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Chapter no 2 – Pig

Beautiful Disaster (Beautiful, 1)

Familiar faces filled the seats of our favorite lunch table. America sat on one side of me, Finch on the other, and the rest of the spaces were picked off by Shepley and his Sigma Tau brothers. It was hard to hear with the low roar inside the cafeteria, and the air conditioner seemed to be on the fritz again. The air was thick with the smells of fried foods and sweaty skin, but somehow everyone seemed to be more energetic than usual.

โ€œHey Brazil,โ€ Shepley said, greeting the man sitting in front of me. His olive skin and chocolate eyes offset the white Eastern Football hat pulled low on his forehead.

โ€œMissed you after the game Saturday, Shep. I drank a beer or six for ya,โ€ he said with a broad, white grin. โ€œI appreciate it. I took Mare out to dinner,โ€ he said, leaning over to kiss the top of America’s long, blonde hair.

โ€œYou’re sittin’ in my chair, Brazil.โ€

Brazil turned to see Travis standing behind him, and then looked to me, surprised. โ€œOh, is she one of your girls, Trav?โ€

โ€œAbsolutely not,โ€ I said, shaking my head.

Brazil looked to Travis, who stared at him expectantly. Brazil shrugged and then took his tray to the end of the table.

Travis smiled at me as he settled into the seat. โ€œWhat’s up, Pidge?โ€

โ€œWhatย isย that?โ€ I asked, unable to look away from his tray. The mystery food on his plate looked like a wax display.

Travis laughed and took a drink from his water glass. โ€œThe cafeteria ladies scare me. I’m not about to critique their cooking skills.โ€

I didn’t miss the appraising eyes of those sitting at the table. Travis’ behavior piqued their curiosity, and I subdued a smile at being the only girl they had seen him insist on sitting by.

โ€œUghโ€ฆthat Bio test is after lunch,โ€ America groaned. โ€œDid you study?โ€ I asked.

โ€œGod, no. I spent the night reassuring my boyfriend that you weren’t going to sleep with Travis.โ€

The football players seated at the end of our table stopped their obnoxious laughter to listen more closely, making the other students take notice. I glared at America, but she was unconcerned with any blame, nudging Shepley with her shoulder.

โ€œJesus, Shep. You’ve got it that bad, huh?โ€ Travis asked, throwing a packet of ketchup at his cousin. Shepley didn’t answer, but I smiled appreciatively at Travis for the diversion.

America rubbed his back. โ€œHe’s going to be okay. It’s just going to take him awhile to believe Abby is resistant to your charms.โ€

โ€œI haven’tย triedย to charm her,โ€ Travis sniffed, seeming offended. โ€œShe’s my friend.โ€

I looked to Shepley. โ€œI told you. You have nothing to worry about.โ€ Shepley finally met my eyes, and upon seeing my sincere expression,

his eyes brightened a bit.

โ€œDidย youย study?โ€ Travis asked me.

I frowned. โ€œNo amount of studying is going to help me with Biology. It’s just not something I can wrap my head around.โ€

Travis stood up. โ€œC’mon.โ€ โ€œWhat?โ€

โ€œLet’s go get your notes. I’m going to help you study.โ€

โ€œTravisโ€ฆ.โ€

โ€œGet your ass up, Pidge. You’re gonna to ace that test.โ€

I tugged on one of America’s long, yellow braids as I passed. โ€œSee you in class, Mare.โ€

She smiled. โ€œI’ll save you a seat. I’ll need all the help I can get.โ€

Travis followed me to my room, and I pulled out my study guide while he popped open my book. He quizzed me relentlessly, and then clarified a few things I didn’t understand. In the way that he explained it, the concepts went from being confusing to obvious.

โ€œโ€ฆand somatic cells use mitosis to reproduce. That’s when you have the phases. They sound sort of like a woman’s name: Prometa Anatela.โ€

I laughed. โ€œPrometa Anatela?โ€

โ€œProphase,ย Metaphase,ย Anaphase andย Telophase.โ€

โ€œPrometa Anatela,โ€ I repeated, nodding.

