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Chapter no 20 – HELLDIVER

Golden Son (Red Rising Book 2)

I should have known what Tactus would do. He killed his first Primus, Tamara, in the Institute. He only ever followed strength. Only ever sought victory. I knew he was a beast, but I thought he was my beast. I thought I could trust him. No, I thought I couldย changeย him. I curse myself. Arrogant fool. I stalk back to the cockpit, where Augustus addresses the Blue pilot.

โ€œPilot, will you be able to take us clear?โ€

โ€œNo,ย dominus. Geomet models donโ€™t show a probability of escape.โ€ Her response is fittingly Blueโ€”emotionally distant, e cient, and declarative. Her body is thin, faintly avian. Like sheโ€™s made all of twigs, neck long, bald head slightly smaller. Eyes large and as uncannily azure as the digital tattoos of her skull. When she moves, itโ€™s as though sheโ€™s submerged in water. Asteroid born, judging by her flat accent.

โ€œWhat is the likely scenario?โ€

โ€œThey will destroy our engines with ripWing fire. Precipitating a hull breach that will kill all aboard. Alternatively, precipitating a leechCraft assault. Capturing all aboard.โ€

โ€œOr theyโ€™ll just blast us from the gory sky,โ€ Sevro adds.

โ€œBlue, deliver me to my ship and you will receive command of a frigate,โ€ Augustus offers.

โ€œI would prefer a cruiser,โ€ she notes. โ€œA cruiser, then.โ€

โ€œVery well.โ€ The Blue adjusts several knobs. โ€œI will fly well, but the paradigm must be altered before they engage our vessel, if we

are to survive.โ€

The stork climbs toward the edge of Lunaโ€™s atmosphere. This ship is a big-bellied beast. Fat with storage room, because all theyโ€™re meant to do is birth soldiers out of the tubes in their guts. Men like me would tear her apart in our ripWings. We used ships like this at the Academy to launch men in starShells at enemy asteroid bases.

Friction fire wreaths the ship.

โ€œIf the hull is breached, hold your breath,ย dominii,โ€ the pilot instructs. โ€œWe donโ€™t have su cient survival helmets aboard.โ€

Victra frowns. โ€œOur lungs will explode if we do that.โ€

โ€œThen exhale,โ€ the Blue replies. โ€œAnd have thirty secs of life while eardrums explode and blood vessels swell like inflated balloons. I will hold my breath.โ€

Sevro looks back at me, wide-eyed. โ€œI hate space.โ€ โ€œYou hate everything.โ€

We pop clear of Lunaโ€™s atmosphere. The fire fades and we slip into open space, where the armadaโ€™s capital ships glide like behemoths of Europaโ€™s deep sea. Gun turrets dot their hide like barnacles, and hangar bays slice their undersides like great gills. Commercial ships float slowly along the shipping lanes. RipWings and wasps go about their patrols. None pay heed to our presence except those that escort us from Luna. The Sovereign would not broadcast this. Time ticks away.

There is nowhere to flee. We thought to pass just under the guns of the Scepter Armada when we had Lysander. But now weโ€™ll have to run the gauntlet.

Our pilot is calm as metal.

She said the paradigm must change. What can I do? Think. Think.

โ€œWe will open communications to one of the ships,โ€ Augustus says. โ€œBribe them into sheltering us. Every man has a price.โ€

โ€œWeโ€™re jammed. Canโ€™t even broadcast,โ€ Mustang reminds him.

Weโ€™re going to die. We all know it. Augustus doesnโ€™t panic or surrender resolve. I donโ€™t know how I thought heโ€™d handle death. Maybe I hoped he would wail about and turn pale. But for all his faults, he is stalwart. After a moment, he sets a bony hand on Mustangโ€™s shoulder. She flinches, surprised.

โ€œWhether missile or boarding craft come, die like Golds,โ€ Augustus says solemnly to us. Not because he wishes us to think him strong in his last moments, but because he believes in what he isโ€”a superior being, a master of his human frailties. For him, death is merely the ultimate frailty. Humans whimper when they die. They claw for life even if there is no hope. He will not. Death is not grander than his pride.

Golds, in many ways, are so like Reds. Helldivers go to their deaths for their families, for the pride of their clan. They do not whimper when the mines collapse around them or when the pitvipers come from the shadows. They fall and their friends weep and sweep their bodies aside. But we have the Vale to look forward to; what have the Golds? When they perish, their flesh withers and their name and deeds linger till time sweeps them away. And that is all. If anyone should claw for life now, it should be the Aureate.

