The last time we were there I had barely glanced at the settlement. When weโd rounded up the shorthorn in an outer pasture, my father had yelled, โWe already warned youโour land, our air, our water. You trespass; you pay! Weโll be back for more if you stay.โ We didnโt go back, and if we had, we would have taken only one more shorthorn. But someone did go back and took more. They took everything.
โWho did it? Find out!โ I growled to Mason. He was the one who supervised the magistrates. One of them had to have seen or heard something.
The Ballengers were being attacked from all angles. Even if I disliked the Vendans, this was not their battle. They didnโt even know what they were being used for.
We had been struck silent when we first saw the destruction, but then rage had taken hold. As we walked up the hill to the rock monument, out of range of others who might hear us, everyone threw out possibilities of who had ravaged the settlement.
โRybart and Truko,โ Mason said. โTheyโd steal socks off a baby. This has their hands all over it.โ
โFour Ravians were taken,โ Gunner added. โTheyโd be easy enough to spot in their stables.โ
Titus shook his head. โNo, they would have sold them off by now. I can check with the Previzi when we get back. See if they had any questionable
trades.โ
โHalf their trades are questionable,โ I reminded him. The Previzi unloaded merchandise that was better left untracedโlike the Candoran ambassadorโs side deals. Like the Valsprey that had come into our hands. We took advantage of what they offered just like everyone else.ย Some goods need to be bought and sold discreetly, my father had explained when I was twelve and questioned why we used them.ย And some questions are better left unasked, he added.
โWhat about the dozen short horns?โ Gunner asked. โIt wouldnโt be easy to herd them, especially in a midnight raid. Where did they take them?โ
โDead in a gully somewhere,โ I answered. โMaybe the Ravians too. Starling Gorge isnโt far from here and has some good forest cover. This wasnโt about acquiring merchandise. It was a message.โ
โTo make us look bad.โ
The fires and labor hunters were meant to scare the citizenry, the caravan attacks to hurt business and frighten off traders from the arena, but this attack was meant to bring the kingdoms down upon us.
When we loaded up the last of the meager Vendan belongings, it felt like our questions had been wrung out of us and we were struck silent again. Kaziโs words jabbed me like a bony elbow in my ribs.ย They had so very little to begin with. It shouldnโt take long to rebuild.
The words stuck with me as Caemus and I walked the length of the valley floor hammering stakes into place to mark foundations. The two of us had gotten off to a bad start, and things hadnโt improved much from there. He was a bullheaded ox. Good soil?ย It was damn fine soil.ย Maybe being an obstinate block of wood with a perpetual frown was what was necessary for someone to lead a settlement out here in the middle of nowhere.
I had already known the soil was good. Iโd been to this valley many times before, camping here with my father and older siblings. The towering oak still spread out in the middle of the valley, and a rope with a stout stick tied to the end still swung from it too. I fell from that rope more times than I could count. Somehow, I never broke anything.
When I was nine, I told my father that one day I would build a house and live here. He said no, this valley was only a place to visit, that my home
and destiny was back at Torโs Watch. This valley was for somebody else yet to come. I had always wondered who that would be.
The shouts of the children turned both of our heads. They had already found the rope and were taking turns swinging from the tree.
โAnother house, here?โ I asked.
โWeโve already staked out four. That was all we had. Some of us share.โ
Kazi had told me there were seven families so I had sent enough timber for seven homes.
โWe may end up with extra lumber. If you were to build more houses, where would you want them?โ I had been careful to leave the choices up to him. I didnโt want to be accused later of sabotaging their settlement.
He looked at me warily. He still suspected a trick.
To hell with it.
I was tired and I was hungry. I staked out the last three myself.
* * *
Kerry worked silently, not complaining, but stabbing his small garden spade into the soil like it was my kneecap.
โHow old are you?โ I asked. โOld enough.โ
โWhat kind of answer is that?โ
โOld enough to know I donโt like you.โ โFour,โ I said. โYou must be about four.โ
His eyes flashed with indignation. โSeven!โ he shouted. โThen you should know the proper way to dig a post hole.โ โNothing wrong with myโโ
โCome over here. Iโll show you.โ
He grudgingly walked over, dragging his spade behind him. I marked a small circle in the soil, and we began a new hole together. He twisted his face into a scowl but followed my directions.
