Present Day
This dinner party will be very different from the one we had a few weeks ago. Iโm setting the table on the back patio rather than the one in the dining room since the weather is nice and the mosquitoes havenโt gotten bad yet. Ryan is icing down the beer and wine we bought earlier, placing it in the decorative galvanized tub withย Sumnerย etched across the front. Sara gave him the tub on his last birthday; if there is one thing Iโve learned over the years, itโs that Southerners believe the best gift is a personalized gift.
James and that woman arrive just as Ryan is firing up the grill.
We both greet them as they make their way up the short set of stairs to the deck. Ryan takes one of the twelve-packs James is lugging while she hands me a foil-covered platter and says, โI know you said donโt bring anything, but Jamesโs mom and I made way too many brownies this afternoon.โ
I pull the edge of the foil back to peek. โOh yum, these smell divine.โ Iโm already visualizing the Facebook post Mrs. Bernard has probably already uploaded.
โHowโs your dadโs leg?โ Ryan asks James as they shake hands.
โGetting better,โ James answers. โOr at least getting better at not complaining about it.โ
The woman lets out a laugh while nudging James with her elbow. โStop. Heโs a far better patient than his son would be.โ She turns to me. โThereโs a never-ending poker game now that heโs stuck at home. Heโs running out of friends who are willing to lose money to him.โ Her hand falls gently on Ryanโs arm. โI know heโd love for you to stop by for a visit. Maybe lose a hand or two to keep his spirits up?โ
Sheโs got both men hanging on her every word within minutes of arriving.
โItโs not hard for Ryan to lose at cards!โ James says.
I laugh just enough that it sounds genuine, then gesture for everyone to take a seat at the table while Ryan adds the beer James brought to the tub.
โIโll just be a second,โ I say, then step inside to grab the appetizers I made earlier. Once I sit back down, I take a deep breath and soak everything in. Itโs a gorgeous night, with weather Louisiana is seldom
blessed withโwarm and breezy with no humidity. Itโs a shame to waste such a perfect evening on work.
The conversation is easy, with the guys doing most of the talking. She seems to approach this sort of thing the same way I do: listen and learn.
โWeโre hogging the conversation,โ Ryan says with a laugh after a bit, then turns to the woman sitting next to James. โIโd love to learn more about the newest addition to Lake Forbing.โ
โYes, we didnโt get much of a chance to talk at the Derby Party . . . Lucca.โ Itโs hard to say her name out loud. My name. It felt as bitter on my tongue as I thought it would.
She shrugs and sends James a warm smile. โNot much to tell. James and I met a few months ago. We both were working in Baton Rouge. Iโm an insurance adjuster and was there following up on a group of claims from the tornado that tore through last fall.โ
โYeah, that was a bad one,โ Ryan says. โI have a couple of clients there.
Lots of homes were destroyed.โ
โIt was tragic.โ She reaches over and slips her hand into Jamesโs. โMakes you really appreciate everything you have.โ
It takes everything in me to keep my sweet smile and engaged expression locked into place.
โSo, you just move from disaster to disaster?โ I ask.
She cringes. โPretty much. It gets hard sometimes. But there are breaks in between, like right now. Thereโs nowhere I need to be so I can handle the paperwork from anywhere.โ Another loving glance at James and another squeeze of his hand, but heโs too busy downing the rest of his beer with his free hand to notice.
Sheโs good. The backstory is solid. Delivery is flawless. Facial movements match her emotions. Iโm impressed.
James, on the other hand, needs some coaching, although Iโm pretty sure heโs just a pawn. Sheโs polished while he looks to be hanging on by a thread. I canโt imagine any circumstance where this is actually a genuine relationship.
Iโve been in her spot before. Forcing something just for the sake of a job. The fact that she keeps looking at him like heโs hung the moon makes me respect her more than I want to.
She turns toward me and says, โJames said you havenโt lived here long, Evie. What brought you to Lake Forbing?โ
โOh, Iโve been bouncing around for a while. My parents died in a car wreck a few years ago and I needed a change of scenery.โ I bite down on my bottom lip and cast a glance at Ryanโmy vulnerability making a quick appearance before I shove it back down. He scoots closer to me, resting his hand on my thigh. โEnded up here and fell in love with this place. Iโm a sucker for a cute small town,โ I say with a nervous laugh. โAnd for a cute guy whoโs handy with minor car repairs.โ
Ryan chuckles beside me. โAnything more than a tire change and Iโll need to call in reinforcements.โ
She leans forward, grin stretching across her face. โSpeaking of cute small towns, who is your college friend from Eden, Evie? Iโm sure I know her or her family. It would be hard not to in a town that size.โ
This bitch.
I match her smile. โRegina West. Sheโs got a younger sister, Matilda, and an older brother, Nathan, you may have known. We stayed at her house while we visited but I couldnโt tell you the street or neighborhood.โ
Letโs see how good she is and just how thorough the packet she was given on me was. Regina West was a girl I went to school with, but her family moved away in seventh grade. We were best friends growing up, and I would love to find out how much of my past Mr. Smith knows. Nathan moved back to Eden about five years ago after he finished med school and opened a walk-in clinic there. There arenโt many family doctors in that area, so he is very well known and respected in the community.
