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Chapter no 13 & 14 – Full house

Beautiful Disaster (Beautiful, 1)

I twirled around, scrutinizing my reflection with a skeptical eye. It was white and backless, dangerously short, and the bodice was held up by a short string of rhinestones that formed a halter around my neck.

โ€œWow! Travis is going to piss himself when he sees you in that!โ€ America said.

I rolled my eyes. โ€œHow romantic.โ€

โ€œYou’re getting that one. Don’t try anymore on, that’s the one,โ€ she said, clapping with excitement. โ€œYou don’t think it’ too short? Mariah Carey shows less skin.โ€

America shook her head. โ€œI insist.โ€

I took a turn on the bench while America tried on one dress after another, more indecisive when it came to choosing one for herself. She settled on an extremely short, tight, flesh-colored number that left one of her shoulders bare.

We rode in her Honda to the apartment to find the Charger gone and Toto alone. America pulled out her phone and dialed, smiling when Shepley answered.

โ€œWhere’d you go, Baby?โ€ She nodded and then looked at me. โ€œWhy would I be mad? What kind of surprise?โ€ she said, wary. She looked at me again and then walked into Shepley’s bedroom, closing the door.

I rubbed Toto’s black pointy ears while America murmured in the bedroom. When she emerged, she tried to subdue the smile on her face.

โ€œWhat are they up to now?โ€ I asked.

โ€œThey’re on their way home. I’ll let Travis tell you,โ€ she said, grinning from ear to ear.

โ€œOh, Godโ€ฆwhat?โ€ I asked.

โ€œI just said I can’t tell you. It’s a surprise.โ€

I fidgeted with my hair and picked at my nails, unable to sit still while I waited for Travis to unveil his latest surprise. A birthday part, a puppy

โ€”I couldn’t imagine what could be next.

The loud engine of Shepley’s Charger announced their arrival. The boys laughed as they walked up the stairs.

โ€œThey’re in a good mood,โ€ I said. โ€œThat’s a good sign.โ€

Shepley walked in first. โ€œI just didn’t want you to think there was a reason that he got one and I didn’t.โ€

America stood up to greet her boyfriend, and threw her arms around him. โ€œYou’re so silly, Shep. Like I would get mad about that.โ€

โ€œIf I wanted an insane boyfriend, I’d date Travis,โ€ America said, smiling as she tilted her head to kiss him.

โ€œIt doesn’t have anything to do with how I feel about you,โ€ Shepley added.

Travis walked through the door with a square gauze bandage on his wrist. He smiled at me and then collapsed on the couch, resting his head on my lap.

I couldn’t look away from the bandage. โ€œOkayโ€ฆwhat did you do?โ€

Travis smiled and pulled me down to kiss him. I could feel the nervousness radiating from him. Outwardly he was smiling, but I had the distinct feeling he wasn’t sure how I would react to what he had done.

โ€œI got a few things today.โ€

โ€œLike what?โ€ I asked, suspicious.

Travis laughed. โ€œCalm down, Pidge. It’s nothing bad.โ€

โ€œWhat happened to your wrist?โ€ I said, pulling his hand up by his fingers.

A thunderous diesel motor pulled up outside and Travis hopped up from the couch, opening the door. โ€œIt’s about fucking time! I’ve been home for at least five minutes!โ€ he said with a smile.

One man walked in backwards, carrying a plastic-covered grey sofa, followed by another man bringing in the rear. Shepley and Travis moved the couchโ€”with me and Toto still on itโ€”forward, and then the men sat the new one in its place. Travis pulled off the plastic and then lifted me in his arms, setting me on the soft cushions.

โ€œYou got a new one?โ€ I asked, grinning from ear to ear.

โ€œYep, and a couple of other things, too. Thanks guys,โ€ he said as the movers lifted the old couch and left the way they came.

โ€œThere goes a lot of memories,โ€ I smirked. โ€œNone that I want to hold on to.โ€ He sat beside me and sighed,

watching me for a moment before he pulled off the tape that held the

gauze on his arm. โ€œDon’t freak out.โ€

My mind raced with what could be under that bandage. I imagined a burn, or stitches or something equally gruesome.

