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Chapter no 14

Belladonna (Belladonna, 1)

BY THE TIMEย SYLAS FOUND HER, SIGNA WAS LEANING AGAINST

Mitra, gripping the reins to hold herself upright. Sylasโ€™s hair was mussed and peppered with twigs, like heโ€™d taken a tumble into the bushes. Beneath him, Balwin seemed delighted and not at all out of breath.

โ€œMiss Farrow!โ€ Sylas exhaled a relieved breath. โ€œYou shouldnโ€™t have taken off like that!โ€

โ€œItโ€™s not my fault you couldnโ€™t keep up,โ€ she managed. She wiped her mouth with her forearm and sucked in gulping breaths of the cool air, letting it flood her lungs and cool her skin. She hadnโ€™t realized before that interacting with a spirit took so much of a toll on her, but as it was, she could barely lift her hands. No longer could she feel Mitra there beside her, holding her up. No longer could she feelย anything.

โ€œSigna?โ€ Sylasโ€™s voice was faint. โ€œAre you ill?โ€

โ€œQuite,โ€ she managed to say. โ€œI believeโ€ฆ I believe I must have eaten something foul.โ€ She couldnโ€™t stop shivering, couldnโ€™t stop the press of cold deep within her bones. Couldnโ€™t think of anything other than how they needed to hurry because Blytheโ€™s killer was on the loose somewhere within Thorn Grove.

Signa groaned as Sylas hauled her atop Balwin. She had half a mind to protest as his arms wound around her waist to secure her in front of him on the saddle, though as it was

she could hardly see straight. She tried not to flinch from his touch. Tried to accept the help and let herself remember that she couldnโ€™t hurt anyone now that the belladonna had faded from her blood.

โ€œIf youโ€™re going to lose your stomach,โ€ he warned her, โ€œmake sure itโ€™s not on my boots.โ€

She made no promises. It felt like someone had taken a cricket bat and bludgeoned her in the temple. Her stomach threatened to empty itself at any moment, and though Sylas had shed his cloak and settled it over her, she couldnโ€™t stop shivering.

โ€œWhat happened to you?โ€ As kind as his actions were, Sylasโ€™s voice had a hard edge. โ€œDo you get ill like this often, or only when you disappear to frolic in the woods?โ€

โ€œI would hardly call this a frolic,โ€ Signa countered, curling her fingers in the offered cloak. โ€œAnd no, it doesnโ€™t happen often. I think I saw something in the forest.โ€ She decided to slip a piece of truth into her next statement, just enough to sound a little bewildered. โ€œIt felt as though something in the woods was calling to me.โ€

With his chest against her back, she could feel his body become taut against hers. Her cheeks warmed, and she tried not to think about the inappropriateness of this situation or how strong his thighs felt around her, and instead on how he didnโ€™t appear to be breathing. โ€œIs something wrong?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s nothing you should worry yourselfโ€”โ€

โ€œI can judge that for myself,โ€ she cut him off, feeling brave with Sylas in a way she didnโ€™t often get to be. โ€œWhatever it is, tell me.โ€

There was a moment when the only sound was the crunch of leaves beneath the horsesโ€™ hooves. Signa twisted to look at him, and when his smoky eyes met hers in the dim moonlight, her mouth went dry.

Everything about this man had grated her nerves when theyโ€™d first met. Now, however, things were frustratingly

the opposite. Her attention fell to the tunic that was rolled up on his arms, to his broad shoulders, down the deep neckline that revealed a glimpse of his chest.โ€ฆ And then she averted her eyes like the proper young lady she was and pretended he didnโ€™t make her skin hot while simultaneously making her want to pummel him.

Sylas, fortunately, didnโ€™t appear to notice her struggle. โ€œThere are rumors about Thorn Grove.โ€ His whisper was as unnerving as the dark forest surrounding them. โ€œRumors I wanted to tell you the day I picked you up but didnโ€™t know how. Had you anywhere else to go, I might have.โ€ They had to duck beneath branches that clawed at them, and when one threatened to tear at the sleeve of her borrowed cloak, he paused to help her untangle it with deft fingers. The moment she was freed, she swayed forward in the saddle and cleared her throat.

โ€œYou were saying?โ€ She could only pray that her skin was not flushed pink.

He frowned a little but continued nevertheless. โ€œI was saying that, at night, the servants claim they can hear a woman crying. Some refuse to wander the halls after dark, for there are whispers of a ghost. A blond woman in a white dress, watching them one moment and gone the next. And Master Hawthorneโ€ฆ Heโ€™s the worst off. I think he hears her, too. I think thatโ€™s why he doesnโ€™t sleep, doesnโ€™t eat, doesnโ€™t do much of anything anymore.โ€

โ€œOther than throw soirees,โ€ Signa added. The most lavish and risquรฉ ones sheโ€™d ever heard of.