I claw because I carry the torch of something that must not die, must not go out. That is why I grab Sevro on the shoulder and, with a horrible, eerie laugh, tell the pilot to take us closer to the deadliest ship in orbit, one which now has angled itself to intercept us.

โ€œTake us near theย Vanguard,โ€ I repeat to the Blue.

โ€œThat would cause our chances of survival to decrease byโ€”โ€ โ€œNever tell me the odds, just do it,โ€ I command.

Everyone turns and looks at me. Not because Iโ€™ve said something strange but because theyโ€™ve been waiting to turn and look at me. Theyโ€™ve all been silently praying I would marshal a plan. Even Augustus.

Eo said people would always look to me. She believed I had some quality, some essence that gave hope. I rarely feel it in myself. There is none in me now. tust dread. Inside I feel such a boyโ€”angry, petulant, selfish, guilty, sad, aloneโ€”and yet they look to me. I almost break underneath their gaze, almost wither away and ask someone else to take the reins. I canโ€™t do it. Iโ€™m small. Iโ€™m just a liar in a carved body. But that dream must not be extinguished.

So I act and they watch.

โ€œYou gone space mad?โ€ Victra asks. โ€œWhen they realize we donโ€™t have the boy โ€ฆโ€

โ€œDraw an angle toward theย Vanguardโ€™s bridge,โ€ Mustang tells

the Blue.

Augustus gives me a curt nod, guessing what I plan.ย โ€œHic sunt leones.โ€

โ€œHic sunt leones,โ€ย I echo, saving my last look for Mustang, not the man who hanged my wife. She doesnโ€™t notice. I leave the bridge with Sevro at a dead sprint. Something hits our ship. Her hull shudders. They know we donโ€™t have Lysander.

โ€œHowlers! Get up!โ€ I shout.

Harpy throws up her hands. โ€œI thought you saidโ€”โ€ โ€œUP!โ€ I roar.

Red secondary lights bathe the launch bay in bloody hues as Sevro and I load ourselves into the cold starShells. It takes two Howlers each to help us slip into the robotic carapaces. I lie in the armor as Harpy buckles my feet into the stirrups and closes the armored legs over my meat and bones. The Howlers are fast in their movements even as the ship lurches with another near missile strike. A siren howls, reporting a hull breach. I try to slow my breath as Victra fits my head into the starShellโ€™s helmet.

โ€œGood luck.โ€ She leans her face close. Before I can stop her, she presses her lips to mine. I do not recoil, not this close to death. I let her lips part and cling warm and comforting around mine. Then the human moment is over, and sheโ€™s gone, lowering the massive visor of my helmet. My Howlers howl and hoot at the sight. I canโ€™t help but wish it was Mustang who sealed me in this tin can and kissed me goodbye; but then the digital display owns my vision and I disappear from my friends into the metal launch tube. Iโ€™m alone. And scared.

Focus.

Iโ€™m cocooned, belly-down, in the spitTube. This is where most would piss themselves, separated from friends, from the warmth of life. Thereโ€™s no gravity in the tube. It isnโ€™t pressurized. I hate the weightlessness of it.

I canโ€™t look up or my neck will break when they launch me. I canโ€™t move side to side. My starShell is latched into a thousand

toothlike magnetic hooks. They click into place like tiny insects, chattering.

In moments theyโ€™ll shoot me into space. My breath rasps. My heart rattles against my sternum. I drink in my bodyโ€™s terror and smile. They said this was suicide at the Academy when I wanted to launch myself. Maybe they were right.

But this is why I was made. To dive into hell.

Iโ€™m a beetle of a man in a carapace of metal, weapons, and engines that cost more than most ships. Iโ€™ve got a pulseCannon on my right arm. When I need it, it will bloom like a haemanthus blossom.

I think of the time Eo laid a haemanthus before my front door, the time I plucked one from the wall on the night that I was supposed to win the Laurel. How far away those warm days seem from this cold place, where petals are metal instead of soft like silk.

โ€œWeโ€™re getting pinned in. Boarding parties imminent,โ€ย Mustangโ€™s

voice comes over the com.ย โ€œPriming your launch.โ€ย The ship moans as another missile almost claims us. Our shields are shot. tust the rickety hull holding us together.

โ€œAim true,โ€ I say.

โ€œAlways. Darrow โ€ฆโ€ย Her silence says a thousand things. โ€œIโ€™m sorry,โ€ I tell her.

