The Sieve and the Sand
๎ey read the long afternoon through, while the cold November rain fell from the sky upon the quiet house. ๎ey sat in the hall because the parlor was so empty and gray-looking without its wall lit with orange and yellow confetti and skyrockets and women in gold-mesh dresses and men in black velvet pulling one-hundred-pound rabbits from silver hats.
๎e parlor was dead and Mildred kept peering in at it with a blank expression as Montag paced the ๏ฌoor and came back and squatted down and read a page as many as ten times, aloud.
โ โWe cannot tell the precise moment when friendship is formed. As in ๏ฌlling a vessel drop by drop, there is at last a drop which makes it run over; so in a series of kindnesses there is at least one which makes the heart run over.โ โ
Montag sat listening to the rain.
โIs that what it was in the girl next door? Iโve tried so hard to ๏ฌgure.โ โSheโs dead. Letโs talk about someone alive, for goodnessโ sake.โ
Montag did not look back at his wife as he went trembling along the hall to the kitchen, where he stood a long time watching the rain hit the windows before he came back down the hall in the gray light, waiting for the tremble to subside.
He opened another book.
โ โ๎at favorite subject, Myself.โ โ
He squinted at the wall. โ โ๎at favorite subject, Myself.โ โ โI understandย thatย one,โ said Mildred.
โBut Clarisseโs favorite subject wasnโt herself. It was everyone else, and me. She was the ๏ฌrst person in a good many years Iโve really liked. She was the ๏ฌrst person I can remember who looked straight at me as if I counted.โ He lifted the two books. โ๎ese men have been dead a long time, but I know their words point, one way or another, to Clarisse.โ
Outside the front door, in the rain, a faint scratching.
Montag froze. He saw Mildred thrust herself back to the wall and gasp.
โSomeoneโthe doorโwhy doesnโt the door-voice tell usโโ โI shut it o๏ฌ.โ
Under the doorsill, a slow, probing sni๏ฌ, an exhalation of electric steam.
Mildred laughed. โItโs only a dog, thatโs what! You want me to shoo him away?โ
โStay where you are!โ
Silence. ๎e cold rain falling. And the smell of blue electricity blowing under the locked door.
โLetโs get back to work,โ said Montag quietly.
Mildred kicked at a book. โBooks arenโt people. You read and I look all around, but there isnโtย anybody!โ
He stared at the parlor that was dead and gray as the waters of an ocean that might teem with life if they switched on the electronic sun.
โNow,โ said Mildred, โmy โfamilyโ is people. ๎ey tell me things;ย Iย laugh,ย theyย laugh! And the colors!โ
โYes, I know.โ
โAnd besides, if Captain Beatty knew about those booksโโ She thought about it. Her face grew amazed and then horri๏ฌed. โHe might come and burn the house and the โfamily.โ ๎atโs awful! ๎ink of our investment. Why should I read? Whatย for?โ
โWhat for! Why!โ said Montag. โI saw the damnedest snake in the world the other night. It was dead but it was alive. It could see but it couldnโt see. You want toย seeย that snake? Itโs at Emergency Hospital where they ๏ฌled a report on all the junk the snake got out of you! Would you like to go and check their ๏ฌle? Maybe youโd look under Guy Montag or maybe under Fear or War. Would you like to go to that house that burnt last night? And rake ashes for the bones of the woman who set ๏ฌre to her own house! What about Clarisse McClellan, where do we look for her? ๎e morgue! Listen!โ
๎e bombers crossed the sky and crossed the sky over the house, gasping, murmuring, whistling like an immense, invisible fan, circling in emptiness.
โJesus God,โ said Montag. โEvery hour so many damn things in the sky! How in hell did those bombers get up there every single second of our lives! Why doesnโt someone want to talk about it! Weโve started and won two atomic wars since 2022! Is it because weโre having so much fun at home weโve forgotten the world? Is it because weโre so rich and the
rest of the worldโs so poor and we just donโt care if they are? Iโve heard rumors; the world is starving, but weโre well fed. Is it true, the world works hard and we play? Is that why weโre hated so much? Iโve heard the rumors about hate, too, once in a long while, over the years. Doย youย know why?ย Iย donโt, thatโsย sure!ย Maybe the books can get us half out of the cave. ๎ey justย mightย stop us from making the same damn insane mistakes! I donโt hear those idiot bastards in your parlor talking about it. God, Millie, donโt youย see?ย An hour a day, two hours, with these books, and maybe . . .โ
๎e telephone rang. Mildred snatched the phone.
โAnn!โ She laughed. โYes, the White Clownโs on tonight!โ
Montag walked to the kitchen and threw the book down. โMontag,โ he said, โyouโre really stupid. Where do we go from here? Do we turn the books in, forget it?โ He opened the book to read over Mildredโs laughter.
Poor Millie, he thought. Poor Montag, itโs mud to you, too. But where do you get help, where do you ๏ฌnd a teacher this late?
Hold on. He shut his eyes. Yes, of course. Again he found himself thinking of the green park a year ago. ๎e thought had been with him many times recently but now he remembered how it was that day in the city park when he had seen that old man in the black suit hide something, quickly, in his coat.
. . . ๎e old man leapt up as if to run. And Montag said, โWait!โ โI havenโt done anything!โ cried the old man, trembling.
โNo one said you did.โ
๎ey had sat in the green soft light without saying a word for a moment and then Montag talked about the weather and then the old man responded with a pale voice. It was a strange quiet meeting. ๎e old man admitted to being a retired English professor who had been thrown out upon the world forty years ago when the last liberal arts college shut for lack of students and patronage. His name was Faber, and when he ๏ฌnally lost his fear of Montag, he talked in a cadenced voice, looking at the sky and the trees and the green park, and when an hour had passed he said something to Montag and Montag sensed it was a rhymeless poem. ๎en the old man grew even more courageous and said something else and that was a poem, too. Faber held his hand over his left coat pocket and spoke these words gently, and Montag knew if he reached out, he might pull a book of poetry from the manโs coat. But he did not reach out. His hands stayed on his knees, numbed and useless. โI donโt
talkย things, sir,โ said Faber. โI talk theย meaningย of things. I sit here andย knowย Iโm alive.โ
๎at was all there was to it, really. An hour of monologue, a poem, a comment, and then without either acknowledging the fact that Montag was a ๏ฌreman, Faber, with a certain trembling, wrote his address on a slip of paper. โFor your ๏ฌle,โ he said, โin case you decide to be angry with me.โ
โIโm not angry,โ Montag said, surprised.
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Mildred shrieked with laughter in the hall.
Montag went to his bedroom closet and ๏ฌipped through his ๏ฌle-wallet to the heading:ย FUTURE INVESTIGATIONSย (?). Faberโs name was there. He hadnโt turned it in and he hadnโt erased it.
He dialed the call on a secondary phone. ๎e phone on the far end of the line called Faberโs name a dozen times before the professor answered in a faint voice. Montag identi๏ฌed himself and was met with a lengthy silence. โYes, Mr. Montag?โ
โProfessor Faber, I have a rather odd question to ask. How many copies of the Bible are left in this country?โ
โI donโt know what youโre talking about!โ
โI want to know if there areย anyย copies left at all.โ
โ๎is is some sort of trap! I canโt talk to justย anyoneย on the phone!โ โHow many copies of Shakespeare and Plato?โ
โNone! You know as well as I do. None!โ Faber hung up.
Montag put down the phone. None. A thing he knew of course from the ๏ฌrehouse listings. But somehow he had wanted to hear it from Faber himself.