He pulled the bandage back and I gasped at the simple black script tattooed across the underside of his wrist, the skin around it red and shiny from the antibiotic he had smeared on. I shook my head in disbelief as I read the word.

Pigeon

โ€œDo you like it?โ€ he asked.

โ€œYou had my name tattooed on your wrist?โ€ I said the words, but it didn’t sound like my voice. My mind was stretching in every direction, and yet I managed to speak in a calm, even tone.

โ€œYeah,โ€ he said, kissing my cheek as I stared in disbelief at the permanent ink in his skin.

โ€œI tried to talk him out of it, Abby. He hasn’t done anything crazy in awhile. I think he was having withdrawals,โ€ Shepley said, shaking his head.

โ€œWhat do you think?โ€ Travis prompted. โ€œI don’t know what to think,โ€ I said.

โ€œYou should have asked her first, Trav,โ€ America said, shaking her head and covering her mouth with her fingers.

โ€œAsked her what? If I could get a tattoo?โ€ he frowned, turning to me. โ€œI love you. I want everyone to know I’m yours.โ€

I shifted nervously, โ€œThat’s permanent, Travis.โ€ โ€œSo are we,โ€ he said, touching my cheek. โ€œShow her the rest,โ€ Shepley said.

โ€œTheย rest?โ€ I said, looking down to his other wrist.

Travis stood, pulling up his shirt. His impressive six-pack stretched and tightened with the movement. Travis turned, and on his side was another fresh tattoo spanning the length of his ribs.

โ€œWhat isย that?โ€ I asked, squinting at the vertical symbols.

โ€œIt’s Hebrew,โ€ Travis smiled. โ€œWhat does it mean?โ€

โ€œIt says, โ€˜I belong to my beloved, and my beloved is mine.โ€

My eyes darted to his. โ€œYou weren’t happy with just one tattoo, you had to get two?โ€

โ€œIt’s something I always said I would do when I met The One. I met youโ€ฆI went and got the tats.โ€ His smile faded when he saw my expression. โ€œYou’re pissed, aren’t you?โ€ he said, pulling his shirt down.

โ€œI’m not mad. I’m justโ€ฆit’s a little overwhelming.โ€

Shepley squeezed America to his side with one arm. โ€œGet used to it now, Abby. Travis is impulsive and goes balls to the wall on everything. This’ll tide him over until he can get a ring on your finger.โ€

America’s eyebrows shot up, first to me, and then to Shepley. โ€œWhat?

They just started dating!โ€

โ€œIโ€ฆthink I need a drink,โ€ I said, walking into the kitchen.

Travis chuckled, watching me rifle through the cabinets. โ€œHe was kidding, Pidge.โ€

โ€œI was?โ€ Shepley asked.

โ€œHe wasn’t talking about anytime soon,โ€ Travis hedged. He turned to Shepley and grumbled, โ€œThanks a lot, asshole.โ€

โ€œMaybe you’ll quit talking about it, now,โ€ Shepley grinned.

I poured a shot of whiskey into a glass and jerked my head back, swallowing it all at once. My face compressed as the liquid burned down my throat.

Travis gently wrapped his arms around my middle from behind. โ€œI’m not proposing, Pidge. They’re tattoos.โ€

โ€œI know,โ€ I said, nodding my head as I poured another drink.

Travis pulled the bottle from my hand and twisted the cap on, shoving it back into the cabinet. When I didn’t turn around, he pivoted my hips so that I would face him.

โ€œOkay. I should have talked to you about it first, but I decided to buy the couch, and then one thing led to another. I got excited.โ€

โ€œThis is very fast for me, Travis. You’ve mentioned moving in together, you just branded yourself with my name, you’re telling me you love meโ€ฆthis is all veryโ€ฆfast.โ€

Travis frowned. โ€œYou’re freakin’ out. I told you not to freak out.โ€ โ€œIt’s hard not to! You found out about my dad and everything you felt

before has suddenly been amplified!โ€

โ€œWho’s your dad?โ€ Shepley asked, clearly unhappy about being out of the loop. When I didn’t acknowledge his question, he sighed. โ€œWho’s her dad?โ€ he asked America. America should her head dismissively.

