Present Day
Mr. Smith wants me in Atlanta by the day after tomorrow and the last thing I need is to have Rachel there with me.
I head downstairs to find she has set up a mini office in the dining room. Her laptop sits on one end while file boxes are scattered down the length of the table.
โWhereโs Ryan?โ I ask in place of a greeting.
She doesnโt look up as she organizes a set of files next to her computer. โHe ran to pick up food.โ
I watch her long enough to unnerve her. She stops what sheโs doing and finally gives me her full attention, dropping down in the chair at the end of the table. โWe have to be in Atlanta by nine a.m. Friday, so we need to leave here on Thursday,โ she says. โIโve looked at flights and thereโs a direct one at four thirty that afternoon. We can get a couple of rooms in one of those hotels near the airport. Letโs plan to spend today and tomorrow going over everything so weโre prepared.โ
I sit in the chair next to her, pushing the papers out of my way so I can lean on the table. โIโll meet you in Atlanta by eight thirty on Friday morning, but there are some things I need to do first. Alone.โ
Sheโs shaking her head before I finish my sentence. โIโm responsible for you. If you donโt show, itโs my ass. And while Iโm sure you can easilyโand happilyโdisappear, I live here. My whole life is here.โ
โI wouldnโt do that to Ryan,โ I answer quietly.
She rolls her eyes. โHe doesnโt even know your real name.โ
Rachel wants to get a rise out of me and sheโs pretty close to succeeding. โItโs not up for discussion. I could ditch you anytime I want and youโd never see it coming. But Iโm being nice by telling you I will meet you in Atlanta on Friday. Just tell me where to be.โ
Weโre staring at each other, waiting for the other to break. The back door opening alerts us to Ryanโs arrival with the food, and I need this settled before heโs in the middle of it.
โI know it may not mean much to you, but I give you my word. I will be there. And when I give my word, I donโt break it. Ever.โ
She lets out a rugged breath. โYou donโt think we need to spend any time going over your case.โ I do need to prepare, but it needs to be with Devon, not Rachel. โI do not.โ
Ryan peeks his head into the dining room. His gaze darts from me to Rachel and back again. โAll good in here?โ he asks.
โAll good,โ Rachel says. โOf course,โ I answer.
โYโall come eat,โ he says, and we follow him back into the kitchen.
I pull out plates and utensils while Ryan sets the food out buffet style on the island. โI got a few different things because I didnโt know what everyone wanted.โ
In the song and dance of getting the meal ready to eat, Rachel watches Ryan and me closely. Watches how we move around the room, how we are always conscious of where the other one is. She is weary of me, and Iโm sure itโs hard for her to witness, knowing what she does.
Iโm scooping a huge serving of chicken parm on my plate when I finally remember Ryan was supposed to have gone to the Bernardsโ house today. โWas Mrs. Bernard upset you werenโt there today?โ
He takes a long pull from his beer before he answers me. โI called her and told her I had something come up and wouldnโt be able to make it.โ
I take the seat next to him at the kitchen table. โHis funeral will be this week, so I think you should definitely be here for that instead of going with me to Atlanta.โ
โI already told the Bernards I wonโt be there because Iโve got an out-of-town emergency.โ
Iโm shaking my head. โYou really need to be there. Rachel and I can handle things in Atlanta.โ
He drops his fork on his plate and the sound echoes through the kitchen. โPretty sure I can decide where I need to be.โ
Weโre giving Rachel a good show, so I decide to table this conversation until weโre in the privacy of our bedroom. She already knows I plan to leave this house alone. I look up at her and say, โI assume
youโre okay missing the funeral as well?โ
โYep,โ she says, making thatย pย really pop. โLast time I talked to James was about two years ago, when he called begging for money. I gave it to him on the condition he would get some help. I even had a spot lined up for him in a rehab facility. He ghosted me as soon as he got the cash. I was one of the few from our group who didnโt see him when he got to town a couple of weeks ago.โ
Ryan grunts. โYeah, I have about ten stories like that.โ
The rest of the meal is filled with meaningless chitchat, and soon enough we retreat to our bedroom and Rachel to the spare downstairs.