In the hall Mildredโs face was su๏ฌused with excitement. โWell, the ladies are coming over!โ
Montag showed her a book. โ๎is is the Old and New Testament, and . . .โ
โDonโt start that again!โ
โIt might be the last copy in this part of the world.โ
โYouโve got to hand it back tonight, donโt you? Captain Beattyย knowsย you got it, doesnโt he?โ
โI donโt think he knowsย whichย book I stole. But how do I choose a substitute? Do I turn in Mr. Je๏ฌerson? Mr. ๎oreau? Which is least valuable? If I pick a substitute and Beatty does know which book I stole, heโll guess weโve an entire library here!โ
Mildredโs mouth twitched. โSee what youโreย doing?ย Youโll ruin us! Whoโs more important, me or that Bible?โ She was beginning to shriek now, sitting there like a wax doll melting in its own heat.
He could hear Beattyโs voice. โSit down, Montag. Watch. Delicately, like the petals of a ๏ฌower. Light the ๏ฌrst page, light the second page. Each becomes a black butter๏ฌy. Beautiful, eh? Light the third page, from the second and so on, chain-smoking, chapter by chapter, all the silly things the words mean, all the false promises, all the secondhand notions and time-worn philosophies.โ ๎ere sat Beatty, perspiring gently, the ๏ฌoor littered with swarms of black moths that had died in a single storm. Mildred stopped screaming as quickly as she started. Montag was not listening. โ๎ereโs only one thing to do,โ he said. โSome time before tonight when I give the book to Beatty, Iโve got to have a duplicate
made.โ
โYouโll be here for the White Clown tonight, and the ladies coming over?โ cried Mildred.
Montag stopped at the door, with his back turned. โMillie?โ A silence. โWhat?โ
โMillie? Does the White Clown love you?โ No answer.
โMillie, doesโโhe licked his lipsโโdoes your โfamilyโ love you, love youย veryย much, love you with all their heart and soul, Millie?โ
He felt her blinking slowly at the back of his neck. โWhyโd you ask a silly question like that?โ
He felt he wanted to cry, but nothing would happen to his eyes or his mouth.
โIf you see that dog outside,โ said Mildred, โgive him a kick for me.โ He hesitated, listening at the door. He opened it and stepped out.
๎e rain had stopped and the sun was setting in the clear sky. ๎e street and the lawn and the porch were empty. He let his breath go in a great sigh.
He slammed the door. He was on the subway.
Iโm numb, he thought. When did the numbness really begin in my face? In my body? ๎e night I kicked the pill bottle in the dark, like kicking a buried mine.
๎e numbness will go away, he thought. Itโll take time, but Iโll do it, or Faber will do it for me. Someone somewhere will give me back the old face and the old hands the way they were. Even the smile, he thought, the old burnt-in smile, thatโs gone. Iโm lost without it.
๎e subway ๏ฌed past him, cream-tile, jet-black, cream-tile, jet-black, numerals and darkness, more darkness and the total adding itself.
Once as a child he had sat upon a yellow dune by the sea in the middle of the blue and hot summer day, trying to ๏ฌll a sieve with sand, because some cruel cousin had said, โFill this sieve and youโll get a dime!โ And the faster he poured, the faster it sifted through with a hot whispering. His hands were tired, the sand was boiling, the sieve was empty. Seated there in the midst of July, without a sound, he felt the tears move down his cheeks.
Now as the vacuum-underground rushed him through the dead cellars of town, jolting him, he remembered the terrible logic of that sieve, and he looked down and saw that he was carrying the Bible open.
๎ere were people in the suction train but he held the book in his hands and the silly thought came to him, if you read fast and read all, maybe some of the sand will stay in the sieve. But he read and the worlds fell through, and he thought, in a few hours, there will be Beatty, and here will be me handing this over, so no phrase must escape me, each line must be memorized. I will myself to do it.
He clenched the book in his ๏ฌsts. Trumpets blared.
โDenhamโs Dentifrice.โ
Shut up, thought Montag. Consider the lilies of the ๏ฌeld. โDenhamโs Dentifrice.โ
๎ey toil notโ โDenhamโsโโ
Consider the lilies of the ๏ฌeld, shut up, shut up. โDentifrice!โ
He tore the book open and ๏ฌicked the pages and felt of them as if he were blind, he picked at the shape of the individual letters, not blinking.
โDenhamโs. Spelled: D-E-Nโโ
๎ey toil not, neither do they . . .
A ๏ฌerce whisper of hot sand through empty sieve.ย โDenhamโs does it!โ
Consider the lilies, the lilies, the lilies . . . โDenhamโs dental detergent.โ
โShut up, shut up, shut up!โ It was a plea, a cry so terrible that Montag found himself on his feet, the shocked inhabitants of the loud car staring, moving back from this man with the insane, gorged face, the gibbering, dry mouth, the ๏ฌapping book in his ๏ฌst. ๎e people who had been sitting a moment before, tapping their feet to the rhythm of Denhamโs Dentifrice, Denhamโs Dandy Dental Detergent, Denhamโs Dentifrice Dentifrice Dentifrice, one two, one two three, one two, one two three. ๎e people whose mouths had been faintly twitching the words Dentifrice Dentifrice Dentifrice. ๎e train radio vomited upon Montag, in retaliation, a great tonload of music made of tin, copper, silver, chromium, and brass. ๎e people were pounded into submission; they did not run, there was no place to run; the great air train fell down its shaft in the earth.
โLilies of the ๏ฌeld.โ โDenhamโs.โ โLilies,ย I said!โ
๎e people stared. โCall the guard.โ โ๎e manโs o๏ฌโโ โKnoll View!โ
๎e train hissed to its stop. โKnoll View!โ A cry. โDenhamโs.โ A whisper.
Montagโs mouth barely moved. โLilies . . .โ
๎e train door whistled open. Montag stood. ๎e door gasped, started shut. Only then did he leap past the other passengers, screaming in his mind, plunge through the slicing door only in time. He ran on the white tiles up through the tunnels, ignoring the escalators, because he wanted to feel his feet move, arms swing, lungs clench, unclench, feel his throat go raw with air. A voice drifted after him, โDenhamโs Denhamโs Denhamโs,โ the train hissed like a snake. ๎e train vanished in its hole.
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โWho is it?โ
โMontag out here.โ โWhat do you want?โ โLet me in.โ
โI havenโt done anything!โ โIโm alone, dammit!โ โYou swear it?โ
โI swear!โ
๎e front door opened slowly. Faber peered out, looking very old in the light and very fragile and very much afraid. ๎e old man looked as if he had not been out of the house in years. He and the white plaster walls inside were much the same. ๎ere was white in the ๏ฌesh of his mouth and his cheeks and his hair was white and his eyes had faded, with white in the vague blueness there. ๎en his eyes touched on the book under Montagโs arm and he did not look so old any more and not quite as fragile. Slowly, his fear went.
โIโm sorry. One has to be careful.โ
He looked at the book under Montagโs arm and could not stop. โSo itโs true.โ
Montag stepped inside. ๎e door shut.
โSit down.โ Faber backed up, as if he feared the book might vanish if he took his eyes from it. Behind him, the door to a bedroom stood open, and in that room a litter of machinery and steel tools were strewn upon a desktop. Montag had only a glimpse, before Faber, seeing Montagโs attention diverted, turned quickly and shut the bedroom door and stood holding the knob with a trembling hand. His gaze returned unsteadily to Montag, who was now seated with the book in his lap. โ๎e bookโ where did youโ?โ
โI stole it.โ
Faber, for the ๏ฌrst time, raised his eyes and looked directly into Montagโs face. โYouโre brave.โ
โNo,โ said Montag. โMy wifeโs dying. A friend of mineโs already dead. Someone who may have been a friend was burnt less than twenty-four hours ago. Youโre the only one I knew might help me. To see. To see . . .โ
Faberโs hands itched on his knees. โMay I?โ โSorry.โ Montag gave him the book.
