โIf any of you receive an offer like this, I want to know about it immediately,โ Zeb said the following morning, waving a piece of paper around the office. โItโs sleazy, and I wonโt see any of you lost to some dangerous, feckless endeavor.โ
โWhat endeavor, sir?โ Roman asked.
โRead it yourself and then pass it around,โ Zeb said, handing the sheet to him.
It took a minute for whatever it was to reach Iris at her desk. The paper was crinkled by then, and she felt Zeb hovering as she read:
WANTED IMMEDIATELY: War Correspondents
Theย Inkridden Tribuneย is looking to hire journalists who are willing to travel into the war zone to draft articles about the current state of the godsโ war. The articles will be published in theย Inkridden Tribune.ย Note that this is a neutral position, and as such will grant protection from both sides of the conflict, although there is still a measure of danger involved. If interested, please see Ms. Helena Hammond. Theย Inkridden Tribuneย will pay fifty bills per month for the position.
Fifty bills?ย That was twice the amount she made in a month here at the
Gazette.
Iris must have taken too long to read it, because Zeb cleared his throat.
She passed the paper to the desk behind her.
โInkridden Tribuneย wants to sell more papers than us byย scaringย our readers,โ Zeb said. โThis war is a problem for Western Borough and their
chancellor to settle. They buried Dacre; let them deal with him and his anger accordingly, rather than drainย usย of our soldiers and resources.โ
โWhat of Enva, Mr. Autry?โ Sarah asked.
Zeb looked stunned for a moment, that Sarah would voice such a thing. Iris was pleased by her friendโs bravery, even as Sarah instantly hunched under the scrutiny, pushing her glasses farther up her nose as if she wanted to vanish.
โYes, what ofย Enva?โ Zeb continued, his face beet red. โShe was ours to keep buried and tamed in the east, and we have done a poor job of it, havenโt we?โ He was quiet for a moment, and Iris braced herself. โWhile Enva and her music have convinced a few weak-minded individuals to enlist, most of us here want to focus on other matters. So donโt let this war talk fool you. Itโll all blow over soon. Keep up the good work and come to me at once if someone from theย Inkridden Tribuneย approaches you about this.โ
Iris curled her hand into a fist under her desk until she could feel the bite of her fingernails.
Forest was the furthest thing from aย weak-minded individual.
When Dacre had started attacking town after town last summer, the chancellor and residents of Western Borough had sent out a call for help.ย He is overtaking us!ย they had cried, the words traveling through crackling telephone wires.ย He is killing us if we donโt agree to bow to him, to fight for him. We need aid!
Sometimes Iris still felt shame when she thought of how slow people in the east had been to answer that cry. But the ugly truth was the denizens of Oath hadnโt believed it when the news broke of Dacreโs return. Not until Envaโs music began to trickle through the streets, woven with the revelation. It had been the Southern and Central Boroughs to respond first, assuming if they sent a few auxiliary forces, Dacre could be overcome before he razed the west to the ground.
They underestimated him. They underestimated the number of devout people who would choose to fightย forย Dacre.
That was the beginning of the war. It unfolded rapidly, ruthlessly. While Oath was sleeping, the west was burning. And yet despite the countless
dark kilometers that stretched between the east and the west, Forest was one of the first to enlist.
Iris wondered where he was at that very moment. Sleeping in a cave, hiding in a trench, wounded in a hospital, shackled in the enemyโs camp. All while she sat safely at her desk, typing up classifieds, obituaries, and articles.
She wondered if he was still breathing.
Zeb called her into his office an hour later.
โIโll give you three days, Winnow,โ he said, fingers steepled over his desk. โThree days to write an essay, topic of your choosing. If itโs better than Kittโs, Iโll publish it and seriously consider you for the column.โ
She could hardly believe him. An open assignment. He rarely gave those out. But then she remembered what he had said earlier, and she nearly spoke her mind.
I plan to write about those weak-minded individuals.
โWinnow?โ
Iris realized she was frowning; her jaw was clenched. โYes, thank you, sir.โ
She forced a smile and returned to her desk.
She couldnโt afford to lose this promotion. Which meant she couldnโt afford to upset Zeb with her essay. She needed to write something he wouldย wantย to publish.
This open assignment suddenly felt very narrow indeed.
โThere you are.โ
Romanโs voice caught her on the way out of the lobby, just as dusk fell.
Iris startled when he seamlessly fell into stride beside her. โWhat do you want, Kitt?โ she asked with a sigh.
โAre you hurt?โ โIโm sorry?โ
โYouโve been limping all day.โ
She resisted the urge to glance down at her feet, at her motherโs terrible pointed boots. โNo, Iโm fine. What do you want?โ she repeated.
โTo talk with you about Autry. Heโs giving you an open assignment, isnโt he?โ Roman asked, forging a path for them on the crowded pavement.
Iris thought it was only fair to let him know. โYes. And itโs not due to
special favors.โ โOh, isnโt it?โ
She halted, which inspired a flurry of curses as people had to walk around her and Roman. โAnd whatโsย thatย supposed to mean?โ she asked in a sharp tone.
โIt means exactly as it sounds,โ Roman said. The streetlamps were beginning to flicker to life, illuminating his face with amber light. She hated how handsome he was. She hated how her heart softened when he looked at her. โAutry is giving you a special favor so he can promote you instead of me.โ
And that softness fled, leaving behind a bruise.
โWhat?โ The word burst from her; it tasted like copper, and she realized the cut on her lip had reopened. โHow dare you say that to me!โ
Roman was frowning now. He shoved his hands into his coat pockets. โI was under the impression that this position would be fairly earned, and I donโtโโ
โWhat do you mean by this โfavorโ?โ
โHe pities you!โ Roman cried, exasperated.
Iris froze. His words struck her, deeply. She felt the frost in her chest, spreading outward to her hands. She was trembling, and she hoped he didnโt notice.
โAutryย pitiesย me,โ she echoed. โWhy? Because Iโm a low-class girl whoโs out of her depth working for the press?โ
โWinnow, Iโโ
โIn your opinion, I should be washing dishes in a restaurant kitchen, shouldnโt I? Or I should be cleaning houses, on my hands and knees, polishing floors for people like you to walk over.โ
His eyes flashed. โI never said you didnโt deserve to be at theย Gazette.ย Youโre a bloody good writer. But you dropped out of school in your final year andโโ
โWhy does that even matter?โ she exclaimed. โAre you someone who likes to judge a person by their past? By what school they attended? Is that all you can look at?โ
Roman was so still, so quiet that Iris thought she had charmed him into stone. โNo,โ he finally said, but his voice sounded odd. โBut youโre becoming unreliable. Youโve been running late, missing assignments, and youโre sloppy.โ
She took a step back. She didnโt want him to sense how badly his words wounded her. โI see. Well, itโs reassuring to know that if I get the position, it will only be due to pity. And if you get columnist, it will only be due to how much your rich father can bribe Autry to give it to you.โ
She spun and strode away, against the flow of traffic. The world blurred for a moment; she realized her eyes were burning with tears.
I hate him.
Over the noise of conversation and the bell of the tram and the jostle of strangersโ shoulders, she could hear him calling to her.
โNow wait a minute, Winnow. Donโt run from me!โ
She melted into the crowd before Roman could catch up to her.