He smacked the top of my head with the papers. โ€œYou got this. You know this study guide backwards

and forwards.โ€

I sighed. โ€œWellโ€ฆwe’ll see.โ€

โ€œI’m going to walk you to class. I’ll quiz you on the way.โ€

I locked the door behind us. โ€œYou’re not going to be mad if I flunk this test, are you?โ€

โ€œYou’re not going to flunk, Pidge. We need to start earlier for the next one, though,โ€ he said, keeping in-step with me to the science building.

โ€œHow are you going to tutor me, do your homework, studyย andย train for your fights?โ€

Travis chuckled. โ€œI don’tย trainย for my fights. Adam calls me, tells me where the fight is, and I go.โ€

I shook my head in disbelief as he held the paper in front of him to ask the first question. We nearly finished a second round of the study guide when we reached my class.

โ€œKick ass,โ€ he smiled, handing me the notes and leaning against the door jamb.

โ€œHey, Trav.โ€

I turned to see a tall, somewhat lanky man smile at Travis on his way into the classroom.

โ€œParker,โ€ Travis nodded.

Parker’s eyes brightened a bit when he looked to me, and he smiled. โ€œHi, Abby.โ€

โ€œHi,โ€ I said, surprised that he knew my name. I had seen him in class, but we’d never met.

Parker continued to his seat, joking with those sitting beside him. โ€œWho’s that?โ€ I asked.

Travis shrugged, but the skin around his eyes seemed tenser than before. โ€œParker Hayes. He’s one of my Sig Tau brothers.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™reย in aย frat?โ€ I asked, doubtful.

โ€œSigma Tau, same as Shep. I thought you knew that,โ€ he said, looking beyond me to Parker.

โ€œWellโ€ฆyou don’t seem theโ€ฆfraternity type,โ€ I said, eyeing the tattoos on his forearms.

Travis turned his attention to me and grinned. โ€œMy dad is an alumn, and my brothers are all Sig Tau’sโ€ฆ it’s a family thing.โ€

โ€œAnd they expected you to pledge?โ€ I asked, skeptical.

โ€œJustย a tutor?โ€

โ€œNot really. They’re just good guys,โ€ he said, flicking my papers. โ€œBetter get to class.โ€

โ€œThanks for helping me,โ€ I said, nudging him with my elbow. America passed, and I followed her to our seats.

โ€œHow did it go?โ€ she asked.

I shrugged. โ€œHe’s a good tutor.โ€

โ€œHe’s a good friend, too.โ€

She seemed disappointed, and I giggled at the fallen expression on her face.

It had always been a dream of America’s for us to date friends, and roommates-slash-cousins, for her, was hitting the jackpot. She wanted us to room together when she decided to come with me to Eastern, but I vetoed her idea, hoping to spread my wings a bit. Once she finished pouting, she focused on finding a friend of Shepley’s to introduce me to.

Travis’ healthy interest in me had surpassed her ideas.

I breezed through the test and sat on the steps outside the building, waiting for America. When she slumped down beside me in defeat, I waited for her to speak.

โ€œThat was awful!โ€ she cried.

โ€œYou should study with us. Travis explains it really well.โ€

America groaned and leaned her head on my shoulder. โ€œYou were no help at all! Couldn’t you have given me a courtesy nod orย something?โ€ I hooked my arm around her neck and walked her to our dorm.

Over the next week, Travis helped with my history paper and tutored me in Biology. We stood together scanning the grade board outside Professor Campbell’s office. My student number was three spots from the top.

โ€œThird highest test grade in the class! Nice, Pidge!โ€ he said, squeezing me. His eyes were bright with excitement and pride, and an awkward feeling made me to take a step back.

โ€œThanks, Trav. Couldn’t have done it without you,โ€ I said, pulling on his t-shirt.

He tossed me over his shoulder, making his way through the crowd behind us. โ€œMake way! Move it, people! Let’s make room for this poor woman’s hideously disfigured, ginormous brain! She’s a fucking genius!โ€

I giggled at the amused and curious expressions of my classmates.

As the days went by, we fielded the persistent rumors about a relationship. Travis’ reputation helped to quiet the gossip. He had never been known to stay with one girl longer than a night, so the more times we were seen together, the more people understood our platonic relationship for what it was. Even with the constant questions of our involvement, the stream of attention Travis received from his co-eds didn’t recede.

