Duke
T
he smile I wore as our mansion came into view was my first genuine one in years. It didnโt matter that it was late at night, nor that I hadnโt
let my brothers know we were coming home early. I was happy; I was going to see Elora.
I knew sheโd be angry at me and had every right to be, but Iโd missed her. Not a day, hour, or minute went by without her on my mind. It had been five years since Iโd seen the sweet girl and four since Iโd spoken to her. Iโd wanted to call, but every time I tried, I couldnโt. What if she ignored me? Her voice alone was enough to make me want to come back home. My heart couldnโt handle the hypothetical cold shoulder from her, so I broke hers instead.
Her soft breathing and heart beating could be heard from the driveway, and I knew from the steadiness of both that she was asleep. A wave of serenity washed over me, and I sighed, not realizing how much Iโd missed the sounds of her mortality. I decided right then that Iโd never leave her again.
Felix pulled in right as I threw my gear into park. He was also eager to be home, though for a much different reason than I. I didnโt bother getting my bags as I exited my car. Instead, I made my way around my car until I met our leader head-on.
โI will not go on another mission,โ I stated, my tone leaving no room for debate. โThat is final. Five years was too long.โ
The vampire didnโt reply while he pulled his suitcase from his trunk, and I took his silence as agreement. With a nod, I turned from my friend and approached our front door. I didnโt even bother knocking in preference of pushing the door open. The dim lighting and musky scent of โhomeโ welcomed me warmly. โYou two werenโt supposed to be back for a few
more days,โ Eugene greeted, his eyebrows creased as he watched Felix follow me in.
Everyone was sprawled out on sofas, full drinks in hand, and I could only assume they were celebrating Luciferโs return. I doubt the man did much grandiose entertaining. However, they were probably still interested in what had taken place over the years.
Theo grinned. โWelcome home.โ
Felix immediately went to grab a glass and poured himself a whisky on the rocks. โThe world is going to shit,โ he mused, raising his glass in a subtle toast before downing it just as quickly.
That it was. One by one, werewolf packs were taking over large territories of unclaimed land, and where there were packs, there were rogues. With rogues came destruction and bloodshed; with rogues came death.
As much as I wanted to have a seat and make up for lost time with my clanmates, I needed to seeย her. Without a โhelloโ or โthank you,โ I was turning away from my friends in favor of the stairs that would bring me to my Elora.
โDuke, donโtโโ Dane started.
โLet her sleep. She had a long day,โ Quin cut him off.
I didnโt listen to them and really didnโt care what they had to say. Having been apart from her for so long, I needed to see her; I yearned for it. Once on her floor, I trekked through hallways and corridors until I was finally at her door. It was only then that my nerves flared.
Going back downstairs wasnโt an optionโnot when I was so close. I palmed the doorknob, letting myself gather my faculties before slowly turning it. It was not my goal to disrupt her slumber, but I wouldnโt be too fussed if I were to accidentally wake her. I wanted to talk to her, see her smile, or laugh. Just being in her presence was enough, but I was greedy and couldnโt deny wanting more.
When the door opened, I walked through the threshold only to stop as soon as my crimson gaze settled on her. My breath got stuck in my throat, and my body froze completely. Where there once was a small fourteenโ yearโold lay a young womanโa beautiful one at that. Sure, I had expected a growth spurt or two, but nothing could have prepared me for what Elora had become.
The right side of her body was hidden under a thick white comforter, while the left was exposed, vulnerable to the cold room. Despite her maturation, she was still a tiny thingโjust with longer legs. My eyes traced them, taking note of their sunkissed tone until they reached her feet.
Her waist was narrow, and her hips curved gently, showcasing her petite yet healthy-proportioned figure. I forced myself to look elsewhere when my gaze lingered on her bottom as it peeked out from her pajama shorts.
Instead, I found myself looking at her visible collarbone and the slim shoulders it was attached to. Whether I liked it or not, my eyes drifted lower, finding themselves drawn to the tasteful cleavage peeking from the top of her shirt.
Pushing my gaze somewhere more appropriate yet again, I focused on her face. What once was cherubic was now seraphic, carved masterfully as though by MichelAngeloโs hand. Her eyelashes almost brushed the top of her cheeks as she remained in tranquil slumber. Below them, her lips were puffy and pouted while her wild hair fell from her braid into divine disarray. This was not the Elora I left behind; this was something new. It was a bud that had blossomed not into a flower but into one of the most exquisite
women Iโd ever seen.
