The Summer MILES
โAre you nervous?โ
I run my hands from her shoulders down to her waist as I stand behind her in the mirror, losing my mind over how good she looks in her dress. Iโm sure weโre breaking every wedding ritual right now, but I canโt bring myself to care. I know Kennedy would have my head if she saw that I was with Wren in her dress already. I rest my chin on her shoulder and she beams in the mirror.
โNo, Iโm just excited. One, I’ve never been here before and two, Iโve never been a maid of honour before,โ Wren says.
Weโve been in Jamaica for the last few days, trying to catch up on sleep as well as helping Wren do her bridal duties to her sister. Austin and Zion wanted to get married as soon as possible but they also wanted to do it somewhere hot. I donโt think I could deal with another wedding in Salt Lake after going to hundreds of my cousinโs weddings. It made the most sense to come to Zionโs hometown to have his wedding where his family are.
As soon as we came off the plane, the humidity hit us worse than it was in Palm Springs. We were greeted by Zionโs large family and Austin and Marley who flew out a week before. Mrs Hacks is still not open to the idea of Austinโs new life, but their dad has shown up. We spent the first day after we got on our feet with Wrenโs dad in the bar below the hotel weโre staying at. Every time we meet with him, heโs got a new story to tell us about baby Wren and it makes me heart implode.
โIโm mostly excited for the food,โ I sigh. Wren turns around, her light green eyes boring into mine. โDo you know how long the service is going to take?โ
โI hope youโre joking. This is a very special and romantic day,โ she protests.
โI know but canโt it be special and romanticย andย short?โ
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The ceremony is special and itโs overly romantic, but it is not short.
Wren had to stand in her light blue maid of honour dress at the front of the wedding isle in the patch of green grass at the wedding venue. I had to sit in the line of chairs in the blistering sunlight as we waited for more guests to arrive.
We exchanged private moments between us as we couldnโt speak while Wren and the other bridesmaids waited for the ceremony to begin. Even when Austin came down the aisle in a luminous white wedding dress, all I could focus on was Wren, beaming, with fresh happy tears welling up in her eyes. Even when Marley started crying on Zionโs momโs knee, I still couldnโt tear my eyes away from her. Being here in the sun, her freckles
have appeared on her face and down her arms. It felt like we were out there for hours as the wedding ceremony moved on around us, our eyes locked most of the time.
When we finally get out of the heat, weโre entered into a large room with the AC on โย thank Godย โ where all the food and drinks are served. Jamaican food is absolutely insane. I could live here for the rest of my life.
I follow Wren around like a lost puppy, holding her bag as she greets all of Zionโs family and some of her family too. She gives an emotional and funny maid of honour speech which has almost the entire room in tears. I keep my hands on her most of the night. When Zion and Austin have their first dance toย โIs This Loveโย by Bob Marley, we dance from a distance, her head resting on my shoulder as I rest my hand on her hip, swaying us to the music.
โThey look so happy,โ Wren whispers into me. I brush her shoulder with my hand reassuringly before she starts to cry for the hundredth time today.
โThey do. But for the love of God, stop crying.”
“I can’t help it,” she sobs into me.ย This woman.ย I rub circles on her back and change the subject.
โI like that they have a song just for them. Do we have one?โ
She looks up at me as if I offended her. I canโt help but laugh at her sudden change of expression from sadness to near anger as she sniffles.
โOf course, we have a song, Miles, and you know which one it is,โ she says matter-of-factly. I shrug, trying to rack my brain for an answer. โDo you think Iโd be still dating you if we didnโt have a song?โ
โIโll try not to take that personally,โ I murmur, and she pushes me in the shoulder.
โCome on.โ
She pulls at my arm as she starts to walk through the crowds of people in the room and leads us through the door. She drags us down the corridor of this fancy hotel until we get to a dark corridor, where the lights only turn on the further, we walk down. She looks into some of the rooms as if she knows her way around perfectly. When we get to the end of the corridor, she jingles the door handle to the right and opens the door which lead to a flight of stairs.