Standing in the middle of our room, I blow out a long, slow breath. Center myself. โI need to take care of a few things alone,โ I say to Ryan as he turns down our bed, not noticing that someone made it up for us. His expression sharpens, but I push on. โIโm meeting Rachel in Atlanta. Youโre welcome to meet me there too.โ
Ryan watches me as he strips down and climbs into bed. โI donโt want to talk anymore today.โ He holds the covers back, inviting me to slip in the bed with him.
I should push, but Iโm done with talking, too, so I kill the lights and join him.
Iโm at the kitchen table, my notebook out in front of me, when Rachel wanders in. I pull out the two sheets I was writing on, fold them until they are small enough to fit in the back pocket of my jeans, then put the notebook in my backpack before moving to the coffee pot so I can fill my travel mug.
โWhere are the cups?โ Rachel asks.
I nod toward the cabinet over the pot. She ambles over to grab one. โAre you leaving this morning?โ
Glancing at the clock, I answer, โWithin the hour.โ I scroll through Instagram on my phone and stop when I get to the latest post from Food Network that shows Bobby Flay in front of a grill with his trademark shit-eating grin. I comment:ย Beat Bobby Flay is my #1 fav show!! 45 mins to beat him is impossible! #EveryGoodRecipeIsWrittenDown
Normally, I would give Devon more than forty-five minutes to meet me at the first spot on the predetermined list, but after yesterday, Iโm sure heโs refreshing his feed every few minutes like I am. And the hashtag wonโt make sense to anyone but Devon, but I need him to know I have something to give him so he can tell me where to leave it.
Rachel adds a packet of sugar and some creamer to her coffee, then turns to me while she stirs it in. โDoes Ryan know?โ
โHe does,โ I say as I continue to scroll, refreshing my own feed. It only takes a couple of minutes for him to post a comment on Spotifyโs latest post:ย See you soon by Coldplay is underrated #TwinkiesAreToo
Guess Iโm looking for the Twinkies when I get to the meeting spot.
I close out of the app, then book it upstairs to pack. I throw some clothes in a bag and move to the bathroom to gather my toiletries. When I come back into the bedroom, Ryan has his own bag sitting on the bed, open and half full.
โDo you think Iโll need a suit?โ he asks.
I dump the stuff in my arms into my bag before moving to the closet for my shoes. โI need to do this alone.โ I canโt look at him.
โI understand you think you need to do this alone, but youโre not alone anymore.โ His gaze catches mine from across the bed. โIโm coming with you.โ
I match his stare. โBut you would miss work onย Thursdayย and I know how important the appointments onย Thursdayย are for you.โ Iโm pushing right now to see what I can shake loose.
His head tilts to the side, his eyes narrowing. โIโm willing to tell you my secrets if youโre willing to tell me yours.โ His voice is deep and a bit unsettling. โYou go first.โ Thereโs a glimpse of the guy who ruled that warehouse yard.
I just cross my arms and look at him.
Ryan throws his hands in the air when I donโt take him up on his offer. โIโm not asking any questions. I donโt scare easily. And I really donโt want you doing whatever it is that you think you need to do alone.โ We continue to stare at one another until he finally adds, โPlus, my skill set may come in handy in a pinch.โ And thereโs that smile. The one that makes him utterly charming.
And as much as I thought smiling was impossible right now, I give him one right back. โAnd what skill set is that?โ
He shrugs and continues packing. โTake me along and find out.โ
Iโm torn on what to do about Ryan. Mr. Smith decidedย thisย was the job to put me in while we played this macabre game, and I need to know why.
Mr. Smith will expect me to go alone. Until this point, I wanted to be 100 percent predictable, and now I need to be the exact opposite. Plus, Ryanโs arguing pretty hard to come along even though heโll miss Jamesโs funeral and a week of work. Very curious.
