DESPERATION REEKS. OR maybe itโs the hockey team’s locker room after practice. Running showers and loud voices drift through the halls as I try to find Coach Kilnerโs office. Staying away from the rink like it has a contagious disease is proving to be a disadvantage when the long hall of blue doors resembles a maze.
When a phone rings behind me, my eyes meet a shirtless guy in a low- hanging towel. โSummer?โ
Crap. โHey, Kian.โ I awkwardly wave.
Kian Ishida was in every psychology class I took in junior year. We became friends when we got partnered at an extra credit seminar about brain dysfunction. I was happy to have someone who cared about sports psychology as much as I did, until I found out heโs a hockey player. Much to my dismay, the six-foot-two right-winger has been playing for Dalton since freshman year. After I learned that, our friendship fizzled because even the depth of the ocean couldnโt take me as far as I wanted to be from hockey. Just hearing someone talk about it made my insides churn at a slow, agonizing rotation.
He steps toward me. โI texted you about my schedule. Do you have Chung for Advanced Stats?โ
I saw his text, and we do have two of the same classes this semester. I was hoping I could find a seat in the back of the lecture hall to avoid him. โI do, and Philosophy with Kristian.โ
โSick, Iโll see you in class then.โ My plastic smile doesnโt match his bright one. โWhat are you doing here? I didnโt take you for a hockey fan.โ
โIโm not. Iโm here to see Coach Kilner. Do you know where his office is?โ
His gaze moves down the hall in confusion before he suppresses a smile. โWhatโs so funny?โ I ask warily.
โNothing.โ He clears his throat. โHeโs the last door on the right. See you in class, Sunny.โ Heโs gone before I can analyze his expression or the weird
nickname.
Finding Coach Kilnerโs door, I knock on the translucent glass panel, and a gruff voice calls, โCome in.โ
The door creaks ominously like itโs telling me to run before I get caught in a mess. Iโm met with a smiling Coach Kilner and someone sitting before him. Shower damp hair and the Dalton logo sit on the back of his shirt.
I pause, thinking Iโm intruding, but Coach waves me in. โHave a seat, Ms. Preston.โ The guy doesnโt acknowledge me when I sit beside him, and I donโt bother to, either. โLaura contacted me about your assignment. I understand you would like to do your project on hockey,โ
I would rather do it on the gum on the bottom of his shoe, but I canโt exactly say that. โRight. Itโs research on college athletes and burnout for my grad school application,โ I say.
โGreat. Then meet Aiden Crawford, the captain of our hockey team.โ
My eyes widen in alarm. The captain? Theyโre making me do my research with theย captain? โOh. Uh, thatโs cool but I can work with a third or fourth line. I donโt want to disrupt the team.โ
โYou wonโt be disrupting anything. Besides, Aiden needs it,โ he says, a tight string of tension suffocating his words. They clearly had a heated conversation before I entered. That would explain why the captain is simmering beside me. โRight, Aiden?โ
This time I turn to him. Wavy brown hair and flawless skin meet my eyes. His side profile could be mistaken for one of the models off Amaraโs firefighter calendars. But despite all that he still looks like a prick.
โCoach, this is a waste of my time.โ His deep voice is filled with poorly contained irritation. โThis canโt be my only option.โ
Surprise, surprise. My prediction of the hockey captain has been proven to be accurate. โMy grad school paper is not a waste of time,โ I say.
โMaybe not for you,โ he retorts, without even looking at me. The guy canโt even bother to insult me to my face. This is my worst-case scenario, and now I have to deal with him on top of it?
โLook, I donโt need to sit here and listen to you be an asshole.โ I fail to suppress the anger that boils to the surface.
Thatโs when he turns, deep green eyes narrow when they meet mine, but Coach Kilner interrupts the charged look.
โAll right, thatโs enough. Aiden you donโt get to argue about this.โ
โIโm not doing this, Coach. Iโll do fundraisers and teach the kids, but not this.โ
Heโs acting like Iโm not even here. His little tantrum is inciting the anger that Langston had kindled earlier. Aggravation shoots up my spine. โDonโt think Iโm so eager to do this with a hockey player either, Clifford.โ
โCrawford,โ he corrects.
Coach sighs. โIโm not here to babysit either of you. I’ve given you the assignment. The rest you can figure out like adults.โ
โBut Coachโโ
โYou know the consequences, Aiden.โ He shoots him a stern look and Aidenโs jaw tightens. โAnd Ms. Preston, youโre free to discuss a switch with your professor. But even you know you wonโt get a better candidate than the captain.โ
When he walks out, Aiden curses under his breath. He runs a frustrated hand through his hair before turning to me. โLook, Iโm sorry but I canโt help you with this. You can find someone else.โ
He doesnโt sound the least bit apologetic. โClearly. Youโre not exactly the belle of the ball.โ
The way his head rears gives me a spark of satisfaction. โIโm the captain of the team. Iโm quite literally the belle of the ball.โ
โYouโre also the asshole of the ball, and those two donโt mix well.โ
He glowers. โGlad thatโs established because we wonโt be working together. Iโm not your research experiment.โ
โGood! I donโt want you to be,โ I say, pushing my chair back. โDamn hockey players.โ I slam the door behind me. I couldnโt have gotten out of there quicker if there was a fire. Judging from the way his eyes flamed there might as well have been.
Cold January air doesnโt cool my skin as I storm over to the psychology building. Halfway there, Iโm wrapped in a bear hug.
โSampson,โ I wheeze.
Tyler Sampson loosens his hold. โAh, so you remember me?โ โShut up, I saw you before break,โ I say, pushing him away.
Sampson is the only hockey player I can stomach without breaking out in hives. We grew up together because our dads are best friends and weโve stuck by each otherโs side at every grueling family event.
He watches me. โWhy do you look so pissed at that building?โ
โIโm not pissed at the building. Iโm pissed at the devil inside it.โ I take a deep breath, glancing at him. โYouโre going to laugh.โ
He gives me a look to continue.
โYou know that research paper I have to submit with my grad school application so Iโm considered for co-op?โ
He nods.
โLangston assigned hockey as my sport.โ
Tyler knows about my turbulent relationship with my dad, so his surprised reaction is expected. โAnd youโre going in there to tell her off? Are you sure?โ
I lift my chin confidently. โIโm standing up for myself.โ
โSummer, just think for one second. She gave you your assignment and you’re going to go in there and tell her no? The woman who rejected a studentโs thesis because he double pasted a reference?โ He gives me a pointed look. โYou thinkย sheย is going to be okay with you refusing something she assigned?โ
I remember that story circulating, but I donโt know the full truth. Langston is strict, she isnโt unreasonable. Though she did threaten to give away my spot.
My stomach takes a dip. โI donโt feel so good.โ
Iโm close to tears when Sampson takes hold of my arms. โYouโll be fine, itโs only a few months. But if you really canโt do it, at least present her with an alternate proposal.โ
โYou mean, like a different sport? She already said no.โ โGive it another try.โ