He continued to sit next to me in History, and eat with me at lunch. It didn’t take long to realize I had been wrong about him, even finding myself defensive towards those that didn’t know Travis the way that I did.

In the cafeteria, Travis set a can of orange juice in front of me.

โ€œYou didn’t have to do that. I was going to grab one,โ€ I said, peeling off my jacket.

โ€œWell, now you don’t have to,โ€ he said, flashing the dimple on his left cheek.

Brazil snorted. โ€œDid she turn you into a cabana boy, Travis? What’s next, fanning her with a palm tree leaf, wearing a Speedo?โ€

Travis shot him a murderous glare, and I jumped to his defense. โ€œYou couldn’tย fillย a Speedo, Brazil. Shut the hell up.โ€

โ€œEasy, Abby! I was kidding!โ€ Brazil said, holding up his hands. โ€œJustโ€ฆdon’t talk about him like that,โ€ I said, frowning.

Travis’ expression was a mixture of surprise and gratitude. โ€œNow I’ve seen it all. I was just defended by a girl,โ€ he said, standing up. Before he left with his tray, he offered one more warning glare to Brazil, and then walked outside to stand with a small group of fellow smokers outside the building.

I tried not to watch him while he laughed and talked. Every girl in the group subtly competed for the space next to him, and America shoved her elbow in my ribs when she noticed my attention was elsewhere.

โ€œWhatcha lookin’ at, Abby?โ€ โ€œNothing. I’m not looking at anything.โ€

She rested her chin on her hand and shook her head. โ€œThey’re so obvious. Look at the red head. She’s ran her fingers through her hair as many times as she’s blinked. I wonder if Travis gets tired of that.โ€

Shepley nodded. โ€œHe does. Everyone thinks he’s this asshole, but if they only knew how much patience he has dealing with every girl that

thinks she can tame himโ€ฆhe can’t go anywhere without them bugging him. Trust me; he’s much more polite than I would be.โ€

โ€œOh, like you wouldn’t love it,โ€ America said, kissing his cheek.

Travis was finishing his cigarette outside the cafeteria when I passed. โ€œWait up, Pidge. I’ll walk you.โ€

โ€œYou don’t have to walk me to every class, Travis. I know how to get there on my own.โ€

Travis was easily sidetracked by a girl with long, black hair and a short skirt walking by that smiled at him. He followed her with his eyes and nodded in the girl’s direction, throwing down his cigarette.

โ€œI’ll catch up with you later, Pidge.โ€

โ€œYeah,โ€ I said, rolling my eyes as he jogged to the girl’s side.

Travis’ seat remained empty during class, and I found myself a bit aggravated with him for missing over a girl he didn’t know. Professor Chaney dismissed early, and I hurried across the lawn, aware that I was to meet Finch at three to give him Sherri Cassidy’s Music Appreciation notes. I looked at my watch and quickened my pace.

โ€œAbby?โ€

Parker jogged across the grass to walk beside me. โ€œI don’t think we’ve officially met,โ€ he said, holding out his hand. โ€œParker Hayes.โ€

I took his hand and smiled. โ€œAbby Abernathy.โ€

โ€œI was behind you when you got your bio test grade. Congratulations,โ€ he smiled, shoving his hands in his pockets.

โ€œThanks. Travis helped, or I would’ve been at the bottom of that list, trust me.โ€

โ€œOh, are you guysโ€ฆ.โ€ โ€œFriends.โ€

Parker nodded and smiled. โ€œDid he tell you there’s a party at the House this weekend?โ€

โ€œWe mostly just talk about Biology and food.โ€ Parker laughed. โ€œThat sounds like Travis.โ€

At the door of Morgan Hall, Parker scanned my face with his big green eyes. โ€œYou should come. It’ll be fun.โ€

โ€œI’ll talk to America. I don’t think we have any plans.โ€

โ€œAre you a package deal?โ€

โ€œWe made a pact this summer. No parties solo.โ€ โ€œSmart,โ€ he nodded in approval.