Forcing out a deep breath, I make a show of giving in. โI make all the decisions. If I need to slip off to handle something by myself, there is no argument from you. Not a single word.โ
He nods. โDonโt even think about ditching me along the way,โ he says with a smirk. โI can see it all over your face.โ
We both know that option is always on the table.
Rachel is pissed Ryan is going with me but she isnโt.
I load our bags into the back of my 4Runner, while closer to the house Ryan is squaring off with Rachel in a heated conversation. I shut the back hatch and turn toward the street, committing it to memory. I will miss it more than I want to admit.
Slipping into the driverโs seat, I wait for Ryan. When he hears the engine turn over, he looks at me over his shoulder. Rachel reaches for him when he moves toward the car. She knows things about me that he does not, things she canโt tell him since Iโm protected by client-attorney privilege, and sheโs frantic to stop him from coming with me.
Heโs not having it.
Ryan slips into the passenger seat, then rolls down the window as Rachel approaches his side. He wanted us to take his Tahoe, but this is my show, and if I do decide to leave him somewhere along the way, Iโm going to need my own car.
Rachel gives me a look I donโt particularly like, then focuses on him. โIโm not joking, Ryan. No later than eight thirty on Friday morning in Atlanta. Iโm working on the detectives meeting us in a location other than the precinct, so as soon as that is finalized, Iโll let you know where.โ
โYouโve mentioned all of this a number of times,โ he answers. His head drops back against the headrest, his gaze fixed on the windshield. Her hands grip the open window as if sheโs physically trying to stop us from driving away.
I fidget around in my seat, ready to go. I donโt do good-byes. At all.
Ryan must feel my unease because he gives me a nod and I put the car in reverse, letting off the brake enough that Rachel has to pull her hands free and take a step back. โIโll call you,โ he says to her as we start inching backward. โAnd donโt be surprised if you have to pick me up after sheโs abandoned me somewhere.โ
She clearly doesnโt think his joke is funny.
Once the window is rolled up and weโre on the street in front of his house, he asks, โDo you need me to book a hotel in Atlanta? I mean, I assume thatโs where weโre heading.โ
โIโve got it handled,โ I answer.
I pull out of the neighborhood onto one of the busy streets that runs through town, then turn in to a gas station. โCan you fill us up while I go in for a few snacks for the road?โ
Heโs out of the car before I finish the question.
โGet me a Coke and some chips. BBQ flavor,โ he says just before I step inside the store.
I walk down the snack aisle, grabbing a couple of different bags of chips and a package of peanut butter M&Ms, and I spot Devon filling up a cup at the fountain machine. I pull the folded-up paper from my back pocket and slide it under the Twinkies. While Iโm checking out at the register, he has moved to the snack aisle to retrieve the handwritten letter that will catch him up on what happened yesterday and give the details of the plan I came up with. Itโs not the best form of communication, but itโs old-school enough that I know it canโt be hacked. If everything goes the way it should, I will see him in person soon.
When I get back to the car, I slide into the passenger seat.
Ryan looks at me through the open driverโs-side window, where heโs still pumping gas. โIโm guessing you want me to drive now?โ
โYes, please,โ I answer before taking a swig of my Diet Dr Pepper.
โYouโll have to tell me where weโre going if Iโm driving,โ he says once heโs back in the car. โGet on the interstate and head east.โ
We drive for a while without a word between us. The car is quiet. No music playing. No conversation.
Only directions when needed.
The land flattens out as we head into the Mississippi Delta, where thereโs nothing but row crops for miles and miles. Weโre off the main interstate now, bumping along the back roads through the small towns that pop up every hour or so. The kind of towns where the speed limit drops from fifty-five to thirty-five with little warning, so the driver isnโt prepared for the speed traps that generate the revenue that supports them.
We stop for gas again, and Ryan insists on paying for it. I insist he do it with cash. He pulls out a bulging wallet filled with twenties as if he is more prepared for this trip than I gave him credit for, and I remind myself that heโs as shady as I am.
