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Chapter no 4 – Inej

Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2)

โ€ŒIย nej lay on her belly, arms extended in front of her, wriggling like a worm through the dark. Despite the fact that sheโ€™d been as good as starving herself, the vent was still a tight fit. She couldnโ€™t see where she was going; she just kept moving forward, pulling herself along by her fingertips.โ€Œ

Sheโ€™d woken sometime after the fight on Vellgeluk, with no sense of how long sheโ€™d been unconscious and no idea where she was. She remembered plummeting from a great height as one of Van Eckโ€™s Squallers dropped her, only to be snatched up by anotherโ€”arms like steel bands around her, the air buffeting her face, gray sky all around, and then pain exploding over her skull. The next thing she knew she was awake, head pounding, in the dark. Her hands and ankles were bound, and she could feel a blindfold tight across her face. For a moment, she was fourteen, being tossed into the hold of a slaver ship, frightened and alone. She forced herself to breathe. Wherever she was, she felt no shipโ€™s sway, heard no creak of sails. The ground was solid beneath her.

Where would Van Eck have brought her? She could be in a warehouse, someoneโ€™s home. She might not even be in Kerch anymore. It didnโ€™t matter. She was Inej Ghafa, and she would not quiver like a rabbit in a snare.ย Wherever I am, I just have to get out.

Sheโ€™d managed to nudge her blindfold down by scraping her face against the wall. The room was pitch-black, and all she could hear in the silence was her own rapid breathing as panic seized her again. Sheโ€™d leashed it by controlling her breath, in through the nose, out through the

mouth, letting her mind turn to prayer as her Saints gathered around her. She imagined them checking the ropes at her wrists, rubbing life into her hands. She did not tell herself she wasnโ€™t afraid. Long ago, after a bad fall, her father had explained that only fools were fearless.ย We meet fearย , heโ€™d said.ย We greet the unexpected visitor and listen to what he has to tell us. When fear arrives, something is about to happen.

Inej intended to make something happen. Sheโ€™d ignored the ache in her head and forced herself to inch around the room, estimating its dimensions. Then sheโ€™d used the wall to push to her feet and felt along it, shuffling and hopping, searching for any doors or windows. When sheโ€™d heard footsteps approaching, sheโ€™d dropped to the ground, but she hadnโ€™t had time to get her blindfold back in place. From then on, the guards tied it tighter. But that didnโ€™t matter, because sheโ€™d found the vent. All she needed then was a way out of her ropes. Kaz could have managed it in the dark and probably underwater.

The only thorough look she got at the room where she was being held was during meals, when they brought in a lantern. Sheโ€™d hear keys turning in a series of locks, the door swinging open, the sound of the tray being placed on the table. A moment later, the blindfold would be gently lifted from her faceโ€”Bajan was never rough or abrupt. It wasnโ€™t in his nature. In fact, she suspected it was beyond the capabilities of his manicured musicianโ€™s hands.

There was never any cutlery on the tray, of course. Van Eck was wise enough not to trust her with so much as a spoon, but Inej had taken advantage of each unblindfolded moment to study every inch of the barren room, seeking clues that might help her to assess her location and plan her escape. There wasnโ€™t much to go onโ€”a concrete floor marked by nothing but the pile of blankets sheโ€™d been given to burrow into at night, walls lined with empty shelves, the table and chair where she took her meals. There were no windows, and the only hint that they might still be near Ketterdam was the damp trace of salt in the air.

Bajan would untie her wrists, then bind them again in front of her so that she could eatโ€”though once sheโ€™d discovered the vent, sheโ€™d only picked at her food, eating enough to keep up her strength and nothing more. Still, when Bajan and the guards had brought her tray tonight, her stomach had growled audibly at the smell of soft sausages and porridge. Sheโ€™d been woozy with hunger, and when sheโ€™d tried to sit down, sheโ€™d tipped the tray from its perch on the table, smashing the white ceramic

mug and bowl. Her dinner slopped to the floor in a steaming heap of savory mush and broken crockery and sheโ€™d landed ungracefully next to it, barely avoiding a face full of porridge.