I furrowed my brows, bewildered by my current thought path. How dare I think of her that way! Hell, I shouldnโt have been eyeing her so greedily, either. I knew better; no matter how much she had changed, this was stillย Elora.
Forcing my legs to move, I went to the side of her bed and tugged her blanket until it covered her completely. In my appraisal, I hadnโt missed the sleeping beautyโs goosebumps or gentle shivers. It was cold, and she hated the cold.
Once she was covered thoroughly, I crouched down and studied her. God, she was beautiful. Sheโd grown so much, and Iโd missed it all. I should have never left; I should have stood my ground more. Now, Iโd lost five years of her life that neither of us could get back.
Maybe her dramatic transformation wouldnโt have hit me so hard if Iโd stayed.
Having seen enough, I stood and briskly made my way out of her room. I closed the door with the utmost care, needing a moment to collect my thoughts before leaving.
Even as a vampire, which by definition, were nearly perfect beings, Iโd never seen another soul look that flawless. How had this happened? How had the little girl that I rescued become so striking?
My mind raced as I meandered downstairs. I hesitated to enter the living room after my one-sided interaction with Elora. Once I did, everyone there (minus Felix) gave me a knowing look.
โI didnโt wake her,โ I stated with narrowed eyes, though I was sure theyโd been eavesdropping the entire time.
Theo smirked. โGood. Just watched her sleep, you creep.โ
With a roll of my eyes, I defended myself. โIt wasnโt like that. I havenโt seen her in five years.โ
โAnd now that you have?โ Lucifer asked lowly, his head cocked everโ so slightly.
Once again, everyone gave me the same stare as though they expected me to reveal my improper attraction. I couldnโt; I wouldnโt. Instead, I poured myself a much-needed drink and sat on one of the couches. For them to even consider what they were… It was wrong.
โWelcome home,โ Theo laughed, shaking his head at my discomfort. Felix looked between us. โAm I missing something?โ He questioned.
He was met with silence while my lips met the edge of my cup, downing the whiskey within.
Quin raised his eyebrows (also), unsure if he wanted to give a direct statement about the sleeping girl upstairs. โYouโll see for yourself in the morning,โ he responded ambiguously. His non-answer furthered Felixโs confusion.
โElora got hot,โ Lucifer deadpanned, breaking the silence and revealing our secret in one fell swoop.
Dane physically cringed. โThatโs enough,โ he snapped, looking flustered.
โRight,โ Felix scoffed and rolled his eyes. His demeanor reeked with disbeliefโas though he believed Lucifer was lying; he wasnโt. โThat kid probably grew up to be lazy and annoying under the watch of you four.โ
That caught my attention, and I sat up straighter. How could I have been so careless? I was so wrapped up in the time lost and her physical development that Iโd forgotten to think of who sheโd become.
โHow is she in school? Does she still do sports? What about friendsโ does she have friends?โ I asked, feeling the sudden need to be caught up on
everything about her.
โYou should ask her all that tomorrow,โ Dane replied with a knowing smile.
โYeahโyouโre going to need an icebreaker,โ Eugene chimed in, giving me a sharp glance. It quickly became a solemn smile. โI donโt think she ever forgave you for leaving.โ
I leaned back with a sigh. Deep down, I knew she hadnโt forgiven me, just as I knew Iโd do everything within my power to make it up to her. My absence made me miss so many milestones; it was my fault she hadnโt shared them with me over the phone. Not knowing the answers to my questions brought me shame, and I only had myself to blame.
Hellโshe was probably on her third boyfriend by now, someone as attractive as her had to be. Part of me hoped she was unattached; single, and pure. The thought of some disgusting mortal boy with his grubby hands all over her made my blood boil.
โWhat about boys?โ I asked Dane, needing to know the answer just as much as dear Elora needed air.
Theo laughed. โLike Iโd allow that.โ
โThere are no boys,โ Dane answered, his glare and tone stern.
Though I was surprised, I was mostly pacified. As much as I wanted to say my relief was due to her young age, I knew my reasons were selfish in nature. To say any different would have been a lie.
โI think we should go over our missions,โ Felix interjected, effectively changing the subject.
My report came first, followed by Felixโs and Luciferโs. Elora plagued my every thought the entire time, and I could only imagine what would happen when she awoke in a few hours. Sheโd be surprised to see me; I was sure of it. I just hoped sheโd listen to my apologies. I desperately wantedโ no, needed to fix things, but in order for that to happen, she had to let me.