โWhere are we going?โ I ask as she starts to sprint up the stairs. โI know a shortcut,โ she pants, her ass swaying in my face.
โHow? Weโve literally been here a week.โ She ignores this with a laugh until we reach the top of the first flight of stairs to another door which she opens with ease. Weโre in darkness for a few beats before a light turns on and weโre somehow back into our suite.
โHow?โ I ask breathlessly as I cross the bedroom into the open living room and kitchen area, looking back to the door where we came out of.
โI have my ways,โ she shrugs, looking through her bag from under the couch. She pulls out her speaker and holds down the button to connect it to her phone.
โYouโre insane,โ I say, walking over to her. Her blonde hair that she curled especially for today falls down across her face and I brush out a strand from her eyes before pulling her further into me. She blinks up at me smiling as if weโre the only people in the world.
โI know,โ she says cheerfully as she sets the speaker on the kitchen island. โCome and help me move this out of the way.โ
We take a while to move the couch out of the way along with the few chairs that scatter the room and the coffee table until thereโs a large space in the middle only holding the carpet. Now weโre both sweatier than ever in the heat as I huff and stare at her. She has a daring look on her face as she grabs her phone from the kitchen before returning to stand in front of me.
โYou can have one guess to what our song is,โ she demands, her green eyes staring up at me, as she tugs on my tie and pulls me into her.
โIโm guessing itโs a Taylor Swift song based on your excitement.โ She nods waving her phone between us suggestively. โI donโt know, Wren. Iโm sorry.โ
โDonโt be sorry. Just be grateful you have a super cool girlfriend with impeccable music taste,โ she says with a flourish, as she hits play to the song sheโs chosen. My heart expands as soon as the instrumental begins and the moment that she played this to me for the first time hits me. โSee.โ
She throws her phone on the couch as she snakes her hands around my neck as the first verse to ‘You Are in Love’ย by Taylor Swift plays over the speakers. I wrap my arms around her waist as she brings her body closer to mine and we fit together perfectly.
โDo you remember what happened when I played this for you?โ she asks as she sinks into my chest, her arms falling loose around my neck.
โI was driving us back from the gym and you insisted on putting a song on. You put this on, and I said it was good, but it felt like you were trying to subconsciously convince me to fall in love with you. Like you were trying
to manifest it or something. You then told me that thatโs never going to happen, but you thought it was one of the best love songs,โ I explain, as we sway back and forth to the music.
โAnd then what happened?โ She starts to laugh into me, knowing what Iโm going to say. I press a kiss to her head, and I chuckle into her.
โThenย youย fell in love with me.โ
โI did,โ she laughs softly before breaking away from me to look up at me. โI really did and hard too.โ
We stay close to each other as the song plays on a loop, letting the words settle around us.ย You can hear it in the silence. You can feel it on the way home. You can see it with the lights out. You are in love. True love.
Thatโs exactly what it feels like being so desperately in love with Wren. I can feel her everywhere. It feels like no matter where I go, where we are, thereโs always something tying us together. Thereโs always that true, consuming kind of love that lingers between us whenever weโre around each other. If a pink heart was a person, it would be Wren. She makes me so happy that it almost makes me queasy when I think about it too much.
I donโt get time to think before her phone starts to ring through the speakers. She groans into my chest as we waddle towards the phone, her arms tightly around my waist, not baring to look at it.
โItโs Scarlett,โ I say when I catch a glimpse of her phone. She groans even louder. โMaybe somethingโs wrong. You should answer it.โ
โFine,โ she moans pulling out of my grasp to answer the FaceTime. She falls into the couch which is now at the far end of our suite, and I sit next to her, sweeping her into my lap.
The phone lights up with a puffy faced Scarlett as her phone balances on the kitchen island of their apartment while she stands across from it, leaning against the sink with her arms crossed.
