โDouble, Double, Toil and aโ
Whole Lot of Trouble
I wake up shivering. Iโm coldโฆso cold that my teeth are chattering and everythingโI meanย everythingโhurts. My head worst of all, but the rest of me is almost as bad. Every muscle in my body feels like itโs being stretched on a rack, and my bones ache deep inside. Worse, I can barely breathe.
Iโm awake enough to know something is wrongโlike really wrongโbut not quite awake enough to remember what it is. I want to move, want to at least pull the blanket from my bed up and over me, but the voice deep inside me is back. And itโs ordering me to lie still. Ordering me not to move, not to open my eyes, not to even breathe too deeply.
Which wonโt be a problem considering I feel like a fifty- pound weight is crushing my chestโkind of like how I felt when I was fourteen and got pneumonia, only a million times worse.
I want to disregard the voice, want to roll over and find a way to get warm again. But flashes of memory are starting to come back, and they scare me into lying very, very still.
Jaxon, with hellfire burning in his eyes, shouting for me to run.
Lia brandishing a gun.
Jaxon falling over, passing out.
Lia screaming at me that everything is all my fault right before sheโ
Oh my God! She shot Jaxon! OmigodOmigodOmigod.
Panic slams through me, and my eyes fly open before I can think better of it. I try to sit up, determined to get to him, but I canโt move. I canโt sit up. I canโt roll over. I canโt do anything but wiggle my fingers and toes and move my head a little, though Iโm still not coherent enough to figure out why.
At least not until I turn my head and see my right arm stretched out to the side and tied into an iron ring. A quick glance to the other side shows my left arm in the same predicament.
It doesnโt take a genius to figure out that my legs are tied down, too, and as more of the fogginess fades, I realize that Iโm spread-eagled on top of some kind of cold stone slab. And Iโm wearing nothing but a thin cotton sheath, which, honestly, is just adding insult to already egregious injury.
I mean, she drugged me, shot me, and tied me up. She has to freeze me as well?
As my memories come flooding back, adrenaline surges through my system. I try to tamp it down, try to think around the sick panic winding its way through me. But with the cold and the drugs and the adrenaline, clear thinking isnโt exactly easy right now.
Still, I have to figure out what happened to Jaxon. I have to know if heโs alive or if she killed him. She said she wasnโt going to, but itโs kind of hard to trust anything she says considering her original invite for tonight was for mani-pedis
and look where I am now.
Just the thought of something happening to Jaxon has emptiness yawning inside of me. Has my panic turning to terror. I have to get to him. I have to figure out what happened. I have toย doย something.
For the first time since coming to Katmere Academy, I wish I had some supernatural powers of my own. Namely the power to break through rope. Or teleport. Hell, Iโd even take a shadow of Jaxonโs telekinesis at this pointโsomething, anything that might possibly get me untied and off this horrible rock.
I shake my head a little, struggle to clear the light-headed, packed-with-cotton feeling thatโs going on in there. And try to figure out how the hell Iโm supposed to get these ropes off me before Lia comes back from whatever level of hell sheโs currently visiting.
Wherever I am, itโs dark. Not pitch black, obviously, because I can see my hands and feet and a little beyond where Iโm lying. But thatโs it. Only about four feet past my hands and feet in every direction, but after that itโs really dark. Like really, really dark.
Which isnโt terrifying at all considering Iโm in the middle of a school filled with things that go bump in the night. Lucky, lucky me.
I think about screaming, but the chill in the air tells me Iโm not actually inside the main school anymore. Which means there probably isnโt anyone around to hear meโexcept Lia, and I definitely donโt want to attract her attention one second sooner than she wants to give it to me.
So, I do the only thing possible in this situation. Strain
against the ropes as hard as I can. I mean, I know Iโm not going to be able to break free from them, but rope stretches if you pull on it long and hard enough. If I can just get some wiggle room around one of my wrists, I can slip my hand through, and Iโll at least have a fighting chance.
Okay, maybe not a fighting chance. More like a teeny tiny chance. But at this point, Iโm not exactly complaining. Any chance, no matter how small, is better than just lying here, waiting to die.
Or worse.
I donโt know how long I tug and strain against the ropes, but it feels like a lifetime. Itโs probably more like eight to ten minutes, but terrified and alone in the dark, it feels like so many more.
I try to concentrate on what Iโm doing, try to put all my focus into escaping and nothing else. But itโs hard when I donโt know where Jaxon is, when I donโt know whatโs happened to him or if heโs even alive. Then again, if I donโt get out of here, Iโll never know.
Itโs that thought that has me pulling harder, twisting back and forth with more determination than ever. My wrists hurt nowโbig surpriseโthe rubbing back and forth against the ropes chafing them raw. Since I canโt do anything about the pain, I ignore it and twist faster even as I strain to hear any sound that might indicate Lia is coming back.
For now I donโt hear anything but the rasp of my wrists against the ropes, but who knows how long that will last.
Please, I whisper to the universe.ย Please, just work with me a little here. Please, just let me get one arm free. Please, please, please.
The pleading doesnโt work. Then again, I didnโt actually expect it to. It didnโt work after my parents died, either.
The chafing on my wrists has given way to intense painโ and a slippery wetness that Iโm very much afraid is blood. Then again, the fluid is making it easier to turn my wrist now, so maybe bleeding isnโt the worst thing that could happen in this situation. At least if it helps get me out of here before a vampire or seven show up to finish me off.
