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Chapter no 40 – I WILL SURVIVE

Consider Me (Playing For Keeps, #1)

CARTER

OLIVIAโ€™S LATE,ย but thatโ€™s nothing new. I donโ€™t mind, except that Iโ€™m slightly terrified her niece and nephew will show up for this sleepover and she still wonโ€™t be here. I think I can handle Alannah on my own for a bit, but Jem? He, likeโ€ฆrequires a responsible adult. Iโ€™m gonna be that adult.

I put the finishing touches on the movie fort and check my phone again.

No response from Olivia, and the kids are being dropped off in an hour.

Have I mentioned Iโ€™ve never babysat before? Iโ€™m panicking.

I dial Oliviaโ€™s number, hand on my hip, foot tapping while I listen to each ring that ultimately brings me to her voice mail. I donโ€™t care how cute she sounds while she tells me sheโ€™s sorry she missed my phone call; Iโ€™m still panicking.

She shouldโ€™ve been here an hour ago. She brought her clothes to work so she could come right here. Sheโ€™s not here and she hasnโ€™t answered any calls or messages. Maybe itโ€™s my controlling streak, or maybe itโ€™s the fact that the last time I couldnโ€™t get a hold of someone, he was lying dead on the side of the road, but Iโ€™ve passed the point of panic now.

Which is why I call two more times in quick succession. Olivia answers on the last ring, breathless. โ€œHello?โ€

The pain stretching across my chest subsides, yet I still bark out, โ€œWhere are you? Why werenโ€™t you answering?โ€

โ€œIโ€ฆIโ€™m sorry, Carter.โ€

My eyes fall shut at the surprise in her tone, the wave of hurt at my words. I take a deep breath and try again. โ€œAre you okay?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m fine.โ€ She sighs, grunts, and makes a whole lot of other sounds. I think I hearโ€ฆkicking? Punching? โ€œStupidโ€ฆfuckingโ€ฆsnowโ€ฆfucking

Canadian winterโ€ฆpiece of crapโ€ฆcar!โ€

I swallow my laugh. Itโ€™s the second day of March. For mostโ€”and usually us tooโ€”it means the arrival of spring. This winter from hell means we had a snowstorm yesterday. Olivia drives an old Toyota Corolla, and she got her snow tires the first winter she was here. This is her eighth winter.

โ€œWhere are you, Ol?โ€ Itโ€™s easier to beat around the bush with her sometimes than to come right out and ask her what you really want to know, which, right now, is whether sheโ€™s gotten herself stuck in the snow.

โ€œDown the road from the school,โ€ Olivia grumbles.

โ€œUh-huh. And whyโ€™s that? School finished at two thirty. Itโ€™s four.โ€ โ€œIโ€™m stuck,โ€ she mumbles.

โ€œYouโ€™re what?โ€

โ€œStuck.โ€

โ€œSay it again, princess. Canโ€™t quite hear you over the roar of the fireplace.โ€ If I push her buttons right, we can have a quick round of steamy, wild s*x with Olivia pushed up against the wall before the kids get here.

Oliviaโ€™s still swearing at me, and I smile to myself as I settle into my truck and start backing out of the garage.

โ€œAre you coming to get me?โ€ she asks quietly as my phone connects to my speakers.

โ€œUh-huh. Which I couldโ€™ve done an hour ago if youโ€™d called me when you first got yourself stuck.โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™tโ€”it wasnโ€™tโ€”youโ€”ugh!โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll be there in fifteen minutes,โ€ I tell her with a chuckle.

โ€œThank you. You can find me standing on the side of the road, halfway in the ditch.โ€

And thatโ€™s pretty much exactly where I find her. Thereโ€™s only a foot, maybe, but itโ€™s that heavy, wet snow, the kind that doesnโ€™t want to move, which means the way sheโ€™s trying to kick it away from her tires is futile. I see her mouth moving as she talks to herself, see the way her body sags when she sees me. She does this dramatic half sprawl thing over the hood of her car, and I love her more than I ever thought possible.