Bajan had shaken his dark, silky head. โ€œYou are weak because you donโ€™t eat. Mister Van Eck says I must force-feed you if necessary.โ€

โ€œTry,โ€ sheโ€™d said, looking up at him from the floor and baring her teeth. โ€œYouโ€™ll have trouble teaching piano without all your fingers.โ€

But Bajan had only laughed, white grin flashing. He and one of the guards had helped her back into the chair, and heโ€™d sent for another tray.

Van Eck could not have chosen her jailer better. Bajan was Suli, only a few years older than Inej, with thick black hair that curled around his collar and black gem eyes framed by lashes long enough to swat flies. He told her he was a music teacher indentured to Van Eck, and Inej wondered that the merch would bring a boy like that into his house hold given that his new wife was less than half his own age. Van Eck was either very confident or very stupid.ย He double-crossed Kazย , she reminded herself.ย Heโ€™s leaning heavily into the stupid column.

Once the mess had been cleaned upโ€”by a guard; Bajan didnโ€™t stoop to such workโ€”and a new meal procured, heโ€™d leaned against the wall to watch her eat. Sheโ€™d scooped up a lump of porridge with her fingers, allowing herself only a few awkward bites.

โ€œYou must eat more than that,โ€ Bajan chided. โ€œIf you make yourself a bit more obliging, if you answer his questions, youโ€™ll find Van Eck is a reasonable man.โ€

โ€œA reasonable liar, cheat, and kidnapper,โ€ she said, then cursed herself for replying.

Bajan couldnโ€™t hide his pleasure. They had the same routine at each meal: She picked at her food. He made small talk, peppering his chatter with pointed questions about Kaz and the Dregs. Every time she spoke, he considered it a victory. Unfortunately, the less she ate, the weaker she got, and the harder it was to keep her wits about her.

โ€œGiven the company you keep, Iโ€™d think lying and cheating would be points in Mister Van Eckโ€™s favor.โ€

โ€œShevratiย ,โ€ Inej said distinctly.ย Know-nothing.ย Sheโ€™d called Kaz that on more than one occasion. She thought of Jesper toying with his guns, Nina squeezing the life from a man with the flick of a wrist, Kaz picking a lock in his black gloves. Thugs. Thieves. Murderers. And all worth more than a thousand Jan Van Ecks.

Then where are they?ย The question tore at some hastily stitched seam inside of her.ย Where is Kaz?ย She didnโ€™t want to look at that question too closely. Above everything else, Kaz was practical. Why would he come for her when he could walk away from Van Eck with the most valuable hostage in the world?

Bajan wrinkled his nose. โ€œLetโ€™s not speak Suli. It makes me maudlin.โ€ He wore tapered silk trousers and an elegantly cut coat. Pinned to his lapel, a golden lyre crowned with laurel leaves and a small ruby indicated both his profession and the house of his indenture.

Inej knew she shouldnโ€™t continue to talk with him, but she was still a gatherer of secrets. โ€œWhat instruments do you teach?โ€ she said. โ€œHarp? Pianoforte?โ€

โ€œAlso flute, and voice for ladies.โ€ โ€œAnd how does Alys Van Eck sing?โ€

Bajan gave her a lazy grin. โ€œMost prettily under my instruction. I could teach you to make all manner of pleasing sounds.โ€

Inej rolled her eyes. He was just like the boys sheโ€™d grown up with, a head full of nonsense and a mouth full of easy charm. โ€œI am bound and facing the prospect of torture or worse. Are you actually flirting with me?โ€

Bajan tsked. โ€œMister Van Eck and your Mister Brekker will reach an arrangement. Van Eck is a businessman. From what I understand, he is simply protecting his interests. I cannot imagine he would resort to torture.โ€

โ€œWere you the one tied up and blindfolded every night, your imagination might not fail you so completely.โ€

And if Bajan had known Kaz at all, he wouldnโ€™t be so certain of an exchange.

In the long hours she was left alone, Inej tried to rest and put her mind to escape, but inevitably her thoughts turned to Kaz and the others. Van Eck wanted to trade her for Kuwei Yul-Bo, the Shu boy they had stolen from the deadliest fortress in the world. He was the only person who had a hope of re-creating his fatherโ€™s work on the drug known asย jurda parem

, and the price of his ransom would give Kaz all he had ever wantedโ€”all the money and prestige he needed to take his rightful place among the bosses of the Barrel, and the chance at revenge on Pekka Rollins for the death of his brother. The facts lined up one after another, an army of doubts assembled against the hope she tried to keep steady inside her.

