โNย ow what?โ Winn asked Sheriff Zalinski.
โI donโt know.โ He ripped open the door to his cruiser. Frustration and sweat steamed off his head as he huffed.
We were all upset, though unlike Zalinski, we were trying to hide it.
His two deputies and the search dog had already left the parking lot.
Knox had taken off too, needing to get back to town and the restaurant.
Dad, Griff and Mateo all stood in similar stancesโlegs planted wide, arms crossedโwaiting for the sheriff to give them the go-ahead to come back tomorrow.
โIf someone is up here, why didnโt the dog pick up on the scent at the stream?โ Zalinski asked.
โIfย someone was up here?โ Mateo held up a hand. โYou watched that footage, just like the rest of us. Heโs up here.โ
โI donโt know who that man was, Mateo.โ Zalinski shot my brother a scowl. โCould have been anyone.โ
โIt wasnโt just anyone,โ Griff said. โIt was him.โ
โYou canโt know that.โ Zalinski looked to Vance. โAre you sure about that cameraโs location?โ
โIโm sure.โ Vanceโs jaw clenched.
Zalinski had questioned anything and everything today, from the moment weโd parked in this lot to the moment weโd returned after a long, miserable and deflating day.
โCormac doesnโt want to be found. Heโs not going to make it easy and broadcast his location. And somehow, he knows heโs being hunted. He either saw a camera or a footprint.โ
โOne of your footprints.โ The sheriff pointed to Vanceโs boots.
โYeah.โ Vance looked him straight in the eyes. โIt would have been one of mine since Iโve been the only one out here searching.โ
The sheriffโs mouth pursed in a thin line. Doubt was etched on his weathered face.
โNo local would take the time to mask his scent or hide a trail,โ Dad said. โIf this was just anyone, then the dogs should have picked up a scent. The man weโre after is experienced. Heโs not hiking these mountains for recreation. Itโs him. Heโs living here, and heโs dangerous. He tried to murder my daughter, Zalinski. So are you going to just stand there or do something about it?โ
โHarrison, calmโโ
โHeโs gone.โ Vance silenced the group. โItโs done. If we didnโt find Cormac today, we wonโt tomorrow or the next day or the next day.โ
The defeat in his voice was physically painful to hear.
โSheriff Zalinski.โ Winn took a step away from Griffin, shifting to interrupt our circle and positioning herself between the sheriff and Dad. โThereโs nothing more we can do today. You and I can regroup tomorrow and formulate a plan.โ
He nodded, letting out another huffed breath. โIโm not happy thereโs a criminal on the loose in my county.โ
โI know that,โ Winn said.
โIf I could put a deputy out here, I would. But Iโm short staffed and have limited resources.โ
โUnderstood.โ Winn stepped closer, holding out her hand to shake his. Then she gave him a warm smile that didnโt quite reach her eyes as he climbed in his cruiser and drove away.
โFucking Zalinski,โ Griffin muttered.
โWhat an asshole.โ Mateo shook his head. โWhenโs he up for re- election?โ
โTwo years,โ Dad said absently, his gaze aimed to the mountainsides weโd combed today.
Weโd split up into three groups this morning, starting at this point and slowly making our way toward the stream where Vance had put the game camera that had captured Cormac.
The dog had been with usโVance, Zalinski, Mateo and me. When weโd reached the stream, he seemed to have caught a scent. He took off into the trees, moving slow enough that we could follow. Even at that pace, Iโd pushed hard to keep up, trudging through the snow and careful not to slip on a patch of ice.
My legs felt like limp noodles despite the stiffness settling into my muscles. But I refused to let the ache show.
Not when my heart hurt much, much worse.
The dog lost Cormacโs scent about a hundred yards away from the stream. How, I still wasnโt sure. Iโd hoped weโd come across a trail of footprints in the snow, anything to keep going. Instead, the dog looped us in circles, nose to the ground, running all along the stream, not finding anything to carry us forward.
Weโd kept searching, our groups fanning out to look for tracks. When none had been found, weโd all regrouped at the stream again. Then Vance had led us to his other cameras, checking their respective areas one by one, ruling out any sign of a man hiding in the woods.
By early afternoon, Sheriff Zalinski had insisted we return to the parking lot so as to not risk anyone getting lost or injured.
There were still hours of daylight remaining. Hours we could be searching.
โIโm coming back tomorrow.โ Mateoโs declaration didnโt surprise me. Neither did Griffinโs response. โLetโs all meet at the ranch by seven.
You good with that, baby?โ
Winn nodded. โAs far as Iโm concerned, youโre hiking with Vance. Iโm done listening to Zalinskiโs excuses. Find Gallagher. Bring him in. Hit him over the head with a rock and call it a rescue attempt of an unknown hiker for all I care. But Iโm not missing this chance. Not again.โ
โI call dibs on the rock.โ Mateo jerked his chin toward his truck. โSee you in the morning.โ
Dad gave me a quick hug, then walked to his own rig. Winn and Griff did the same before heading to theirs.