โHi, Scar, whatโs up?โ Wren asks, smiling into the camera. I lean my face into the frame and wave. Scarlett rolls her eyes at me. Weโve developed a very strong love-hate relationship which I donโt mind. Wren has been trying to convince me that she doesnโt actually hate me but itโs hard to know sometimes.
โHi,โ she says sharply. โI have a question to ask.โ โShoot,โ Wren replies, pushing her hair out of her face.
I notice her necklace in the camera screen and the clasp has fallen to the front. I move my hands gently over her and pull it around the right way. She presses a kiss to my cheek as a thank you before turning her attention to Scarlett.
โYou guys are disgusting,โ Scarlett huffs. โAnyway, have you seen The Whiteboard anywhere? I donโt know how I canโt find it. I only have the one that I use for school notย ourย one.โ
โHow could you lose The Whiteboard? Itโs huge,โ Wren replies, and Scarlett shakes her head with a short laugh. โI havenโt seen it in a while. Our lives have been pretty put together recently so we havenโt needed it.โ
Sheโs right. Since we finished our exams, we settled into a comfortable rhythm with our friends where we can actually get work done as well as hanging out. Kennedy is always working on a new project for class and giving us free drinks from Florentinoโs. Xavier and I have been training like crazy and going on double dates with Michelle and Wren. Evan and Scarlett
are still constantly arguing about whatever assignments they need to do for business class, finding new ways to insult each other. Wren is working the hardest out of all of us; still working on her writing and skating while trying to juggle the relationship with her mom.
โHuh,โ Scarlett says disbelievingly. โWhat about you, Miles? Have you seen it? At your house, perhaps.โ
โUh, no… Why would it be at my house?โ I ask with a sceptical look. Wren looks up at me and widens her eyes and I realise what she meant. She probably thinks Evan has taken it. Typical. โHave you asked, Ken?โ
โNo, Miles, I havenโt asked the one person currently living with me right now,โ she retorts sarcastically. โI have a feeling someone has taken it, but they wonโt own up to it.โ
Something catches her eye above the screen as she glares as if sheโs talking to someone indirectly. Wren and I give each other a suspicious look before we turn back to Scarlett whose face has suddenly turned a deep red colour. I can’t tell if she’s blushing or if she’s pissed.
โWhat? Do you think Evan took it?โ Wren asks. Scarlett waits a beat before turning her attention back to the screen.
โI know he took it,โ she bites out.
โScarโฆโ Wren says slowly. โPlease donโt tell me heโs with you right now and youโre holding him hostage.โ
โIโm not holding him hostage,โ Scarlett says rolling her eyes. โI asked him to come over and he was stupid enough to agree.โ
She slowly pans the camera around to face the other way and thatโs when we both see him. Evan is sat in a dark blue suit in their apartment
with his arms crossed against his chest. He doesnโt look like heโs being held hostage. He looks too comfortable. Like heโs enjoying it. He smiles at the camera before blowing air up to push his blonde hair out of his face.
โHey, guys. I hope youโre having a good time,โ Evan begins with a smile. โJamaica is beautiful. Iโve been a few times-โ
โShut up,โ Scarlett demands, pulling the phone around to face her again but this time she holds it closer to her face.
โScarlett, youโre insane,โ Wren says, laughing. I canโt help but laugh too at the fact that she seems so used to this. As if this is a completely normal Scarlett thing to do.
โWhatever. I need to get it back, like, now.โ She pulls the phone closer to her face so we can straight into her green eyes as she lowers her voice. โIโm having a crisis, Wren.โ
โIโm sorry, Scar. Iโm sure Kennedy can help you out. Iโm coming home in a few days; can you hang on until then?โ Wren asks, scrunching her nose up. Scarlett opens her mouth about to speak but Evan butts in.
โWhatโs the crisis?โ Evan asks loudly. โIโll help.โ
โI would rather gauge my eyes out than ask you for help,โ Scarlett replies with a disgusted glare, shuddering, before ending the call.
THE END.