Kazโ€™s course was obvious: Ransom Kuwei, take the money, find himself a new spider to scale the walls of the Barrel and steal secrets for him. And hadnโ€™t she told him she planned on leaving Ketterdam as soon as they were paid?ย Stay with me.ย Had he meant it? What value did her life carry in the face of the reward Kuwei might garner? Nina would never let Kaz abandon her. Sheโ€™d fight with everything she had to free Inej even if she was still in the grips ofย paremย . Matthias would stand by her with that great heart full of honor. And Jesper โ€ฆ well, Jesper would never do Inej harm, but he needed money badly if he didnโ€™t want his father to lose his livelihood. He would do his best, but that might not necessarily mean what was best for her. Besides, without Kaz, were any of them a match for Van Eckโ€™s ruthlessness and resources?ย I amย , Inej told herself.ย I may not have Kazโ€™s devious mind, but I am a dangerous girl.

Van Eck had sent Bajan to her every day, and heโ€™d been nothing but amiable and pleasant even as heโ€™d prodded her for the locations of Kazโ€™s safe houses. She suspected that Van Eck didnโ€™t come himself because he knew Kaz would be keeping a close eye on his movements. Or maybe he thought sheโ€™d be more vulnerable to a Suli boy than a wily merch. But tonight something had changed.

Bajan usually left when Inej had made it clear she would eat no more

โ€”a parting smile, a small bow, and away he went, duty dispatched until the following morning. Tonight he had lingered.

Instead of taking his cue to vanish when she used her bound hands to nudge away her dish, heโ€™d said, โ€œWhen did you see your family last?โ€

A new approach.ย โ€œHas Van Eck offered you some reward if you can extract information from me?โ€

โ€œIt was just a question.โ€

โ€œAnd I am just a captive. Did he threaten you with punishment?โ€

Bajan glanced at the guards and said quietly, โ€œVan Eck could bring you back to your family. He could pay off your contract with Per Haskell. It is well within his means.โ€

โ€œWas this your idea or your masterโ€™s?โ€

โ€œWhy does it matter?โ€ Bajan asked. There was an urgency in his voice that pricked at Inejโ€™s defenses.ย When fear arrives, something is about to happen.ย But was he afraid of Van Eck or afraid for her? โ€œYou can walk away from the Dregs and Per Haskell and that horrid Kaz Brekker free and clear. Van Eck could give you transport to Ravka, money to travel.โ€

An offer or a threat? Could Van Eck have found her mother and father? The Suli were not easy to track, and they would be wary of strangers asking questions. But what if Van Eck had sent men claiming to have knowledge of a lost girl? A girl who had vanished one chilly dawn as if the tide had reached up to the shore to claim her?

โ€œWhat does Van Eck know about my family?โ€ she asked, anger rising. โ€œHe knows youโ€™re far from home. He knows the terms of your

indenture with the Menagerie.โ€

โ€œThen he knows I was a slave. Will he have Tante Heleen arrested?โ€ โ€œI โ€ฆ donโ€™t thinkโ€”โ€

โ€œOf course not. Van Eck doesnโ€™t care that I was bought and sold like a bolt of cotton. Heโ€™s just looking for leverage.โ€

But what Bajan asked next took Inej by surprise. โ€œDid your mother make skillet bread?โ€

She frowned. โ€œOf course.โ€ It was a Suli staple. Inej could have made skillet bread in her sleep.

โ€œWith rosemary?โ€

โ€œDill, when we had it.โ€ She knew what Bajan was doing, trying to make her think of home. But she was so hungry and the memory was so strong that her stomach growled anyway. She could see her mother damping the fire, see her flipping the bread with quick pinches of her fingers, smell the dough cooking over the ashes.