โItโs been a long time. Iโm not a religious man. But itโs been a long time.โ Faber turned the pages, stopping here and there to read. โItโs as good as I remember. Lord, how theyโve changed it in our โparlorsโ these
days. Christ is one of the โfamilyโ now. I often wonder if God recognizes His own son the way weโve dressed him up, or is it dressed him down? Heโs a regular peppermint stick now, all sugar-crystal and saccharine when he isnโt making veiled references to certain commercial products that every worshiperย absolutelyย needs.โ Faber sni๏ฌed the book. โDo you know that books smell like nutmeg or some spice from a foreign land? I loved to smell them when I was a boy. Lord, there were a lot of lovely books once, before we let them go.โ Faber turned the pages. โMr. Montag, you are looking at a coward. I saw the way things were going, a long time back. I said nothing. Iโm one of the innocents who could have spoken up and out when no one would listen to the โguilty,โ but I did not speak and thus became guilty myself. And when ๏ฌnally they set the structure to burn the books, using the ๏ฌremen, I grunted a few times and subsided, for there were no others grunting or yelling with me, by then. Now, itโs too late.โ Faber closed the Bible. โWellโsuppose you tell me why you came here?โ
โNobody listens any more. I canโt talk to the walls because theyโre yelling atย me.ย I canโt talk to my wife; she listens to theย walls.ย I just want someone to hear what I have to say. And maybe if I talk long enough, itโll make sense. And I want you to teach me to understand what I read.โ
Faber examined Montagโs thin, blue-jowled face. โHow did you get shaken up? What knocked the torch out of your hands?โ
โI donโt know. We have everything we need to be happy, but we arenโt happy. Somethingโs missing. I looked around. ๎e only thing I positivelyย knewย was gone was the books Iโd burned in ten or twelve years. So I thought books might help.โ
โYouโre a hopeless romantic,โ said Faber. โIt would be funny if it were not serious. Itโs not books you need, itโs some of the things that once were in books. ๎e same thingsย couldย be in the โparlor familiesโ today. ๎e same in๏ฌnite detail and awareness could be projected through the radios and televisors, but are not. No, no, itโs not books at all youโre looking for! Take it where you can ๏ฌnd it, in old phonograph records, old motion pictures, and in old friends; look for it in nature and look for it in yourself. Books were only one type of receptacle where we stored a lot of things we were afraid we might forget. ๎ere is nothing magical in them, at all. ๎e magic is only in what books say, how they stitched the patches of the universe together into one garment for us. Of course you couldnโt know this, of course you still canโt understand what I mean when I say all
this. You are intuitively right, thatโs what counts. ๎ree things are missing.
โNumber one: Do you know why books such as this are so important? Because they have quality. And what does the word quality mean? To me it means texture. ๎is book hasย pores.ย It has features. ๎is book can go under the microscope. Youโd ๏ฌnd life under the glass, streaming past in in๏ฌnite profusion. ๎e more pores, the more truthfully recorded details of life per square inch you can get on a sheet of paper, the more โliteraryโ you are. ๎atโsย myย de๏ฌnition, anyway.ย Telling detail. Freshย detail. ๎e good writers touch life often. ๎e mediocre ones run a quick hand over her. ๎e bad ones rape her and leave her for the ๏ฌies.
โSo now do you see why books are hated and feared? ๎ey show the pores in the face of life. ๎e comfortable people want only wax moon faces, poreless, hairless, expressionless. We are living in a time when ๏ฌowers are trying to live on ๏ฌowers, instead of growing on good rain and black loam. Even ๏ฌreworks, for all their prettiness, come from the chemistry of the earth. Yet somehow we think we can grow, feeding on ๏ฌowers and ๏ฌreworks, without completing the cycle back to reality. Do you know the legend of Hercules and Antaeus, the giant wrestler, whose strength was incredible so long as he stood ๏ฌrmly on the earth? But when he was held, rootless, in midair, by Hercules, he perished easily. If there isnโt something in that legend for us today, in this city, in our time, then I am completely insane. Well, there we have the ๏ฌrst thing I said we needed. Quality, texture of information.โ
โAnd the second?โ โLeisure.โ
โOh, but weโve plenty of o๏ฌย hours.โ
โO๏ฌย hours, yes. But time to think? If youโre not driving a hundred miles an hour, at a clip where you canโt think of anything else but the danger, then youโre playing some game or sitting in some room where you canโt argue with the four-wall televisor. Why? ๎e televisor is โreal.โ It is immediate, it has dimension. It tells you what to think and blasts it in. Itย mustย be right. Itย seemsย so right. It rushes you on so quickly to its own conclusions your mind hasnโt time to protest, โWhat nonsense!โ โ
โOnly the โfamilyโ is โpeople.โ โ โI beg pardon?โ
โMy wife says books arenโt โreal.โ โ
โ๎ank God for that. You can shut them, say, โHold on a moment.โ You play God to it. But who has ever torn himself from the claw that encloses you when you drop a seed in a TV parlor? It grows you any shape it wishes! It is an environment as real as the world. Itย becomesย andย isย the truth. Books can be beaten down with reason. But with all my knowledge and skepticism, I have never been able to argue with a one-hundred-piece symphony orchestra, full color, three dimensions, and being in and part of those incredible parlors. As you see, my parlor is nothing but four plaster walls. And here.โ He held out two small rubber plugs. โFor my ears when I ride the subway jets.โ
โDenhamโs Dentifrice; they toil not, neither do they spin,โ said Montag, eyes shut. โWhere do we go from here? Would books help us?โ
โOnly if the third necessary thing could be given us. Number one, as I said, quality of information. Number two: leisure to digest it. And number three: the right to carry out actions based on what we learn from the interaction of the ๏ฌrst two. And I hardly think a very old man and a ๏ฌreman turned sour couldย doย much this late in the gameย โ
โI canย getย books.โ โYouโre running a risk.โ
โ๎atโs the good part of dying; when youโve nothing to lose, you run any risk you want.โ
โ๎ere, youโve said an interesting thing,โ laughed Faber, โwithout having read it!โ
โAre things likeย thatย in books? But it came o๏ฌย the top of my mind!โ โAll the better. You didnโt fancy it up for me or anyone, even yourself.โ
Montag leaned forward. โ๎is afternoon I thought that if it turned out that booksย wereย worthwhile, we might get a press and print some extra copiesโโ
โWe?โ
โYou and I.โ
โOh, no!โ Faber sat up.
โBut let me tell you my planโโ
โIf you insist on telling me, I must ask you to leave.โ โBut arenโtย youย interested?โ
โNot if you start talking the sort of talk that might get me burnt for my trouble. ๎e only way I couldย possiblyย listen to you would be if somehow the ๏ฌreman structure itself could be burnt. Now if you suggest that we print extra books and arrange to have them hidden in ๏ฌremenโs
houses all over the country, so that seeds of suspicion would be sown among these arsonists, bravo, Iโd say!โ
โPlant the books, turn in an alarm, and see the ๏ฌremenโs houses burn, is that what you mean?โ
Faber raised his brows and looked at Montag as if he were seeing a new man. โI was joking.โ
โIf you thought it would be a plan worth trying, Iโd have to take your word it would help.โ
โYou canโt guarantee things like that! After all, when weย hadย all the books we needed, we still insisted on ๏ฌnding the highest cli๏ฌย to jump o๏ฌ. But weย doย need a breather. Weย doย need knowledge. And perhaps in a thousand years we might pick smaller cli๏ฌs to jump o๏ฌ. ๎e books are to remind us what asses and fools we are. ๎eyโre Caesarโs praetorian guard, whispering as the parade roars down the avenue, โRemember, Caesar, thou art mortal.โ Most of us canโt rush around, talk to everyone, know all the cities of the world, we havenโt time, money or that many friends. ๎e things youโre looking for, Montag, are in the world, but the only way the average chap will ever see ninety-nine percent of them is in a book. Donโt ask for guarantees. And donโt look to be saved in anyย oneย thing, person, machine, or library. Do your own bit of saving, and if you drown, at least die knowing you were headed for shore.โ
Faber got up and began to pace the room. โWell?โ asked Montag.