โ€œShe met Shep at orientation, so I haven’t really had to tag along with her much. This will be the first time I’ve needed to ask her, so I’m sure she’ll be happy to come.โ€ I inwardly cringed. Not only was I babbling, I’d made it obvious that I didn’t get asked to parties.

โ€œGreat. I’ll see you there,โ€ he said. He flashed his perfect, Banana Republic-model smile with his square jaw and naturally tan skin, turning to walk across campus.

I watched him walk away; he was tall, clean shaven, with a pressed pin-striped dress shirt and jeans. His wavy, dark-blonde hair bounced when he walked.

I bit my lip, flattered by his invitation.

โ€œNowย heโ€™sย more your speed,โ€ Finch said in my ear.

โ€œHe’s cute, huh?โ€ I asked, unable to stop smiling. โ€œHell yes, he’s cuteโ€ฆin that preppy, missionary position kind of way.โ€

โ€œFinch!โ€ I cried, smacking him on the shoulder. โ€œDid you get Sherri’s notes?โ€

โ€œI did,โ€ I said, pulling them from my bag. He lit a cigarette, held it between his lips, and squinted at the papers.

โ€œFucking brilliant,โ€ he said, scanning the pages. He folded them away in his pocket, and then took another drag. โ€œGood thing Morgan’s boilers are out. You’ll need a cold shower after getting ogled by that tall drink of water.โ€

โ€œThe dorm doesn’t have hot water?โ€ I wailed.

โ€œThat’s the word,โ€ Finch said, sliding his backpack over his shoulder. โ€œI’m off to Algebra. Tell Mare I said not to forget me this weekend.โ€

โ€œI’ll tell her,โ€ I grumbled, glaring up the antique brick walls of our dormitory. I stomped up to my room, pushed through my door, and let my backpack fall to the floor.

โ€œNo hot water,โ€ Kara mumbled from her side of the desk. โ€œI heard.โ€

My cell phone buzzed and I clicked it open, reading a text message from America cursing the boilers. A few moments later there was a knock on the door.

America walked in and plopped onto my bed, arms crossed. โ€œCan you believe this shit? How much are we paying and we can’t even take a hot shower?โ€

Kara sighed. โ€œStop whining. Why don’t you just stay with your boyfriend? Haven’t you been staying with him, anyway?โ€

America’s eyes darted in Kara’s direction. โ€œGood idea, Kara. The fact that you’re a total bitch comes in handy sometimes.โ€

Kara kept her eyes on her computer monitor, unfazed by America’s jab.

America pulled out her cell phone and clicked out a text message with amazing precision and speed. Her cell phone chirped, and she smiled at me. โ€œWe’re staying with Shep and Travis until they fix the boilers.โ€

โ€œWhat?ย Iโ€™mย not!โ€ I cried.

โ€œOh, yes you are. There’s no reason for you to be stuck here, freezing in the shower when Travis and Shep have two bathrooms at their place.โ€

โ€œI wasn’t invited.โ€

โ€œI’m inviting you. Shep already said it was fine. You can sleep on the couchโ€ฆif Travis isn’t using it.โ€ โ€œAnd if he’s using it?โ€

America shrugged. โ€œThen you can sleep in Travis’ bed.โ€

โ€œNo way!โ€

She rolled her eyes. โ€œDon’t be such a baby, Abby. You guys are friends, right? If he hasn’t tried anything by now, I don’t think he will.โ€

Her words made my open mouth snap shut. Travis had been around me in one way or another every night for weeks. I had been so occupied with making sure everyone knew we were just friends, it hadn’t occurred to me that he really was interested only in friendship. I wasn’t sure why, but I felt insulted.

Kara looked at us with disbelief. โ€œTravis Maddox hasn’t tried to sleep with you?โ€

โ€œWe’re friends!โ€ I said in a defensive tone.

โ€œI know, but he hasn’t evenโ€ฆtried? He’s slept with everyone.โ€ โ€œExcept us,โ€ America said, looking her over. โ€œAnd you.โ€

Kara shrugged. โ€œWell, I’ve never met him. I’ve just heard.โ€

โ€œExactly,โ€ I snapped. โ€œYou don’t even know him.โ€ Kara returned to her monitor, oblivious to our presence.