โ€œYour friends are not coming,โ€ said Bajan. โ€œIt is time to think of your own survival. You could be home with your family by summerโ€™s end. Van Eck can help you if you let him.โ€

Every alarm inside Inej had sounded danger. The play was too obvious. Beneath Bajanโ€™s charm, his dark eyes, his easy promises, there was fear. And yet amid the clamor of suspicion, she could hear the soft chiming of another bell, the sound ofย What if?ย What if she let herself be comforted, gave up the pretense of being beyond the things sheโ€™d lost? What if she simply let Van Eck put her on a ship, send her home? She could taste the skillet bread, warm from the pan, see her motherโ€™s dark braid twined with ribbons, strands of silk the color of ripe persimmons.

But Inej knew better than that. Sheโ€™d learned from the best.ย Better terrible truths than kind lies.ย Kaz had never offered her happiness, and she didnโ€™t trust the men promising to serve it up to her now. Her suffering had not been for nothing. Her Saints had brought her to Ketterdam for a reasonโ€”a ship to hunt slavers, a mission to give

meaning to all sheโ€™d been through. She would not betray that purpose or her friends for some dream of the past.

Inej hissed at Bajan, an animal sound that made him flinch backward. โ€œTell your master to honor his old deals before he starts making new ones,โ€ she said. โ€œNow leave me alone.โ€

Bajan had scurried away like the well-dressed rat he was, but Inej knew it was time to go. Bajanโ€™s new insistence could mean nothing good for her.ย I have to get out of this trapย , sheโ€™d thought,ย before this creature lures me with memories and sympathy.ย Maybe Kaz and the others were coming for her, but she didnโ€™t intend to wait around and see.

Once Bajan and the guards had left, sheโ€™d slipped the shard of broken bowl from where sheโ€™d hidden it beneath the ropes around her ankles and set to work. Weak and wobbly as sheโ€™d felt when Bajan had arrived with that heavenly smelling bowl of mush, sheโ€™d only pretended to swoon so that she could deliberately knock her tray off the table. If Van Eck had really done his research, he would have warned Bajan that the Wraith did not fall. Certainly not in a clumsy heap on the floor where she could easily tuck a sharp piece of crockery between her bonds.

After what seemed like a lifetime of sawing and scraping and bloodying her fingertips on the shardโ€™s edge, sheโ€™d finally severed her ropes and freed her hands, then untied her ankles and felt her way to the vent. Bajan and the guards wouldnโ€™t be back until morning. That gave her the whole night to escape this place and get as far away as she possibly could.

The passage was a miserably tight fit, the air inside musty with smells she couldnโ€™t quite identify, the dark so complete she might as well have kept her blindfold on. She had no idea where the vent might lead. It could run for a few more feet or for half a mile. She needed to be gone by morning or theyโ€™d find the grating that covered the vent loosened on its hinges and know exactly where she was.

Good luck getting me outย , she thought grimly. She doubted any of Van Eckโ€™s guards could squeeze inside the air shaft. Theyโ€™d have to find some kitchen boy and grease him down with lard.

She inched forward. How far had she gone? Every time she took a deep breath, it felt like the air shaft was tightening around her ribs. For all she knew, she could be atop a building. She might pop her head out the other side only to find a busy Ketterdam street far below. Inej could contend with that. But if the shaft just ended? If it was walled up on the

other side? Sheโ€™d have to squirm backward the entire distance and hope to refasten her ropes so that her captors wouldnโ€™t know what sheโ€™d done. Impossible. There could be no dead ends tonight.

Fasterย , she told herself, sweat beading on her brow. It was hard not to imagine the building compressing around her, its walls squeezing the breath from her lungs. She couldnโ€™t make a real plan until she reached the end of this tunnel, until she knew just how far sheโ€™d have to go to evade Van Eckโ€™s men.

Then she felt it, the barest gust of air brushing against her damp forehead. She whispered a quick prayer of thanks. There must be some kind of opening up ahead. She sniffed, searching for a hint of coal smoke or the wet green fields of a country town. Cautiously, she wiggled forward until her fingers made contact with the slats of the vent. There was no light trickling through, which she supposed was a good thing. The room she was about to drop into must be unoccupied. Saints, what if she was in Van Eckโ€™s mansion? What if she was about to land on a sleeping merch? She listened for some human soundโ€”snores, deep breathing. Nothing.

