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Chapter no 32 – Donatella

Finale (Caraval, 3)

A full day had come and gone and Legend was still dead. He needed to come back to life. Legends werenโ€™t supposed to die, and Tella wasnโ€™t done with him yet.

โ€œHow long does it usually take him to return to life?โ€ sheโ€™d asked Julian during their initial journey to the countโ€™s estate.

โ€œItโ€™s usually shortly after sunrise, always less than a day,โ€ Julian had answered. It had been difficult to get him to say much more. Tella sensed there was magic at play that kept him from revealing too many secrets. He did confess that Legend had a connection to all his performersโ€”Julian would sense it when Legend was alive againโ€”and if Legend wanted to find Julian, heโ€™d easily be able to do so. But Legend hadnโ€™t appeared and Julian still hadnโ€™t sensed him.

Tella didnโ€™t know what time it was now, only that it felt like the darkest part of the night as she and Julian exited the countโ€™s estate to head to the Vanished Market.

Jacks had said the Vanished Market could be summoned by going to a set of ruins to the west of the Temple District. Since Nicolas lived outside the city, the trek was several miles. Julian was silent for much of it. The type of silent that made Tella think he planned to hold his breath the entire time Scarlett was away.

Tella could have done the same thing. She was all for making mistakes and doing better next time. But Tella feared that if Scarlett took one wrong step, there might not be a next time.

Tella sent a prayer up to the saintsโ€”even the ones she didnโ€™t like that much. She added a prayer for Legendโ€™s safe return as well, but she knew it

wasnโ€™t up to the saints.

Legend had only one weakness that could allow him to be truly killed: love.

Sheโ€™d been trying not to think about it. She didnโ€™t want to remember the way sheโ€™d practically begged him to love her just before heโ€™d been killed.

That night she hadnโ€™t fully believed him when heโ€™d said he wasnโ€™t capable of loving her. Sheโ€™d believed he was just afraid of it because he didnโ€™t want to sacrifice his immortality and become human. And now she understood why.

She told herself to stop worrying. This was Legend, and he was ruthless when it came to magic and immortality. He would never let himself die for love. But Tella still found herself trying to remember the way heโ€™d kissed her the night of the maze. Had he only felt lust, desire, and obsession that night? Or had his kiss been fueled by love? Thereโ€™d been a moment during the maze when sheโ€™d thought the wordsย I want to keep youย had sounded possessive instead of romantic. But now, she found herself hoping heโ€™d only felt the feelings sheโ€™d found so hurtful that evening.

โ€œWeโ€™re almost there,โ€ Julian said.

Tella could now see a vague outline in the distance. In the dark it was hard to tell the difference between stones and shadows, but it looked as if the ruins ahead of them contained a road, lined in fossilized trees, with crumbling archways at either end and a few frighteningly lifelike statues, which Tella desperately hoped werenโ€™t petrified humans.

At least there werenโ€™t any Fates around.

Tella halted just before they reached the edge of the ruins in a perfect patch of pale white moonlight.

โ€œAm I foolish?โ€ she asked.

Julian stopped and looked down at her. โ€œDepends on what youโ€™re referring to. If youโ€™re talking about the fact that youโ€™re planning to make a blood sacrifice to visit one of the Fated places based on the words of another Fate, then no, because Iโ€™m here and Iโ€™m not a fool. But if youโ€™re talking about anything involving my brother, you might be.โ€

โ€œThank you for putting that so gently,โ€ Tella said.

Julian gave her a one-shoulder shrug. โ€œIโ€™m just trying to be honest. When I lie it gets me in trouble with your sister.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t want you to lie. I just wish you had something true to say that I wanted to hear.โ€

He rubbed a hand across his jaw. The combination of moonlight and shadows made him look a little bit like his brother, a little sharper, a little

harsher. But even in the dim, Julianโ€™s gaze was softer and kinder than Legendโ€™s ever was.

โ€œIf you want me to tell you that my brother will love you someday, I canโ€™t. Iโ€™ve known him my entire life. Iโ€™m one of the few people who knew him before he became Legend, and heโ€™s never loved anyone. But he has other good qualities. He doesnโ€™t give up or quit, and if you matter to him, heโ€™ll make you feel more important than anyone in the world, andโ€ฆโ€ He trailed off, as if he wanted to stop, but then added reluctantly, โ€œI do think you matter to him.โ€

But was that enough?

