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hated to admit it. But Ally had an annoyingly excellent eye. Iโd spent another hour getting schooled on color and texture by an ex-pizza server who had entirely too many opinions for an
And Christian James seemed all too happy to eat it up. Smiling at her. Complimenting her taste. And I didnโt like the way his gaze kept landing on the hem of her short knit skirt.
If I hadnโt been there, I wouldnโt have been surprised if the man had tried to talk her into drinks, dinner, and a quick fuck. Not that heโd have to coerce her. He was a charmer. Ally apparently enjoyed being charmed. And that set my teeth on edge.
I made a mental note to make sure not to include her in any further meetings with him. I didnโt need that kind of distraction.
โWhy isnโtย Labelย using the inclusion line in the story?โ Ally wanted to know as soon as Nelson brought the SUV around. Her skirt rose indecently high as she climbed into the back, and I tried not to notice. But the desire to push her facedown and flip that skirt up was so strong I had to wait a beat and take a bracing breath of winter air before joining her in the backseat.
โThatโs not our target demographic.โ I kept my answer short and terse, hoping sheโd leave me the fuck alone.
โI get that,โ she said. โBut whatโs the harm in including it?โ
Her questions annoyed me. โFashion isnโt exactly known for being inclusive. Itโs more about being special, exclusive.โ
โBut arenโt things changing?โ she pressed, clearly warming to the topic. โOther luxury labels are doing it. The population is aging. Wouldnโt it follow that more people would be willing to buy clothing that allows them to keep their independence?โ
โHave you ever readย Label?โ
โDonโt be snippy. Iโm asking the creative director a serious question. If the point of your magazine is to highlight whatโs special, youโre missing the boat by ignoring Christianโs inclusive line. Itโs human interest. Itโs highlighting the diverse buyer. And it gives you an opportunity to use a model or two who arenโt the cookie-cutter clothes hanger type. Itโs real.โ
โPeople donโt want real,โ I argued. โThey want the fantasy. They want the dress thatโs going to change their life. They want clothing that makes them feel beautiful, s*xy, special, one-of-a-kind.โ
โAnd you canโt feel that in a wheelchair?โ โAre you deliberately trying to annoy me?โ
โMaybe. Iโm also trying to figure out if you really believe what youโre saying or you just like arguing with me.โ
โYou have too many annoying opinions.โ
โTake it up with your mother,โ she said cheerfully.
โWhy donโt we play a game where we sit in silence for the entire ride back?โ
She grinned and wrinkled her nose. โIโm just trying to make the point thatย Labelย has historically been at the forefront of change. You led the transition to digital without making a giant plummet out of the black. Why not consider inclusivity as your next history-making foray?โ
โWe sell a fantasy. Clothing that reminds readers about illness or disabilities isnโt fantasy. Itโs real life, and theyโve got enough of that.โ
She frowned thoughtfully.
I didnโt like defendingย Labelโsย brand. Not when I was still learning all the subtleties of it. Fantasy and image were essential to our brand. โDonโt you have something else to do, like find a new victimโs life to ruin?โ I asked, changing the subject.
โYou talk a good game, Charming, but I think you donโt hate me nearly as much as you pretend to,โ Ally said airily.
โWanna bet?โ I sighed. โSorry. Broke.โ
A shrill ringing erupted from the depths of her backpack.
โChrist, what is that?โ I asked as the sound pierced my eardrum. She didnโt answer. Instead, she frantically pawed through her bag. โHello?โ she answered, breathlessly clutching her idiotic phone.
Her entire body seemed to go rigid while she listened.
โIs he okay?โ she demanded. The hand gripping the phone to her ear went white-knuckled.
She looked pale as she shoved a hand through her hair.
โOkay. What hospital? Is it a precaution orโฆโ she trailed off, nodding. โI can be there inโโ She leaned over Nelson and glanced at the GPS
display. โAn hour. Two tops. Hello? Can you hear me?โ
She pulled the phone away from her ear and peered at the screen. โDammit! Of course it goes dead.โ
โWhatโs wrong? Where do you need to go?โ I demanded.
She gripped the door handle like she was going to vault into traffic, and I clamped my hand over her knee to hold her in place. She was trembling, and it was killing me. โAlly.โ
โFamily emergency,โ she said, a catch in her voice. โNelson, could you pull over? I need to catch a train.โ
โWeโre five blocks away from the closest subway station,โ I told her.
โI can walk. I need to walk.โ In short, jerky motions, she was zipping her backpack and then trying to shoulder it.
โTake the car, Ally,โ I said.
She stopped what she was doing and looked at me. Really looked at me. Her brown eyes were wide. She looked scared, and I decided I fucking hated that look on her.
I squeezed her knee, hard. โBreathe,โ I commanded.
She took a slow breath and let it out. โI canโt take the car. Iโm going to Jersey,โ she said, her voice calmer.
โNelson loves Jersey,โ I told her.
โI live for it, sir,โ Nelson chimed in. That got a shaky smile out of her.
โHeโll take you to Jersey, and he can wait and drive you home,โ I said.
She started shaking again and reached for the handle. โI canโt. The train will be faster. But thank you,โ she said.
โAlly,โ I said again. I couldnโt let her just jump out of the car and disappear.
โItโs fine. Iโm fine.โ There was nothing in her tone that remotely reassured me.
Nelson signaled as he changed lanes, inching toward the subway station.
โHere. Take this,โ I said, yanking out my wallet. I threw a fifty at her. โTake a cab when you get to Jersey.โ
She looked at the money in her lap and started to shake her head.ย Newly and temporarily poor but permanently, stupidly stubborn.
โI cโโ
โIf the next word out of your mouth is โcanโt,โ Iโm going to insist on personally seeing you to your destination,โ I threatened.
She looked at the bill in her lap again then up at me. I dared her to defy
me.
โIโll pay you back,โ she said. Her voice was tight, and those golden eyes
looked a little watery to me. I didnโt want her to go.
โIโll fire you if you do. Take the car. Please,โ I added, not liking how the word felt in my mouth.
โTrainโs faster.โ
Nelson roared up to the curb. He hopped out from behind the wheel. โAre you sure youโre okay?โ I asked her.
โEverythingโs fine. Iโm fine,โ she said. โThank you, Dom.โ
I didnโt expect the thank you. Or the chaste, friendly kiss she pressed to my cheek after.
Nelson opened my door, and Ally climbed right over me and hopped out.
I watched until she and that ridiculous backpack disappeared down the stairs.
โBack to the office, sir?โ Nelson asked, sliding behind the wheel again. I was still staring at the space that Ally and her backpack had occupied.
โActually, I have a stop to make.โ