She wished for her knives, for the comforting weight of them in her palms. Did Van Eck still have them in his possession? Had he sold them off? Tossed them into the sea? She named the blades anywayโ€”Petyr, Marya, Anastasia, Lizabeta, Sankt Vladimir, Sankta Alinaย โ€”and found courage in each whispered word. Then she jiggled the vent and gave it a hard shove. It flew open, but instead of swinging on its hinges, it came completely loose. She tried to grab it, but it slid past her fingertips and clattered to the floor.

Inej waited, heart pounding. A minute passed in silence. Another. No one came. The room was empty. Maybe the whole building was empty. Van Eck wouldnโ€™t have left her unguarded, so his men must be stationed outside. If that was the case, she knew slipping past them would present little challenge. And at least now she knew roughly how far away the floor was.

There was no graceful way to accomplish what came next. She slid down headfirst, gripping the wall. Then, when she was more than halfway out and her body began to tip, she let momentum carry her forward, curling into a ball and tucking her arms over her head to protect her skull and neck as she fell.

The impact was fairly painless. The floor was hard concrete like the

floor of her cell, but she rolled as she struck and came up against what seemed to be the back of something solid. She pulled herself to her feet, hands exploring whatever sheโ€™d banged into. It was upholstered in velvet. As she moved along, she felt another identical object next to it.ย Seatsย , she realized.ย Iโ€™m in a theater.

There were plenty of music halls and theaters in the Barrel. Could she be so close to home? Or maybe in one of the respectable opera houses of the Lid?

She moved slowly, hands out before her until she reached a wall at what she thought was the back of the theater. She groped along it, seeking a door, a window, even another vent. Finally, her fingers hooked over a door frame and her hands wrapped around the knob. It wouldnโ€™t budge. Locked. She gave it a tentative rattle.

The room flooded with light. Inej shrank back against the door, squinting in the sudden brightness.

โ€œIf you wanted a tour, Miss Ghafa, you might simply have asked,โ€ said Jan Van Eck.

He stood on the stage of the decrepit theater, his black mercherโ€™s suit cut in severe lines. The theaterโ€™s green velvet seats were moth-eaten. The curtains bracketing the stage hung in shreds. No one had bothered to take down the set from the last play. It looked like a childโ€™s terrified vision of a surgeonโ€™s operating room, oversized saws and mallets hanging from the walls. Inej recognized it as the set forย The Madman and the Doctorย , one of the short plays from the Komedie Brute.

Guards were stationed around the room, and Bajan stood beside Van Eck, wringing his elegant hands. Had the vent been left open to tempt her? Had Van Eck been toying with her all along?

โ€œBring her here,โ€ Van Eck told the guards.

Inej didnโ€™t hesitate. She sprang onto the narrow back of the nearest theater seat, then raced toward the stage, leaping from row to row as the guards tried to scramble over the seats. She vaulted onto the stage, past a startled Van Eck, neatly skirting two more guards, and seized one of the stage ropes, shinnying up its length, praying it would hold her weight until she made it to the top. She could hide in the rafters, find a way to the roof.

โ€œCut her down!โ€ Van Eck called, his voice calm.

Inej climbed higher, faster. But seconds later she saw a face above her. One of Van Eckโ€™s guards, a knife in his hand. He slashed through the

rope.

It gave way and Inej fell to the floor, softening her knees to take the impact. Before she could right herself, three guards were on her, holding her in place.

โ€œReally, Miss Ghafa,โ€ Van Eck chided. โ€œWeโ€™re well aware of your gifts. Did you think I wouldnโ€™t take precautions?โ€ He did not wait for an answer. โ€œYou are not going to find your way out of this without my help or Mister Brekkerโ€™s. As he does not seem to be making an appearance, perhaps you should consider a change in alliance.โ€

Inej said nothing.

Van Eck tucked his hands behind his back. It was strange to look at him and see the ghost of Wylanโ€™s face. โ€œThe city is awash in rumors ofย paremย . A delegation of Fjerdanย drรผskelleย has arrived in the embassy sector. Today the Shu sailed two warships into Third Harbor. I gave Brekker seven days to broker a trade for your safety, but they are all looking for Kuwei Yul-Bo, and it is imperative that I get him out of the city before they find him.โ€

Two Shu warships.ย That was what had changed. Van Eck was out of time. Had Bajan known it or simply sensed the difference in his masterโ€™s mood?