I sighed. โ€œAll right, Mare. I need to pack.โ€

โ€œMake sure you pack for a few days, who knows how long it will take them to fix the boilers,โ€ she said, entirely too excited.

Dread settled over me as if I were about to sneak into enemy territory. โ€œUghโ€ฆall right.โ€

America bounced when she hugged me. โ€œThis is going to be so fun!โ€

Half an hour later we loaded down her Honda and headed for the apartment. America hardly took a breath between ramblings as she drove. She honked her horn as she slowed to a stop in her usual parking space. Shepley jogged down the steps, and pulled both of our suitcases from the trunk, following us up the stairs.

โ€œIt’s open,โ€ he puffed.

America pushed the door and held it open. Shepley grunted when he dropped our luggage to the floor. โ€œChrist, Baby! Your suitcase is twenty more pounds than Abby’s!โ€

America and I froze when a woman emerged from the bathroom, buttoning her blouse.

โ€œHi,โ€ she said, surprised. Her mascara-smeared eyes examined us before settling on our luggage. I recognized her as the leggy brunette Travis had followed from the cafeteria.

America glared at Shepley.

He held up his hands. โ€œShe’s with Travis!โ€

Travis rounded the corner in a pair of boxer shorts and yawned. He looked at his guest, and then patted her backside. โ€œMy company’s here. You’d better go.โ€

She smiled and wrapped her arms around him, kissing his neck. โ€œI’ll leave my number on the counter.โ€

โ€œEhโ€ฆdon’t worry about it,โ€ Travis said in a casual tone.

โ€œWhat?โ€ she asked, leaning back to look in his eyes. โ€œEveryย time!โ€ America said. She looked at the woman. โ€œHowย are you

surprised by this? He’s Travis fucking Maddox! He isย famousย for this very thing, andย everyย time they’re surprised!โ€ she said, turning to Shepley. He put his arm around her, gesturing for her to calm down.

The girl narrowed her eyes at Travis, and then grabbed her purse and stormed out, slamming the door behind her.

Travis walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge as if nothing had happened.

America shook her head and walked down the hall. Shepley followed her, angling his body to compensate for the weight of her suitcase as he trailed behind.

I collapsed against the recliner and sighed, wondering if I was crazy for agreeing to come. I didn’t realize Shepley’s apartment was a revolving door for clueless bimbos.

Travis stood behind the breakfast bar, crossed his arms over his chest and smiled. โ€œWhat’s wrong, Pidge? Hard day?โ€

โ€œNo, I’m thoroughly disgusted.โ€

โ€œWith me?โ€ He was smiling. I should have known that he expected the conversation. It only made me less inclined to hold back.

โ€œYes,ย you. How can you just use someone like that, and treat them that way?โ€

โ€œHow did I treat her? She offered her number, I declined.โ€

My mouth fell open at his lack of remorse. โ€œYou’ll have sex with her, but you won’t take her number?โ€ Travis leaned on the counter with his elbows. โ€œWhy would I want her number if I’m not going to call her?โ€

โ€œWhy would you sleep with her if you’re not going to call her?โ€

โ€œI don’t promise anyone anything, Pidge. She didn’t stipulate a relationship before she spread eagle on my couch.โ€

I stared at the couch with revulsion. โ€œShe’s someone’s daughter, Travis. What if, down the line, someone treatsย yourย daughter like that?โ€

โ€œMy daughter better not drop her panties for some jackass she just met, let’s put it that way.โ€

I crossed my arms, angry that he made sense. โ€œSo, besides admitting that you’re a jackass, you’re saying that because she slept with you, she deserved to be tossed out like a stray cat?โ€

โ€œI’m saying that I was honest with her. She’s an adult, it was consensualโ€ฆ she was a little too eager about it if you want to know the truth. You act like I committed a crime.โ€

โ€œShe didn’t seem as clear about your intentions, Travis.โ€

โ€œWomen usually justify their actions with whatever they make up in their heads. She didn’t tell me upfront that she expected a relationship

anymore than I told her I expected sex with no strings. How is it any different?โ€

โ€œYou’re a pig.โ€

Travis shrugged. โ€œI’ve been called worse.โ€

I stared at the couch, the cushions still askew and bunched up from its recent use. I recoiled at the thought of how many women had given themselves away against the fabric. Itchy fabric at that.