โYouโre absolutely serious?โ โAbsolutely.โ
โItโs an insidious plan, if I do say so myself.โ Faber glanced nervously at his bedroom door. โTo see the ๏ฌrehouses burn across the land, destroyed as hotbeds of treason. ๎e salamander devours his tail! Ho, God!โ
โIโve a list of ๏ฌremenโs residences everywhere. With some sort of undergroundโโ
โCanโt trust people, thatโs the dirty part. You and I and who else will set the ๏ฌres?โ
โArenโt there professors like yourself, former writers, historians, linguists . . . ?โ
โDead or ancient?โ
โ๎e older the better; theyโll go unnoticed. You know dozens, admit
it!โ
โOh, there are many actors alone who havenโt acted Pirandello or Shaw or Shakespeare for years because their plays are tooย awareย of the world. We could use their anger. And we could use the honest rage of those historians who havenโt written a line for forty years. True, we might form classes in thinking and reading.โ
โYes!โ
โBut that would just nibble the edges. ๎e whole cultureโs shot through. ๎e skeleton needs melting and reshaping. Good God, it isnโt as simple as just picking up a book you laid down half a century ago. Remember, the ๏ฌremen are rarely necessary. ๎e public itself stopped reading of its own accord. You ๏ฌremen provide a circus now and then at which buildings are set o๏ฌย and crowds gather for the pretty blaze, but itโs a small sideshow indeed, and hardly necessary to keep things in line. So few want to be rebels anymore. And out of those few, most, like myself, scare easily. Can you dance faster than the White Clown, shout louder than โMr. Gimmickโ and the parlor โfamiliesโ? If you can, youโll win your way, Montag. In any event, youโre a fool. People are havingย fun.โ
โCommitting suicide! Murdering!โ
A bomber ๏ฌght had been moving east all the time they talked, and only now did the two men stop and listen, feeling the great jet sound tremble inside themselves.
โPatience, Montag. Let the war turn o๏ฌย the โfamilies.โ Our civilization is ๏ฌinging itself to pieces. Stand back from the centrifuge.โ
โ๎ere has to be someone ready when it blows up.โ
โWhat? Men quoting Milton? Saying, I remember Sophocles? Reminding the survivors that man has his good side, too? ๎ey will only gather up their stones to hurl at each other. Montag, go home. Go to bed. Why waste your ๏ฌnal hours racing about your cage denying youโre a squirrel?โ
โ๎en you donโt care any more?โ โI care so much Iโm sick.โ
โAnd you wonโt help me?โ โGood night, good night.โ
Montagโs hands picked up the Bible. He saw what his hands had done and he looked surprised.
โWould you like to own this?โ Faber said, โIโd give my right arm.โ
Montag stood there and waited for the next thing to happen. His hands, by themselves, like two men working together, began to rip the pages from the book. ๎e hands tore the ๏ฌyleaf and then the ๏ฌrst and then the second page.
โIdiot, whatโre you doing!โ Faber sprang up, as if he had been struck. He fell against Montag. Montag warded him o๏ฌย and let his hands continue. Six more pages fell to the ๏ฌoor. He picked them up and wadded the paper under Faberโs gaze.
โDonโt, oh, donโt!โ said the old man.
โWho can stop me? Iโm a ๏ฌreman. I can burn you!โ
๎e old man stood looking at him. โYou wouldnโt.โ โI could!โ
โ๎e book. Donโt tear it any more.โ Faber sank into a chair, his face very white, his mouth trembling. โDonโt make me feel any more tired. What do you want?โ
โI need you to teach me.โ โAll right, all right.โ
Montag put the book down. He began to unwad the crumpled paper and ๏ฌatten it out as the old man watched tiredly.
Faber shook his head as if he were waking up. โMontag, have you any money?โ
โSome. Four, ๏ฌve hundred dollars. Why?โ
โBring it. I know a man who printed our college paper half a century ago. ๎at was the year I came to class at the start of the new semester and found only one student to sign up for Drama from Aeschylus to OโNeill. You see? How like a beautiful statue of ice it was, melting in the sun. I remember the newspapers dying like huge moths. No oneย wantedย them back. No one missed them. And then the Government, seeing how advantageous it was to have people reading only about passionate lips and the ๏ฌst in the stomach, circled the situation with your ๏ฌre-eaters. So, Montag, thereโs this unemployed printer. We might start a few books, and wait on the war to break the pattern and give us the push we need. A few bombs and the โfamiliesโ in the walls of all the houses, like harlequin rats, will shut up! In the silence, our stage whisper might carry.โ
๎ey both stood looking at the book on the table.
โIโve tried to remember,โ said Montag. โBut, hell, itโs gone when I turn my head. God, how I want something to say to the Captain. Heโs read enough so he has all the answers, or seems to have. His voice is like
butter. Iโm afraid heโll talk me back the way I was. Only a week ago, pumping a kerosene hose, I thought: God, what fun!โ
๎e old man nodded. โ๎ose who donโt build must burn. Itโs as old as history and juvenile delinquents.โ
โSo thatโs what I am.โ
โ๎ereโs some of it in all of us.โ
Montag moved toward the front door. โCan you help me in any way tonight, with the Fire Captain? I need an umbrella to keep o๏ฌย the rain. Iโm so damned afraid Iโll drown if he gets me again.โ
๎e old man said nothing, but glanced once more, nervously, at his bedroom. Montag caught the glance. โWell?โ
๎e old man took a deep breath, held it, and let it out. He took another, eyes closed, his mouth tight, and at last exhaled. โMontagย โ
๎e old man turned at last and said, โCome along. I would actually have let you walk right out of my house. Iย amย a cowardly old fool.โ
Faber opened the bedroom door and led Montag into a small chamber where stood a table upon which a number of metal tools lay among a welter of microscopic wire hairs, tiny coils, bobbins and crystals.
โWhatโs this?โ asked Montag.
โProof of my terrible cowardice. Iโve lived alone so many years, throwing images on walls with my imagination. Fiddling with electronics, radio transmission, has been my hobby. My cowardice is of such a passion, complementing the revolutionary spirit that lives in its shadow, I was forced to designย this.โ
He picked up a small green metal object no larger than a .22 bullet.
โI paid for all thisโhow? Playing the stock market, of course, the last refuge in the world for the dangerous intellectual out of a job. Well, I played the market and built all this and Iโve waited. Iโve waited, trembling, half a lifetime for someone to speak to me. I dared speak to no one. ๎at day in the park when we sat together, I knew that some day you might drop by, with ๏ฌre or friendship, it was hard to guess. Iโve had this little item ready for months. But I almost let you go, Iโmย thatย afraid!โ
โIt looks like a Seashell Radio.โ
โAnd something more! Itย listens!ย If you put it in your ear, Montag, I can sit comfortably home, warming my frightened bones, and hear and analyze the ๏ฌremenโs world, ๏ฌnd its weaknesses, without danger. Iโm the Queen Bee, safe in the hive. You will be the drone, the traveling ear. Eventually, I could put out ears into all parts of the city, with various
men, listening and evaluating. If the drones die, Iโm still safe at home, tending my fright with a maximum of comfort and a minimum of chance. See how safe I play it, how contemptible I am?โ
Montag placed the green bullet in his ear. ๎e old man inserted a similar object in his own ear and moved his lips.