โIโm sorry youโll miss Jamesโs funeral,โ I say once weโre back on the road.
He lets out a deep sigh. โMe too.โ I donโt think heโs going to say anything else until he adds, โI spent years helping James . . . saving James. I gave him money, clothes, a place to stay. Put him in rehab more than once. I was a crutch for him. He knew Iโd be there. He knew Iโd save him. So why bother getting your shit together if thereโs always someone saving you?โ
A few minutes pass before I say, โI donโt need saving.โ
His head jerks in my direction. He looks at me while I stare straight ahead, then his attention focuses back on the road. โI know that. There are things you may need, but saving isnโt one of them.โ
This makes me want to ask questions. So many questions. But he made it clearโheโd show me his but I have to show mine first. So instead of questions, I say, โIn two miles, you need to take a left.โ
โAlias: Wendy WallaceโSix Years Ago
Iย love this little town. In another life, I would have graduated from high school and headedย straight here for college. I would have gone to every sporting event and play and art showing. Breaks between classes would have been spent in the quad, where Iโd complain with fellow students on the unfairness of how our professor graded our last exam.
But Iโm not living that life.
I was only in that airport hotel in Raleigh for a day before there was a knock on the door. I opened it to find a guy in a UPS uniform standing on the other side. But upon closer inspection, I realized it was the same guy who delivered my last set of instructions from Matt.
โYouโre George,โ I said.
He looked confused. โIโm sorry, who?โ he asked.
I pointed to the space on my tee where a name tag would be if I had one. โGeorge. It was the name on your uniform at the hotel in Hilton Head.โ He seemed surprised I would remember that. โBut Iโm guessing thatโs not your real name.โ
He handed me a plain brown package without any address or shipping label and said, โNo, itโs not.โ Iโm sure heโs not supposed to be talking to me, just delivering things.
โAre you going to tell me your real name or do I just keep calling you George?โ He shrugged. โGeorge works, I guess.โ
โOkay, George it is.โ He started to step away, but he stopped when I asked, โYou coming to Florida with me? Or do you have other deliveries to make?โ
Another shrug. โYouโll have to wait and see.โ And then he was gone.
Ripping the package open, I found a Florida driverโs license in the name of Wendy Wallace, along with a slip of paper listing the address of a shipping and container store, including the mailbox number, and the name of an apartment complex and unit number. There were also two keys on a keychain, one key much bigger than the other. And lastly, there was a picture of a man in his mid-to-late thirties. On the back of the picture was his name, Mitch Cameron, and โGet to know everything about himโ written underneath it.
I found Mitch Cameron immediately. Everyone knows Mitch Cameron, since heโs the head football coach for a college in Central Florida. He is loved and hated in equal parts.
Mitch is thirty-seven years old and has been married to Mindy for the last ten years. Mitch and Mindy. How adorable. Mitch is also the father of two young kids, a boy named Mitch Jr. and a girl named Matilda.
This family is brought to you by the letterย M.
It only took four days for me to learn everything about Mitch and what his daily life looked like, although I couldnโt for the life of me figure out why a college football coach was the mark. Iโm never told who the client is, but Iโm anxious to find out whatโs going on with Mitch that necessitated hiring Mr. Smith.
Every day this week, Iโve ridden my bike to the practice field so I can watch him at work. Today, Iโve spread a blanket out, surrounded myself with textbooks just like the half dozen other students studying outside on a fall afternoon, the Florida sun turning my skin a gorgeous tan. Iโve never spent so much time outdoors.
Mitch seems well liked by his players. Heโs tough on them but heโs also encouraging and not afraid to tell them when theyโve worked hard. Just like every day, when practice ends and Mitch sends the players to the showers, I pack up and head to the package center to check the mailbox. Itโs been empty every time Iโve checked so far, but today Iโm feeling lucky.
A little shriek of excitement slips out when I see the small envelope inside. Finally! I slide it in the waistband of my shorts and pull my shirt over it, leaving the store as quickly as possible.
I donโt open it until Iโve reached the safety of my apartment.