Her brow creases as if sheโs struggling with how to answer me. โThat name does sound familiar . . .โ She trails off, leaving the rest of her sentence unfinished.
Nope. Iโm docking points. She obviously didnโt do any of her own research and relied only on what Mr. Smith gave her. And she would have been briefed on Nathan if my early friendship with Regina had been discovered, because we were inseparable before she moved. Iโm guessing Mr. Smith didnโt uncover anything on me earlier than high school.
โIs Eden still where you call home?โ Ryan asks. โI would think your company wouldnโt send you so far away for work.โ
โI live in Raleigh now. Eden is a great place but itโs just really small, you know?โ She shrugs then looks at me as if Iโll agree with her. โMy company is short-staffed, so weโre all stretched a little thin. Iโm sent where Iโm needed.โ
โBoth of you girls have moved around a lot,โ James says with a loud laugh. โEvie, Iโm guessing if you moved in with Ryan, you plan to stay awhile. No more bouncing around? Or is this just a temporary stop?โ
โJames, youโre putting her on the spot.โ Ryanโs voice has a hint of the bite I heard a few days ago in his office in Glenview.
She squeezes his hand hard enough that James squeaks out an โOw!โ And then under his voice he says to her quietly, โThought you wanted to know if sheโs staying.โ
Yeah, thereโs no way he works for Mr. Smith too. Heโs not even remotely good at this, and she needs to do a better job of keeping her pawn in line.
โItโs a fair question,โ I say, ignoring his last comment. โI wouldnโt have accepted Ryanโs invitation to move in if I had plans to move on.โ Ryanโs thumb brushes softly across my leg, so I know heโs pleased with my answer. โOnce she sees the plans Iโm working on for the vegetable garden and greenhouse, she wonโt be going anywhere. It will be a two-person
operation, so she canโt abandon me.โ
My attention snaps to him. โYouโre putting in a garden?โ
He shakes his head slowly and his smile widens. โNo.โ A short pause and then he says, โWeโreย putting in a garden. You said you always wanted one.โ
The blush that blooms across my face is genuine, and I wish I didnโt have to share this moment with the two other people at the table.
She leans forward, breaking the spell between Ryan and me, and asks, โCan you point me to the closest powder room, Evie?โ
But Ryan is already standing up. โIโll show you. Iโm heading in to grab the steaks. Need to get them on the grill now or weโll be having them for breakfast.โ
She follows him inside, and I know sheโll take this moment to snoop through our stuff. Itโs exactly what I would do, but more importantly,ย itโs what I want her to do. Iโve left a little something for her to find that I know sheโll report back to Mr. Smith. Itโs a dangerous play, but I need him to put all his cards on the table. Iโm sick of surprises.
The interesting thing about this situation is that I really canโt tell if she knows Iโm here on a job, just like her. Or is she working me like she would any unsuspecting mark? Did her set of instructions tell her the mention of Eden, North Carolina, would set me on edge?
โJames, how do you like yours cooked?โ Ryan calls out as he steps back onto the deck holding a platter of marinated steaks and wearing an apron that saysย You donโt have to kiss me but you could get me a beer.
โMedium rare,โ he answers, then moves to the grill.
I sip on my wine while I give that woman a few more minutes to rummage around in my things, then I get up from the table. โLooks like you forgot the veggies. Iโll go grab them.โ
Ryan gives me a nod, then turns back to James.
I enter the kitchen, expecting to see her, but the room is empty. I glance at my watch. Sheโs taking too long.
Quietly, I move toward the stairs. As soon as I make it to the top, sheโs exiting the upstairs hall bathroom.
โI was afraid you got lost,โ I say.
She lets out a shriek and jumps slightly back, her hand grabbing at her chest. โOh, I didnโt see you there!โ Then her expression shifts into this endearing little grin. โI got caught up admiring those cute family pictures on the stairwell wall on my way up! Ryan was an adorable little boy!โ
I look back at the images in question and have to agree. He was a cutie.
And bonus points to her for the save. Itโs a good excuse.
She moves toward the stairs and waits, as if she will follow me, but I step to the side. โIโll meet you down there. Just need to grab something from my room.โ
She hesitates just a second then smiles as she passes me. Once sheโs out of sight, I go to our room at the end of the hall. Thereโs only one thing here she could find and I hope she did.
I move to the dressing table and open the drawer. Two pens and a pencil were arranged in a very specific way on top of a stack of papers and she would have needed to brush them to the side in order to read what was written there, and itโs obvious she did exactly that. I shut the drawer and go downstairs.
I head back outside with the vegetables, handing the tray to Ryan, then I light the candles Iโve scattered around the area now that the sun has fully set.
โEverything should be ready soon,โ Ryan says.
Nodding, I say, โPerfect. Iโll get the rest from the kitchen.โ
Itโs not long before Ryan places a steak on each plate along with a helping of grilled veggies while I put garlic bread and a big salad in the
center of the table.