โ€œI had hoped Bajan might prove good for something other than bettering my wifeโ€™s talent at the pianoforte,โ€ Van Eck continued. โ€œBut it seems you and I must now come to an arrangement. Where is Kaz Brekker keeping the boy?โ€

โ€œHow could I possibly know that?โ€

โ€œYou must know the locations of the Dregsโ€™ safe houses. Brekker does nothing without preparation. Heโ€™ll have warrens to hide in all over the city.โ€

โ€œIf you know him so well, then you know heโ€™d never keep Kuwei somewhere that I could lead you to him.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t believe that.โ€

โ€œI canโ€™t help what you do or donโ€™t believe. Your Shu scientist is probably long gone already.โ€

โ€œWord would have reached me. My spies are everywhere.โ€ โ€œClearly not everywhere.โ€

Bajanโ€™s lips quirked.

Van Eck shook his head wearily. โ€œGet her on the table.โ€

Inej knew it was pointless to struggle, but she did anyway. It was fight

or give in to the terror that rushed through her as the guards hefted her onto the table and pinned down her limbs. Now she saw one of the prop tables was set with instruments that looked nothing like the oversized mallets and saws hanging from the walls. They were real surgeonโ€™s tools. Scalpels and saws and clamps that gleamed with sinister intent.

โ€œYou are theย Wraithย , Miss Ghafa, legend of the Barrel. Youโ€™ve gathered the secrets of judges, councilmen, thieves, and killers alike. I doubt there is anything in this city you do not know. You will tell me the locations of Mister Brekkerโ€™s safe houses now.โ€

โ€œI canโ€™t tell you what I donโ€™t know.โ€

Van Eck sighed. โ€œRemember that I have tried to treat you with civility.โ€ He turned to one of the guards, a heavyset man with a sharp blade of a nose. โ€œIโ€™d prefer this didnโ€™t go on too long. Do what you think is best.โ€

The guard let his hand hover over the table of instruments as if deciding which cruelty would be most efficient. Inej felt her courage wobble, her breath coming in panicked gasps.ย When fear arrives, something is about to happen.

Bajan leaned over her, face pale, eyes full of concern. โ€œPlease tell him. Surely Brekker isnโ€™t worth being scarred or maimed? Tell him what you know.โ€

โ€œAll I know is that men like you donโ€™t deserve the air they breathe.โ€

Bajan looked stung. โ€œIโ€™ve been nothing but kind to you. Iโ€™m not some sort of monster.โ€

โ€œNo, youโ€™re the man who sits idly by, congratulating yourself on your decency, while the monster eats his fill. At least a monster has teeth and a spine.โ€

โ€œThat isnโ€™t fair!โ€

Inej couldnโ€™t believe the softness of this creature, that he would bid for her approval in this moment. โ€œIf you still believe in fairness, then youโ€™ve led a very lucky life. Get out of the monsterโ€™s way, Bajan. Letโ€™s get this over with.โ€ The blade-nosed guard stepped forward; something gleamed in his hand. Inej reached for a place of stillness inside of herself, the place that had allowed her to endure a year at the Menagerie, a year of nights marked by pain and humiliation, of days counted in beatings and worse. โ€œGo on,โ€ she urged, and her voice was steel.

โ€œWait,โ€ said Van Eck. He was studying Inej as if he were reading a ledger, trying to make the figures line up. He cocked his head to one side

and said, โ€œBreak her legs.โ€

Inej felt her courage fracture. She began to thrash, trying to get free of the guardsโ€™ hold.

โ€œAh,โ€ said Van Eck. โ€œThatโ€™s what I thought.โ€

The blade-nosed guard selected a heavy length of pipe.

โ€œNo,โ€ said Van Eck. โ€œI donโ€™t want it to be a clean break. Use the mallet. Shatter the bone.โ€ His face hovered above her, his eyes a bright, clear blueโ€”Wylanโ€™s eyes, but devoid of any of Wylanโ€™s kindness. โ€œNo one will be able to put you back together again, Miss Ghafa. Maybe you can earn your way out of your contract by begging for pennies on East Stave and then crawl home to the Slat every night, assuming Brekker still gives you a room there.โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t.โ€ She didnโ€™t know if she was pleading with Van Eck or herself.