All while Vance stood unmoving, staring off into the distance, his eyes unfocused.
I waited until we were alone, until the taillights had disappeared beyond a bend in the road. โYou okay?โ
โFuck.โ He shook his head, then tipped his head to the sky and roared. His hands fisted at his sides as the frustration poured from his throat. He yelled for us both. And when he stopped and looked to me, the apology in his eyes broke me into a hundred pieces, like the gravel beneath our boots. โIโm sorry, Lyla.โ
โIโm sorry too.โ I swallowed past the lump in my throat.
I was sorry he wouldnโt get closure today. That he might never have the chance to find out why Cormac had murdered his wife and children.
What did it say about us that we cared more about finding Cormac for the other person than ourselves? Maybe that was what true, selfless love really meant.
โDonโt give up,โ I whispered. If Cormac wasnโt here, that didnโt mean all hope was lost. It just meant the next time Vance got a lead, it probably wouldnโt bring him to Montana.
โI almost did,โ he admitted. โYesterday, I decided it was time to call it off. For good.โ
Was that why heโd confessed so much at the coffee shop last night?
Because heโd already made the decision to leave?
โHeโs still here.โ Vanceโs gaze shifted to the mountains.
โHow did he hide from the dog? How could he walk without leaving any kind of trail?โ My footprints were all over now, frozen in the snow. And they werenโt alone.
โI donโt know,โ Vance said. โHe taught me a lot about survivalist skills, but this? We never had to hide our tracks. We were the ones finding them.โ
โNow what?โ
His expression hardened. โI found him once. Iโll find him again. Even if it takes me another four years.โ
Even if it meant sacrificing his own life, his own job and happiness. Heโd do that for the family heโd lost. For the girls heโd loved.
For me.
โYouโll find him.โ Down to my bones, I believed in Vance. He would find Cormac. Maybe tomorrow, when he went hiking with my brothers. Maybe weeks from now, when he had no one to slow him down.
โCome on.โ He unglued his feet, taking my elbow and escorting me to the truck. Then he drove us back to town, straight to the coffee shop. He didnโt have to ask if I wanted to check in, he just knew I would.
Talia was at the espresso machine when we walked through the front door. The moment she spotted us, her entire frame relaxed. โDid you find him?โ she asked when I reached the counter.
โNot yet.โ I chose those words deliberately. โThanks for helping today.โ
โAnytime. Fosterโs in the kitchen. He found a recipe book and is attempting your quiche Lorraine.โ
โHe didnโt need to do that.โ
She waved it off. โHe canโt be stopped. Heโs on a mission because I told him I was craving quiche.โ
And since Foster worshiped the ground beneath my twin sisterโs feet, heโd do everything in his power to satisfy those pregnancy cravings.
โDid Crystal come in?โ I asked.
โYeah, but itโs been slow, so we sent her home. Fosterโs loving this. He might ask you for a part-time job.โ
I laughed, glancing over my shoulder at Vance.
I expected him to be close, but heโd wandered to his chair. Not that he was sitting. He stood at the window, hands stuffed in his pockets, and stared outside.
โThank you,โ I told Talia. โI know this isnโt how you wanted to spend your day off.โ
โHelping my sister? Thatโs exactly how I want to be spending my day off.โ She glanced at Vance. โYou guys should go. Weโve got this.โ
โAre you sure?โ
โPositive.โ There was a softness in her eyes. A sadness. Like she wanted me to spend as much time with Vance as possible because he was leaving.
โIโll call you tomorrow,โ I told her, then joined Vance, hugging his arm. โLetโs go for a walk.โ
Weโd walked all day, but I worried what would happen when we stopped moving. I worried that heโd tell me he was leaving. So we set off along Main, strolling at an easy pace.
Vance took my hand, threading our fingers together. It took three blocks until his shoulders relaxed. Another four until his jaw unclenched. By that point, weโd almost reached the grocery store that acted as a bookend on one side of Main.
โAre you hungry?โ It wasnโt even close to dinner time, but all weโd had to eat today were the smooshed granola bars Vance kept in his backpack. โWe could go shopping. Find something for dinner.โ
โSure,โ he said, looking both ways before crossing the street.
But just as weโd stepped onto the curb of the opposite sidewalk, Vance froze.
โWhat?โ I asked, following his gaze.
It was locked on a young woman walking through the grocery storeโs parking lot. Her red hair was in a long and stringy ponytail.
Vanceโs hand dropped mine. He took a single step.
The girl rounded a car, then turned, walking straight toward us. She had her eyes aimed on the concrete, chin tucked like she was trying to be invisible.
A car rolled past on Main. It caught her attention and she glanced up, watching it pass. But before she could focus on the sidewalk again, her gaze shifted and landed on Vance.
Like him, she froze. Her eyes widened, so big I could see every bit of recognition. Every ounce of fear. The color drained from her already pale face.
She had two plastic bags looped over her forearm. In a single swoop, she swung them into her chest, clutching them tight.
โStop!โ he shouted.
The woman took a backward step. Then she tore across the street and ran away.
Vance chased her.