โKnock, Knock, Knocking on Deathโs Doorโ
I spend the next fifteen minutes trying to throw up the inside of my stomach and hoping that if this godforsaken placeย isย trying to kill me, it just gets it over with already.
When the nausea finally stops about half an hour later, Iโm exhausted and the headache is back in full force.
โShould I get the nurse?โ Macy asks, walking behind me, arms outstretched to catch me as I make my way to the bed. โI think I should get the nurse.โ
I groan as I climb under my cool sheets. โLetโs give it a little while longer.โ
โI donโt thinkโโ
โOlder-cousin prerogative.โ I shoot her a grin Iโm far from feeling and snuggle onto my pillow. โIf Iโm not better in the morning, weโll call the nurse.โ
โAre you sure?โ Macy dances from foot to foot as though unsure what to do.
โConsidering Iโve had more than enough attention since I got to this school? Yes. Definitely.โ
She doesnโt look happy by my refusal, but eventually she nods.
I drift in and out of sleep as my cousin washes her face and changes into her pajamas. But right around the time
she turns off the light and crawls into bed, another wave of nausea rolls over me. I ride it out, trying to ignore how much I wish my mom were here to baby me a little, and eventually fall into a fitful sleep, one I donโt wake from until an alarm blares at six thirty the next morning. It goes off just as abruptly as someone hits Snooze.
I wake up disoriented, trying to remember where I am and whose godawful alarm was beeping in my ear. Then it all comes flooding back. After one additional trip to the bathroom around three to dry heave my guts up, the nausea receded, which was a giant plus. And everything else feels okay nowโmy head has stopped spinning, and while my throat feels dry, it doesnโt hurt, either.
Huh. Looks like the internet was right about the wholeย twenty-four to forty-eight hours to acclimateย thing. Iโm good as new.
At least until I sit up and realize the rest of my body is another story. Nearly every muscle I have aches like Iโve just climbed Denaliโafter running a marathon. Iโm pretty sure itโs just dehydration combined with how tense I was yesterday, but either way, Iโm in no mood to get up. Iโm certainly in no mood to put on a happy face for my first day of classes.
I lie back down and pull the covers over my head, trying to decide what I want to do. Iโm still lying there ten minutes later when Macy wakes up with a grumble.
The first thing she does is slap at her alarm until it stops againโsomething I am eternally grateful for, considering she picked the most grating, annoying sound ever created to wake up toโbut it takes her only a second to climb out of
bed and come over to me.
โGrace?โ she whispers softly, like she wants to check on me but doesnโt want to wake me up at the same time.
โIโm okay,โ I tell her. โJust sore.โ
โYuck. Thatโs probably dehydration.โ She crosses to the fridge in the corner of the room and pulls out a pitcher of water. She pours two glasses and then hands me one as she settles back onto her bed. She spends a minute textingโ Cam, I figureโbefore tossing her phone aside and looking at me. โI have to go to my classes todayโIโve got tests in three of themโbut Iโll come back and check on you when I can.โ
Iโm pretty much loving her assumption that Iโm not going to class, so I donโt argue. Except to say, โYou donโt have to go out of your way to check on me. Iโm feeling much better.โ
โGood, then you can consider this a mental health day, of theย Holy crap, I just moved to Alaska!ย variety.โ
โThereโs an actual mental health day for that?โ I tease, moving around until Iโm sitting up with my back against the wall.
Macy snorts. โThere are whole mental healthย monthsย for
that. Alaskaโs not easy.โ
Itโs my turn to snort. โNo kidding. Iโve been here less than forty-eight hours and Iโve already figured that out.โ
โThatโs just because youโre afraid of wolves,โ she teases. โAnd bears,โ I admit without a flicker of embarrassment.
