The doorbell was shrill, splitting your ears the same way as a scream. Pip withdrew her finger, restoring quiet to the white-bricked terraced house. She hoped this was the right house, this was the one theyโd told her: number thirteen Beacon Close, dark red door.
An aggressively white BMW sports car sat in the drive, throwing the morning sun back into Pipโs eyes, blinding her.
She was about to ring the bell again, when she heard a sliding bolt. The door swung inwards and a man appeared in the gap, screwing his eyes against the brightness outside. This must have been the new boyfriend, then. He was wearing a crisp white jumper โ black Adidas track marks up the arms โ and a pair of dark basketball shorts.
โYeah?โ he said gruffly, voice crackling like heโd not long been awake. โHello,โ Pip said brightly. The man had a tattoo across the front of his
neck, the grey ink stark against his white skin in symmetrical repeating shapes that looked a little like scales. A flock of birds emerged from the pattern, flying up the side of his face and into his brown close-shaved hair. Pip returned her gaze to his eyes. โUm, is Nat da Silva in? I just asked at her parentsโ house and her mum said sheโd probably be here.โ
โYeah sheโs in,โ he sniffed. โYou a friend of hers?โ
โYes,โ Pip said, which was a lie, but it was easier to say than:ย No she still hates me even though I keep trying to make her not hate me. โIโm Pip . . . Fitz-Amobi. Can I come in? I need to talk to her about something quite urgent.โ
โYeah, I guess. Itโs kinda early,โ he said, stepping back and gesturing for her to follow. โIโm Luke. Eaton.โ
โNice to meet you.โ Pip closed the front door and followed Luke around the bend in the corridor, into the kitchen at the back.
โNat, friend of yours,โ Luke said as they entered.
The room was square, kitchen counters in an L-shape on one side, the other filled with a large wooden table. On one end of the table was what looked like a stack of money, the pile weighted down by BMW car keys. And on the other end sat Nat da Silva, a bowl of cereal in front of her. She was wearing what must have been one of Lukeโs jumpers, her dyed white hair brushed to one side.
She dropped her cereal-loaded spoon and it clattered noisily against the bowl.
โWhat do you want?โ she said.
โHi Nat.โ Pip stood there awkwardly, trapped halfway between Luke in the doorway and Nat at the table.
โYou already said what you wanted to say to me at the memorial,โ Nat said dismissively, picking the spoon back up.
โOh, no, this isnโt about the trial.โ Pip chanced one step towards Nat. โWhat trial?โ Luke said behind her.
โNothing,โ Nat responded, the word spoken over her mouthful. โWhat is it, then?โ
โItโs Jamie Reynolds,โ Pip said. A breeze came through the open window, fluttering the lace curtain and rustling a couple of brown paper bags on the counter. Probably takeaway bags. โJamieโs missing,โ she added.
Natโs eyebrows lowered, darkening her blue eyes. โMissing? His mum called me yesterday, asking if Iโd seen him. He still hasnโt turned up?โ
โNo, and theyโre really worried. They filed a missing person report yesterday, but the police arenโt doing anything about it.โ
โMy brother, you mean?โ
Pip had walked right into that one.
โWell, no, I spoke to the Detective Inspector. He says thereโs nothing they can do. So the Reynoldses asked if I would investigate.โ
โFor your podcast?โ Nat said that last word full of spite, hardening the consonants, sharpening them to a point.
โWell, yes.โ
Nat swallowed another bite of cereal. โHow opportunistic of you.โ Luke sniggered behind her.
โThey asked me to,โ Pip said quietly. โIโm guessing you wonโt want to do a recorded interview.โ
โPerceptive too,โ she said, milk dripping on to the table as another spoonful hovered between her and the bowl.
โJamie told his brother he was going to your house โ your parentsโ house โ after the memorial, to spend the evening with you.โ
โHe was supposed to. He never showed up.โ Nat sniffed, glancing quickly up at Luke. โNever texted to say he wasnโt coming. I waited. Tried calling him.โ
โSo, the last contact you had with Jamie was at the memorial, in person?โ โYes.โ Nat crunched another mouthful. โUntil just after Andieโs friends spoke, when I noticed Jamie staring into the crowd on the other side, trying to see something. I asked him what was up, and he said, โIโve just seen
someone.โโ
โAnd?โ Pip said when Nat paused for too long.
โThen he left, presumably to go talk to whoever it was,โ she said.
Thatโs when Pip had last seen him too. Jostling her as he made his way to the other side of the crowd, a strange intensity on his face. But who was he moving towards?
โDo you have any idea who the โsomeoneโ is that he spotted?โ
โNo,โ Nat said, stretching her neck out with an audible crack. โCanโt be somebody I know or he wouldโve said their name. Heโs probably with whoever thatย someoneย is. Heโll come home. Jamieโs like that, very all or nothing.โ
โHis family are convinced something has happened to him,โ Pip said, her legs starting to prickle from standing still too long. โThatโs why I need to work out his movements during and after the memorial. Find out who he interacted with on Friday night. Do you know anything that might help?โ
She heard an intake of breath behind her, from Luke, before he spoke. โNatโs right, Jamieโs probably just staying with a friend. Iโm sure this is a load of trouble over nothing.โ
โDo you know Jamie?โ Pip half-turned to look at him.
โNah, not really, only through Nat. Theyโre good friends. If she says heโs OK, then heโs probably OK.โ
โWell, I โโ Nat started.