โ€œI guess I’m sleeping on the recliner,โ€ I grumbled. โ€œWhy?โ€

I glared at him, furious over his confused expression. โ€œI’m not sleeping on that thing! God knows what I’d be laying in!โ€

He lifted my luggage off the floor. โ€œYou’re not sleeping on the couch or the recliner. You’re sleeping in my bed.โ€

โ€œWhich is more unsanitary than the couch, I’m sure.โ€ โ€œThere’s never been anyone in my bed but me.โ€

I rolled my eyes. โ€œGive me a break!โ€

โ€œI’m absolutely serious. I bag โ€˜em on the couch. I don’t let them in my room.โ€

โ€œThen why amย Iย allowed in your bed?โ€

One corner of his mouth pulled up into an impish grin. โ€œAre you planning on having sex with me tonight?โ€

โ€œNo!โ€

โ€œThat’s why. Now get your cranky ass up, take your hot shower, and then we can study some Bio.โ€

I glared at him for a moment and then grudgingly did as he commanded. I stood under the shower entirely too long, letting the water wash away my aggravation. Massaging the shampoo through my hair, I sighed at how wonderful it was to shower in a non-communal bathroom againโ€”no flip flops, no toiletry bag, just the relaxing blend of water and steam.

The door opened, and I jumped. โ€œMare?โ€ โ€œNo, it’s me,โ€ Travis said.

I automatically wrapped my arms over the parts I didn’t want him to see. โ€œWhat are you doing in here? Get out!โ€

โ€œYou forgot a towel, and I brought your clothes, and your toothbrush, and some weird face cream I found

in your bag.โ€

โ€œYou went through my stuff?โ€ I shrieked. He didn’t answer. Instead, I heard the faucet turn on and the sound of his toothbrush against his teeth.

I peeked out of the plastic curtain, holding it against my chest. โ€œGet out, Travis.โ€

He looked up at me, his lips covered in suds from his toothpaste. โ€œI can’t go to bed without brushing my teeth.โ€

โ€œIf you come within two feet of this curtain, I will poke out your eyes while you sleep.โ€

โ€œI won’t peek, Pidge,โ€ he chuckled.

I waited under the water with my arms wrapped tightly across my chest. He spit, gurgled, and spit again, and then the door closed. I rinsed the soap from my skin, dried as quickly as possible, and then pulled my t-shirt and shorts on, slipping on my glasses, and raking a comb through my hair. The night moisturizer Travis had brought caught my eye, and I couldn’t help but smile. He was thoughtful, and almost nice when he wanted to be.

Travis opened the door again. โ€œC’mon, Pidge! I’m gettin’ old, here!โ€

I threw my comb at him and he ducked, shutting the door and laughing to himself all the way to his room. I brushed my teeth and then shuffled down the hall, passing Shepley’s bedroom on the way.

โ€œNight, Abby,โ€ America called from the darkness. โ€œNight, Mare.โ€

I hesitated before landing two soft knocks on Travis’ door.

โ€œCome in, Pidge. You don’t have to knock.โ€

He pulled the door open and I walked in, seeing his black iron-rod bed parallel to the line of windows on the far side of the room. The walls were bare except for a lone sombrero above his headboard. I half- expected his room to be covered in posters of barely-clothed women, but I didn’t even see an advertisement for a beer brand. His bed was black, his carpet gray, everything else in the room was white. It looked as if he’d just moved in.

โ€œNice PJ’s,โ€ Travis said, noting my yellow and navy plaid shorts, and grey Eastern tee. He sat on his bed and patted the pillow beside him. โ€œWell, come on. I’m not going to bite you.โ€

โ€œI’m not afraid of you,โ€ I said, walking over to the bed and dropping my biology book beside him. โ€œDo you have a pen?โ€

He nodded to his night table. โ€œTop drawer.โ€

I reached across the bed and pulled open the drawer, finding three pens, a pencil, a tube of KY jelly, and a clear, glass bowl overflowing with packages of different brands of condoms. Revolted, I grabbed a pen and shoved the drawer shut.