โ€œWell, well, well. Who could have ever predicted little olโ€™ red wouldnโ€™t make it in all this snow?โ€

โ€œI have snow tires!โ€

โ€œHate to break it to you, sweetheart, but when your snow tires are eight years old and have no tread left on them, theyโ€™re not gonna do their job.โ€

She huffs and puffs but doesnโ€™t have a retort, instead choosing to pin her arms across her chest and frown. Her toque slips down her forehead, and she couldnโ€™t look more bothered that she has to shift it out of her eyes to keep scowling at me, my fierce girl.

โ€œYou canโ€™t drive this piece of shโ€”โ€ I halt, catching the slow rise of her dark brows. Her expression is expectant, waiting for me to finish that word I started. โ€œSsshhhiny red metal.โ€ The corner of her mouth lifts and I grin. โ€œItโ€™s not built for Canadian winters.โ€

Olivia throws both arms in the air. The thick mittens with the floppy puppy ears make the gesture more cute than scary. โ€œWell, excuse me for not having seven cars to choose from!โ€

โ€œFive,โ€ I murmur. โ€œWhat?โ€

โ€œI only have five cars.โ€

Mocha eyes do an exasperated roll. โ€œThatโ€™s still four more than the average human. But, oh wait, I forgotโ€”Carter Beckett is anything but average!โ€

Her arms are in the air again, and my teeth press into my bottom lip to keep my smile from turning into a full-blown, shit-eating grin. โ€œSnarky girls get put on time-out.โ€

Oliviaโ€™s face breaks as a burst of laughter escapes. Shuffling slowly through the snow, she wraps her arms around me, chin on my chest as she smiles up at me. โ€œIโ€™m sorry. All five of your cars are pretty, and I love that youโ€™re anything but ordinary.โ€

โ€œMmm.โ€ I rock her side to side, hands on her ass. โ€œWould you say Iโ€™m superhuman? Your very own superman, perhaps?โ€

Gripping the collar of my coat, she hauls me down to her, her lips brushing against mine. โ€œKeep talking, big man. See where that gets you.โ€

โ€œI know exactly where itโ€™ll get meโ€”between your luscious thighs.โ€ I kiss her mouth, then her nose. โ€œIโ€™m sorry, Ollie. Iโ€™m sorry I was upset on the phone earlier.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s okay, Carter.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s not. I was worried something happened to you, and I let it get the best of me.โ€ My thumb brushes over the crease in her forehead, hoping to smooth it right off. When that doesnโ€™t work, I kiss the spot and try for humor. โ€œGuess Iโ€™m not as perfect as you always say I am.โ€

Olivia takes my face in her hands. โ€œYouโ€™re perfectly flawed, and Iโ€™m going to love you through all your faults, because you love me through mine.โ€

โ€œI fucking love you.โ€ I clap a hand to her ass and give her a gentle shove toward the truck. โ€œAll right. Follow behind me. Iโ€™m parking this thing in my garage โ€™til the snow is gone.โ€

โ€œBut I-I canโ€™tโ€ฆIโ€™ve never driven a truck.โ€ โ€œSheโ€™s real gentle. Promise.โ€

Olivia looks up at the daunting task before her: climbing up. โ€œI donโ€™t think I canโ€ฆCarter, I donโ€™t think I can reach. I have little legs.โ€

โ€œPowerfulย little legs.โ€ I scoot behind her, crossing my arms as I gesture to the seat with the flick of my head. โ€œCome on. Letโ€™s see you work for it.โ€

She narrows her eyes before she turns back to the seat and starts trying to climb up there. Itโ€™s amusing.ย Highlyย amusing. I start reaching for my phone in my pocket, because I know a few people who would get a kick out of this.

โ€œDonโ€™t even think about it,โ€ she growls without looking at me. Damn teachers with their eyes everywhere.

With a grunt, Olivia throws herself at the seat, feet dangling off the ground and ass in the air as she clutches the center console and starts dragging herself up. Chuckling, I put her out of her misery, boosting her the rest of the way. Grabbing the shovel out of the truck bed, I make my way back to her car, digging her tires out. Sheโ€™s gotten herself stuck pretty damn good, and it takes me a few minutes of rocking the car back and forth before it wants to go forward.