Travis’ expression twisted with disgust. โ€œMy feelings for you have

nothingย to do with your dad.โ€

โ€œWe’re going to this date party tomorrow. It’s supposed to be this big deal where we’re announcing our relationship or something, and now you have my name on your arm and this proverb talking about how we belong to each other! It’s freaky, okay? I’mย freaked out!โ€

Travis grabbed my face and planted his mouth on mine, and then he lifted me off the floor, setting me on the counter. His tongue begged entrance into my mouth, and when I let him in, he moaned.

His fingers dug into my hips, pulling me closer. โ€œYou are so fucking hot when you’re mad,โ€ he said against my lips.

โ€œOkay,โ€ I breathed, โ€œI’m calm.โ€

He smiled, pleased that his plan of distraction had worked. โ€œEverything’s still the same, Pidge. It’s still just you and me.โ€

โ€œYou two are nuts,โ€ Shepley said, shaking his head. America playfully smacked Shepley’s shoulder. โ€œAbby bought something for Travis today, too.โ€ โ€œAmerica!โ€ I scolded.

โ€œYou found a dress?โ€ he asked, smiling.

โ€œYeah,โ€ I wrapped my legs and arms around him. Tomorrow it’s going to be your turn to be freaked out.โ€

โ€œI’m looking forward to it,โ€ he said, pulling me off the counter. I waved to America as Travis carried me down the hall.

Friday after class, America and I spent the afternoon downtown, primping and indulging. We had our nails and toes done, errant hairs waxed, skin bronzed and hair highlighted. When we returned to the apartment, every surface had been covered with bouquets of roses. Reds, pinks, yellows, and whitesโ€”it looked like a floral shop.

โ€œOh my God!โ€ America squealed when she walked through the door.

Shepley looked around him, standing proud. โ€œWe went to buy you two flowers, but neither of us thought just one bouquet would do it.โ€

I hugged Travis. โ€œYou guys areโ€ฆyou’re amazing. Thank you.โ€ He smacked my backside. โ€œThirty minutes until the party, Pidge.โ€

The boys dressed in Travis’ room while we slipped on our dresses in Shepley’s. Just as I was fastening my silver heels, someone knocked on

the door.

โ€œTime to go, ladies,โ€ Shepley said. America walked out, and Shepley whistled. โ€œWhere is she?โ€ Travis asked.

โ€œAbby’s having some trouble with her shoe. She’ll be out in just a sec,โ€ America explained.

โ€œThe suspense is killin’ me, Pigeon!โ€ Travis called. I walked out, fidgeting with my dress while Travis stood in front of me, blank-faced.

America elbowed him and he blinked. โ€œHoly shit.โ€ โ€œAre you ready to be freaked out?โ€ America asked. โ€œI’m not freaked out, she looks amazing,โ€ Travis said.

I smiled and then slowly turned around to show him the steep dip of the fabric in the back of the dress. โ€œOkay, now I’m freakin’ out,โ€ he said, walking over to me and turning me around.

โ€œYou don’t like it?โ€ I asked.

โ€œYou need a jacket.โ€ He jogged to the rack and then hastily draped my coat over my shoulders.

โ€œShe can’t wear that all night, Trav,โ€ America chuckled.

โ€œYou look beautiful, Abby,โ€ Shepley said as an apology for Travis’ behavior.

Travis’ expression was pained as he spoke. โ€œYou do. You look incredibleโ€ฆbut you can’t wear that. Your skirt isโ€ฆwow, your legs areโ€ฆ your skirt is too short and it’s only half a dress! It doesn’t even have a back on it!โ€

I couldn’t help but smile. โ€œThat’s the way it’s made, Travis.โ€

โ€œDo you two live to torture each other?โ€ Shepley frowned.

โ€œDo you have a longer dress?โ€ Travis asked.

I looked down. โ€œIt’s actually pretty modest in the front. It’s just the back that shows off a lot of skin.โ€

โ€œPigeon,โ€ he winced with his next words, โ€œI don’t want you to be mad, but I can’t take you to my frat house looking like that. I’ll get in a fight the first five minutes we’re there, Baby.โ€

I leaned up on the balls of my feet and kissed his lips. โ€œI have faith in you.โ€

โ€œThis night is gonna suck,โ€ he groaned.