โWere you at the memorial?โ Pip asked Luke. โDid you see โโ
โNah, wasnโt there.โ Luke clicked his tongue. โNever knew either of those kids. So no, didnโt see Jamie. Didnโt actually leave the house at all on Friday.โ
Pip nodded at him, then twisted back to the kitchen table. As she did, she caught just the tail-end of the expression on Natโs face. She was looking up
at Luke, hand frozen mid-air on its way back to the spoon, mouth slightly open like sheโd started to speak but had forgotten how. Then her eyes flicked to Pip and the face immediately dropped out, so fast Pip wasnโt sure sheโd really seen it at all, nor what it might mean.
โSo,โ Pip said, watching Nat more closely now, โwas Jamie acting strangely that night, or in recent weeks?โ
โDonโt think so,โ said Nat. โI havenโt heard from him much lately.โ โHave you been texting? Late-night phone calls?โ asked Pip.
โWell, not . . .โ Nat suddenly abandoned her cereal, sitting back in the chair with her arms crossed. โWhat is this?โ she said, her voice jagged with anger. โAre you interrogating me? I thought I was just telling you when I last saw Jamie, but now itโs sounding like you suspect me of something. Like last time.โ
โNo, Iโm not โโ
โWell you were wrong back then, werenโt you? Should learn from your mistakes.โ Nat pushed her chair back and it screeched on the tiles, cutting right through Pip. โWho made you the vigilante of this crappy town, anyway? Everyone else might be happy to play along, but Iโm not.โ She shook her head and dropped her pale blue eyes. โYouโre leaving now.โ
โIโm sorry, Nat,โ Pip said. There was nothing else she could say; anything she tried only made Nat hate her more. And there was only one person to blame for that. But Pip wasnโt that person any more, was she? That yawning feeling opened up in her gut again.
Luke led Pip back down the hallway and opened the front door.
โYou lied to me,โ he said as Pip passed, a faint hint of amusement in his voice. โSaid you were friends.โ
She screwed her eyes against the glare from Lukeโs car, turned back and shrugged.
โThought I was good at spotting liars.โ His grip tightened around the edge of the door. โLeave us out of it, whatever it is youโre up to. You hear?โ
โI hear.โ
Luke smiled at something and closed the door with a sharp click.
Walking away from the house, Pip pulled out her phone to check the time. 10:41 a.m. Thirty-eight and a half hours missing. Her home screen was piling up with notifications from Twitter and Instagram, more coming in as she watched. The scheduled post on her website and social media had
gone out at half ten, announcing the second season of the podcast. So now everyone knew about Jamie Reynolds. There really was no going back.
A few emails had come in too. Another company inquiring about sponsorship. One from Stanley Forbes with twenty-two attachments, the subject reading:ย memorial pictures. And one from two minutes ago: Gail Yardley, who lived down Pipโs road.
Hello Pippa, it read.ย Iโve just seen the missing posters around town. I donโt remember seeing Jamie Reynolds that evening, but Iโve had a quick look through my photographs from the memorial, and Iโve found him. You might want to take a look at this photo.
Itโs unmistakably Jamie, standing there in Gail Yardleyโs photo. The metadata tells me the photo is time-stamped from 8:26 p.m., so here Jamie is, undisappeared, ten minutes after I last saw him.
Jamie is almost facing the camera, and that itself is the strangest thing about the photograph. Everyone else, every single other face and every other pair of eyes are all turned up, looking at the exact same thing: the lanterns for Andie and Sal, hovering just over the roof of the pavilion during this sliver of time.
But Jamie is looking the wrong way.
His pale, freckled face is in the near darkness, at a slight angle to Gailโs camera, looking at something behind her. Or someone. Probably the same someone heโd told Nat da Silva about.
And his face โ thereโs something there I canโt quite read. He doesnโt look scared, per se. But itโs something not far off. Concerned? Worried? Nervous? His mouth is hanging open, eyes wide with one eyebrow slightly angled up, like he could be confused about something. But who or what caused this reaction? Jamie told Nat heโd spotted someone, but why was it urgent enough to fight through the crowd during the middle of the memorial? And why is he standing here, presumably staring at that someone instead of joining them? Thereโs something strange about this.
Iโve flicked through Stanley Forbesโ photos. Jamie isnโt in any of them, but I cross-referenced them against Gailโs photograph, trying to find her in the crowd to see if I can work out who Jamie is looking at, or at least narrow it down. Stanley has just one photo pointing that way, time-stamped before the memorial began. I can see the Yardleys standing there, a few rows from the front on the left. Iโve zoomed right in on the faces behind, but the photo was taken from quite a distance and itโs not very clear. From the black police uniforms and shiny peaked hats, I can tell Daniel da Silva and
Soraya Bouzidi are standing next to the Yardleys. That dark green jacket blur beside them must be DI Richard Hawkins. I think I recognize a few of the pixelated faces behind as people from my year at school, but itโs impossible to tell who Jamie might have been looking at. Plus, this photo was taken an hour before the Jamie photo; the crowd might have shifted in that time.
โ Record these observations later for episode 1.
The photo โ coupled with Natโs evidence โ has certainly opened up a lead to focus the investigation on. Who is the โsomeoneโ Jamie went to find in the crowd? They might know something about where Jamie went that night. Or what happened to him.
0ther 0bservations
Jamie must have been distracted by something or someone that night because he doesnโt go to Natโs house as planned, or even text her to say he isnโt coming. Is what we see in this photo the very start of thatย distraction?
Jamieโs recent late-night phone calls and constant texting havenโt been with Nat da Silva, unless she just didnโt want to say so in front of Luke (he is quite intimidating).
That expression on Natโs face when Luke said he hadnโt left the house at all on Friday. Might be nothing. Might be a โcoupleโ thing between them that I donโt understand. But her reaction seemed significant to me. Most likely nothing to do with Jamie, but I should note down everything. (Not to mention in podcast โ Nat hates me enough already.)