There is a single piece of paper inside that lists five names with a date and time next to each one.
I only need to google two names before I see a pattern. Every person on this list is a high school senior who lives within a sixty-mile radius of the university and has had an amazing football career so far. And there is speculation about where all of them will end up playing next fall.
At first, this seems ridiculous to me. Why am I here? To monitor some football coach and a handful of eighteen-year-old boys?
I deep-dive into high school and college football. I realize the millions and millions of dollars that universities make on the backs of these players before they go pro. If theyโre lucky enough to go pro.
It is a big business.
Thereโs also a lot of talk about players getting paid under the table to pick one college over anotherโ stories of bagmen dropping off cash late at night and communicating by burner phone, and even more mind-blowing are the college boosters, aka old people, who spend big money in the hopes that their alma mater might possibly win a championship. They throw cash at programs and expect results. And if they donโt get them, the money stops. Thereโs a real question as to who is actually running these programs: the schoolโs athletic director or the wealthy few writing the checks. All you need to do is google โT. Boone Pickensโ and โOklahoma State Universityโ to get the general idea.
There is a big push to change the rules and allow college athletes to profit off their name and likeness. In fact, most people in the industry believe the NCAA will allow student athletes to accept endorsements as early as 2020 or 2021, but for now, it is strictly forbidden. If caught paying players, schools are fined huge sums and could even lose opportunities to go to bowl games at the end of their season, which kills their recruiting efforts. But the worst penalty is to the athlete. They lose their eligibility to play. Anywhere.
The last few jobs, Iโve used this time in the lull between getting information but still waiting for exact instructions to guess what the client has hired us to do.
Since the prospective playersโ names were given to me, Iโm guessing they play into this somehow. Is Mitch a dirty recruiter? Is the client a rival school who wants Mitchโs program in trouble?
I concentrate on the dates and names. I map out where each player lives, I learn their stats, I scour their social media.
Five names. Five dates. The first takes place in one week. Iโm going to need some tech and help installing it, so I follow the steps Devon has set up and ask him to come to Florida.
I planned to watch Mitch Cameron court these players, but I didnโt anticipate I would also catch coaches from other schools visiting them too. These guys are the best of the best from this area and everyone wants them. While the university Mitch coaches for is a good one, there are a couple of bigger and better ones not far from here, so the competition is strong.
It was easier than I thought it would be for us to get in each playerโs home to set up once Devon arrived with the equipment we needed. All their houses are in poor neighborhoods with little to no security in place. Itโs hard to ignore how much money is at stake for colleges with a winning season, yet these boys arenโt even supposed to get their dinner paid for by anyone associated with the school. It doesnโt seem fair.
A week into spying on these guys, thereโs another note in the mailbox.
All recordings, videos, and images of the subjects from the previous list that document meetings, conversations, or discussions (even discussions between family members) regardingย any football program should be turned in. A courier will arrive at your apartment every night at 10 pm for pickup. Do not leave it in the mailbox.
I knew Mr. Smith would be keeping a close eye on me, but I didnโt realize just how close. It also weighs heavy in favor of the client being from a rival school. Mr. Smith doesnโt want the conversations just between the players and Mitch, but their conversations with all the coaches. But the coaches arenโt the only ones showing up to talk to these guys.
Itโs quickly obvious who the most valued player is: Tyron Nichols. Tyron lives in one of the poorest Black communities in the same town as the university. His house consists of three small bedrooms and one tiny bathroom, but is home to Tyron, his parents, a grandmother, and five younger siblings. His parents work long hours while the grandmother tends to the kids who arenโt in school yet. Itโs clear his parents have no idea what to do with all the attention Tyron is getting.
But Tyron is smart. Even though heโs been offered money, he hasnโt taken any of it. Because when it comes down to it, Tyron is the one with the most at stake. If he loses his eligibility, he doesnโt play. Thereโs a close to zero chance heโll go to the NFL, where heโd finally get paid what heโs worth, if he doesnโt have a successful college football career first.