I hit Olivia with two thumbs up when Iโ€™m ready to go, then climb into her car. Itโ€™s way too small for me and my knees hit the steering wheel.

It takes me all of one minute to realize Oliviaโ€™s one of those people whoโ€™s anxious about driving in the snow. Or maybe sheโ€™s anxious about driving a truck thatโ€™s worth more than her annual salary. Probably both. Regardless, Iโ€™m driving three miles under the speed limit the entire way back to my place just to placate her.

She follows me into the garage and hops down from the front seat with anย oomphย and a smile. โ€œThank you, Carter. That wasnโ€™t so bad.โ€

โ€œNew snow tires next winter.โ€ I swap her keys for the truck keys on her ring. โ€œOr an entirely new car.โ€ Birthday present? Maybe. Seems like something sheโ€™d be likely to castrate me over, though.

โ€œWhat are you doing?โ€

โ€œAdding the truck keys to your key ring?โ€ I arch a brow and smile before hanging all sets of keys up, opening the door to the house. Olivia doesnโ€™t budge.

โ€œI can see that. But why?โ€

โ€œSo you can get around safely in the snow.โ€ I gesture toward the doorway again.

โ€œCarter, I canโ€™t drive your truck every day.โ€

โ€œSure you can. I have five cars, remember? Donโ€™t need this one right now.โ€ I tap her nose. โ€œBut you do.โ€

โ€œBut-butโ€”โ€

โ€œI do love your butt-butt.โ€

Back go the arms across her chest. โ€œCarter.โ€

โ€œOlivia. Weโ€™re arguing over something pointless. Your car is giving you trouble and Iโ€™d worry less about you if I knew your tires werenโ€™t spinning while Iโ€™m thousands of miles away. Please, just use it. At least until the snow is gone.โ€ Taking her hand, I haul her back to the truck. โ€œAnd, look!โ€ I press a button on the inside of the door and a side step appears.

Oliviaโ€™s jaw drops. โ€œThere was a step this whole time? And you made me climb in?โ€

I shrug. โ€œIt was fun to watch. Plus, I got to touch your butt.โ€ Her little fist pummels into my shoulder. โ€œYouโ€™re a jerk.โ€

โ€œA perfectly flawed, superhuman jerk.โ€

Her nose scrunches as she triesโ€”and failsโ€”not to grin. โ€œI love you.โ€

I wind my arm around her waist and kiss her cheek. โ€œI love you, too, pumpkin.โ€

Olivia heads upstairs to get changed, and I start on the Oreo brownies I promised Alannah. My mom invented this recipe for my twelfth birthday. Thereโ€™s cookie dough in these bad boys, and I accidentally eat a few spoonfuls while I smoosh it into the bottom of the pan. Oops.

โ€œCarter!โ€

I smile to myself. Iโ€™m 100 percent sure what Oliviaโ€™s hollering about up there, so I know a little flattery will go a long way. โ€œYes, my darling?โ€

โ€œGet up here!โ€

I head up the stairs, trying to contain myself, and when I enter the bedroom, Oliviaโ€™s waiting, fists on her hips, foot tapping.

She gestures at the large canvas hanging above the fireplace. โ€œWhat is that?โ€

I pretend to examine the print, sucking my lower lip into my mouth, gaze following the lines of Oliviaโ€™s bare shoulders, the droplets of water that cling to her back in the glow of the fire she sits in front of, though I had the picture printed in black and white. โ€œArt.โ€

โ€œArt?โ€

โ€œYeah. Art.โ€

Her hands fly around her head. Sheโ€™s so expressive when she talks. โ€œItโ€™s not art! Itโ€™s a picture of me reading! Naked!โ€

โ€œCorrect.โ€ I tap her nose for at least the third time in the last half hour, โ€™cause itโ€™s just so cute. โ€œArt. And besides, all you can see is your back.โ€

My gaze coasts down her body, heating on the way. Sheโ€™s in only a T- shirt and panties, likely having stopped getting dressed when she noticed the picture and flew into a rage. So, I do what any man would do: push her up against the wall.