โYou go to school?โ I asked.
โJurga teaches me letters, but she doesnโt know them all.โ โIs Jurga your mother?โ
โSort of. She took me in.โ
I learned there were eight children at the settlement. Three were orphans, and Kerry was one of them. He only had a faint memory of his parents. They had died in a fire back in Venda. It explained the pink scarring that crept up his arm.
โWould you like to learn all the letters?โ
He shrugged. โMaybe. Donโt see what use it is.โ โYou like stories?โ
His eyes brightened, but then he remembered he was supposed to be scowling and his brows pulled down. โSometimes.โ
โIf you learn all your letters, then you can read stories on your own.โ โStill no use. Donโt have no books.โ
I thought about the belongings gathered from the homes and loaded in wagons. There was crockery, barrels of dried food, cookware, tools, clothing, some basic furniture, and nothing more.
โThis holeโs finished,โ I said. โThatโs enough digging for today. Go get some dinner.โ
* * *
I pulled off my shirt and washed up at the riverโs edge. There were several Vendans down there doing the same. I felt their stares, scrutinizing the tattoo across my shoulder and chest, trying to make sense of it. Or maybe just trying to make sense of me.
Heavy footsteps tromped behind me. โCanvas is up,โ Mason said, then stooped beside me to wash up too. Iโd had several large open air tents brought in to protect against the sun and possible rain until the homes were finished. He leaned closer. โFriendly bunch, arenโt they?โ
โAt least one of them is.โ
He knew who I was talking about and frowned. โShe has it out for me. I donโt know why.โ
โMaybe because you were the one who relieved her of her weapons back in Hellโs Mouth.โ
โI gave them backโwhich I still think was a big mistake.โ
โIt was my agreement with Kazi. I donโt think you need to worry about Synovรฉ stabbing you.โ
โSheโs an expert archer, you know?โ
โMost of those on our patrols are expert archers. Sheโs Rahtan. It doesnโt surprise me.โ
โNo, when I say expert, I mean,ย expert. She could shoot the shadow off a fly at a hundred paces.โ
He told me that when he gave her weapons back as I ordered, she drew an arrow with hardly a thought and shot a loose chain on a passing wagon, pinning it into silence, saying the jingle annoyed her.
โI think she was trying to impress you more than threaten you.
Nervous?โ
He shook his head. โHer mouth is whatโs going to do me in.โ โSpeaking of mouths, Gunner behaving himself?โ
โWhatever you said to him must have sunk in. He hasnโt said a single word.โ I didnโt think I really needed to warn Gunner to keep his temper in check. Heโd been notably quiet ever since we left the old site. He was probably thinking the same thing as the rest of us. The Vendans had been caught in the crossfire of a battle that wasnโt theirs.
A shadow passed over us, and I looked up. It was Caemus. He washed up silently near us, but with a long riverbank in both directions, I knew he could have chosen a spot farther away. There was something on his mind.
He scooped up a handful of sand and rubbed it in around his fingernails, trying to scrub away the embedded dirt. โKerry do a good job?โ he finally asked.
โHeโs learning.โ
Caemus finished his hands, scrubbed his face, then stood, wiping his hands on his trousers. He looked at me, his weathered face still shining with water.
โI didnโt know you had kin buried there.โ
I was silent for a moment, old angers rising again, not feeling I had to justify any of the reasons why we wanted them off our land.
โWe donโt,โ I finally answered. โItโs a spot to mark where an ancestor died.โ I stood so we were eye to eye. โWe donโt know for sure if it even happened there, but itโs a traditional spot weโve recognized for generations. And we Ballengers are big on tradition.โ
His head cocked to the side, his chin dipping once in acknowledgement. โWe have traditions too.โ
I looked down at the tether of bones hanging from his belt. โThat one of them?โ
He nodded. โIf you have a minute, Iโll tell you about them.โ I sat back on the bank and pulled Mason down beside me. โWe have a minute.โ