I watch on my small screen when men in starched button-down shirts show up at Tyronโs door. I notice how he handles himself with them and then later listen in on the conversations he has with his brother, who is only one year younger, about whatโs being offered.
By the second week, Iโm exhausted. Even though Devon and I are dividing and conquering, it takes us all day to skim through footage from all five locations and separate the relevant parts before George knocks on my door in his UPS uniform.
The only good thing is that George seems to be warming up to me. The first pickup or two, it was all business, but now he lingers in my doorway and chats a bit. I even gave him a few slices of pizza last night for the road since he looked as worn out as we did. Makes me wonder how much area heโs covering in a day if heโs got to be back here every night.
While weโve gotten some dirt on some of the other coaches, Mitch Cameron hasnโt stepped out of bounds once in any of his meetings with potential players. Heโs up front about his desire for them to be a part of his team, heโs courteous to the family, complimentary about whatever food or drink is put in front of him. He is the perfect guest.
Iโm having flashbacks to my time with Andrew Marshall, and thereโs a tight twist in my gut about what I might be asked to do.
Iโm ready to know what the job is.
After another long day of scrolling through videos, I drop the thumb drive in an envelope and glance at the clock. George should be here any second.
Once Devon saw the last set of instructions, he wouldnโt come to this apartment at all since he doesnโt like the idea of George being so close by, so Iโve had to add in a trip to get what heโs recorded. Those meeting spots change daily.
Two quick taps on the door lets me know heโs here. โHey, George,โ I say, handing him the small package. His forehead crinkles. โYouโre not looking so good.โ
โAlways the charmer.โ I roll my eyes. โYou watch surveillance videos all day long and let me see what you look like.โ
He hands me a manila envelope. โGot something for you tonight. Thought Iโd save you a trip to the mailbox since I have to come by here anyway. Just donโt rat me out.โ
My relief is evident. โFinally. And donโt worry, your secret is safe with me.โ Iโm ready to tear into it but I notice George is lingering in the hall. โIs there something else?โ
He nods once, then says in a near whisper, โSince this is your first job where youโre dealing directly withย him, if it feels like a test, it is.โ
I stare at him with wide eyes, silently begging for him to tell me more. But with those cryptic words, heโs gone.
I canโt rip open the envelope fast enough.
Cameron needs to be removed from his position without negative outcome financially or publicly to him, the university, or the program or any future prospects. No scandal.
I had a lot of theories of what Iโd be asked to do but this didnโt make the top ten. And while the desired outcome and parameters are very clear, these instructions still feel very vague.
If it feels like a test, it is.
Well, here we go.
It took a few days for me to walk through my options and weigh the potential for success against the risks of breaking one of the rules Mr. Smith laid down.
I canโt load some underage porn on Mitchโs computer and blackmail him into quitting because, for one, thereโs no guarantee that wonโt turn into some scandal, and two, if he quits, he forfeits the rest of whatโs left in his contractโsix million dollarsโand that would hurt him financially.
Blackmail on his wife leads to the same results and blackmail on any member of the college opens them up to scandal and also hurts them financially, since theyโd have to buy out his contract.
I feel like Iโm boxed in.
I feel like Iโm going to fail his test.
The only thing to do is start back at the beginning. He wouldnโt set me up to completely fail, so Iโm missing something. He wants me to prove myself, so there is a way to get this job doneโI just need to find it.
The Ford dealership is shiny and new; the main room is a big open space with lots of glass and chrome. Salesmen circle the front doors like sharks, but I push my way through without breaking my stride or making eye contact with a single one of them.
Thereโs a young blonde at the welcome desk who eyes me up and down quickly, then pastes a gigantic smile on her face.
โWelcome to Southern Ford! How can I help you?โ โI need to speak with Phil Robinson.โ
โIโm not sure heโs available . . .โ
โGive him this.โ I drop a white envelope on the counter in front of her. Phil owns five Ford dealerships that are scattered throughout central Florida, but he keeps his main office in this location.