โ€œTo drown out the sound of her cries, I imagine,โ€ Sylas defended. โ€œTo keep her at bay, and to forget. Iโ€™ve known the Hawthornes for a long while, and I assure you that he was not always like this.โ€

They knew about Lillianโ€™s spirit, then. They may not have been able to see her, but they knew she was there. Signaโ€™s body sagged against his as she blew out a breath. So relieved was she that, had she the energy, sheโ€™d have

thrown her arms around Balwin and kissed him between the eyes. Death had told her there were people who could see glimpses behind the veil of the living. While they likely couldnโ€™t see Lillian as she could, they knew they were being haunted. If anyone suspected Signa of seeing Lillianโ€™s spirit, they wouldnโ€™t bat an eye. Luck, it seemed, had finally decided to throw her some favor.

โ€œWhat about you?โ€ She was becoming far too comfortable slumped against Sylas but could do nothing about it as exhaustion sank into her bones. โ€œDo you believe in ghosts, Mr. Thorly?โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t take me for a fool, Miss Farrow. In a place like Thorn Grove, how could I not?โ€

The words were like fairy music; never had Signa heard anything so sweet. โ€œThen you will understand when I say I was forced out of the estate and into the woods tonight.โ€

โ€œWhatever your reason, you need to be more careful. Youโ€™ve not stopped shivering since I found you.โ€ He adjusted the cloak heโ€™d thrown around her for emphasis. โ€œIf itโ€™s discovered that this happened and that I didnโ€™t report it, Iโ€™ll lose my job. My loyalty is not to you but to my employer. So if you want me to take that risk, youโ€™re going to have to give me a good reason.โ€

Signa willed her brain to spin a story so believable and so masterfully told that sheโ€™d be able to escape the situation with him none the wiser, but her temples ached and her mouth burned with the desire to justย sayย it. To tell someone else what was going on, so that she didnโ€™t have to do this alone. There was something about Sylas and the way he spokeโ€”so factual and directโ€”that made Signa feel as though he might believe her. It was for the same reason that, around him, her petals unfurled a little. Sheโ€™d been able to speak her mind to him without him running away. Not to mention that Sylas had already admitted to believing that Lillianโ€™s spirit was haunting the Hawthorne estate.

The breath she drew was so sharp that Mitra flapped her

ears. โ€œIf I tell you,โ€ Signa whispered, โ€œyou must swear not to tell another soul.โ€

Sylas, it seemed, was every bit as ruled by his curiosity as Signa. A smile in his voice, he leaned into her and said, โ€œI promise.โ€

โ€œToย anyone? No matter if you think me ridiculous?โ€

โ€œI already think youโ€™re ridiculous,โ€ he mused before Signa turned and fixed him with a glare. โ€œFine, yes, I agree to not tell a single soul upon this earth whatever it is that you have to say. Now, are you going to continue with this suspense? Out with it.โ€

โ€œI wanted to find her grave.โ€

He stared at her blandly. โ€œAre you fascinated with the macabre, Miss Farrow?โ€

There was no simple way to word it. Signa did the only thing she couldโ€”squared her shoulders, and said, โ€œI have a reason to believe that Lillian didnโ€™t die of natural causes. That she was murdered, and if we donโ€™t find out who did it, Blythe will die, too.โ€

For a long while, the distant hoot of an owl was her singular response. Signa curled into herself as she listened, expecting as they crossed the moors that Sylas would flee to the nearest doctor and ask for her to be taken away. To her surprise, though, the first thing he asked was, โ€œWe?โ€

Signa brushed her fingers across Balwinโ€™s mane. She hadnโ€™t meant to say it, but now that she hadโ€ฆ It was becoming apparent this was a situation greater than anything she could handle on her own. She needed help, and Sylas knew about Thorn Grove. He knew about theย Hawthornesย and had access to the staff in a way she never would. He could help.

She was spared having to answer until they arrived at the stables. As he helped her off Balwin, she caught Sylas by the hand. He jolted, and for a moment Signa feared that the effects of the belladonna were still potent. That perhaps she still had access to her powers and had stolen his life.

But they both wore their gloves, and he was blinking at her with dark, curious eyes.