โ€œThis night is going to be fantastic,โ€ America said, offended.

โ€œJust think of how easy it will be to get it off later,โ€ I said, kissing his neck.

โ€œThat’s the problem. Every other guy there will be thinking the same thing.โ€

โ€œBut you’re the only one that gets to find out,โ€ I lilted. He didn’t respond, and I leaned back to assess his expression. โ€œDo you really want me to change?โ€

Travis scanned my face, my dress, my legs, and then exhaled. โ€œNo matter what you wear, you’re gorgeous. I should just get used to it, now, right?โ€ I shrugged and he shook his head. โ€œAll right, we’re already late. Let’s go.โ€

I huddled next to Travis for warmth as we walked from the car to the Sigma Tau house. The air was smoky, but warm. Music boomed from the basement, and Travis bobbed his head to the beat. Everyone seemed to turn at once. I wasn’t sure if they were staring because Travis was at a date party, or because he was wearing slacks, or because of my dress, but they wereย allย staring.

America leaned over to whisper in my ear. โ€œI’m so glad you’re here, Abby. I feel like I just walked into a Molly Ringwald movie.โ€

โ€œGlad I could help,โ€ I grumbled.

Travis and Shepley took our coats, and then led us across the room to the kitchen. Shepley took four beers out of the fridge and handed one to America, and then to me. We stood in the kitchen, listening to Travis’ frat brothers discuss his last fight. The sorority sisters accompanying them happened to be the same busty blondes that followed Travis into the cafeteria the first time we spoke.

Lexie was easy to recognize. I couldn’t forget the look on her face when Travis pushed her from his lap for insulting America. She watched me with curiosity, seeming to study my every word. I knew she was curious why Travis Maddox apparently found me irresistible, and I found myself making an effort to show her. I kept my hands on Travis, inserting clever quips at precise moments of conversation, and joked with him about his new tattoos.

โ€œDude, you got your girl’s name on your wrist? What in the hell possessed you to do that?โ€ Brad said.

Travis proudly turned over his hand to reveal my name. โ€œI’m crazy about her,โ€ he said, looking down

at me with soft eyes.

โ€œYou barely know her,โ€ Lexie scoffed.

He didn’t take his eyes from mine. โ€œWe spend every second together. I know her.โ€ He furrowed his brow, โ€œI thought the tat freaked you out.

Now you’re bragging about it?โ€

I leaned up to kiss his cheek and shrugged. โ€œIt’s growing on me.โ€ Shepley and America made their way downstairs and we followed,

hand in hand. Furniture had been pushed along the walls for a make-shift dance floor, and just as we descended the stairs, a slow song began to play.

Travis didn’t hesitate to pull me into the middle, holding me close and pulling my hand to his chest. โ€œI’m glad I’ve never went to one of these things before. It’s right that I’ve only brought you.โ€

I smiled and pressed my cheek against his chest. He held his hand against my lower back, warm and soft against my bare skin.

โ€œEveryone’s staring at you in this dress,โ€ he said. I looked up, expecting to see a tense expression, but he was smiling. โ€œI guess it’s kinda coolโ€ฆbeing with the girl everyone wants.โ€

I rolled my eyes. โ€œThey don’t want me. They’re curious whyย youย want me. And anyway, I feel sorry for anyone that thinks they have a chance. I am hopelessly and completely in love with you.โ€

A pained look shadowed his face. โ€œYou know why I want you? I didn’t know I was lost until you found me. I didn’t know what alone was until the first night I spent without you in my bed. You’re the one thing I’ve got right. You’re what I’ve been waiting for, Pigeon.โ€

I reached up to take his face between my hands and he wrapped his arms around me, lifting me off the floor. I pressed my lips against his, and he kissed me with the emotion of everything he’d just said. It was in that moment that I realized why he’d gotten the tattoo, why he had chosen me, and why I was different. It wasn’t just me, and it wasn’t just him, it was what we were together that was the exception.