โMontag!โ
๎e voice was in Montagโs head. โIย hearย you!โ
๎e old man laughed. โYouโre coming over ๏ฌne, too!โ Faber whispered, but the voice in Montagโs head was clear. โGo to the ๏ฌrehouse when itโs time. Iโll be with you. Letโs listen to this Captain Beatty together. He could be one of us. God knows. Iโll give you things to say. Weโll give him a good show. Do you hate me for this electronic cowardice of mine? Here I am sending you out into the night, while I stay behind the lines with my damned ears listening for you to get your head chopped o๏ฌ.โ
โWe all do what we do,โ said Montag. He put the Bible in the old manโs hands. โHere. Iโll chance turning in a substitute. Tomorrowโโ
โIโll see the unemployed printer, yes;ย thatย much I can do.โ โGood night, Professor.โ
โNot good night. Iโll be with you the rest of the night, a vinegar gnat tickling your ear when you need me. But good night and good luck, anyway.โ
๎e door opened and shut. Montag was in the dark street again, looking at the world.
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You could feel the war getting ready in the sky that night. ๎e way the clouds moved aside and came back, and the way the stars looked, a million of them swimming between the clouds, like the enemy disks, and the feeling that the sky might fall upon the city and turn it to chalk dust, and the moon go up in red ๏ฌre; that was how the night felt.
Montag walked from the subway with the money in his pocket (he had visited the bank which was open all night every night with robot tellers in attendance) and as he walked he was listening to the Seashell Radio in one ear. . . . โWe have mobilized a million men. Quick victory is ours if the war comes. . . .โ Music ๏ฌooded over the voice quickly and it was gone.
โTen million men mobilized,โ Faberโs voice whispered in his other ear. โButย sayย one million. Itโs happier.โ
โFaber?โ
โYes?โ
โIโm not thinking. Iโm just doing like Iโm told, like always. You said get the money and I got it. I didnโt really think of it myself. When do I start working things out on my own?โ
โYouโve started already, by saying what you just said. Youโll have to take me on faith.โ
โI took the others on faith!โ
โYes, and look where weโre headed. Youโll have to travel blind for awhile. Hereโs my arm to hold onto.โ
โI donโt want to change sides and just beย toldย what to do. ๎ereโs no reason to change if I do that.โ
โYouโre wise already!โ
Montag felt his feet moving him on the sidewalk toward his house. โKeep talking.โ
โWould you like me to read? Iโll read so you can remember. I go to bed only ๏ฌve hours a night. Nothing to do. So if you like, Iโll read you to sleep nights. ๎ey say you retain knowledge even when youโre sleeping, if someone whispers it in your ear.โ
โYes.โ
โHere.โ Far away across town in the night, the faintest whisper of a turned page. โ๎e Book of Job.โ
๎e moon rose in the sky as Montag walked, his lips moving just a tri๏ฌe.
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He was eating a light supper at nine in the evening when the front door cried out in the hall and Mildred ran from the parlor like a native ๏ฌeeing an eruption of Vesuvius. Mrs. Phelps and Mrs. Bowles came through the front door and vanished into the volcanoโs mouth with martinis in their hands. Montag stopped eating. ๎ey were like a monstrous crystal chandelier tinkling in a thousand chimes, he saw their Cheshire cat smiles burning through the walls of the house, and now they were screaming at each other above the din.
Montag found himself at the parlor door with his food still in his mouth.
โDoesnโt everyone look nice!โ โNice.โ
โYou look ๏ฌne, Millie!โ โFine.โ
โEveryone looks swell.โ โSwell!โ
Montag stood watching them. โPatience,โ whispered Faber.
โI shouldnโt be here,โ whispered Montag, almost to himself. โI should be on my way back to you with the money!โ
โTomorrowโs time enough. Careful!โ
โIsnโt this showย wonderful?โ cried Mildred. โWonderful!โ
On one wall a woman smiled and drank orange juice simultaneously. How does she do both at once, thought Montag, insanely. In the other walls an X ray of the same woman revealed the contracting journey of the refreshing beverage on its way to her delighted stomach! Abruptly the room took o๏ฌย on a rocket ๏ฌight into the clouds; it plunged into a lime-green sea where blue ๏ฌsh ate red and yellow ๏ฌsh. A minute later, three White Cartoon Clowns chopped o๏ฌย each otherโs limbs to the accompaniment of immense incoming tides of laughter. Two minutes more and the room whipped out of town to the jet cars wildly circling an arena, bashing and backing up and bashing each other again. Montag saw a number of bodies ๏ฌy in the air.
โMillie, did youย seeย that?โ โI saw it, Iย sawย it!โ
Montag reached inside the parlor wall and pulled the main switch.
๎e images drained away, as if the water had been let from a gigantic crystal bowl of hysterical ๏ฌsh.
๎e three women turned slowly and looked with unconcealed irritation and then dislike at Montag.
โWhen do you suppose the war will start?โ he said. โI notice your husbands arenโt here tonight.โ
โOh, they come and go, come and go,โ said Mrs. Phelps. โIn again out again Finnegan, the Army called Pete yesterday. Heโll be back next week. ๎e Army said so. Quick war. Forty-eight hours they said, and everyone home. ๎atโs what the Army said. Quick war. Pete was called yesterday and they said heโd be back next week. Quickย โ
๎e three women ๏ฌdgeted and looked nervously at the empty mud-colored walls.
โIโm not worried,โ said Mrs. Phelps. โIโll let Pete do all the worrying.โ She giggled. โIโll let old Pete do all the worrying. Not me. Iโm not worried.โ
โItโs always someone elseโs husband dies, they say.โ
โIโve heard that, too. Iโve never known any dead man killed in a war. Killed jumping o๏ฌย buildings, yes, like Gloriaโs husband last week, but from wars? No.โ
โNot from wars,โ said Mrs. Phelps. โAnyway, Pete and I always said, no tears, nothing like that. Itโs our third marriage each and weโre independent. Be independent, we always said. He said, if I get killed o๏ฌ, you just go right ahead and donโt cry, but get married again, and donโt think of me.โ
โ๎at reminds me,โ said Mildred. โDid you see that Clara Dove ๏ฌve-minute romance last night in your wall? Well, it was all about this woman whoโโ
Montag said nothing but stood looking at the womenโs faces as he had once looked at the face of saints in a strange church he had entered when he was a child. ๎e faces of those enameled creatures meant nothing to him, though he talked to them and stood in that church for a long time, trying to be of that religion, trying to know what that religion was, trying to get enough of the raw incense and special dust of the place into his lungs and thus into his blood to feel touched and concerned by the meaning of the colorful men and women with the porcelain eyes and the blood-ruby lips. But there was nothing, nothing; it was a stroll through another store, and his currency strange and unusable there, and his passion cold, even when he touched the wood and plaster and clay. So it was now, in his own parlor, with these women twisting in their chairs under his gaze, lighting cigarettes, blowing smoke, touching their sun-๏ฌred hair and examining their blazing ๏ฌngernails as if they had caught ๏ฌre from his look. ๎eir faces grew haunted with silence. ๎ey leaned forward at the sound of Montagโs swallowing his ๏ฌnal bite of food. ๎ey listened to his feverish breathing. ๎e three empty walls of the room were like the pale brows of sleeping giants now, empty of dreams. Montag felt that if you touched these three staring brows, you would feel a ๏ฌne salt sweat on your ๏ฌngertips. ๎e perspiration gathered with the silence and the subaudible trembling around and about and in the
women who were burning with tension. Any moment they might hiss a long sputtering hiss and explode.