โ€œI need you to tell me everything you know about the Hawthornes,โ€ she urged, realizing sheโ€™d grown louder in her excitement when Sylas leaned forward to quickly press a finger to her lips, the touch intimate enough that her mouth went dry.

โ€œMiss Farrow, I work in the stables.โ€ He looked behind her, ensuring no one was watching as he pulled her inside. โ€œItโ€™s not my place to gossip about those who pay meโ€”โ€

โ€œIโ€™ve seen your boots, Mr. Thorly. Iโ€™ve seen the way you dress, and itโ€™s apparent to anyone who looks at you that you want to be more than a stable boy.โ€ Something in his eyes flashed. Something Signa latched on to and pushed against. โ€œImagine what could happen if you save Blythe. If you put an end to Lillianโ€™s hauntings and give Elijah peace of mind. If you ever step into the stables after that, it will be to mount your own horse. Youโ€™ll never have to work again.โ€

Sylas undid the horsesโ€™ bridles and saddles, and his pinched forehead told her just how much the gears in his head were turning. โ€œShould you be found out and let go for any reason,โ€ she added to sweeten the deal, โ€œI will employ you myself the moment I claim my inheritance. Use your position to help me, Mr. Thorly. Be my confidant, be my ears, and your future will be so much more than working in the stables.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™ve a clever tongue,โ€ he replied. With the horses shut back in their stables and their gear put away, he propped himself atop a bale of hay and asked, โ€œYouโ€™d pay me out of your own pocket to help you solve a murder for a family youโ€™ve only just met?โ€

โ€œThe Hawthornes have been kind to me,โ€ she said in spite of his scrutiny, staring at the little scar upon his brow. โ€œBesides, itโ€™s not as though Iโ€™m wanting for money.โ€

His laugh was little more than a bewildered puff of

breath. โ€œI suppose you have a point. Very well, then. You have yourself a deal, Miss Farrow.โ€

She tried not to let her surprise register. Sheโ€™d always known money held power. It was everything in this world. Yet this was her first time experiencing for herself just how much sway it carried. She allowed herself the tiniest sliver of a moment to relax her shoulders and bask in her relief over the fact that she would no longer be alone in this. She knew too little about the Hawthornes and had too little time to deal with this on her own. Sheย neededย someone like Sylas, and there was plenty for him to gain as well. Money had always been what people wanted from her, and if thatโ€™s what it took to get his help, then so be it.

โ€œTell me everything you know,โ€ she urged him again. โ€œIs there anyone who disliked Lillian?โ€

โ€œThere was an entire society who disliked Lillian.โ€ He smoothed a hand through his hair, inky as the night. โ€œYouโ€™ve seen the familyโ€™s wealth yourself. And Iโ€™d wager youโ€™ve seen what jealousy and greed can do to people. People didnโ€™t have to know her to dislike her.โ€

With great bitterness she thought of what had become of her parents, then of all the ways her guardians had treated her over the years. Though her friend Charlotte had made the time sheโ€™d spent with her uncle full of fond memories, the older sheโ€™d gotten, the more she thought about how often heโ€™d left her alone. About how he would use the money meant to care for her on imported clothing and lavish gifts for his lovers. Sheโ€™d spent most nights locked in her room, trying to drown out the strange noises of the guests sheโ€™d never been allowed to see.

It was Signaโ€™s grandmother alone who had truly loved her, while the others craved only her fortune. Some of them had been decent enough to keep her fed and warm, but sheโ€™d never felt like a person to them. Never felt like anything other than an invisible girl dragging a hefty sum behind her.

Seeing the answer upon her face, Sylas nodded. โ€œLillian was a wonderful woman, but the Hawthornes will always be a target no matter how kind they are. There are people who would kill for money, Signa. People who will spin lies into sweet words and even sweeter smiles. Youโ€™d be wise to remember that.โ€

She doubted that would be an issue. Thereโ€™d been times in her life when strangers showed her kindness, certainly. Until theyโ€™d seen her talking to a spirit or heard the rumors and would flee. Even when she had her inheritance, she couldnโ€™t imagine that changing unless she secured a proper husband and made a name for herself among society.

Could it?

โ€œIf what youโ€™re saying is true,โ€ Signa said, โ€œthen why should I trust you? You agreed to take my money quickly enough.โ€

His response was simple. Firm. โ€œYou shouldnโ€™t trust anyone but yourself, Miss Farrow. But for Blytheโ€™s sake, Iโ€™m going to help you. First things first, weโ€™ll need to get you back into Thorn Grove without suspicion.โ€ Sylas stood and offered his gloved hand.