A faster beat vibrated the speakers, and Travis lowered me to my feet. โ€œStill wanna dance?โ€ America and Shepley appeared beside us and I raised an eyebrow. โ€œIf you think you can keep up with me.โ€ Travis smirked. โ€œTry me.โ€

I moved my hips against his and ran my hand up his shirt, unfastening his top two buttons, Travis chuckled and shook his head, and I turned around, moving against him to the beat. He grabbed my hips and I

reached around, grabbing his backside. I leaned forward and his fingers dug into my skin. When I stood up, he touched his lips to my ear.

โ€œKeep that up and we’ll be leaving early.โ€

I turned around and smiled, throwing my arms around his neck. He pressed himself against me and I un-tucked his shirt, slipping my hands up his back, pressing my fingers into his lean muscles, and then smiling at the noise he made when I tasted his neck.

โ€œJesus, Pigeon, you’re killin’ me,โ€ he said, gripping the hem of my skirt, pulling it up just enough to graze my thighs with his fingertips.

โ€œI guess we know what the appeal is,โ€ Lexie sneered from behind us.

America spun, stomping toward Lexie on the warpath. Shepley grabbed her just in time.

โ€œSay it again!โ€ America said. โ€œI dare you, bitch!โ€ Lexie cowered behind her boyfriend, shocked at America’s threat.

โ€œBetter get a muzzle on your date, Brad,โ€ Travis warned.

Two songs later, the hair on the back of my neck was heavy and damp.

Travis kissed the skin just below my ear. โ€œC’mon, Pidge. I need a smoke.โ€

He led me up the stairs, and then grabbed my coat before leading me up to the second floor. We walked out onto the balcony to find Parker and his date. She was taller than I, her short, dark hair flat and pinned back with a single bobby pin. I noticed her pointy stilettos immediately, with her leg hooked around Parker’s hip. She stood with her back against the brick, and when Parker noticed us walk out, he pulled his hand from underneath her skirt.

โ€œAbby,โ€ he said, surprised and breathless. โ€œHey, Parker,โ€ I said, stifling a laugh. โ€œHow, uhโ€ฆhow have you been?โ€

I smiled politely. โ€œI’ve been great, you?โ€

โ€œUh,โ€ he looked at his date, โ€œAbby this is Amber. Amberโ€ฆAbby.โ€

โ€œAbbyย Abby?โ€ she asked.

Parker gave one quick, uncomfortable nod. Amber shook my hand with a disgusted look on her face, and then eyed Travis as if she had just encountered the enemy. โ€œNice to meet youโ€ฆI guess.โ€

โ€œAmber,โ€ Parker warned.

Travis laughed once and then opened the doors for them to walk through. Parker grabbed Amber’s hand and retreated into the house.

โ€œThat wasโ€ฆawkward,โ€ I said, shaking my head as I folded my arms, leaning against the railing. It was cold, and there were only a handful of couples outside.

Travis was all smiles. Not even Parker could dampen his mood. โ€œAt least he’s moved on from trying his damndest to get you back.โ€

โ€œI don’t think he was trying to get me back so much as trying to keep me away from you.โ€

Travis wrinkled his nose. โ€œHe tookย oneย girl home for meย once. Now he acts like he’s made a habit of swooping in and saving every freshman I bagged.โ€

I gave him a wry look from the corner of my eye. โ€œDid I ever tell you how much Iย loatheย that word?โ€

โ€œSorry,โ€ he said, pulling me to his side. He lit his cigarette and took a deep breath. The smoke he blew out was thicker than usual, mixing with the winter air. He turned his hand over and took a long look at his wrist. โ€œHow weird is it that this tat isn’t just my new favorite, but it makes me feel at ease to know it’s there?โ€

โ€œPretty weird.โ€ Travis raised an eyebrow and I laughed. โ€œI’m kidding.

I can’t say I understand it, but it’s sweetโ€ฆin a Travis Maddox-sort of way.โ€

โ€œIf it feels this good to have this on my arm, I can’t imagine how it’s going to feel to get a ring on your finger.โ€

โ€œTravisโ€ฆ.โ€

โ€œIn four, or maybe five years,โ€ he added.