โEverything looks delicious,โ she says. โYโall have outdone yourself.โ
I cut a small piece of steak and bring it to my mouth, chewing it slowly. โWe love to entertain,โ I say, glancing at Ryan. He gives me that smirk, since weโre both thinking of the two weeks it took him to convince me to host our last dinner party.
โHow much longer are yโall in town?โ Ryan asks.
She looks at James as if she doesnโt know the answer.
โMaybe another couple of weeks,โ he says. โAs soon as Dad can get around a little better on his own, Iโll feel better about leaving.โ
โItโs good you could take off this much time from work,โ Ryan says, then takes a swig of beer. This is something he mentioned earlier this afternoon: his worry about why James was really back in town. If James had gotten his life together and was holding down a job like he said, it begged the question: how had he managed to get this much time off?
โThe beauty of working from a laptop,โ he says with a laugh. โCan work anywhere.โ
โWhat is it that you do, James?โ I ask.
He looks at the woman as if sheโs the only one who knows the answer. She looks back at him with an expression that can only be described as hopeful that he doesnโt completely screw up this answer.
Finally, he turns back to us. โLucca actually got me a job at her company. Iโm working for her.โ
He could have sold it better if he didnโt sound so glum. Instead of us thinking they are equals at work, he sounds like a charity case.
Ryan was not thrilled I had invited them to dinner. He banged around in the garage for a good hour then spent the rest of the afternoon hiding some of the obviousโand easily movableโvaluables in the house, including my jewelry and any prescription meds he had in the medicine cabinet. The girls had mentioned James stole from Ryan the last time he was in town, but Ryan never admitted that to me. And you canโt tell if thereโs beef between them by the way they are acting around each other now.
Preparing for this evening was the most strained things have been between us.
Regardless of what Ryanโs fears and Jamesโs motives are, Iโm only concerned with her.
The rest of the dinner is consumed by small talk. Ryan matches James beer for beer until theyโre both pretty tipsy. She and I clear the plates while James and Ryan throw an old football around in the mostly dark backyard, both of them missing more than they are catching.
She follows me inside and we work through the dirty dishes and put away the leftovers. Mr. Smith told me why sheโs here, but sheโs too good an asset to waste as a reminder. And now that she riffled through my stuff, I know sheโs got an active role; sheโs not just one who observes. I decide to go on the offensive.
โHave you gotten your next set of instructions or are you still checking your mailbox every day?โ My tone is conversational, and from the way the plate slips through her fingers into the sink, I know Iโve caught her off guard.
But she recovers quickly. Confusion plays across her face when she says, โInstructions?โ
โI donโt expect you to answer. But I do expect you to pass along that Iโm here to do my job and I donโt appreciate any interference.โ Her body language tells me sheโs genuinely surprised by my words, so Iโm guessing she didnโt know we share a boss. I lean a little closer. โWe have more in common than you know.โ
The disbelief on her face is still there, but itโs more controlled now. โIโm sorry, I really donโt know what youโre talking about.โ
โThe Sheetz on North Van Buren in Edenโwhatโs the name of the side street?โ
Her mouth opens slightly but no words come out.
โItโs East Stadium Drive. Same road that takes you to the high school. A road anyone in Eden would know without thinking about it,โ I say. โDid you already send him a picture of what you found upstairs or will you do it when you get back to the Bernardsโ?โ
She flinches at the tone in my voice. โI donโt knowโโ
I lean in closer. โCan we get to the part where you just answer my question?โ
Itโs a tense minute and then she says, โI already sent him a picture of it.โ There would be no way for her to know that what she found was useless, only that it didnโt belong in my dresser drawer and looked
suspicious. Thatโs all it would take for her to pass it back to Mr. Smith.
And I couldnโt resist the opportunity to let him know how I feel about her presence here. He knows I would never keep anything sensitive in this house. So I created a spreadsheet entitled Opera Guild Association Fundraiser with a list of fake names and credit card numbers to symbolize the one I would have gotten from that auction at the country club if I hadnโt gotten busted that night. It was enough to catch her attention, and Mr. Smith will know I set her up to find it. I donโt appreciate him sending someone into my space.
She starts to move away then hesitates a second. โHow did you know?โ โI was expecting you to search through my things and I left it for you to
find. But if I wasnโt expecting it, I wouldnโt have known.โ Iโm not sure why I felt compelled to give her that little bit of praise, since weโre not on the same side.
โI better check on James,โ she says.
Just as weโre almost to the door to the deck, I say, โOne last warning. Itโs not a big step from being on the job to becoming the job.โ Thereโs more I want to say, but Iโve already said too much, and Mr. Smith wonโt like that Iโve spoken to her so candidly.
She pushes the door open and says in that sugary sweet voice, โJames, honey, are you ready?โ
โYeah, babe. Ready when you are,โ he calls back.
Ryan and I walk them out, and I notice that things are not only strained between the two of us but also between Ryan and James.
The good-byes are terse compared to the pleasantness weโd shared during dinner. She gets behind the wheel, since James could barely make it to the car on his own two feet, and we make eye contact as she starts the car.
Ryan and I watch as they back out of the driveway. โSomething happen with James?โ I ask.
Ryan tenses next to me. โSame olโ shit.โ
As soon as their headlights disappear around the corner, we walk hand in hand into the house