โ€œI like having you on my wall.โ€ My hand wraps around her throat as my nose trails her. โ€œAnd I think you like being there. Iโ€™d print every damn picture of you and cover every inch of this house with your body if it was acceptable, but itโ€™s not, and you might rip off my balls, and I like them right where they are.โ€

โ€œBetween your legs?โ€ She gasps as I dip my fingers into her panties, sliding through her folds, warm, so wet.

โ€œYes, but preferably slapping against your ass.โ€

โ€œCarter.โ€ Another gasp, this one with a hint of disbelief. The disbelief at my words will wane with time.

โ€œYouโ€™re always wet for me when youโ€™re pretending to be angry.โ€

โ€œIโ€™mโ€ฆnotโ€ฆpretending,โ€ she chokes out, nails biting into my shoulders as I sink two fingers inside her.

โ€œIs that right?โ€

Her stare is hazy, swollen lips parted as she pants, grinding against my palm. That pink tongue wets her bottom lip before she gives me a curt nod, so I smile and pull my fingers from her sopping warmth.

Those brown eyes widen and her jaw drops. โ€œCarter. No. What are you

โ€”โ€

The doorbell rings and I suck my fingers into my mouth, licking her

taste off me before I clap a hand to her ass. โ€œCome on. The kids are here.โ€

Once Iโ€™m washed up and Olivia is fully clothedโ€”and more pissed than everโ€”I throw open the front door.

โ€œCarter!โ€ Alannah flings her bag to the floor and throws herself around

me.

I barely see Jem before Jeremy is shoving him into my arms. He seems

to like to do this a lot, likely because heโ€™s waiting for me to fail.

โ€œWould you quit shoving our son off like you canโ€™t wait to get rid of him?โ€ Kristinโ€™s palm hits the back of Jeremyโ€™s head.

He winces, rubbing the spot. โ€œSorry. He wanted to see his Uncle Carter.โ€ He smirks as he says the name, but the jokeโ€™s on him; I secretly like it.

Olivia takes Jem, kissing every inch of his chubby face and making me smile.

โ€œCarter.โ€ Alanna tugs on my elbow and holds up a bag, winking at me. โ€œI got the stuff.โ€

I peek inside, noting the box of Oreos, the pancake mix, and the maple syrup. โ€œRight on, dude. You didnโ€™t have to bring it all, though. I got it!โ€

โ€œPfft.โ€ She waves me off. โ€œItโ€™s no big deal, dude.โ€

โ€œSoโ€ฆโ€ Jeremy steps into the house, looking around. โ€œCan we get a tour?โ€

โ€œI wanna see my bedroom!โ€ Alannah shouts, jumping up and down. I sweep my arms up the stairs. โ€œRight this way, milady.โ€

Alannah chooses the first bedroom she enters, flopping down on the bed. โ€œWhoa! This thing isย huge!โ€

Jeremy sets Jemโ€™s playpen up while Alannah examines every inch of the room.

โ€œI have my own bathroom!โ€ she shouts from inside the shower before she bounds out, jumping up and down in front of me. โ€œLetโ€™s see the rest of the house!โ€

She peeks her head inside every bedroom, determining that hers is the best though theyโ€™re all virtually the same, and when she reaches for my bedroom door, Olivia throws herself in front of it.

โ€œUm, maybe not this one.โ€ Her giggle is past anxious.

Jeremyโ€™s eyes narrow before he brushes by her and opens the door. โ€œWhoa.โ€ His hands dust over the stone fireplace before he sticks his head in the bathroom, jaw dropping. Crossing the room, he throws open the balcony doors. โ€œGoddamn fireplace on the goddamn balcony.โ€

โ€œTwo dollars for the swear jar, Daddy!โ€ Alannah curls her fingers into her palm. โ€œPay up, buddy!โ€

He swats her hand away and makes his way back inside, gaze roaming the room with wonder. They stop on the picture of Olivia, and I watch her look away, whole body trembling with anticipation, face blazing.

โ€œOllie,โ€ Kristin murmurs. โ€œIs this you? Itโ€™s stunning.โ€

โ€œWhat? Oh. That. Umโ€ฆno.โ€ This girl is the worst liar in the world.