Montag moved his lips. โLetโs talk.โ
๎e women jerked and stared.
โHowโre your children, Mrs. Phelps?โ he asked.
โYou know I havenโt any! No one in his right mind, the Good Lord knows, would have children!โ said Mrs. Phelps, not quite sure why she was angry with this man.
โI wouldnโt say that,โ said Mrs. Bowles. โIโve hadย twoย children by Caesarean section. No use going through all that agony for a baby. ๎e world must reproduce, you know, the race must go on. Besides, they sometimes look just like you, and thatโs nice. Two Caesareans turned the trick, yes, sir. Oh, my doctor said, Caesareans arenโt necessary; youโve got the hips for it, everythingโs normal, but Iย insisted.โ
โCaesareans or not, children are ruinous; youโre out of your mind,โ said Mrs. Phelps.
โI plunk the children in school nine days out of ten. I put up with them when they come home three days a month; itโs not bad at all. You heave them into the โparlorโ and turn the switch. Itโs like washing clothes; stu๏ฌย laundry in and slam the lid.โ Mrs. Bowles tittered. โ๎eyโd just as soon kick as kiss me. ๎ank God, I can kick back!โ
๎e women showed their tongues, laughing.
Mildred sat a moment and then, seeing that Montag was still in the doorway, clapped her hands. โLetโs talk politics, to please Guy!โ
โSounds ๏ฌne,โ said Mrs. Bowles. โI voted last election, same as everyone, and I laid it on the line for President Noble. I think heโs one of the nicest looking men ever became president.โ
โOh, but the man they ran against him!โ
โHe wasnโt much, was he? Kind of small and homely and he didnโt shave too close or comb his hair very well.โ
โWhat possessed the โOutsโ to run him? You just donโt go running a little short man like that against a tall man. Besidesโhe mumbled. Half the time I couldnโt hear a word he said. And the words Iย didย hear I didnโt understand!โ
โFat, too, and didnโt dress to hide it. No wonder the landslide was for Winston Noble. Even their names helped. Compare Winston Noble to Hubert Hoag for ten seconds and you can almost ๏ฌgure the results.โ
โDamn it!โ cried Montag. โWhat do you know about Hoag and Noble!โ
โWhy, they were right in that parlor wall, not six months ago. One was always picking his nose; it drove me wild.โ
โWell, Mr. Montag,โ said Mrs. Phelps, โdo you want us to vote for a man like that?โ
Mildred beamed. โYou just run away from the door, Guy, and donโt make us nervous.โ
But Montag was gone and back in a moment with a book in his hand. โGuy!โ
โDamn it all, damn it all, damn it!โ
โWhatโve you got there; isnโt that a book? I thought that all special training these days was done by ๏ฌlm.โ Mrs. Phelps blinked. โYou reading up on ๏ฌreman theory?โ
โ๎eory, hell,โ said Montag. โItโs poetry.โ โMontag.โ A whisper.
โLeave me alone!โ Montag felt himself turning in a great circling roar and buzz and hum.
โMontag, hold on, donโt . . .โ
โDid youย hearย them, did you hear these monsters talking about monsters? Oh God, the way they jabber about people and their own children and themselves and the way they talk about their husbands and the way they talk about war, dammit, I stand here and I canโt believe it!โ
โI didnโt say a single word aboutย anyย war, Iโll have you know,โ said Mrs. Phelps.
โAs for poetry, I hate it,โ said Mrs. Bowles. โHave you ever heard any?โ
โMontag,โ Faberโs voice scraped away at him. โYouโll ruin everything.
Shut up, you fool!โ
All three women were on their feet. โSit down!โ
๎ey sat.
โIโm going home,โ quavered Mrs. Bowles.
โMontag, Montag, please, in the name of God, whatโre you up to?โ pleaded Faber.
โWhy donโt you just read us one of those poems from your little book.โ Mrs. Phelps nodded. โI think thatโd be very interesting.โ
โ๎atโs not right,โ wailed Mrs. Bowles. โWe canโt do that!โ
โWell, look at Mr. Montag, he wants to, I know he does. And if we listen nice, Mr. Montag will be happy and then maybe we can go on and do something else.โ She glanced nervously at the long emptiness of the walls enclosing them.
โMontag, go through with this and Iโll cut o๏ฌ, Iโll leave.โ ๎e beetle jabbed his ear. โWhat good is this, whatโll you prove!โ
โScare hell out of them, thatโs what, scare the living daylights out!โ
Mildred looked at the empty air. โNow, Guy, justย whoย are you talking to?โ
A silver needle pierced his brain. โMontag, listen, only one way out, play it as a joke, cover up, pretend you arenโt mad at all. ๎enโwalk to your wall incinerator, and throw the book in!โ
Mildred had already anticipated this in a quavery voice. โLadies, once a year, every ๏ฌremanโs allowed to bring one book home, from the old days, to show his family how silly it all was, how nervous that sort of thing can make you, how crazy. Guyโs surprise tonight is to read you one sample to show how mixed up things were, so none of us will ever have to bother our little old heads about that junk again, isnโt thatย right, darling?โ
He crushed the book in his ๏ฌsts. โSay โyesโ.โ
His mouth moved like Faberโs:
โYes.โ
Mildred snatched the book with a laugh. โHere! Read this one. No, I take it back. Hereโs that real funny one you read out loud today. Ladies, you wonโt understand a word. It goes umpty-tumpty-ump. Go ahead, Guy, that page, dear.โ
He looked at the opened page.
A ๏ฌy stirred its wings softly in his ear. โRead.โ โWhatโs the title, dear?โ
โDover Beach.โย His mouth was numb.
โNow read in a nice clear voice and goย slow.โ
๎e room was blazing hot, he was all ๏ฌre, he was all coldness; they sat in the middle of an empty desert with three chairs and him standing, swaying, and him waiting for Mrs. Phelps to stop straightening her dress hem and Mrs. Bowles to take her ๏ฌngers away from her hair. ๎en he began to read in a low, stumbling voice that grew ๏ฌrmer as he progressed from line to line, and his voice went out across the desert, into the
whiteness, and around the three sitting women there in the great hot emptiness.
The Sea of Faith
Was once, too, at the full, and round earthโs shore Lay like the folds of a bright girdle furled.
But now I only hear
Its melancholy, long, withdrawing roar, Retreating, to the breath
Of the night-wind, down the vast edges drear And naked shingles of the world.
๎e chairs creaked under the three women.
Montag ๏ฌnished it out:
Ah, love, let us be true
To one another! for the world, which seems To lie before us like a land of dreams,
So various, so beautiful, so new,
Hath really neither joy, nor love, nor light, Nor certitude, nor peace, nor help for pain; And we are here as on a darkling plain
Swept with confused alarms of struggle and ๏ฌight, Where ignorant armies clash by night.
Mrs. Phelps was crying.
๎e others in the middle of the desert watched her crying grow very loud as her face squeezed itself out of shape. ๎ey sat, not touching her, bewildered with her display. She sobbed uncontrollably. Montag himself was stunned and shaken.
โSh, sh,โ said Mildred. โYouโre all right, Clara, now, Clara, snap out of it! Clara, whatโsย wrong?โ
โIโI,โ sobbed Mrs. Phelps, โdonโt know, donโt know, I just donโt know, oh, ohย โ
Mrs. Bowles stood up and glared at Montag. โYou see? I knew it, thatโs what I wanted to prove! I knew it would happen! Iโve always said, poetry and tears, poetry and suicide and crying and awful feelings, poetry
and sickness;ย allย that mush! Now Iโve had it proved to me. Youโre nasty, Mr. Montag, youโreย nasty!โ
Faber said, โNow . . .โ
Montag felt himself turn and walk to the wall slot and drop the book in through the brass notch to the waiting ๏ฌames.