โ€œWhat?โ€ he asked, turning a page of my book. โ€œDid you rob the health clinic?โ€

โ€œNo. Why?โ€

I pulled the cap off the pen, unable to keep the sickened expression from my face. โ€œYour lifetime supply of condoms.โ€

โ€œBetter safe than sorry, right?โ€

I rolled my eyes. Travis returned to the pages, a wry smile breaking across his lips. He read the notes to me, highlighting the main points while he asked me questions and patiently explained what I didn’t comprehend.

After an hour, I pulled off my glasses and rubbed my eyes. โ€œI’m beat. I can’t memorize one more macromolecule.โ€

Travis smiled, closing my book. โ€œAll right.โ€

I paused, unsure of our sleeping arrangements. Travis left the room and walked down the hall, mumbling something into Shepley’s room before turning on the shower. I turned back the covers and then pulled them up to my neck, listening to the high-pitched whine of the water running through the pipes.

Ten minutes later, the water shut off, and the floors creaked under Travis’ steps. He strolled across the room with a towel wrapped around his hips. He had tattoos on opposite sides of his chest, and black tribal art covering each of his bulging shoulders. On his right arm, the black lines and symbols spanned from his shoulder to his wrist, on the left, the tattoos stopped at his elbow, with one single line of script on the underside of his forearm. I intentionally kept my back to him while he stood in front of his dresser and dropped his towel to slip on a pair of boxers.

After flipping off the light, he crawled into the bed beside me. โ€œYou’re sleeping here, too?โ€ I asked, turning to look at him. The full

moon outside the windows cast shadows across his face. โ€œWell, yeah. This is my bed.โ€

โ€œI know, but Iโ€ฆ.โ€ I paused. My only other options were the couch or the recliner.

Travis grinned and shook his head. โ€œDon’t you trust me by now? I’ll be on my best behavior, I swear,โ€ he said, holding up fingers that I was

sure the Boy Scouts of America had never considered using.

I didn’t argue, I simply turned away and lay my head on the pillow, tucking the covers behind me so there was a clear barrier between his body and mine.

โ€œGoodnight, Pigeon,โ€ he whispered into my ear. I could feel his minty breath on my cheek, giving rise to goose bumps on every inch of my flesh. Thank God it was dark enough that he couldn’t see my embarrassing reaction, or the flush of my cheeks that followed.

It seemed like I had just closed my eyes when I heard the alarm. I reached over to turn it off, but wrenched back my hand in horror when I felt warm skin beneath my fingers. I tried to recall where I was. When the answer hit me, it mortified me that Travis might have thought I’d done it on purpose.

โ€œTravis? Your alarm,โ€ I whispered. He still didn’t move. โ€œTravis!โ€ I said, nudging him. When he still didn’t stir, I reached across him, fumbling in the dim light until I felt the top of the clock. Unsure of how to turn it off, I smacked the top of it until I hit the snooze button, and then fell against my pillow with a huff.

Travis chuckled. โ€œYou were awake?โ€

โ€œI promised I’d behave. I didn’t say anything about letting you lay on me.โ€

โ€œI didn’tย layย on you,โ€ I protested. โ€œI couldn’t reach the clock. That has to be the most annoying alarm I’ve ever heard. It sounds like a dying animal.โ€

He reached over and flipped a button. โ€œYou want breakfast?โ€

I glared at him, and then shook my head. โ€œI’m not hungry.โ€

โ€œWell, I am. Why don’t you ride with me down the street to the cafรฉ?โ€

โ€œI don’t think I can handle your lack of driving skills this early in the morning,โ€ I said. I swung my feet over the side of the bed and shoved them into my slippers, shuffling to the door.

โ€œWhere are you going?โ€ he asked.

โ€œTo get dressed and go to class. Do you need an itinerary while I’m here?โ€

Travis stretched, and then walked over to me, still in his boxers. โ€œAre you always so temperamental, or will that taper off once you believe I’m

not just creating some elaborate scheme to get in your pants?โ€ His hands cupped my shoulders and I felt his thumbs caress my skin in unison.