Tense in the shoulders, Signa accepted. He led her to a stall where his hound, Gundry, lay curled in the hay. The hound growled as Sylas motioned him aside and bent to shu๏ฌ„e several hay bales out of the way. Signa couldnโ€™t help noticing the contraction of the muscles in his back as he worked, taking his distraction as an opportunity to observe the male physique. More and more, she found her interest in it stirring.

โ€œPress your hand flat against that panel.โ€ There was a stone wall hidden behind where the hay had been. Signa followed his orders and pressed the stone. It clicked and shifted beneath her hand. โ€œNow turn it,โ€ he said.

When she did, the wall slid open to reveal a pathway bathed in darkness. No lights, no sound, just a draft and an endless maze ahead.

Sylas grabbed hold of an oil lamp on one of the stableโ€™s workbenches. Gundry rose, stretched himself out with a yawn, and padded to his masterโ€™s side. โ€œHas anyone shown you the tunnels into Thorn Grove?โ€

As Sylas held up the lamp, Signa peered into the nothingness before her. The hairs on her arms stood on end. โ€œNever. Where do they lead?โ€

โ€œThese? Into the kitchen pantry,โ€ Sylas answered. โ€œThough Iโ€™m sure there are a dozen more paths, I know of only a few. I donโ€™t believe theyโ€™re used anymore, but this one was intended to be an escape route for the servants in the event of a kitchen fire. There are others that servants used to keep out of sight of those living at the manor. The tunnels are dark, but theyโ€™ll get you inside the estate undetected. Should anyone find you emerging from the kitchen, tell them you were roaming the property and lost your way, and found yourself in need of a late-night snack since you missed dinner. Nowโ€โ€”he ducked beneath the entrance and stepped into the tunnel, extending a hand

โ€”โ€œdo you trust me to escort you?โ€

The words felt like a trap. Sylas had warned her not to trust him. Not to trustย anyone. And yet she reached to him, eager to feel the brush of his hand upon her once more. โ€œNot even a little.โ€

โ€œVery good, Miss Farrow. Now letโ€™s get going.โ€ His fingers curled around hers, and he drew her into the tunnels.

 

 

According to Sylas, parties at Thorn Grove were no rare occurrence.

โ€œShe loved few things more than company and a reason to celebrate,โ€ he said as they took slow, cautious steps

through the tunnels. The way he spoke of Lillian made Signa imagine someone so much grander than the ghostly spirit sheโ€™d encountered. It made her think of how she envisioned her own motherโ€”as someone made for the spotlight. The type of woman who came alive beneath the dazzle of lights and music. One whose body was made to wear a ball gown, and whose smile charmed all who beheld it.

That made it easier to believe Sylas when he said that all who met Lillian fell in love, and that Elijah was no different. โ€œThereโ€™s gossip that he wasnโ€™t always known for his chivalry, or for being a man who belonged to only one woman,โ€ he whispered. โ€œThat changed when he met Lillian.โ€

โ€œCould the murderer be one of his jaded ex-lovers?โ€ Signa squinted, using the dim glow of the lamp Sylas held to see where she was going.

โ€œMaybe.โ€ He lifted the lamp higher, trying to better spread its light. โ€œIโ€™ve heard Elijahโ€™s brother favored Lillian as well, though it was rare to find a soul who didnโ€™t. Lillian always said Thorn Grove was too magnificent a place to keep to themselves. Guests were in and out constantly.โ€

Signa nodded, though in her gut she knew there was more to it. Lillian had died of poison, alone in her garden. If there was one thing Signa knew about belladonna, it was that death came swiftly if enough was consumed. Yet Lillian had been sick for months, which meant someone had been slipping the poison to her in small doses, skillful enough to make her death slow and painful. They werenโ€™t looking for a random passerby with a dislike for the Hawthornes; they were looking for someone with the time for precision. Someone with frequent access to the estate.

โ€œDid any of the staff hold grudges against Lillian?โ€ she asked, rearranging the puzzle pieces in her head.

โ€œNo,โ€ Sylas answered with confidence. โ€œEveryone who worked at Thorn Grove during her time here loved Lillian.โ€

Signa wasnโ€™t sure she believed that someone could be so well loved and admired. Surely, the woman must have had bad blood withย someone. โ€œAnd what about Elijah?โ€

Sylas bobbed his head and considered. โ€œThey enjoyed him less so. It wasnโ€™t that they didnโ€™t like him; Elijah was always a businessman first, and everything else second. He spent the majority of his time in his office or at the gentlemanโ€™s club.โ€

Signa remembered one person who clearly didnโ€™t dislike Elijah. It hadnโ€™t gone unnoticed by Signa how Marjorie had caressed his arm, or how sheโ€™d spoken to him with a familiarity unbecoming of a member of the staff. But that didnโ€™t prove anything. If something was going on between Marjorie and Elijah, it could be a new development.

