There are five men at this table, and most of them want to kill each other. Itโs making negotiations difficult.
Thereโs another young woman, too, but I donโt think either of us are having murderous thoughts. Karri looks overwhelmed by the fact that sheโs inside the palace. Her brown eyes are wide, and her slender fingers keep fidgeting with the seam of her skirts. A month ago, we wouldโve been whispering about this whole situation, sharing our worries and trying to help each other cope with all thatโs happened. But now sheโs in love with one of the leaders of the rebel faction, while Iโm involved with the kingโs brother. Thatโs built a barrier between us that tugs at my heartโbut I donโt know how to tear it down. Right now, it seems thicker than the wall surrounding the Royal Sector.
Quint probably doesnโt want to kill anyone either. The Palace Master is sitting at the opposite end, ostensibly here to keep a record of everything said. His jacket is only half buttoned, a loose lock of red hair drifting across his forehead. Heโs scratching notes in a leather-bound folio with a fountain pen.
Lochlan, the rebel leader, is seated to my left, and he casts a glare at Quint every few moments. If he had his way, heโd probably killย everyone. He already tried once.
โWhat is he writing?โ Lochlan says. โWhat are you
doing?โ
Quint finishes whatever he was writing, then looks up. โI am here to document your demands,โ he says equably. โAnd the resulting response.โ
โI havenโt made any demands yet,โ Lochlan growls.
Quint isnโt easily cowed. Iโve seen him maintain composure while pieces of the Royal Sector were literally burning to the ground, so a little aggression barely registers. Heโs also one of the most considerate men Iโve ever met, and he has a bizarre talent for making people feel at ease during the prickliest of situations.
Quint sets down his pen and turns the paper around so itโs more easily visible. โJust now, I was recording the names of those in attendance,โ he says plainly, without a lick of condescension, โalong with the date and location of our meeting. I would gladly have a copy made for you to review, if you would like.โ
Lochlan glances at the paper, then back up at Quint. His jaw is tight.
โHeโs just taking notes,โ Karri says softly, with an apologetic glance at me. She rests a hand on Lochlanโs forearm, but he doesnโt relax.
Across from Karri is Allisander Sallister, the consul of Moonlight Plains. He should be in prisonโor more likely, swinging from the end of a ropeโyet he maneuvered his way out of a death sentence when he claimed that no one could handle the harvesting and distribution of Moonflower petals with as much efficiency as the truce with the rebels demanded. The worst part is that heโs probably right. Itโs the only reason heโs sitting here. Eight weeks isnโt a lot of
time to dispense medicine. Itโs already takenย twoย just to get everyone into the same room.
Allisanderโs expression is a combination of boredom and arrogance. He sighs and pulls a gold pocket watch from under the table to glance at it.
โDo you have somewhere to be, Consul?โ says Corrick, seated at one end of the table, directly to my right. His voice is cold, his blue eyes like ice. This is the Prince Corrick I once feared. The one many people in Kandalaย stillย fear.
Heโd light Consul Sallister on fire right this very instant if he could.
The consul glances up. โMany places Iโdย ratherย be. Surely you could have waited to summon me until the ignorants were fully instructed as to the typical arrangement of a meeting.โ
Lochlanโs chair scrapes back as he begins to rise. โAre you insulting me, you spoiledโโ
โYou have to ask?โ Consul Sallister strokes his goatee. โI suppose I shouldnโt be surprised.โ
โEnough,โ says King Harristan, and I canโt tell if heโs talking to Consul Sallister, to Lochlan, or to the guards whoโve moved away from the door to prevent any trouble. But the kingโs voice is low, coolly placid. A level command spoken by a man whoโs used to immediate obedience. His eyes, a darker blue than his brotherโs, shift to me. โTessa, you should begin.โ
โRight,โ I say. โOf course.โ I smooth my hands over my skirts to calm my nerves, but the slippery silk does nothing to quell my anxiety. Iโm probably leaving handprints on the material.
I wish I were back in the infirmary, calculating dosages with the palace physicians. Weights and measures and vials donโt care about diplomacy.
Really, though, if I could wish for anything, Iโd wish to be back in the Wilds, sneaking through the darkness with Wes. Picking locks and stealing medicine might have been dangerousโand illegalโbut I always felt like I was making a difference.