I took a breath. โ€œWe need to slow down. Way, way down.โ€

โ€œDon’t start this, Pidge.โ€

โ€œIf we keep going at this pace, I’m going to be barefoot and pregnant before I graduate. I’m not ready to move in with you, I’m not ready for a ring, and I’m certainly not ready to settle down.โ€

Travis gripped my shoulders and turned me to face him. โ€œThis isn’t the โ€˜I wanna see other people’ speech, is it? Because I’m not sharing you.

No fucking way.โ€

โ€œI don’t want anyone else,โ€ I said, exasperated. He relaxed and released my shoulders, gripping the railing.

โ€œWhat are you saying, then?โ€ he asked, staring across the horizon.

โ€œI’m saying we need to slow down. That’sย allย I’m saying.โ€ He nodded, clearly unhappy. I touched his arm. โ€œDon’t be mad.โ€

โ€œIt seems like we take one step forward and two steps back, Pidge.

Every time I think we’re on the same page, you put up a wall. I don’t get itโ€ฆmost girls are hounding their boyfriends to get serious, to talk about their feelings, to take the next stepโ€ฆ.โ€

โ€œI thought we established that I’m notย most girls?โ€

He let his head drop, frustrated. โ€œI’m tired of guessing. Where do you see this going, Abby?โ€

I pressed my lips against his shirt. โ€œWhen I think about my future I see you.โ€

Travis relaxed, pulling me close. We both watched the night clouds move across the sky. The lights of the school dotted the darkened block, and party goers folded their arms against thick coats, scurrying to the warmth of the brick and mortar of the fraternity house.

I saw the same peace in Travis’ eyes that I had witnessed only a handful of times, and it hit me that just like the other nights, his content expression was a direct result of reassurance from me.

I had experienced insecurity, those living one stroke of bad luck to the other; men who were afraid of their own shadow. It was easy to be afraid of the dark side Vegas, the side the neon and glitter never seemed to touch. But Travis Maddox wasn’t afraid to fight, or to defend someone he cared about, or to look into the humiliated and angry eyes of a scorned woman. He could walk into a room and stare down someone twice his size, believing that no one could touch himโ€”that he was invincible to anything that tried make him fall.

He was afraid of nothing. Until he’d met me.

I was the one part of his life that was unknown, the wild card, the variable he couldn’t control. Regardless of the moments of peace I had given him, in every other moment of every other day, the turmoil he felt without me was made ten times worse in my presence. The anger that took hold of him before was only becoming harder for him to manage. Being the exception was no longer a mysterious, special thing. I had become his weakness.

Just as I was to my father.

โ€œAbby! There you are! I’ve been looking all over for you!โ€ America said, bursting through the door. She held up her cell phone. โ€œI just got off the phone with my dad. Mick called them last night.โ€

โ€œMick?โ€ My face screwed into disgust. โ€œWhy would he call them?โ€

America raised her eyebrows as if I should know the answer. โ€œYour mother kept hanging up on him.โ€ โ€œWhat did he want?โ€ I said, feeling sick.

She pressed her lips together. โ€œTo know where you were.โ€

โ€œThey didn’t tell him, did they?โ€

America’s face fell. โ€œHe’s your father, Abby. Dad felt he had a right to know.โ€

โ€œHe’s going to come here,โ€ I said, feeling my eyes burn. โ€œHe’s going to come here, Mare!โ€

โ€œI know! I’m sorry!โ€ she said, trying to hug me. I pulled away from her and covered my face with my hands.

A familiar pair of strong, protective hands rested on my shoulders. โ€œHe won’t hurt you, Pigeon,โ€ Travis said. โ€œI won’t let him.โ€

โ€œHe’ll find a way,โ€ America said, watching me with heavy eyes. โ€œHe always does.โ€

โ€œI have to get out of here.โ€ I pulled my coat around me and pulled at the handle of the french doors. I was too upset to slow down long enough to coordinate pushing down the handle while pulling at the door at the same time. Just as frustrated tears fell down my frozen cheeks, Travis’ hand covered mine. He pressed down, helping me to push the handle, and then with his other hand, he pulled open the door. I looked at him, conscious of the ridiculous scene I was making, expecting to see a confused or disapproving look on his face, but he looked down at me only with understanding.