โSilly words, silly words, silly awful hurting words,โ said Mrs. Bowles. โWhyย doย people want to hurt people? Not enough hurt in the world, you got to tease people with stu๏ฌย like that!โ
โClara, now, Clara,โ begged Mildred, pulling her arm. โCome on, letโs be cheery, you turn the โfamilyโ on, now. Go ahead. Letโs laugh and be happy, now, stop crying, weโll have a party!โ
โNo,โ said Mrs. Bowles. โIโm trotting right straight home. You want to visit my house and my โfamily,โ well and good. But I wonโt come in this ๏ฌremanโs crazy house again in my lifetime!โ
โGo home.โ Montag ๏ฌxed his eyes upon her, quietly. โGo home and think of your ๏ฌrst husband divorced and your second husband killed in a jet and your third husband blowing his brains out, go home and think of the dozen abortions youโve had, go home and think of that and your damn Caesarean sections, too, and your children who hate your guts! Go home and think how it all happened and what did you ever do to stop it? Go home, go home!โ he yelled. โBefore I knock you down and kick you out the door!โ
Doors slammed and the house was empty. Montag stood alone in the winter weather, with the parlor walls the color of dirty snow.
In the bathroom, water ran. He heard Mildred shake the sleeping tablets into her hand.
โFool, Montag, fool, fool, oh God you silly foolย โ
โShut up!โ He pulled the green bullet from his ear and jammed it into his pocket.
It sizzled faintly, โ. . . fool . . . foolย โ
He searched the house and found the books where Mildred had stacked them behind the refrigerator. Some were missing and he knew that she had started on her own slow process of dispersing the dynamite in her house, stick by stick. But he was not angry now, only exhausted and bewildered with himself. He carried the books into the backyard and hid them in the bushes near the alley fence. For tonight only, he thought, in case she decides to do any more burning.
He went back through the house. โMildred?โ He called at the door of the darkened bedroom. ๎ere was no sound.
Outside, crossing the lawn, on his way to work, he tried not to see how completely dark and deserted Clarisse McClellanโs house was. . . .
On the way downtown he was so completely alone with his terrible error that he felt the necessity for the strange warmness and goodness that came from a familiar and gentle voice speaking in the night. Already, in a few short hours, it seemed that he had known Faber for a lifetime. Now, he knew that he was two people, that he was, above all, Montag who knew nothing, who did not even know himself a fool, but only suspected it. And he knew that he was also the old man who talked to him and talked to him as the train was sucked from one end of the night city to the other on one long sickening gasp of motion. In the days to follow, and in the nights when there was no moon and in the nights when there was a very bright moon shining on the earth, the old man would go on with this talking and this talking, drop by drop, stone by stone, ๏ฌake by ๏ฌake. His mind would well over at last and he would not be Montag any more, this the old man told him, assured him, promised him. He would be Montag-plus-Faber, ๏ฌre plus water, and then, one day, after everything had mixed and simmered and worked away in silence, there would be neither ๏ฌre nor water, but wine. Out of two separate and opposite things, a third. And one day he would look back upon the fool and know the fool. Even now he could feel the start of the long journey, the leave taking, the going away from the self he had been.
It was good listening to the beetle hum, the sleepy mosquito buzz and delicate ๏ฌligree murmur of the old manโs voice at ๏ฌrst scolding him and then consoling him in the late hour of night as he emerged from the steaming subway toward the ๏ฌrehouse world.
โPity, Montag, pity. Donโt haggle and nag them; you were so recentlyย ofย them yourself. ๎ey are so con๏ฌdent that they will run on forever. But they wonโt run on. ๎ey donโt know that this is all one huge big blazing meteor that makes a pretty ๏ฌre in space, but that some day itโll have toย hit.ย ๎ey see only the blaze, the pretty ๏ฌre, as you saw it.
โMontag, old men who stay at home, afraid, tending their peanut-brittle bones, have no right to criticize. Yet you almost killed things at the start. Watch it! Iโm with you, remember that. I understand how it happened. I must admit that your blind raging invigorated me. God, how young I felt! But nowโI want you to feel old, I want a little of my
cowardice to be distilled in you tonight. ๎e next few hours, when you see Captain Beatty, tiptoe โround him, letย meย hear him for you, letย meย feel the situation out. Survival is our ticket. Forget the poor, silly womenย โ
โI made them unhappier than they have been in years, I think,โ said Montag. โIt shocked me to see Mrs. Phelps cry. Maybe theyโre right, maybe itโs best not to face things, to run, have fun. I donโt know. I feel guiltyโโ
โNo, you mustnโt! If there were no war, if there was peace in the world, Iโd say ๏ฌne,ย haveย fun! But, Montag, you mustnโt go back to being just a ๏ฌreman. Allย isnโtย well with the world.โ
Montag perspired. โMontag, you listening?โ
โMy feet,โ said Montag. โI canโt move them. I feel so damn silly. My feet wonโt move!โ
โListen. Easy now,โ said the old man gently. โI know, I know. Youโre afraid of making mistakes.ย Donโtย be. Mistakes can be pro๏ฌted by. Man, when I was younger Iย shovedย my ignorance in peopleโs faces. ๎ey beat me with sticks. By the time I was forty my blunt instrument had been honed to a ๏ฌne cutting point for me. If you hide your ignorance, no one will hit you and youโll never learn. Now, pick up your feet, into the ๏ฌrehouse with you! Weโre twins, weโre not alone any more, weโre not separated out in di๏ฌerent parlors, with no contact between. If you need help when Beatty pries at you, Iโll be sitting right here in your eardrum making notes!โ
Montag felt his right foot, then his left foot, move. โOld man,โ he said, โstayย withย me.โ
๎e Mechanical Hound was gone. Its kennel was empty and the ๏ฌrehouse stood all about in plaster silence and the orange Salamander slept with its kerosene in its belly and the ๏ฌre throwers crossed upon its ๏ฌanks and Montag came in through the silence and touched the brass pole and slid up in the dark air, looking back at the deserted kennel, his heart beating, pausing, beating. Faber was a gray moth asleep in his ear, for the moment.
Beatty stood near the drop hole waiting, but with his back turned as if he were not waiting.
โWell,โ he said to the men playing cards, โhere comes a very strange beast which in all tongues is called a fool.โ
He put his hand to one side, palm up, for a gift. Montag put the book in it. Without even glancing at the title, Beatty tossed the book in the trash basket and lit a cigarette. โ โWho are a little wise, the best fools be.โ Welcome back, Montag. I hope youโll be staying with us, now that your fever is done and your sickness over. Sit in for a hand of poker?โ
๎ey sat and the cards were dealt. In Beattyโs sight, Montag felt the guilt of his hands. His ๏ฌngers were like ferrets that had done some evil and now never rested, always stirred and picked and hid in pockets, moving from under Beattyโs alcohol-๏ฌame stare. If Beatty so much as breathed on them, Montag felt that his hands might wither, turn over on their sides, and never be shocked to life again; they would be buried the rest of his life in his coat sleeves, forgotten. For these were the hands that had acted on their own, no part of him, here was where the conscience ๏ฌrst manifested itself to snatch books, dart o๏ฌย with Job and Ruth and Willie Shakespeare, and now, in the ๏ฌrehouse, these hands seemed gloved with blood.
Twice in half an hour, Montag had to rise from the game to go to the latrine to wash his hands. When he came back he hid his hands under the table.
Beatty laughed. โLetโs have your hands in sight, Montag. Not that we donโt trust you, understand, butโโ
๎ey all laughed.
