Tย hree months later . . .
Four conversations floated around my parentsโ kitchen.
Dad was telling Griff and Knox about the flat tire heโd gotten on Wednesday.
Talia was lamenting to Mom and Winn about the upcoming end of her maternity leave.
Foster and Jasper were discussing some UFC fight.
Memphis, Eloise and Vera were huddled over a phone, shopping for Harrisonโs first birthday presents.
โWeโre getting married.โ
All four conversations came to a screeching halt.
Vance shook his head and chuckled. โSo much for keeping it to ourselves until Mateo got here.โ
โHeโs late.โ I shrugged. โThatโs not my problem. Besides, someone would have noticed the ring.โ
And I refused to take it off.
My family, momentarily stunned, gaped at us, then everyone seemed to move at once. There were hugs and handshakes. Mom dabbed tears from the corner of her eyes. And when the overlapping conversations started again, this time the topic was our engagement and wedding plans.
The noise in the room spiked, excitement infusing the air. The kids, sensing the energy, chased in and out of the kitchen, racing along an invisible path that wound around legs and chairs and a few scattered toys, all while the adults talked.
The solitaire diamond ring on my finger still felt a bit foreign against my knuckle. But someday, after Iโd worn it for decades, I hoped that whenever I slipped it off, Iโd see its indentation in my skin.
Vance had taken me on a hike this morning. The weather had warmed over the past two weeks, enough that some of the snow had melted in the
foothills. It was only March and weโd undoubtedly get another storm or two, but heโd wanted to take advantage of winterโs reprieve and my day off. The trail heโd found had taken us to a secluded meadow in the forest.
Maybe heโd planned the hike. Maybe heโd scoped out the area in advance. Maybe heโd just gotten lucky to find such a picturesque clearing in the trees.
I wasnโt sure and wasnโt asking.
The minute weโd broken through the tree line, Vance had dropped to a knee and asked me to be his wife.
My cheeks flushed just thinking about how Vance had fucked me against the trunk of a nearby cottonwood after Iโd said yes. Then weโd celebrated again in the back of his truck. And again when weโd gotten home. Twice.
Like he could read my thoughts, Vanceโs gaze met mine from across the room.
โI love you,โ I mouthed. He winked.
โWhereโs Mateo?โ Eloise asked, popping a carrot from the veggie tray into her mouth.
โI donโt know.โ Mom checked her phone. โHe said he was coming.โ
โWell, Iโm getting hungry,โ Dad said. โIโll start the grill. We can cook his burger when he gets here.โ
A line of men, each carrying a cocktail, trailed from the kitchen to the deck. Apparently it took six males to turn on one barbeque.
โSo where do you want the wedding?โ Mom asked, taking the burger patties sheโd prepped earlier from the fridge.
โI was thinking the barn. If thatโs okay with you guys.โ
โOf course.โ She clapped, giddy with excitement. โWhat about the ceremony?โ
โThe weather is always a risk, but maybe we could have it outside.โ โWe could set up tents just in case of rain,โ Winn said.
โOh, I saw this amazing picture the other day of an altar.โ Memphis scrolled through the plethora of wedding inspiration pictures sheโd saved on her phone as an event planner. She found the right one and held it out for us all to look at. โIsnโt that pretty with the wood arches and flowers? We could easily add a roof or covering.โ
โI love it.โ I smiled. โWill you be my wedding planner?โ
โAww.โ She pressed a hand to her heart, then swept me into a hug. โIโd be honored.โ
โHow are your classes going, Vera?โ Talia asked.
Vera had become a regular at our family dinners these past three months. Sheโd actually become a regular at Mom and Dadโs, period.
After Vance had come back to Quincy, heโd told me about the weeks weโd been apart. How miserable theyโd been for Vera.
His place in Idaho had sold a few weeks ago, along with most of his furniture. Weโd all gone back for a weekend to pack his remaining belongings and move them to my place.
The plan had been for Vera to keep living in the guest bedroom at our house. But then sheโd declared she wanted her own place. She wanted to start living like a normal twenty-one-year-old woman.
Vance didnโt think she was quite ready to be entirely on her own again. Maybe he was just being protective, but after four years of isolation, I agreed that easing her into things was probably the best bet.
So Iโd called my parents.
There was a loft above the barn. Mateo had lived there for a time after college. Then my uncle Briggs had called it home when his dementia had become worse and Dad had wanted his brother closer. After the dementia had become too advanced, Briggs had gone into a nursing home.
The loft had been empty ever since.
It seemed like the perfect place for Vera to find her footing.
My parents adored her. They invited her over for dinner at least three times a week. Dad had taken it upon himself to help her refresh her driving skills. And Mom was teaching her how to cook.
Meanwhile, Vera had wanted to dive straight into a full-time job, but instead, weโd encouraged her to get her GED first. Sheโd aced her tests last month and had started two online courses since.
โI really like them,โ Vera said. โI still have no idea what I want to do, but for right now, I like having options.โ
She was enrolled in a nutrition class and a psychology course. Two wildly different topics but both seemed to pique her interest. For money, sheโd been working at the coffee shop. Between her and Crystal, I was able to take Fridays and Saturdays off.
I wasnโt sure how long Iโd get to keep her at the shop. Mom and Dad had all but adopted Vera in the past three months, so if the day came when
she wanted to move out for college or a career, theyโd miss her terribly.
But for now, she seemed content. When she wasnโt working, she spent a lot of her free time with Vance. And day by day, her sweet smile appeared more and more.
While I wanted to give Vance and my family and my coffee shop credit for her growing happiness, I suspected a part of it had everything to do with the hikes she took into the woods.
She was searching for her father.