โ€œI’mย notย temperamental.โ€

He leaned in close and whispered in my ear. โ€œI don’t want to sleep with you, Pidge. I like you too much.โ€

He walked past me to the bathroom, and I stood, stunned. Kara’s words replayed in my mind. Travis Maddox slept with every one; I couldn’t help but feel deficient in some way knowing he had no desire to evenย tryย to sleep with me.

The door opened again, and America walked through. โ€œWakey, wakey, eggs โ€˜n bakey!โ€ she smiled, yawning.

โ€œYou’re turning into your mother, Mare,โ€ I grumbled, rifling through my suitcase. โ€œOoohโ€ฆdid someone miss some sleep last night?โ€ โ€œHe barely breathed in my direction,โ€ I said acerbically.

A knowing smile brightened America’s face. โ€œOh.โ€

โ€œOh,ย what?โ€

โ€œNothing,โ€ she said, returning to Shepley’s room. Travis was in the kitchen, humming a random tune while scrambling eggs. โ€œYou sure you don’t want some?โ€ he asked.

โ€œI’m sure. Thanks, though.โ€

Shepley and America walked in, and Shepley pulled two plates from the cabinet, holding them out as Travis shoveled a pile of steaming eggs onto each one. Shepley sat the plates on the bar, and he and America sat together, satisfying the appetite they more than likely worked up the night before.

โ€œDon’t look at me like that, Shep. I’m sorry, I just don’t want to go,โ€ America said.

โ€œBaby, the House has a date party twice a year,โ€ Shepley spoke as he chewed. โ€œIt’s a month away. You’ll have plenty of time to find a dress and do all that girl stuff.โ€

โ€œI would, Shepโ€ฆthat’s really sweetโ€ฆbut I’m not gonna know anyone there.โ€

โ€œA lot of the girls that come don’t know a lot of people there,โ€ he said, surprised at the rejection. She slumped in her chair. โ€œThe sorority bitches get invited to those things. They’ll all know each

otherโ€ฆit’ll be weird.โ€

โ€œC’mon, Mare. Don’t make me go alone.โ€ โ€œWellโ€ฆmaybe you could find someone to take Abby?โ€ she said, looking at me, and then to Travis.

Travis raised an eyebrow, and Shepley shook his head. โ€œTrav doesn’t go to the date parties. It’s something you take your girlfriend toโ€ฆand Travis doesn’tโ€ฆyou know.โ€

America shrugged. โ€œWe could set her up with someone.โ€ I narrowed my eyes at her. โ€œI canย hearย you, you know.โ€

America used the face she knew I couldn’t say no to. โ€œPlease, Abby? We’ll find you a nice guy that’s funny and witty, and you know I’ll make sure he’s hotโ€ฆI promise you’ll have a good time! And who knows?

Maybe you’ll hit it off.โ€

Travis threw the pan in the sink. โ€œI didn’t say I wouldn’t take her.โ€ I rolled my eyes. โ€œDon’t do me any favors, Travis.โ€

โ€œThat’s not what I meant, Pidge. Date parties are for the guys with girlfriends, and it’s common knowledge that I don’t do the girlfriend- thing. But I won’t have to worry about you expecting an engagement ring afterward.โ€

America jutted her lip out. โ€œPretty please, Abby?โ€

โ€œDon’t look at me like that!โ€ I complained. โ€œTravis doesn’t want to go, I don’t want to goโ€ฆwe won’t be much fun.โ€

Travis crossed his arms and leaned against the sink. โ€œI didn’t say I didn’t want to go. I think it’d be fun if the four of us went,โ€ he shrugged.

Everyone’s eyes focused on me, and I recoiled. โ€œWhy don’t we hang out here?โ€

America pouted and Shepley leaned forward. โ€œBecause I have to go, Abby. I’m a freshman; I have to make sure everything’s moving smoothly, everyone has a beer in their hand, things like that.โ€

Travis walked across the kitchen and wrapped his arm around my shoulders, pulling me to his side. โ€œC’mon, Pidge. Will you go with me?โ€

I looked at America, then at Shepley, and finally to Travis. โ€œYes,โ€ I sighed.

America squealed and hugged me, and then I felt Shepley’s hand on my back. โ€œThanks, Abby,โ€ Shepley said.

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