โ€œNow, come on,โ€ Julian said gruffly. โ€œIf Legend were to come back right now, he might kill me for letting you stand in the road so exposed.โ€

โ€œWait.โ€ Tella jumped in front of Julian before he could continue into the ruins.

โ€œI just have one more question. He asked me to become an immortal.โ€ โ€œThatโ€™s not a question, Tella.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t know what to do.โ€ Tella thought sheโ€™d known. Sheโ€™d wanted Legendโ€™s love, but his death had made her realize she could never ask for his love again.

โ€œThatโ€™s still not a question,โ€ Julian said. โ€œEven if it was, thatโ€™s a choice I wouldnโ€™t want to make for anyone.โ€ He started to walk past her, but then he stopped and turned around. โ€œIf you do say yes, make absolutely sure itโ€™s what you want. Thereโ€™s no going back from becoming an immortal.โ€

โ€œUnless I fall in love.โ€

Julian shook his head. โ€œDonโ€™t count on that happening. Immortals canโ€™t fall in love with each other, and very few humans tempt them to love. No matter what my brotherโ€™s done, Iโ€™ve never stopped loving him, but heโ€™s never loved me back.โ€ Julianโ€™s voice was perfectly even, as if it didnโ€™t really hurt, but Tella knew it had to destroy him. Legend was his brother. She couldnโ€™t imagine how devastating it would feel if her sister didnโ€™t love her.

But Tella sensed Julian didnโ€™t want her pity. He turned around almost as soon as he finished and walked toward the ruins with a quickness to his steps that made it clear he didnโ€™t want her to catch up right away.

When he did slow down, they searched the ruins together in silence. Heโ€™d said all there was to say, and even without Fates lurking nearby, they knew they needed to be discreet. They didnโ€™t use torches to seek the hourglass symbol, which Tella feared they would never find. Julian claimed to have perfect night vision, but despite what heโ€™d said about not lying earlier, she

was doubtful of this claim.

โ€œFound it!โ€ he said, smug and too loudly.

The hourglass was no bigger than a palm, hidden inside of a dilapidated stone arch, and gleaming as if lit by magic. It gave just enough illumination for Tella to see that spikes jutted out from the top of it, as if begging for the blood Tella needed to use in order to summon the market.

โ€œAre you sure you still want to go in alone?โ€ Julian asked.

โ€œEvery hour inside is a day that passes out here,โ€ she reminded him. โ€œIf for any reason Scar tries to use her key to find you, itโ€™s not safe for her inside the market. She could get caught by the Fallen Star if she takes too long to return to the Menagerie.โ€

โ€œWhat if she looks for you instead?โ€

โ€œNow thatโ€™s sweet of you,โ€ Tella said. โ€œBut I think we both know that she wonโ€™t come looking for me with the key.โ€

Tella had only watched from the hayloft when Scarlett had first returned, so sheโ€™d not heard all that had been said between Scarlett and Julian, but sheโ€™d seen the way Scarlett had looked at him. It was the look some people lived their whole lives waiting for, and others lived their whole lives without receiving. It was the look that Tella had kept hoping sheโ€™d see from Legend.

โ€œIโ€™ll always be her sister, you canโ€™t steal that role from me. But I think youโ€™re her first love now, and you should be. If you kept choosing your brother over my sister, I wouldnโ€™t think you deserved her. All that I ask is that you donโ€™t muck it up. Donโ€™t just love her back, Julian, fight for her every day.โ€

โ€œI intend to.โ€

With that Tella pressed her fingers into one of the spikes at the top of the hourglass and let her blood drop onto the etched stone.

Ethereal light poured from the archway. Suddenly, Tella saw an old, crooked road lined with foreign trees on the verge of losing all their brilliant red leaves. Between the trees, tents spread out like colorful bird wings, all littered with bits of nature and wear. These were not the magical tents that Tella had seen during the first Caraval. Legendโ€™s tents were perfect stretches of smooth silk, while these were covered in tattered brocades and lined in weatherworn tassels. Yet there was still something unearthly about them. Just as Tella turned her head to nod good-bye to Julian, she swore the tents all shifted, and for a moment the wears and tears disappeared and they looked even more dazzling than the tents of Caraval.