It only takes a moment for the receptionist to return and lead me to him. Phil meets us at the door. His eyes track me from the tips of my shoes to the top of my head. Iโm feeding him the details I want him to have, to remember. My clothes are nice but not too nice. My jacket looks like it was fitted especially for me but itโs obvious my skirt is off the rack. My jewelry is minimal but tasteful. My hair is pulled back and the makeup heavier than what I normally wear. Iโm thirty, easily.
My hand is out as I approach him, and he hesitates a second or two before caving. โMr. Robinson, thank you for seeing me,โ I say as we shake hands.
He motions me inside his office and I do a quick survey of the room. Heโs a super fan and one of the collegeโs biggest boosters. There are framed jerseys and game balls. Pictures with players and coaches, including Mitch Cameron. Phil sinks into his chair behind his desk while gesturing me to take the one across from him.
โWhat is the meaning of this?โ he asks. Heโs opened the envelope and pulled out the picture of stacks of cash sitting on the tailgate of a Ford truck with a sticker of his dealershipโs logo on the back window. There is no room for small talk.
โIโm here about Roger McBain.โ
Philโs face shows confusion, but thereโs red creeping up under his starched white collar. โI donโt know anyone named Roger McBain.โ
My forehead crinkles as if Iโm really taking him for his word and am somewhat confused, then I pull out more pictures. Pictures that show Phil and Roger together. โHuh, you two look pretty chummy here.โ Then I put my iPad on the desk so it faces him. I press play on the video that is waiting on the screen. Itโs a recording of a dinner with Phil, Roger, and a handful of other megadonors. Their discussion comes to
life where they detail which high school prospects they want Roger to approach and how much money they will offer to each one. Phil even offers to throw in a couple of cars if necessary. โAnything to keep them from going to Florida State,โ he says. There is also some bragging about how successful they were last year in scoring some of the best recruits. I end the video right after Phil says, โGiving away that F- 250 was worth those twelve touchdowns.โ
Phil stares at the screen from across the desk, and I can see the color drain from his face.
The one group that was not mentioned on that sheet of paper from Mr. Smith were the boosters. The mark: protected. The school: protected. The program: protected. The prospects: protected.
But not a word about those wealthy, overly invested boosters.
Mr. Smith knew Iโd not only see the players talking to the coaches, but Iโd also catch men like Roger McBain approaching them on behalf of boosters like Phil Robinson.
โRoger works for you. You tell him the players you want to commit to your alma mater, give him the funds to entice them to do so.โ
I came with receipts and he knows it. Heโs quiet, toying with a black ballpoint pen in his hands.
โI have just as many pics of you with the athletic director, the university president, and half the coaching staff so itโs not a stretch to assume the school knew what you were doing and even condoned it. Think the NCAA will give them a three or four season bowl ban?โ This is my only bluff, because I canโt really pull the school into this, but Phil doesnโt know that. I just need him scared enough that I can tie the school to his activities. The last thing he wants is to be the guy who brought down the whole program.
He finally speaks. โWhat is it that you want?โ
Even though I knew there was zero chance Phil would let the team suffer for something he did, I am relieved heโs crumbling under my threat.
โWe want Mitch Cameron gone. You and your little friends will insist he be let go but youโll be nice about it. Youโre to say you donโt agree with Mitchโs vision. Youโll say itโs time for a rebuild. And then youโll buy out his contract. No reason for the school to eat that six million dollars when itโs all your fault.โ
His lips peel up over his teeth like he wants to growl at me. โYou are under the impression I have more power than I do.โ
โNope. I believe in you, Phil,โ I say brightly. โI believe you can get it done.โ โWhy?โ he asks. โWhy Cameron?โ
โJust like you, we want whatโs best for the school. Weโre all on the same team, Phil.โ
He doesnโt like my answer and he doesnโt ask anything else. I gather my things, taking my time getting everything back in my bag. โIโll expect an official announcement no later than Monday morning.โ
And then Iโm gone.