โAs any sane person should be.โ
โYou have a point.โ She grins. โYou should take the day and do whatever you want. Read a book, watch some trash
TV, eat my stash of junk food if your stomach feels up to it. Dad will let your teachers know youโll be starting tomorrow instead of today.โ
I hadnโt even thought of Uncle Finn. โWill your dad be okay with me skipping class?โ
โHeโs the one who suggested it.โ
โHow does he knowโ?โ I break off when a knock sounds at the door. โWhoโ?โ
โMy dad,โ Macy says as she crosses the room and throws open the door with a flourish. โWho else?โ
Except itโs not Uncle Finn at all. Itโs Flint, who takes one look at Macy in her tiny nightshirt and me in last nightโs dress and smeared makeup and starts grinning like a dork.
โLooking good, ladies.โ He gives a low whistle. โGuess you decided to take the tea party up a notch or four last night, huh?โ
โWouldnโt you like to know,โ Macy taunts as she makes a beeline for the bathroom and the privacy it affords. I donโt bother to answer, just stick my tongue out at him. He laughs and raises his eyebrows in response.
โIย wouldย like to know,โ Flint tells me as he crosses over to
sit on the end of my bed. โWhereโd you run off to? And why?โ
Because telling him the whole reason involves trying to explain my bizarre reaction to Jaxonโnot to mention everything that came afterโI settle for part of the truth. โThe altitude really started getting to me. I felt like I was going to throw up, so I came back to the room.โ
That wipes the smile off his face. โHow are you now? Altitude sickness isnโt anything to fool around with. Can you
breathe okay?โ
โI can breathe fine. I swear,โ I add when he doesnโt look convinced. โIโm feeling almost normal today. Just had to get used to the mountains, I guess.โ
โSpeaking of mountains.โ Flintโs appealing grin is back. โThatโs why I came by. A bunch of us are having a snowball fight after dinner tonight. Thought you might want to join inโฆif you feel okay, I mean.โ
โA snowball fight?โ I shake my head. โI donโt think I should.โ
โWhy not?โ
โBecause I donโt even know how to make a snowball, let alone how to throw one.โ
He looks at me like Iโm being silly. โYou pick up snow, you pack it into a ball, and then you throw it at the nearest person.โ He uses his hands to mime his words. โItโs not exactly hard.โ
I stare at him, unconvinced.
โCome on, New Girl. Give it a try. I promise itโll be fun.โ โCareful, Grace.โ Macy comes out of the bathroom, her
hair wrapped in a towel. โNever trust aโฆโ She trails off when Flint turns to her, brows raised.
โTheyโre having a snowball fight after class today,โ I tell her. โHe wants us to join.โ He hadnโt invited Macy in so many words, but thereโs no way Iโm going without her. And from the sudden smile on her face, Iโm guessing I made the right choice.
โSeriously? We have to go, Grace. Flintโs snowball fights are legendary around here.โ
โThat doesnโt exactly raise my confidence level,
considering I have no idea what Iโm doing.โ โItโll be fine,โ they both say at the same time.
Itโs my turn to raise my brows as I look back and forth between them.
โTrust me,โ Flint implores. โIโll take good care of you.โ โDonโt trust him,โ Macy tells me. โPut a snowball in that
boyโs hand and heโs utterly diabolical. But that doesnโt mean it wonโt be fun.โ
I still think itโs a bad idea, but Flint and Macy are my only two actual friends at Katmere. Who knows what will happen with Lia, and as for Jaxonโฆ Jaxon is a lot of things, but I definitely wouldnโt call him a friend. Or even friendly, for that matter.
โOkay, fine,โ I give in gracefully. โBut if I end up dying in the middle of the fight, Iโm going to haunt both of you forever.โ
โIโm pretty sure youโll survive,โ Macy assures me.
Flint, on the other hand, just winks. โAnd if not, I can think of worse ways to spend eternity.โ
Before I can think of a reply, he leans in and plants a kiss on my cheek. โSee you later, New Girl.โ Then heโs gone, slipping out the door without a second glance.
Iโm left standing with a wide-eyed, open-mouthed Macy, practically bursting with excitement over the small gesture. Meanwhile, Iโm painfully aware that no matter how charming Flint is, he doesnโt stir anything in me like Jaxon does.