Jeremyโ€™s brows pull together as he examines the picture before his eyes screw shut and gags. โ€œGross.โ€

Olivia punches him in the arm, tells him to shut up, and storms from the room.

I flash Jeremy a broad grin, tucking my hands in my pockets. โ€œCharming, ainโ€™t she?โ€

 

โ€œWhat movie next? Can I stay up past my bedtime?โ€

Next movie? Weโ€™ve already watched two. This girl is a ball of fucking fire.

I flop my head over my shoulder, pouting at Olivia. โ€œIโ€™m so tired.โ€

She runs her fingers through Jemโ€™s fluffy hair as he drools on her shirt. โ€œI warned you.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re tired?โ€ Alannah asks. Sheโ€™s got chocolate smeared in the corner of her mouth, but she doesnโ€™t care.ย Saving it for laterย is what she said when Olivia pointed it out. โ€œYou wanna take a dance break? Get our energy back up? Come on, big boy, youโ€™re supposed to be fit and healthy.โ€

โ€œI thought I was,โ€ I murmur, letting Alannah pull me out of the fort.

Until kids. Christ, kids are exhausting. Cute, fun,ย exhausting.

Clearing a space for an impromptu dance party, I cue upย Just Danceย and consider the fact that I might actually be too tired to have s*x with my girlfriend later tonight. The thought makes me frown, and Oliviaโ€™s lips find the corner of my mouth.

โ€œSheโ€™ll be out within twenty minutes of the next movie. Promise.โ€

I spin Alannah around the living room while I watch Olivia twist and dip a giggling, babbling Jem, before she tells us sheโ€™s going to take him upstairs and lay him down for the night.

When Alannah collapses on the floor, I throw her the remote. โ€œPick the next movie. Iโ€™m gonna go check on Auntie Ollie and Jem.โ€

โ€œโ€™Kay,โ€ she heaves. โ€œIโ€™m gonna have another slice of pizza.โ€

Upstairs, I lean against the door frame, listening as Olivia sings softly to Jem, watching her hips sway in the dim moonlight as she holds him, looking out the windows at all the stars. With a soft sigh, she kisses his forehead and lays him down in the playpen.

โ€œI love you, Jemmy,โ€ she whispers.

I catch her around the waist when she steps close enough, and her breath snags in her throat, nails biting into my biceps.

โ€œCarter,โ€ she breathes into the dark. โ€œI didnโ€™t see you.โ€ โ€œBut I saw you. And I love you, so fucking much.โ€

I hold her close for a minute, reveling the peace having her in my arms brings me, my own slice of heaven. Downstairs, we find Alannah lounging in the middle of the fort, munching her slice of pizza.

โ€œI pickedย Inside Out. The girl plays hockey! Thereโ€™s never any movies about girls playing hockey.โ€

She rests her head on my shoulder with a happy sigh when I lie down beside her, and laces her fingers through Oliviaโ€™s.

And Oliviaโ€™s right, as she often is. Alannahโ€™s out cold fifteen minutes into the movie. We give her another fifteen, to be sure, before I haul her into my arms and carry her upstairs. She stirs as I lay her down and tuck her in.

โ€œCarter?โ€ Her bleary eyes flutter slowly. โ€œWhatโ€™s up, dude?โ€

โ€œThis was the best ever slumber party.โ€ She hugs me close. โ€œI love you, dude.โ€

My chest tightens. โ€œI love you, too, little dude.โ€

She waves at Olivia across the room. โ€œNight, Auntie Ollie. I love you.โ€ โ€œLove you, too, fierce girl.โ€

My shoulders sag with relief when the door clicks closed behind me. โ€œI did it. I survived my first sleepover.โ€

Olivia grins. โ€œOh, you sweet, naรฏve fool. Itโ€™s not over โ€™til theyโ€™re gone.โ€ Her teeth press into her lower lip. โ€œYouโ€™re not too tired to fuck your girlfriend, are you?โ€

โ€œWell, Iโ€”โ€ My words die a gurgle as her palm closes over my cock, and he rockets to attention. I toss Olivia over my shoulder, dashing down the hall.

โ€œThe sword of thunder is never too tired.โ€

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