Tella boldly stepped through the arch and into the Vanished Market.

It felt like entering an illustrated history book. Women wore bell-sleeved dresses with dropped waists and low-slung belts made of heavy embroidery, while the men wore homespun shirts that laced up in the front, and loose pants tucked into wide-brimmed boots.

Between the tents, children dressed in similar clothes pretended to fight with wooden swords, or sat braiding wreaths out of flowers.

โ€œGreetings! Greetings! Greetings! The Vanished Market is at your service. You might not walk away with what you want, but weโ€™ll give you what you need!โ€ hollered a man dressed like a herald, as Tella ventured farther in.

Clearly they were used to visitors from other times. None of them seemed to care that the calf-length dress and worn leather boots sheโ€™d borrowed from a servant did not fit in. If anything, it seemed to excite everyone.

โ€œHello, sweeting, would you like something to brighten up your ashen complexion and bring your beloved back?โ€ A woman wearing a thin gold circlet around her brow held out an amulet full of blushing pink liquid.

โ€œWhat about some fresh roasted seaweeds?โ€ another vendor called. โ€œThey heal broken hearts and noses.โ€

โ€œShe doesnโ€™t want your rotted weeds. They donโ€™t cure anything! What the young lady really needs is this.โ€ The merchant across from him, a heavily wrinkled man with several missing teeth, thrust out an elaborate beaded headdress as broad as a parasol, with streaming veils as thin as spiderwebs. โ€œIf you are not careful, milady, soon your skin will be as lined as mine.โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t tell the girl that. Sheโ€™s beautiful!โ€ cried a dark-skinned woman in an ivory wimple. Her shop was the most crowded of the bunch. There werenโ€™t even tables inside, just glistening piles of the peculiar. โ€œHere, peer into my mirror, child.โ€ The woman shoved her arm in front of Tella.

โ€œIโ€™m notโ€”โ€ Tella broke off as she caught a clear gaze of the mirror. Its edges were covered in thick swirls of molten gold, just like the Aracleโ€”a Fated object that Tella had relied upon a little too much when it had been trapped inside of a card.

Tella didnโ€™t know if it was the actual Aracle now free from the cards, but she quickly averted her eyes and took a rapid step back, before it could show any ill images of the future.

โ€œIn the correct hands, it will reveal more than your reflection,โ€ the woman cooed.

โ€œIโ€™m not interested! I like my reflection as it is.โ€ Tella continued to stumble away. After that she tried her best not to be distracted as merchants attempted to sell her brushes that would ensure sheโ€™d never lose her hair,

drops that would turn her eyes any color she wished, and a disturbing dessert called hummingbird pie.

Every vendor was friendly and a little too eager, as if Tella were the first guest in centuries, which might have been the case, since the Vanished Market had been trapped in a cursed Deck of Destiny, too.

โ€œI have shoes that will keep you from ever getting lost. Theyโ€™re yours if you trade me all of your pretty locks of hair.โ€ This enthusiastic vendor already had a heavy pair of shears in his hands.

Tella was certain heโ€™d have chopped off all her hair without any permission if sheโ€™d not quickly darted into the next tent. It was emptier than the others, with nothing but a pair of turquoise-and-peach-striped curtains that fell from the fabric roof to the dirt floor.

A strikingly beautiful girl, about Tellaโ€™s age, with flawless skin and lovely cobalt eyes the same color as her hair, sat in front of the curtains on a tall stool. She greeted Tella with an incandescent smile, but Tella swore that paintings had more depth in their eyes. Unlike the other vendors, this girl didnโ€™t offer to sell anything. She just kicked her legs back and forth like a young child.

Tella almost turned to leave, when another woman slowly shuffled forward from in between the curtains. This one was much older, with wrinkled skin and dull blue hair that looked like a washed-out version of the young girlโ€™s. They had the same cobalt eyes as well, but while the younger girlโ€™s were vacant, this croneโ€™s eyes were sharp and shrewd.

