A fortnight later, by excellent good fortune, the doctor gave one of his pleasant dinners to some five or six old cronies, all intelligent, reputable men and all judges of good wine; and Mr. Utterson so contrived that he remained behind after the others had departed. This was no new arrangement, but a thing that had befallen many scores of times. Where Utterson was liked, he was liked well. Hosts loved to detain the dry lawyer, when the light-hearted and loose-tongued had already their foot on the threshold; they liked to sit a while in his unobtrusive company, practising for solitude, sobering their minds in the manโs rich silence after the expense and strain of gaiety. To this rule, Dr. Jekyll was no exception; and as he now sat on the opposite side of the fireโa large, well-made, smooth-faced man of fifty, with something of a slyish cast perhaps, but every mark of capacity and kindnessโyou could see by his looks that he cherished for Mr. Utterson a sincere and warm affection.
โI have been wanting to speak to you, Jekyll,โ began the latter. โYou know that will of yours?โ
A close observer might have gathered that the topic was distasteful; but the doctor carried it off gaily. โMy poor Utterson,โ said he, โyou are unfortunate in such a client. I never saw a man so distressed as you were by my will; unless it were that hide-bound pedant, Lanyon, at what he called my scientific heresies. O, I know heโs a good fellowโyou neednโt frownโan excellent fellow, and I always mean to see more of him; but a hide-bound pedant for all that; an ignorant, blatant pedant. I was never more disappointed in any man than Lanyon.โ
โYou know I never approved of it,โ pursued Utterson, ruthlessly disregarding the fresh topic.
โMy will? Yes, certainly, I know that,โ said the doctor, a trifle sharply. โYou have told me so.โ
โWell, I tell you so again,โ continued the lawyer. โI have been learning something of young Hyde.โ
The large handsome face of Dr. Jekyll grew pale to the very lips, and there came a blackness about his eyes. โI do not care to hear more,โ said he. โThis is a matter I thought we had agreed to drop.โ
โWhat I heard was abominable,โ said Utterson.
โIt can make no change. You do not understand my position,โ returned the doctor, with a certain incoherency of manner. โI am painfully situated, Utterson; my position is a very strangeโa very strange one. It is one of those affairs that cannot be mended by talking.โ
โJekyll,โ said Utterson, โyou know me: I am a man to be trusted. Make a clean breast of this in confidence; and I make no doubt I can get you out of it.โ
โMy good Utterson,โ said the doctor, โthis is very good of you, this is downright good of you, and I cannot find words to thank you in. I believe you fully; I would trust you before any man alive, ay, before myself, if I could make the choice; but indeed it isnโt what you fancy; it is not as bad as that; and just to put your good heart at rest, I will tell you one thing: the moment I choose, I can be rid of Mr. Hyde. I give you my hand upon that; and I thank you again and again; and I will just add one little word, Utterson, that Iโm sure youโll take in good part: this is a private matter, and I beg of you to let it sleep.โ
Utterson reflected a little, looking in the fire.
โI have no doubt you are perfectly right,โ he said at last, getting to his feet.
โWell, but since we have touched upon this business, and for the last time I hope,โ continued the doctor, โthere is one point I should like you to understand. I have really a very great interest in poor Hyde. I know you have seen him; he told me so; and I fear he was rude. But I do sincerely take a great, a very great interest in that young man; and if I am taken away, Utterson, I wish you to promise me that you will bear with him and get his rights for him. I think you would, if you knew all; and it would be a weight off my mind if you would promise.โ
โI canโt pretend that I shall ever like him,โ said the lawyer.
โI donโt ask that,โ pleaded Jekyll, laying his hand upon the otherโs arm; โI only ask for justice; I only ask you to help him for my sake, when I am no longer here.โ
Utterson heaved an irrepressible sigh. โWell,โ said he, โI promise.โ