Here in the palace, trying to convince everyone to work together, I feel like Iโm just making a mess. King Harristan and Prince Corrick have been seen as callous and cruel for so long that itโs going to be tough to get anyone at this table to agree.
Allisander sighs and peers at his pocket watch again.
Harristan clears his throat.
Corrick doesnโt glance at me, but he picks up his pen and scratches a few words at the base of his own folio, then casually sets the pen down. The motion draws my eye to the words.
Mind your mettle.
I almost flush. He used to say that to me when we were outlaws: times when we were in danger, or when the sickness was too much to bear. It always helped.
It helps now.
I nod slightly, then look around the table. โConsul Sallister has promised medicine for eight weeks, but beyond thatโโ
โIt should have been two,โ the consul says. โIt was eight,โ says Harristan.
โIt should have beenย two. I told Corrick that eight was impossible when he made this ridiculous guarantee. Before any of this happened, I said that the spring rains had caused a supply issueโโ
โYou said thereย could beย a supply issue,โ Corrick says. โAnd there is,โ Allisander says. โIf you arenโt making
payment for eight weeks of medicine, I donโt have the
guaranteed revenue to pay my workers, so you canโt blame them for walking off the fields.โ
โSo there โฆ wonโt be eight weeks of medicine?โ Karri says.
โThere will be,โ says the king, and his voice has a note of finality. โConsul Sallister made the promise as witnessed and recorded. If youโve stopped paying your laborers, Consul, you can work the fields yourself. Tessa, continue.โ
I take a deep breath. โI have been sharing my findings with the palace physicians, and we feel that combining Moonflower with roseseed oil to create a longer-lasting elixir may allow the medicine to have a greater effect in a smaller quantity.โ
โOr more people could die,โ Consul Sallister says. He sounds like he wouldnโt mind.
โPerhaps you could wait in the Hold,โ Corrick says icily. โIโm certain Quint would be happy to provide a copy of the meeting notes to you as well.โ
โTessa,โ Harristan says evenly, as if neither of them have said a word. โContinue.โ
โIf we were to adjust the dosage this way, the eight weeks of medicine could stretch toย twelveย weeksโโ
โIs he right?โ says Lochlan. โWould more people die?โ
โI donโt think so,โ I say honestly. โWhen I was delivering medicine in the Wilds, we provided a similar dosage, and we saw it work.โ
Lochlan is looking at me intently. โSo you say.โ
I donโt flinch from his gaze. โYou saw it yourself! You know the people trusted us.โ
โThe people trustedย you.โ He turns his glare on Corrick. โNo one trusts the Kingโs Justice when heโs not wearing a mask.โ
I expect Corrick to snap back, the way he did to Allisander, but he holds Lochlanโs gaze. โMy goal is to
change that.โ He pauses. โIn this, you donโt need to trust me. I donโt claim to be an apothecary. Tessa is right. I saw her medicine work.โ
Lochlan doesnโt move. Itโs clear that he doesnโt trust anyone.
Quintโs pen keeps scratching across the paper, loud in the silence of the room. I wonder if heโs only writing down whatโs said, or if itโs more. Quint notices everything. I imagine heโs recording every glance, every shift in weight.
โI trust Tessa,โ Karri says softly.
Lochlan glances at her. In that moment, something in his gaze gentles. After he incited a mob that nearly killed Corrick, and later, led a murderous rebellion into the Royal Sector, I have a hard time finding anything about him likable. But every time he looks at Karri like that, it tugs at my heart and reminds me that heย doesย care. Not just about her. About everyone.
So do I.
โSo this buys you more time,โ Lochlan finally says. โThen what? What happens at twelve weeks?โ
โIf we can prove to others that a lower dose works in the Wilds,โ I say, โthen we can encourage more people among the sectors to use a lower dose. It allows for more medicine to be spread among more people.โ
โSo youโre testing your medicine on people too poor to know better,โ says Lochlan.
โNo! I wouldnโt classify it that wayโโ โYes,โ says Allisander.
โWeโre testing it on him, too,โ says Corrick. โHe just doesnโt know it yet.โ
The consul inhales sharply, his eyes like thunder.