Tella felt as if she were looking at two different versions of the same person. One had lost her youth while the other had lost her mind.

โ€œAre the two of you sisters?โ€ Tella hazarded. โ€œWeโ€™re twins,โ€ replied the older one.

โ€œHow?โ€ Tella blurted. Not that it mattered. All she should have cared about was that this was the place she was looking for. But something about theseย twinsย filled her stomach with lead.

The younger sister continued kicking her legs pleasantly while the elder sisterโ€™s lined face turned somber. โ€œA long time ago we made a bargain that cost us far more than weโ€™d expected. So be warned. Do not trade with us unless you are willing to pay unforeseen costs. We offer no returns or exchanges. There are no second chances. Once you purchase a secret from us, itโ€™s yours, we will remember it no more, just as you will forget whatever we have taken from you.โ€

โ€œAre you trying to get customers or scare them away?โ€ Tella asked.

โ€œIโ€™m attempting to be fair. We donโ€™t set out to trick our patrons, but the nature of our bargains means no one ever truly knows what they are gaining or losing.โ€

Tella didnโ€™t actually need to be told this. She knew a bargain made in a Fated place would probably cost her more than she realized. But if they possessed a secret that would reveal a weakness capable of killing the Fallen Star, she couldnโ€™t turn away. Fates were dangerous, but they kept their promises, and the Vanished Market promised people who entered would find what they needed. And Tella needed a secret. She needed it so that her sister would no longer be in danger, so that people wouldnโ€™t be strung up like marionettes, and so that no one else could be killed like her mother, Legend, or Nicolas.

โ€œAll right,โ€ Tella said. โ€œWhat will it cost me to find out a secret about a Fate?โ€

โ€œDepends on the Fate and the type of secret.โ€ โ€œI want to know how to kill the Fallen Star.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s not a secret, precious. Immortals have only one weakness. Love.โ€ โ€œBut he must have another weaknessโ€”one he doesnโ€™t want anyone to

know about.โ€ A way that would get her sister out of danger, because if love was the Fallen Starโ€™s only weakness, then Scarlett was the most likely person to defeat him, or die trying.

Tella couldnโ€™t let her sister die. And yet she felt as if she could hear the clock on Scarlettโ€™s life ticking as the younger, blue-haired sister continued kick-kick-kicking her feet while the older one closed her eyes in thought.

โ€œI do have one of his secrets,โ€ she said after a time. Then she turned to her younger sibling. โ€œMillicent, dear, open the vault.โ€

The youthful girl pulled on a brassy tassel that Tella hadnโ€™t noticed before and the heavy curtains behind the older woman immediately parted, revealing row after row after row of shelves lined in ancient treasure chests. They came in all sizes and colors. Some appeared to be crumbling with age, others shined with wet varnish. A few looked no bigger than Tellaโ€™s palm while several were large enough to fit dead bodies.

After a minute or so the older sister returned from between the shelves holding a square chest of red jasper with a heart on top of it that had fire painted around it. At a glance the orange and yellow paint appeared slightly chipped, and a little dull. But when Tella lifted her gaze up toward the older sisterโ€™s face, the image flickered and for a moment she saw genuine flames lick the heart.

โ€œIf you use the secret inside correctly, it will help you defeat the Fallen Star. Howeverโ€โ€”the woman held the box closer to her chestโ€”โ€œbefore I can let you have it, I will need a secret from you.โ€

โ€œDo I get to choose the secret?โ€ Tella asked.

The woman gave her a peculiar smile, one that lit her eyes without actually moving her mouth. โ€œIโ€™m afraid your secrets arenโ€™t valuable enough to trade, Miss Dragna. The secret we want belongs to your daughter.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t have a daughter.โ€

โ€œYou will. We have met you in our past and in your future, and we know you will have a daughter someday.โ€

โ€œDo you know who the father of this daughter is?โ€ The new voice was low and deep and the sound of it made Tellaโ€™s heart race twice as fast.

She spun around.

Everything in the Vanished Market blurred, colors merging together as if the world around her was moving too fast, except for the handsome boy standing in front of her, taking up the entire doorway to the tent.

Legend was there.

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