We made it out of the Snare just before sunset, with soft winds and clear skies.
Auster pulled the kelp from where it was caught on the corners of the last basket and tossed it overboard before he opened it. Inside, the last of the small chests were stacked carefully.
I braided my wet hair over my shoulder, feeling Westโs eyes on me for just a moment before he disappeared into the passageway. As soon as he was gone, I turned toward the water, touching my mouth with the tips of my fingers as the tingle on my skin resurfaced.
Since weโd come back up onto the ship, I hadnโt dared to even look in his direction, not wanting the memory to fade from exactly as it was still living in my mind. I wanted to remember it the way I remembered the gleam of my fatherโs rye glass in the candlelight or the shape of my motherโs silhouette in the dark.
I wanted to remember him kissing me in the deep. Forever.
Iโd keep my end of the deal we made when I came onto the crew. I wouldnโt bring the moment up here, to this world, where it would be crushed beneath the weight of the Narrows. But I also wouldnโt forget it. Not ever.
Auster stacked the chests into my arms, and I followed him down the steps, where West was standing in the doorway of the cargo hold. He moved aside, pressing his back against the wall so I could pass, and he looked over my head, careful not to touch me as I sidestepped into the room.
The hull of the ship was alive with the light and hum of the gems, their individual songs blending together until it was just one deep, reverberating
sound. Hamish sat in the center of the floor beside Willa, parchments strung out around him as he made notes in his book. I found a bit of empty space in front of them and set down the chests, opening the first one. The lantern light fell on dozens of large peacock pearls, still glistening wet.
Willa started the count, and I opened the next lid. Inside, crude, misshapen pieces of gold and palladium were mixed together.
โIs thatโฆโ Willaโs mouth dropped open, picking up a single stone from a smaller box beside her. She held it between two fingers.
โBlack opal,โ I finished, leaning forward to examine it. I hadnโt seen one since I was a little girl.
West crouched down beside me, taking it from her, and his arm brushed against mine, making me feel like I was tipping to one side. When I looked up, Willa was looking between us, her brow wrinkling.
โWhat do you think itโs worth?โ he asked.
I didnโt know if he was asking me or Hamish, so I didnโt answer, picking out the pieces of palladium one at a time and setting them before me.
โMore than two hundred coppers, I think,โ Hamish said, making another note in his book.
West reached in front of me for a purse Willa had filled with polished serpentine, and the smell of him washed over me, making me unsure whether the pricking moving over my skin was the gems or if it was him. I pressed my lips together, watching his face as he leaned over me, but he didnโt look up.
โSo, how does it look?โ Willa asked, peering over Hamishโs shoulder, to the filled page he was writing on.
โIt looks good.โ He smiled. โVery good.โ
West let out a relieved breath. โWhatโs the plan?โ
Hamish slapped the book closed. โI think we can get away with trading a quarter of it in Dern if weโre careful. We should end up with more than we need to pay the debt to Saint and square up with the merchants at each port. The rest, we can drop at the cache and trade bit by bit over a longer period of time. Weโll have to keep it small at each port to avoid notice. Go in two groups so that we donโt leave the ship.โ He reached into his jacket, pulling out the red leather purses Iโd seen them use in Dern. This time, there were
six instead of five. โNo more than six hundred coppersโ worth in each purse. Not too many gems, not too many metals, and make sure to put a few low-value pieces in each one. We have to be smart if we want to keep the merchants and the other crews from getting curious.โ
We got to work, filling each purse strategically. Weโd have to spread out and vary our timing, so we didnโt hit the same dealer too many times. Dern was the safest port to try and pull it off. Not so big that there would be many other ships in the harbor, but big enough to have the number of stalls weโd need in the merchantโs house.