โWhat?โ says Corrick. โDid you think we were tricking the populace while taking a full dose here in the palace?โ
โThis is absurd!โ Consul Sallister cries. โYouโyou are purchasing full dose allotments and thenโโ
โMaking it last longer,โ says King Harristan.
Karri smiles. She looks at Lochlan. โSee?โ she says brightly. โI trust Tessa.โ
I give her a grateful smile back.
Lochlan doesnโt smile. โI donโt trust any of them.โ He pauses. โI canโt take this back to the others. They wonโt trust this either. Giveย usย the full dosage. Test your medicine here.โ
โTrust must go both ways,โ says Harristan.
โYou still havenโt said what will happen at the end of the twelve weeks,โ says Lochlan.
โWe are hopeful that the people will see that a lower dosage will allow us to keep more people healthy, and they will be willing toโโ
Lochlan snorts. โDonโt you see?โ Heโs glaring at me. โHalf the people in this sector are sitting on Moonflower petals that theyโve been hoarding for months. And youโreย hopefulย theyโll use less in a matter of weeks? Because you say it works on people in the Wilds?โ He turns that glare on Allisander. โYouย donโt seem very hopeful.โ
โI donโt really care what happens to people in the Wilds,โ says Allisander. โIf you want more medicine than what Iโm being forced to provide, buy it.โ He glances at the rebelโs left arm, still splinted and bandaged from the day Corrick broke it in the prison. โAh. I suppose you canโt work in the forges now, can you? So you need to beg? Under this pretense ofย helpingโโ
Lochlan lunges across the table.
Or he tries to. Two of the guards grab him before he can get a hand on the consul, but not before he knocks over two glasses that send water streaming along the polished wood of the table. Allisander lifts an aggrieved eyebrow and
shoves his chair back a few inches, but otherwise makes no effort to stop the mess. An attendant moves away from the wall with a cloth ready.
The guards are wrestling Lochlan back, and he swears. They must twist his injured arm because his voice cuts off with a gasp, and a bloom of sweat breaks out on his forehead.
โDo something,โ I whisper to Corrick.
His blue eyes meet mine. โHang them both?โ
โCorrick,โ I breathe. Iโm not entirely sure heโs teasing.
โTheyโre both at fault here,โ he says pointedly, for all at the table to hear. โWeโll never make any headway if the two of you are content to attack each other.โ
โFine,โ Lochlan grinds out. โLet me go.โ
Karri has risen from her seat, and she glances between Lochlan and me. The guards look to the king.
โRelease him,โ says Harristan. He looks at Allisander. โYou will keep your silence, Consul. If you cannot speak in good faith, then you will not speak at all.โ
โI am speaking in good faith, Your Majesty.โ Allisanderโs words are full of contempt. โYou can ban me from your meetings and lower my dosages and make all the arrangements you like, but onย thisย point, the brute and I agree. The sectors will not accept a hypothesis youโve tested on those who have nothing to lose. Those who would be motivated toย lieย if itโs a means to more handouts. It is not only the rebels whose trust you need to earn.โ
Corrick and Harristan exchange a glance. Quint never stops writing.
โThe people wonโtย lie,โ says Karri, and thereโs heat in her voice.
Allisander turns his disdainful glare her way. โYou people were willing to burn down the entire sector. I doubtย lyingย is beyond anyoneโs capabilities.โ
As much as I hate Consul Sallister, heโs not entirely wrong. This isnโt just about getting the rebels to trust Harristan and Corrick and โฆ well, me.ย Everyoneย needs to.
Lochlan jerks his clothes straight and drops into a chair. โNo one is lying. Weย alsoย came here in good faith, remember?โ
โBecause you narrowly escaped an execution?โ Allisander sniffs.
โSo did you,โ Lochlan snaps.
โEnough,โ says Harristan, and thereโs a pulse of anger in his voice. He takes a thin breath, then clears his throat. Twice.
I watch Corrickโs attention zero in on his brother. The king has been hiding a cough for months. At first, I thought it was because he truly needed more medicine than everyone else due to a lingering illness from his childhood. Allisander admitted to cheating the palace of pure Moonflower petals, but that problem was solved weeks ago. His cough should be gone.
Itโs not.