She didnโ€™t know who she hated more in this moment.

The guard took up a steel mallet.

Inej writhed on the table, her body coated in sweat. She could smell her own fear. โ€œDonโ€™t,โ€ she repeated.ย โ€œDonโ€™t.โ€

The blade-nosed guard tested the malletโ€™s weight in his hands. Van Eck nodded. The guard lifted it in a smooth arc.

Inej watched the mallet rise and reach its apex, light glinting off its wide head, the flat face of a dead moon. She heard the crackle of the campfire, thought of her motherโ€™s hair twined with persimmon silk.

โ€œHeโ€™ll never trade if you break me!โ€ she screamed, the words tearing loose from some deep place inside her, her voice raw and undefended. โ€œIโ€™ll be no use to him anymore!โ€

Van Eck held up a hand. The mallet fell.

Inej felt it brush against her trousers as the impact shattered the surface of the table a hairโ€™s breadth from her calf, the entire corner collapsing beneath the force.

My legย , she thought, shuddering violently.ย That would have been my leg.ย There was a metallic taste in her mouth. Sheโ€™d bitten her tongue.ย Saints protect me. Saints protect me.

โ€œYou make an interesting argument,โ€ Van Eck said meditatively. He tapped a finger against his lips, thinking. โ€œPonder your loyalties, Miss Ghafa. Tomorrow night I may not be so merciful.โ€

Inej could not control her shaking.ย Iโ€™m going to cut you openย , she vowed silently. Iโ€™m going to excavate that pathetic excuse of a heart from your chest.ย It was an evil thought, a vile thought. But she couldnโ€™t

help it. Would her Saints sanction such a thing? Could forgiveness come if she killed not to survive but because she burned with living, luminous hatred?ย I donโ€™t careย , she thought as her body spasmed and the guards lifted her trembling form from the table.ย Iโ€™ll do penance for the rest of my days if it means I get to kill him.

They dragged her back to her room through the lobby of the dilapidated theater and down a hall to what she now knew must be an old equipment room. They bound her hands and feet again.

Bajan moved to place the blindfold over her eyes. โ€œIโ€™m sorry,โ€ he whispered. โ€œI didnโ€™t know he intended โ€ฆ Iโ€”โ€

โ€œKadema mehim.โ€

Bajan flinched. โ€œDonโ€™t say that.โ€

The Suli were a close people, loyal. They had to be, in a world where they had no land and where they were so very few. Inejโ€™s teeth were chattering, but she forced out the words. โ€œYou are forsaken. As you have turned your back on me, so will they turn their backs on you.โ€ It was the worst of Suli denunciations, one that forbade you the welcome of your ancestors in the next world, and doomed your spirit to wander without a home.

Bajan paled. โ€œI donโ€™t believe any of that.โ€ โ€œYou will.โ€

He secured the blindfold around her head. She heard the door close.

Inej lay on her side, her hip and her shoulder digging into the hard floor, and waited for the tremors to pass.

In her early days at the Menagerie, sheโ€™d believed someone would come for her. Her family would find her. An officer of the law. A hero from one of the stories her mother used to tell. Men had come, but not to set her free, and eventually her hope had withered like leaves beneath a too-bright sun, replaced by a bitter bud of resignation.

Kaz had rescued her from that hopelessness, and their lives had been a series of rescues ever since, a string of debts that they never tallied as they saved each other again and again. Lying in the dark, she realized that for all her doubts, sheโ€™d believed he would rescue her once more, that he would put aside his greed and his demons and come for her. Now she wasnโ€™t so sure. Because it was not just the sense in the words sheโ€™d spoken that had stilled Van Eckโ€™s hand but the truth heโ€™d heard in her voice.ย Heโ€™ll never trade if you break me.ย She could not pretend those words had been conjured by strategy or even animal cunning. The magic

theyโ€™d worked had been born of belief. An ugly enchantment.

Tomorrow night I may not be so merciful.ย Had tonight been an exercise meant to frighten her? Or would Van Eck return to carry out his threats? And if Kaz did come, how much of her would be left?

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