โ€œGood luck.โ€

โ€œThis is not fun,โ€ย Sevro groans.

The shipโ€™s hydraulic system hisses and the metal teeth jerk me forward in the tube, loading me into the chamber. Inches before my head, the magnetic stream of the railgun hums dreadfully, daring me to glance its way.

They say that many Golds canโ€™t take this, that even Peerless can panic and scream and cry in the spitTube. I believe it. Pixies would have heart attacks right now. Some cannot even ride in a spaceship for fear of small places and the vastness of space. Soft- bellied fools. I was born in a home smaller than the cargo bay of this ship. I made my life at the end of a clawDrill that makes this tube look like a childโ€™s toy, all while sweating and pissing my soul away in a frysuit cobbled together from scrap.

Still thereโ€™s the terror.

โ€œWatch how a pitviper strikes, my son.โ€ย Father once clutched me by my wrist and made me play this game.ย โ€œWatch it coil upward and upward till it reaches its crest. Donโ€™t move before then. Donโ€™t strike out with your slingBlade. If you do, then itโ€™ll get you. Itโ€™ll kill you. Move just when itโ€™s coming down. Do that with the terror in life. Donโ€™t act till youโ€™re as scared as youโ€™ll get, then โ€ฆโ€ย He snapped his fingers.

Iโ€™m at that point when the music of the machines takes hold. The clicks and the clacks, the hisses and the hums reverberate through the hull. A countdown begins.

โ€œReady over there, Goblin?โ€ I ask Sevro over the com.

โ€œCacatne ursus in silvis?โ€

Does a bear shit in the woods? The ship spins and shudders.

More sirens howl. โ€œLatin, now?โ€

โ€œAudentes fortuna juvat,โ€ย Sevro chuckles.

โ€œFortune favors the bold? You deserve to die if thatโ€™s really going to be the last thing you say in this life.โ€

โ€œYes? Well, you may suck myโ€”โ€

My heart sticks to its downward beat.

The metal teeth jerk me forward into the tubeโ€™s magnetic stream. And it happens. Even through my suit, g-forces hit me like the backhand of the Obsidiansโ€™ thunder god. My vision flickers black. Stomach rises into throat. Lungs constrict. Blood slows in my veins. I snap forward. Lights flicker in my eyes. I donโ€™t see the walls of the tube Iโ€™m shot through. I donโ€™t even see the ship that brought me here. I see Eoโ€™s face in the darkness. I black out. Bodies canโ€™t take this. Too fast.

Darkness.

Then the darkness has holes. Stars.

Thereโ€™s no meantime. One second Iโ€™m on the ship, the next Iโ€™m ripping through the deep of space at ten times the speed of sound. Many shit their suits at this point. Itโ€™s not a fear thing. Itโ€™s biology and physics. The human body can take only so much.

Mickey the Carver made sure mine could take just a little bit more. I hope Sevroโ€™s can too.

I rip soundlessly through space. Trust that Sevro is near me. Canโ€™t see him, even on the sensors. All too fast. Toward the greatest ship in the Scepter Armadaโ€”the one we should avoid. It all happens in six seconds. Emergency missiles streak past us. The gunners see us now. Know whatโ€™s happening. But weโ€™re not using thrusters, so the missiles canโ€™t lock. Flak canโ€™t detonate on so short a fuse. The unspent canisters fly past us, nearly hitting me. Our pilot took a perfect shot.

Railguns miss us. Projectiles flash past. Sevro is howling in the com. Their shields are down. They canโ€™t bring them up fast enough. It takes time. Iridescent blue flickers over their hull as the pulseShields power up.ย Too late, you sons of bitches.

Too bloodydamn late.

I canโ€™t think. Iโ€™m screaming inside. Laughing like the flames of a wildfire. Laughing because I know it is my madness that these logical warriors cannot fight.

The bridge is close. I spare a look up. See Golds inside roaring at one another. Rushing to their evacsuits or escape pods. Staring at us approach like Mustang did when my horses of House Mars crashed into her and Pax in a muddy field. Our rage is something unique. Something these Luneborn donโ€™t understand.

Blues scatter. Obsidians pull their weapons. Two Golds don breath-masks and unfurl razors, readying for the kill. The second before we hit, I shoot my pulseCannon. It thumps on the thick glass. I shoot again and again and again. Then I curl into a ball and smash into the thick bridge glass with the full velocity of my launch as well as a last-second burst from my thruster boots.

Out of me roars a madmanโ€™s scream.

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