Signa braced one hand against the tunnel wall for balance, her thoughts racing too quickly to pay attention to her steps. โ€œTell me more about his job.โ€

โ€œGreyโ€™s is a family business,โ€ he answered. โ€œI think the Hawthornes are so invested in it for the pride, more than anything. It was started by Elijahโ€™s great-grandfather Grey Hawthorne, and has been in the family for generations, allowing them access to some of the most a๏ฌ„uential people in and out of the country. As the eldest son, Elijah inherited it from his father. He runs it with his brother, Byron, and one day itโ€™ll pass to Percy.โ€

It took a moment for Signa to recall the name; for her to remember the man who had stopped her and Marjorie on the stairs the first night at Thorn Grove. The one whoโ€™d drawn out the sharpness of Marjorieโ€™s tongueโ€”Byron. It was Elijahโ€™s brother who Percy was speaking with that night. The same brother whoโ€™d favored Lillian.

โ€œDoes Byron not have any children?โ€

โ€œEven if he did, Percy is Elijahโ€™s eldest and everything will go to him,โ€ Sylas said. โ€œBut no. He never married.โ€

More and more puzzle pieces shu๏ฌ„ed around in her head, not a single pair of them fitting together. There was

more to all this, something Signa wasnโ€™t seeing. Fortunately, this was only the second night. Now that sheโ€™d accepted Lillianโ€™s task, perhaps sheโ€™d have a chance to sleep without the spirit bothering her. Toย thinkย and check in on Blythe to figure out how the poison was being administered.

โ€œI met Byron on my first night here,โ€ Signa mentioned. โ€œHe seemed angry, though I never figured out why.โ€

Sylas grabbed the back of Signaโ€™s borrowed cloak and steered her to the side before she could trip over a small pit. He did it effortlessly, and Signa was glad that he would not be able to see her embarrassment in the darkness. She glanced sideways at his black hair strewn around him like a dark halo, noticing again how large he was. Like a walking tree trunk, really. A tree trunk with muscles. It was astounding.

โ€œElijah hasnโ€™t been back to the club since Lillianโ€™s death,โ€ he said, the corner of his lip twitching upward when he caught Signa staring. โ€œThereโ€™s been talk that heโ€™s no longer fit to run it, yet its ownership belongs solely to him and he refuses to let Byron take over.โ€

If what Sylas said was the truth, then perhaps thatโ€™s why Byron had been at Thorn Grove, talking to Percy, the night sheโ€™d arrived. Was his relationship with Percy a way to take control of the business himself? She was about to voice the question aloud when the toe of her boot caught the edge of another dip in the ground. She should have trippedโ€”she felt the momentum of herself falling and prepared for the impactโ€”yet Sylas was there before her, using his free hand to brace her by the shoulders as her face smacked into his chest.

For a long moment she stood frozen in place, contemplating whether this was an appropriate condition under which she might fake her own death to prevent further mortification. Eventually, she decided it was worth the embarrassment to glance up at him, ever so slowly, only

for every bone in her body to seize when she saw that his smoky gray eyes were peering right back down at her.

โ€œDonโ€™t you ever watch where youโ€™re going?โ€ His voice was low and brisk. โ€œYou could have hurt yourself.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m quite fine, thank you.โ€ This close, she couldnโ€™t help but stare at the faint smattering of freckles that were dusted beneath his eyes.

โ€œThen would you mind releasing me? Weโ€™re here.โ€

Not having realized she had her hands fisted in his shirt, she released her hold at once. The fact that she had not simply melted into the ground from sheer embarrassment was a true testament to her inability to die. โ€œThank you for accompanying me, Mr. Thorly,โ€ Signa announced as she drew back and smoothed her dress. โ€œIโ€™ll try to visit Blythe tomorrow and see what Iโ€™m able to find out.โ€

โ€œAnd Iโ€™ll search the kitchen tonight and speak with the cooks.โ€ He tilted his head down at her, his right cheek sporting a dimple that Signa hadnโ€™t noticed before. โ€œIf I find anything, Iโ€™ll contact you.โ€ There was a door before them, small and built into the wall. โ€œThis will take you into the pantry,โ€ he said. โ€œSleep well, Miss Farrow. Rest assured, weโ€™ll get to the bottom of whatโ€™s happening in Thorn Grove.โ€

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