It was a good plan. But like most good plans, it wasnโt without risk. If someone reported us to the Trade Council, weโd lose our license to trade. And if Saint or Zola got wind of what we were up to, weโd find ourselves dead in the water again. Part of me wondered if Saint would be in Dern, waiting for us. Heโd seen us leave Ceros, which meant he knew I helped theย Marigoldย get their sails. He could guess we were going to theย Lark. What I didnโt know, was what he planned to do about it.
โSo, how does it work?โ Hamish asked, turning the black opal in his hand. โCan you โฆ talk to them?โ
I realized then that he was talking to me. Iโd guessed that they had their suspicions about me being a gem sage, but the question embarrassed me. โI donโt know how to explain it, itโs just something I can do.โ
โCan you feel them?โ
West seemed to still, as if he, too, was waiting to hear my answer.
โKind of. Itโs more like I justย knowย them. Their colors, the way the light hits them, how they feel when I hold them in my hand.โ
Hamish stared at me, clearly not satisfied.
I sighed, thinking. โItโs like Auster. With the birds. How theyโre drawn to him. How he understands them.โ
He nodded then, seeming to accept the explanation. But I wasnโt even sure if I understood it. If my mother hadnโt died, I would have apprenticed as a gem sage under her for many more years. With her gone, there were things Iโd never learn.
โShould come in handy,โ Hamish said, piling the full purses into one of the chests before he stood. โBut best to keep it to yourself.โ He waited for
me to agree with a nod before he followed West up the stairs.
Willa picked up a small basket of raw garnet, setting it into her lap. โWhatโs with you and West?โ She looked at me from the top of her gaze.
โWhat?โ I frowned.
She counted out the faceted stones in silence, making a note before she set her eyes on me again. โLook, I donโt make a habit of asking questions. The less I know, the better.โ
I set my hands into my lap. โOkay.โ โHeโs myย brother.โ
I looked up at her, then, unsure of what to say. She wasnโt stupid. And there was no point in lying.
โIf heโs getting himself into trouble, I want to know about it. Not because I can control him. No one tells West what to do. But because I need to be ready to protect him.โ
โFrom what?โ
Her leveled gaze held the answer. She was talking about me.
โYouโre not just some Jevali dredger, Fable. You matter to someone who has made our lives very difficult. Someone who could do a lot more damage than he already has.โ She handed me the garnet, and I set it into the open chest beside me. โI knew something wasnโt right the night you showed up on the dock and he agreed to give you passage.โ
โHe never told you who I was?โ
โWest doesnโt tell me things unless I need to know them.โ Her irritation wasnโt hidden. โI wasnโt worried until he asked me to follow you in Ceros.โ โYou donโt have anything to worry about, Willa.โ The words hurt me to say, but they were true. West had made it clear that we were shipmates.
Nothing more. โI donโt?โ
โIโm on theย Marigoldย to crew.โ
โNo, youโre not.โ She sighed, getting to her feet. โYouโre on the
Marigoldย to find a family.โ
I bit down on my bottom lip, blinking before tears could gather at the corners of my eyes. Because she was right. My mother was dead. My father
didnโt want me. And Clove, whoโd been the closest thing to family I had other than my parents, was gone too.
โIโm leaving theย Marigold,โ Willa said suddenly.
My hands closed over the purse in my hands. โWhat?โ I whispered.
โIโll wait until things are settled and West has found a new bosun.โ She said the words methodically. As if sheโd recited them to herself a hundred times. โBut once heโs paid Saint and set up his own trade, Iโm going back to Ceros.โ
โHave you told West?โ
She swallowed hard. โNot yet.โ โWhat will you do?โ
She shrugged. โApprentice with a smith maybe? I donโt know yet.โ
I leaned into the crate behind me, remembering what Willa said about not choosing this life. I wasnโt only buying Westโs freedom with theย Lark. I was buying hers too.
โI like you, Fable. It was my idea to bring you on, and Iโm glad youโre here.โ Her voice dropped low. โIโm not saying I donโt want you to love him. Iโm only saying that if you get him killed, I donโt know if Iโll be able to keep myself from cutting your throat.โ