Quintโs pen stops. He looks up, assesses the situation quicker than a heartbeat, and says, โFinn, I believe everyone could do with some refreshments.โ
A footman moves away from the wall, and the kingโs cough is covered by the sudden rattle of china and silver.
Corrick is still staring at his brother. A flicker of worry crosses his expression, almost too quick to notice.
I pick up my own pen, then reach over and circle the words he wrote earlier.
It draws his gaze to mine, and he offers a small nod, but the worry in his eyes doesnโt vanish. I wish I could rest a
hand over his or whisper a reassurance, but neither would be welcome. Everything is so uncertain. I donโt want to weaken him.
Finn is setting a cup of tea before each person at the table, along with a small plate featuring a delicate pastry thatโs been drizzled with chocolate, a wedge of apple beside a tiny pot of honey, and a thinly sliced strawberry thatโs been dusted with pink sugar.
Karri is staring at the plate, her eyes wide. I remember doing the same thing.
Lochlan is glaring at the food. Allisander looks bored.
The king has taken a sip of his tea, and it seems to have staved off his cough. I wish he wouldnโt hide it. He doesnโt want to be seen as weak, Iโm sure, but I believe the opposite would be true: it would endear him to the people to see that heโs just as vulnerable as they are.
Then again, I understand why he doesnโt want that. Harristan and Corrickโs parents were assassinated right in front of them, so I can appreciate their worries.
Mine were too.
Karri looks like sheโs afraid to touch the food, so I give her a smile, then pick up my apple wedge and dip it in the honey. โThe apples are the best,โ I say to her.
She smiles back, then picks up her own piece of fruit.
Lochlan hesitates, but maybe the lure of the decadent food is too much, because he does the same. Itโs not a concession, but it feels like one.
Out in the hallway, voices echo, but the doors are closed, and we canโt make out the words. Even still, itโs unusual for anyoneโs voice to be raised when they near a room where the king is residing. Aside from the guards in here, half a dozen more are on the other side of that door. Maybe more.
Harristan glances down the table at Corrick, who looks to one of the guards, and then to Quint: a bizarre silent communication that always seems to speak volumes in the space of time between heartbeats.
Quint sets his pen to the side and rises from the table. โI will return in a moment.โ One of the guards joins him by the door.
Karri looks at me. โWhatโs happening?โ she whispers.
I donโt want to be alarmed, but my heart is kicking in my chest. I was here when the rebels bombed the palace the first time. โI โฆ I donโt โฆโ
Corrick rests a hand over mine. โA palace matter,โ he says smoothly. โNothing concerning.โ
Despite his words, I can feel the tension in his hand.
No one is eating now. Even Consul Sallister looks apprehensive.
Luckily, Quint returns in less than a minute. He leans down to say something softly to the king. Harristan is too well schooled in court politics, so his expression reveals nothing. But his eyes find Corrickโs again.
โIt seems we may need to postpone our meeting,โ Quint says evenly. โA matter has arisen requiring the kingโs attention.โ
โWhat matter?โ demands Lochlan.
โIโm afraid Iโm not at liberty to sayโโ
โIt took two weeks to arrange this meeting. I wonโt be tricked into waiting longer.โ He glances around the table. โEspecially since Iโm pretty sure everyone else in this room will hear whatโs so important.โ
Quint inhales sharply, but Harristan lifts a hand. โYouโre right. Not just everyone in this room. If the ship docked hours ago, rumors have likely already reached the Royal Sector.โ
โShip?โ says Corrick. โWhat ship?โ
โAn emissary,โ says Harristan, โhas just arrived from Ostriary.โ
I jerk my head around to look at Corrick. Ostriary is the country directly to Kandalaโs west, sitting on the other side of a wide, dangerous river. Due to the difficulty of travel and the severity of the fevers, thereโs never been any kind of trade agreement between countries. Weeks ago, I asked Corrick if there were a chance that Ostriary could provide medicine, and he said it would be nearly impossible to find out. At the very least, it would be expensive to evenย try.
He glances at me briefly, and I know heโs remembering our conversation. โOstriary sent an emissary?โ
โNot quite,โ says Quint.
โTheyย didnโt send an emissary.โ Harristan runs a hand across the back of his neck, the first sign of strain from him. โApparently, six years ago, we did.โ