โWell,โ said Beatty, โthe crisis is past and all is well, the sheep returns to the fold. Weโre all sheep who have strayed at times. Truth is truth, to the end of reckoning, weโve cried. ๎ey are never alone that are accompanied with noble thoughts, weโve shouted to ourselves. โSweet food of sweetly uttered knowledge,โ Sir Philip Sidney said. But on the other hand: โWords are like leaves and where they most abound, Much fruit of sense beneath is rarely found.โ Alexander Pope. What do you think of that, Montag?โ
โI donโt know.โ
โCareful,โ whispered Faber, living in another world, far away.
โOr this? โA little learning is a dangerous thing. Drink deep, or taste not the Pierian spring; ๎ere shallow draughts intoxicate the brain, and drinking largely sobers us again.โ Pope. Same essay. Where does that put you?โ
Montag bit his lip.
โIโll tell you,โ said Beatty, smiling at his cards. โ๎at made you for a little while a drunkard. Read a few lines and o๏ฌย you go over the cli๏ฌ. Bang, youโre ready to blow up the world, chop o๏ฌย heads, knock down women and children, destroy authority. I know, Iโve been through it all.โ
โIโm all right,โ said Montag, nervously.
โStop blushing. Iโm not needling, really Iโm not. Do you know, I had a dream an hour ago. I lay down for a catnap and in this dream you and I, Montag, got into a furious debate on books. You towered with rage, yelled quotes at me. I calmly parried every thrust. โPower,โ I said. And you, quoting Dr. Johnson, said โKnowledge is more than equivalent to force!โ And I said, โWell, Dr. Johnson also said, dear boy, that โHe is no wise man that will quit a certainty for an uncertainty.โ โ Stick with the ๏ฌremen, Montag. All else is dreary chaos!โ
โDonโt listen,โ whispered Faber. โHeโs trying to confuse. Heโs slippery.
Watch out!โ
Beatty chuckled. โAnd you said, quoting, โTruth will come to light, murder will not be hid long!โ And I cried in good humor, โOh God, he speaks only of his horse!โ And โ๎e Devil can cite Scripture for his purpose.โ And you yelled, โ๎is age thinks better of a gilded fool, than of a threadbare saint in wisdomโs school!โ And I whispered gently, โ๎e dignity of truth is lost with much protesting.โ And you screamed, โCarcasses bleed at the sight of the murderer!โ And I said, patting your hand, โWhat, do I give you trench mouth?โ And you shrieked, โKnowledge is power!โ and โA dwarf on a giantโs shoulders sees the furthest of the two!โ and I summed my side up with rare serenity in, โ๎e folly of mistaking a metaphor for a proof, a torrent of verbiage for a spring of capital truths, and oneself as an oracle, is inborn in us, Mr. Valery once said.โ โ
Montagโs head whirled sickeningly. He felt beaten unmercifully on brow, eyes, nose, lips, chin, on shoulders, on up๏ฌailing arms. He wanted to yell, โNo! shut up, youโre confusing things, stop it!โ Beattyโs graceful ๏ฌngers thrust out to seize his wrist.
โGod, what a pulse! Iโve got you going, have I, Montag? Jesus God, your pulse sounds like the day after the war. Everything but sirens and bells! Shall I talk some more? I like your look of panic. Swahili, Indian, English Lit., I speak them all. A kind of excellent dumb discourse, Willie!โ
โMontag, hold on!โ ๎e moth brushed Montagโs ear. โHeโs muddying the waters!โ
โOh, you were scared silly,โ said Beatty, โfor I was doing a terrible thing in using the very books you clung to, to rebut you on every hand, on every point! What traitors books can be! you think theyโre backing you up, and they turn on you. Others can use them, too, and there you are, lost in the middle of the moor, in a great welter of nouns and verbs and adjectives. And at the very end of my dream, along I came with the Salamander and said, โGoing my way?โ And you got in and we drove back to the ๏ฌrehouse in beati๏ฌc silence, all dwindled away to peace.โ Beatty let Montagโs wrist go, let the hand slump limply on the table. โAllโs well that is well in the end.โ
Silence. Montag sat like a carved white stone. ๎e echo of the ๏ฌnal hammer on his skull died slowly away into the black cavern where Faber waited for the echoes to subside. And then when the startled dust had settled down about Montagโs mind, Faber began, softly, โAll right, heโs had his say. You must take it in. Iโll say my say, too, in the next few hours. And youโll take it in. And youโll try to judge them and make your decision as to which way to jump, or fall. But I want it to be your decision, not mine, and not the Captainโs. But remember that the Captain belongs to the most dangerous enemy to truth and freedom, the solid unmoving cattle of the majority. Oh, God, the terrible tyranny of the majority. We all have our harps to play. And itโs up to you now to know with which ear youโll listen.โ
Montag opened his mouth to answer Faber and was saved this error in the presence of others when the station bell rang. ๎e alarm voice in the ceiling chanted. ๎ere was a tacking-tacking sound as the alarm report telephone-typed out the address across the room. Captain Beatty, his poker cards in one pink hand, walked with exaggerated slowness to the phone and ripped out the address when the report was ๏ฌnished. He glanced perfunctorily at it, and shoved it in his pocket. He came back and sat down. ๎e others looked at him.
โIt can wait exactly forty seconds while I take all the money away from you,โ said Beatty, happily.
Montag put his cards down.
โTired, Montag? Going out of this game?โ โYes.โ
โHold on. Well, come to think of it, we can ๏ฌnish this hand later. Just leave your cards face down and hustle the equipment. On the double now.โ And Beatty rose up again. โMontag, you donโt look well? Iโd hate to think you were coming down with another fever . . .โ
โIโll be all right.โ
โYouโll be ๏ฌne. ๎is is a special case. Come on, jump for it!โ
๎ey leaped into the air and clutched the brass pole as if it were the last vantage point above a tidal wave passing below, and then the brass pole, to their dismay, slid them down into darkness, into the blast and cough and suction of the gaseous dragon roaring to life!
โHey!โ
๎ey rounded a corner in thunder and siren, with concussion of tires, with scream of rubber, with a shift of kerosene bulk in the glittery brass tank, like the food in the stomach of a giant, with Montagโs ๏ฌngers jolting o๏ฌย the silver rail, swinging into cold space, with the wind tearing his hair back from his head, with the wind whistling in his teeth, and him all the while thinking of the women, the cha๏ฌย women in his parlor tonight, with the kernels blown out from under them by a neon wind, and his silly damned reading of a book to them. How like trying to put out ๏ฌres with water pistols, how senseless and insane. One rage turned in for another. One anger displacing another. When would he stop being entirely mad and be quiet, be very quiet indeed?
โHere we go!โ
Montag looked up. Beatty never drove, but he was driving tonight, slamming the Salamander around corners, leaning forward high on the driverโs throne, his massive black slicker ๏ฌapping out behind so that he seemed a great black bat ๏ฌying above the engine, over the brass numbers, taking the full wind.
โHere we go to keep the world happy, Montag!โ
Beattyโs pink, phosphorescent cheeks glimmered in the high darkness, and he was smiling furiously.
โHere we are!โ
๎e Salamander boomed to a halt, throwing men o๏ฌย in slips and clumsy hops. Montag stood ๏ฌxing his raw eyes to the cold bright rail under his clenched ๏ฌngers.
I canโt do it, he thought. How can I go at this new assignment, how can I go on burning things? I canโt go in this place.
Beatty, smelling of the wind through which he had rushed, was at Montagโs elbow. โAll right, Montag.โ
๎e men ran like cripples in their clumsy boots, as quietly as spiders. At last Montag raised his eyes and turned.
Beatty was watching his face. โSomething the matter, Montag?โ
โWhy,โ said Montag slowly, โweโve stopped in front ofย myย house.โ