Neither Vance nor I asked if sheโd found him. We stayed quiet, letting her do whatever it was she needed to do.
Poor Dad though. The first time sheโd gone on a hike alone, Dad had panicked, worrying sheโd get lost or hurt. Vance had promised my parents that heโd talk to her. And heโd reassured them that if anyone was safe in the wilderness, it was Vera Gallagher.
No one beyond the three of us knew that weโd found Vera with Cormac. My parents, like the rest of the world, believed that Vera had just shown up on Vanceโs doorstep in Idaho.
And though Iโd braced for itโand so had Winnโno one from the FBI had bothered to visit Quincy.
The door to the deck opened and the guys streamed back into the kitchen. Vance came to my side, hauling me close. He smelled like soap and earth and wind and . . . mine.
โZalinski came into the restaurant for lunch today.โ Knox pulled Memphis against his chest. โHe mentioned retiring soon. I didnโt realize he was considering it.โ
โNews to me,โ Winn said.
โSame here.โ Dad nodded. โBut I think itโs time.โ
โAre you interested in running for sheriff?โ Jasper asked Vance.
โNah. Too much politics.โ He grinned at Winn. โBesides, I like my new boss.โ
โThanks.โ Winn smiled back. โIf you want to run for sheriff, you know Iโll support you. But selfishly, please donโt leave me.โ
Vance chuckled. โIโm not going anywhere.โ
Winn had told me not long ago that Vance was like a breath of fresh air at the station. Most of the cops that worked for her had grown up in or around Quincy. Vance brought a different perspective. Different experience.
She appreciated his steady nature, his total aversion to gossip or drama. And she knew he was loyal. Heโd have her back.
The front door opened and bootsteps came thudding down the hall before Mateo appeared.
โThere youโโ Momโs eyes widened. โWhatโs wrong?โ
The cheerful mood from just seconds ago vanished as we all took in his ashen face.
โI, um . . .โ He blinked, shaking his head like it was in a fog. โI have to go to Alaska. Tonight.โ
โTonight?โ Dad asked. โWhy? Whatโs going on?โ
Mateo swallowed hard. โI think . . . I think I have a daughter?โ The room erupted in questions that Mateo didnโt answer.
He was already out the door.
โYOU OKAY?โ Vance asked as we drove home from the ranch. โYeah.โ I sighed. โWorried.โ
Dinner had taken an entirely different turn after Mateoโs announcement. Mom had spent the rest of the night trying to call himโhe hadnโt answered. And Iโd kept my mouth shut as everyone else had speculated about the possibility of Mateo being a father.
No one else seemed to know about the woman heโd told me about months ago. The woman from his not-so-casual fling. So I just assumed he hadnโt wanted anyone to know. Iโd let him explain to our parents and siblings.
But I was definitely telling my fiancรฉ.
โA while ago, Mateo told me that heโd been seeing this woman in Alaska. He had hoped it would go somewhere but she wasnโt interested. Do you think thatโs the mother? Of this baby?โ I asked. Vance wouldnโt know the answer, but I couldnโt help thinking out loud.
โI donโt know, Blue.โ He stretched an arm across the cab, taking my hand and bringing it to his lap.
โUgh. I hate not knowing whatโs happening.โ
โHeโll figure it out. Give him time.โ He brought my knuckles to his lips. โYour dad said he was cool with us having the wedding reception in the barn.โ
Vance always knew when it was time to change the subject. And he was right. All we could do was give Mateo time. When he knew what was happening, heโd tell us.
โI want a big wedding,โ I said, going along with the new topic. โThe white dress. The cake. The party. I want a Lyla-and-Vance day.โ That was the wedding of my dreams.
โA Lyla-and-Vance day,โ he murmured, like he was tasting the idea to see if it was sweet.
โIf youโd rather have something smallโโ
โI love you, Lyla. If you want a big wedding, then weโll have a big wedding.โ
โI love you too.โ
โCould I toss out one idea?โ โOf course.โ
He slowed the truck, easing to the side of the road. But there was nothing to see, just darkness and our headlights on the pavement ahead.
Vance unbuckled his seat belt, then bent over the console, crooking his finger until I was close enough to kiss. It was slow and lazy, the swirl of his tongue against mine causing a low ache to bloom in my center.
When he broke away, I unbuckled my own seat belt, ready to scramble into the back seat and have a repeat of our romp earlier. Me riding him, rocking the truck until we both cried out in ecstasy.
But before I could move, Vance held up a finger. โAbout this wedding.โ
โYes,โ I drawled.
โYou want it this summer.โ โPreferably.โ
โDeal.โ His gray-blue eyes locked with mine as a smirk spread across that s*xy mouth. โBut you let me get you pregnant first.โ
Not at all what Iโd expected him to say. It was the best idea Iโd heard all night. โYouโre on, Sutter.โ
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The Edens series concludes withย Sable Peak.
โSABLE PEAKโ
Vera Gallagher is chasing constant. For four years, her life was anything but normal. And the years before that she refuses to even remember. Dwelling on the past only hurts. Life is fragile, a lesson her mother taught her well. Sheโs determined not to waste a moment of her newfound freedom.
Maybe some would consider her crush on Mateo Eden wasted time. Maybe some would call her a fool for loving a man who hasnโt once dropped a crumb of interest her way. Still, to Vera, itโs Mateo or nothing.
Heโs handsome. Charming. Witty. And he loves his family the way Vera lovesโwith her whole heart.
Maybe heโll never notice her. Maybe sheโs too damaged, too broken, to find that normal life she craves. Maybe her secrets will always keep them apart. But Vera will love him anyway. Whether Mateo realizes it or not.