โ โHello, Charlie,โ Pipโs dad said in his bright, showy-offy voice, that
booming one that always switched on in front of someone he considered a guest. Ravi had outgrown guest a while ago into something more, thank god. โHow can we help you?โ
โSorry to disturb,โ Charlie said, a slight nervous edge to his voice and his pale green eyes. โI know itโs getting late, and itโs a school night, itโs just . . .โ He trailed off, locking on to Pipโs eyes. โWell, I saw your missing poster in the newspaper, Pip. And, I think I have some information about Jamie Reynolds. Thereโs something I should show you.โ
Twenty minutes, her dad agreed, and twenty minutes was all it would take, Charlie had said. Now Pip and Ravi were following him down the darkened street, the orange streetlamps grafting monstrous, overstretched shadows to their feet.
โYou see,โ Charlie said, glancing back at them as they walked up the gravel path to his front door, โFlora and I, we have one of these doorbell cameras. Weโve moved around a lot, used to live in Dartford and while there we had a few breakins. So we installed the camera, for Floraโs peace of mind, and it came with us here, to Kilton. I thought thereโs no harm in having extra security, no matter how nice the town, you know?โ
He pointed the camera out to them, a small black device above the existing faded brass doorbell. โItโs motion-detected, so itโll be recording us right now.โ He gave it a small wave as he unlocked the door and showed them inside.
Pip already knew this house, from when Zach and his family lived here, following Charlie into what used to be the Chensโ front playroom, but now it looked like an office. There were bookshelves and an armchair beneath the bay windows at the front. And a wide white desk against the far wall, two large computer monitors upon it.
โHere,โ Charlie said, pointing them towards the computer.
โNice set-up,โ said Ravi, checking the screens like he had a clue what he was talking about.
โOh, I work from home. Web design. Freelance,โ he said in explanation.
โCool,โ said Ravi.
โYeah, mostly because I get to work in my pyjamas,โ Charlie laughed. โMy dad would probably say, โYouโre twenty-eight now, get a real jobโ.โ
โOlder generations,โ Pip said disapprovingly, โthey just donโt understand the allure of pyjamas. So, what did you want to show us?โ
โHello.โ A new voice entered the room, and Pip turned to see Flora in the doorway, hair tied back and a smudge of flour down the front of her oversized shirt. She was holding a Tupperware stacked four rows high with flapjack squares. โI just baked these, for Joshโs class tomorrow. But I wondered if you guys were hungry. No raisins, I promise.โ
โHi Flora,โ Pip smiled. โIโm actually OK, thank you.โ Her appetite still hadnโt quite returned; sheโd had to force dinner down.
But a wide crooked smile appeared on Raviโs face as he sauntered over to Flora and picked up a flapjack from the middle, saying, โYes please, these look amazing.โ
Pip sighed: Ravi liked anyone who fed him. โHave you shown them, Charlie?โ Flora asked.
โNo, I was just getting to it. Come look at this,โ he said, wiggling the mouse to bring life back to one of the screens. โSo, like I was saying, we have this doorbell camera, and it starts recording whenever it detects motion, sends a notification to the app on my phone. Whatever it records, it uploads to the Cloud for seven days before itโs wiped. When I woke up last Tuesday morning, I saw a notification on my app from the middle of the night. But I went downstairs and checked and everything looked fine, nothing out of place or missing, so I presumed it was just a fox setting off the camera again.โ
โRight,โ Pip said, moving closer as Charlie navigated through his files. โBut, yesterday, Flora noticed something of hers was missing. Canโt find
it anywhere, so I thought Iโd check the doorbell footage, just in case, before it got wiped. I didnโt think thereโd be anything on it, but . . .โ He double- clicked on a video file and it opened in a media player. Charlie clicked it into full screen and then hit play.
It was a 180-degree view of the front of their house, down the garden path to the gate theyโd just come through, and over to the bay windows from the rooms either side of the front door. Everything was green, all light greens and bright greens, set against the darker green of the night sky.
โItโs night vision,โ Charlie said, watching their faces. โThis was taken at 3:07 a.m. Tuesday morning.โ
There was movement by the gate. Whatever it was had set the camera off.
โSorry, the resolutionโs not great,โ said Charlie.
The green shape moved up the garden path, growing blurry arms and legs as it neared the camera. And as it walked right up to the front door, it grew a face, a face she knew, except for the absent black pinpoints for eyes. He looked scared.