For the first time, I understandโreally understandโwhy an animal caught in a trap is willing to chew its own foot off to escape. If I thought it would give me a fighting chance, and if I could reach my wrist, I might be tempted to do the same thing. Especially since this yanking and pulling doesnโt seem to beโ
My left hand slips, nearly comes out of the rope. Iโm so surprised that I almost cry out in relief and maybe blow everything. Paranoid about letting a sound escapeโ although I donโt actually think itโs paranoia considering the situation I currently find myself inโI lock my jaw in place to keep the sounds of excitement and pain from spilling out into this pitch-dark room.
Ignoring the pain, ignoring the panic, ignoring everything but the fact that I am so close to getting one hand free, I twist and strain with every ounce of strength in my body, so hard and so long that itโs almost a shock when my hand finally slips free from the rope.
The pain is excruciating, and I can feel blood running down my hand, slipping between my fingers and along my palm. I donโt even care, though, not now when Iโm so close to finding a way out of this. I twist my body and reach for my
other wristโnot the easiest thing to do when Iโm spread- eagled. With my legs tied as tightly as they are, I can only twist a little bit, but itโs enough to reach my right hand.
Enough to maybe have a fighting chance at breaking completely free.
Slipping my fingers in between the ropes and my right wrist, I start pulling as hard as I can. The bizarre twisting adds another layer of pain to the mix, but once again I ignore it. Iโm pretty sure any pain I feel now is nothing compared to what Iโll feel once Lia decides toโฆdo whatever it is sheโs planning on doing.
Finally, the rope on this wrist slips, too, and I manage to slide my right hand free as well. Somehow the hope that comes with that little bit of freedom makes me panic more, and it takes every ounce of concentration I have not to cry as I sit up and start fumbling with the ropes around my ankles.
Every second feels like an eternity as I strain my ears in a desperate attempt to listen for Lia. I donโt know why it matters so much; itโs not like Iโll be able to lie back down and fake it if she shows up. All this blood pretty much negates any chance of that ever happening.
Just the thought has me doubling my already frantic efforts, yanking on the ropes and pulling against them until my fingers and ankles are as raw and bloody as my wrists.
The rope around my right ankle finally gives a little bit. Not enough to get my foot through, but more than enough to have me concentrating solely on that side.
Another minute and a half, Iโm guessing, and Iโve got my right foot free, which leaves me to concentrate on the left
foot with everything Iโve got. At least until a high pitched scream slices through the cold air and has pretty much every hair on my body standing straight upโespecially when the scream echoes around and around me.
Itโs Lia, I know it. My blood runs cold, and for a second I canโt move, canโt think through the terror. But then the voice is back, cutting through the fear and ordering me toย Hurry, hurry, hurry.
I start tearing at the rope, no longer caring if I dig deep furrows into my skin as I try desperately to untie it. Try desperately to escape.
โPlease, please, please,โ I mutter to the universe again. โPlease.โ
I have no idea where I am, no idea if I actually manage to get loose if I can even get out of this place without freezing to death when I step outside. Just the idea of being trapped here has the panic simmering right below the surface rearing its ugly head again.
One problem at a time, I remind myself. Get free from the restraints and then worry about what comes next. Everything else, no matter how terrible, is still a step up from being tied to a stone table like some kind of human sacrifice.
My breath catches in my throat at the thought, a sob welling up within me. But I push the tears back down where they belong. Later, I can cry.
Later, I can do a lot of things.
For now, I need to get off this altar or whatever the hell it is. I need to escape and I need to figure out whatโs happening to Jaxon. Everything else can wait.
The rope givesโthankyouthankyouthankyouโand I manage to wiggle my foot out without sacrificing too many layers of skin.
The moment Iโm free, I jump off the tableโฆand nearly fall flat on the ground. Now that Iโm standing, I realize just how woozy I still am. I thought the adrenaline would burn through the drugs lingering in my system, but they must be really strong drugs. Or I must not have been lying on that table as long as I thought I wasโฆ
Still, I take a deep breath and focus. Try to see through the dizziness to figure out where I amโฆand how to get the hell out of here before crazy, crazy Lia finds her way back.
Another scream rends the air, and I freezeโthen run. I donโt even know where Iโm running to, but I figure if I make my way along the walls, Iโll find a door eventually. And if Iโm lucky, itโll be on the early side of eventually.
But Iโve barely taken a step before a roar follows the scream, this one deep and powerful and completely animalistic. For a second, just a second, I think it might be Jaxon, and a new rush of terror slams through me.
Then logic reasserts itselfโIโve heard Jaxon in many different ways, but never like this. Never like an animal devoid of any human qualities.
Thereโs another roar, followed by a crash against the wall. More screams, growls, things breaking, another crash.
Liaโs clearly in a fight, and I should use this chance to escape. But what if Iโm wrong? What if those growls and roars are from Jaxon? What if heโs as disoriented as I am and canโt defend himself against her?
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I sprint toward the wall where the noises are coming from. Itโs a foolish moveโthe most foolishโbut I need to know if itโs Jaxon. I need to know if heโs okay or if sheโs doing to him what she planned to do to me.
I bang my knees against something as I make my way across what I now realize is a massive room. Whatever I hit topples over, splashing liquid onto my feet and the long cotton shift Lia dressed me in.
The water feels disgusting, squishing between my toes and soaking my dress, but I ignore it and keep running as fast as I can. Thatโs not very fast, given the drugs and my raw, wet feet, but I push on. At least until a thousand candles burst to life around me all at once.
As their flames light up the room, I freeze. And wish with everything in me that I was back in the dark.