Three days later, Iโm back in my apartment, one eye on ESPN and one eye on the continuing footage coming in from the prospectsโ homes. There havenโt been any more notes in the mailbox and no more nightly pickups from George. Iโm in the waiting game to see if my gamble paid off. Itโs not unheard-of for boosters to want a coach gone and to raise the money to buy them out. But thatโs usually at the end of a losing season when the coach is doing a poor job.
The breaking news on ESPN takes my attention away from the grainy footage of one of the playersโ houses as I focus on the words flashing across the bottom of the screen.
COACH MITCH CAMERON IS OUT IN FLORIDA
And then the details. The university had terminated their contract with him, and money raised by the boosters will cover his buyout. The reason given was that Coach Cameron and the athletic director had a different vision for the future of the program.
Thatโs it.
Not even a minute later, there is a knock on the door and I almost jump out of my skin. Smoothing my hair back, I take a few deep breaths before I open it. And thereโs the familiar face in the brown UPS uniform, a package in his outstretched hand.
โHey, George!โ I take the package and say, โLooks like I passed.โ
โLooks like you did.โ He smiles and leans against the doorjamb. โHow does it feel?โ โFeels pretty good,โ I answer.
He lingers a few more seconds, then pushes away. โSee you soon.โ And then heโs gone.
I tear open the package the minute the door closes. Inside is a single typed page, a receipt, and a flip phone.
The paper reads:
The balance of your fee has been deposited. Details included. Keep the phone charged and you will be contacted for your next job.
Thatโs it. I check the deposit receipt and read the note again. I eye the figure on the receipt once more.
Thatโs a lot of money. And itโs mine.
It takes only a few minutes to pack up what I need from the apartment, but Iโm not going back to North Carolina. I need to find a spot where I canโt be found, a safe place to land between jobs. Iโve paid attention over the years and know how important it is to save for that inevitable rainy day. Maybe I can tuck away in another small college town like this. One where I can get lost in the sea of students.
I picture it. Visualize myself in a sleepy little town like this. A cute little house on a quiet street.
Somewhere safe.
Now I just need to see it done.
Thereโs one thing I need to do before I go. My โnew to meโ Honda rolls to a stop in front of the small house, and I lock the door before I make the short walk across the tiny yard.
Tyron answers the door a few minutes after I knock. โHey, can you step out here for a second?โ
Heโs clearly confused but does what I ask. I walk back to my car and lean against the trunk while he stands on the curb next to me. This is more privacy than we would get inside his house.
โYou donโt know me, but I wanted to give you some advice. You have a very bright future ahead of you and youโre smart, but you need to be smarter. Assume someone is listening. At all times. Assume someone will rat you out. I know you like to talk to your younger brother about all the offers . . . and extra incentives . . . but you need to stop. Keep your own counsel.โ
His eyes are big. Like freaking-out big.
โAnd get what you can. Take it all. Make no promises and sign with the team you want regardless of what any other team offers you. But be smart about that too.โ
I talk for a few more minutes and he seems to absorb everything I tell him. He asks questions and I answer what I can. I give him tips on where to put the money so it grows. How to keep a low profile. How to never trust technology. Just as Iโm about to leave, he asks, โWho are you?โ
I give him a smile and say, โSomeone who has had to grow up fast, just like you.โ Iโm just about to turn and leave but ask one last thing. โHave you thought about where you want to play?โ
He shrugs. โNot sure yet. Probably going wherever Coach Cameron ends up.โ I nod. โYeah, I hear heโs looking for a new school now.โ
โYeah, he said that was coming but not to worry.โ
Something about the way he says it makes me straighten. โWhen did he tell you that?โ Iโve watched every interaction between Tyron and Mitch in that house and I never heard him say that.
โI ran into him about a week ago. He was kind of cryptic and shit but I got what he was saying. He wanted me to know he wanted me even if he wasnโt in Florida.โ
Ran into him.
A week ago.
Mitch Cameron was let go this morning. He shouldnโt have known that was coming a week ago. Very interesting.