โI donโt know him, and I only saw his picture in theย Kilton Mailย today, but thatโs Jamie Reynolds, isnโt it?โ
โIt is,โ Pip said, her throat constricting again. โWhatโs he doing?โ
โWell, if you look to the window on the left, thatโs the one in here, this room,โ Charlie pointed to it on screen. โI must have had it open during the day, for a breeze, and maybe I thought I closed it properly. But look, itโs still open, just a couple of inches from the bottom.โ
As he said that, the green Jamie on screen noticed it too, bending down in front of it and creeping his fingers in under the gap. You couldnโt see the back of his head; he had a dark hood pulled up over his hair. Pip watched Jamie pull at the window, sliding it up until the gap was large enough.
โWhatโs he doing?โ Ravi asked, leaning closer to the screen too, the flapjack a thing of the past. โIs he breaking in?โ
The question become redundant a half second later as Jamie lowered his head and climbed through the window, slipping his legs in behind him, leaving just an empty dark green opening into the house.
โHeโs only in the house for a total of forty-one seconds,โ Charlie said, skipping the video to the point where Jamieโs lighter green head re-emerged at the window. He dragged himself outside, landing on one unsteady foot. But he looked the same as before heโd gone in: still scared, nothing in his hands. He turned back to the window, leaning into his elbows as he pushed it closed, right down to the sill. And then he walked away from the house, his steps breaking into a run as he reached the gate and disappeared into the engulfing all-green night.
โOh,โ Pip and Ravi said together.
โWe only found this yesterday,โ Charlie said. โAnd we discussed it. Itโs my fault for leaving the window open. And weโre not going to go to the police and press charges or anything, seems like this Jamie guy has enough
on his plate as it is. And what he took, well, what weย thinkย he took, it wasnโt that valuable, only sentimental value, so โโ
โWhat did he take?โ Pip asked, her eyes flicking to Flora, instinct pulling her gaze to the empty spaces at Floraโs wrists. โWhat did Jamie steal from you?โ
โMy watch,โ Flora said, putting the box of flapjacks down. โI remember leaving it in here the weekend before last, because it kept catching on the book I was reading. I havenโt seen it since. And itโs the only thing missing.โ โIs this watch rose gold with light pink leather straps, metal flowers on one side?โ Pip asked, and immediately Charlie and Floraโs eyes snapped to
each other in alarm.
โYes,โ Flora said. โYes, thatโs exactly it. It wasnโt that expensive, but Charlie bought it for our first Christmas together. How did you . . .โ
โIโve seen your watch,โ Pip said. โItโs in Jamie Reynoldsโ bedroom.โ โO-oh,โ Charlie stuttered.
โI can make sure itโs returned to you, right away.โ
โThat would be great, but no rush,โ Flora smiled kindly. โI know you must be very busy.โ
โBut the strange thing is โโ Charlie crossed the room, past a watchful Ravi, over to the window Jamie had climbed through just a week ago โ โwhy did he take only the watch? Itโs clearly not expensive. And I leave my wallet in this room, with cash in. Thereโs my computer equipment too, none of that is cheap. Why did Jamie ignore all the rest of that? Why just a watch thatโs almost worthless? In and out in forty seconds and just the watch?โ
โI donโt know, that is strange,โ Pip said. โI canโt explain it. Iโm so sorry, this . . .โ she cleared her throat, โthis isnโt the Jamie I know.โ
Charlieโs eyes fell to the bottom ledge of the window, where Jamieโs fingers had snuck through. โSome people are pretty good at hiding who they really are.โ
Pip: Thereโs one inescapable thing that haunts me in this case, something I didnโt have to face last time. And thatโs time itself. As it passes, every minute and every hour, the chances of Jamie returning home safe and well get slimmer and slimmer. Thatโs what the statistics say. By the time Iโve uploaded this episode and youโre listening to it, we will have passed another important deadline: the seventy-two-hour mark from when Jamie was last seen. In normal police procedure, while investigating aย high-riskย missing persons case, the seventy-two-hour mark is a line in the sand, after which they quietly accept that they might not be looking for a person any more, but a body. Time is in charge here, not me, and thatโs terrifying.
But I have to believe Jamie is OK, that we still have time to find him. Probability is just that: probable. Nothing is certain. And Iโm closer than I was yesterday, finding the dots and connecting them. I think everything is linked. And if thatโs true, then it all comes back to one person: Layla Mead. A person who doesnโt really exist.
Join us next time.
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