Travis took me under his arm and we went through the house, down the stairs and through the crowd to the front door. The three of them struggled to keep up with me as I made a bee line for the Charger.

America’s hand shot out and grabbed my coat, stopping me in my tracks. โ€œAbby!โ€ she whispered, pointing to a small group of people.

They were crowded around an older, disheveled man who pointed frantically to the house, holding up a picture. The couples were nodding, discussing the photo among one another.

I stormed over to the man and pulled the photo from his hands. โ€œWhatย in theย hellย are you doing here?โ€

The crowd dispersed, walking into the house, and Shepley and America stood on each side of me. Travis cupped my shoulders from behind.

Mick looked at my dress and clicked his tongue in disapproval. โ€œWell, well, Cookie. You can take the girl out of Vegasโ€ฆ.โ€

โ€œShut up. Shut Up, Mick. Just turn around,โ€ I pointed behind him, โ€œand go back to where ever you came from. I don’t want you here.โ€

โ€œI can’t, Cookie. I need your help.โ€ โ€œWhat else is new?โ€ America sneered.

Mick narrowed his eyes at America and then looked to me. โ€œYou look awful pretty. You’ve grown up. I wouldn’t’ve recognized you on the street.โ€

I sighed, impatient with the small talk. โ€œWhat do you want?โ€

He held up his hands and shrugged. โ€œI seemed to have gotten myself in a pickle, kiddo. Old Dad needs some money.โ€

I closed my eyes. โ€œHow much?โ€

โ€œI was doing good, I really was. I just had to borrow a bit to get ahead andโ€ฆyou know.โ€

โ€œI know,โ€ I snapped. โ€œHow much do you need?โ€ โ€œTwenty-five.โ€

โ€œWell shit, Mick, twenty-five hundred? If you’ll get the hell outta hereโ€ฆI’ll give that to you now,โ€ Travis said, pulling out his wallet.

โ€œHe means twenty-five thousand,โ€ I said glaring at my father. Mick’s eyes scanned over Travis. โ€œWho’s this clown?โ€

Travis’ eyebrows shot up from his wallet and I felt his weight lean into my back as he restrained himself. โ€œI can see, now, why a smart guy like yourself has been reduced to asking your teenage daughter for an allowance.โ€

Before Mick could speak, I pulled out my cell phone. โ€œWho do you owe this time, Mick?โ€

Mick scratched his greasy graying hair. โ€œWell, it’s a funny story, Cookieโ€”,โ€

โ€œWho?โ€ I shouted. โ€œBenny.โ€

My mouth fell open and I took a step back, into Travis. โ€œBenny? You oweย Benny? What in the hell were youโ€ฆ.โ€ I took a breath, there was no point. โ€œI don’t have that kind of money, Mick.โ€

He smiled. โ€œSomething tells me you do.โ€ โ€œWell, I don’t! You’ve really done it, this time,

haven’t you? I knew you wouldn’t stop until you got yourself killed!โ€

He shifted, the smug grin on his face had vanished. โ€œHow much ya got?โ€

I clenched my jaw. โ€œEleven thousand. I was saving for a car.โ€

America’s eyes darted in my direction. โ€œWhere did you get eleven thousand dollars, Abby?โ€

โ€œTravis’ fights,โ€ I said, my eyes boring into Mick’s.

Travis pulled on my shoulders to look into my eyes. โ€œYou madeย eleven thousandย off my fights? When were you betting?โ€

โ€œAdam and I had an understanding,โ€ I said, unconcerned with Travis’ surprise.

Mick’s eyes were suddenly animated. โ€œYou can double that in a weekend, Cookie. You could get me the twenty-five by Sunday, and Benny won’t send his thugs for me.โ€

My throat felt dry and tight. โ€œIt’ll clean me out, Mick. I have to pay for school.โ€

โ€œOh, you can make it back in no time,โ€ he said, waving his hand dismissively.

โ€œWhen is your deadline?โ€ I asked.

โ€œMonday mornin’. Midnight,โ€ he said, unapologetic. โ€œYou don’t have to give him a fucking dime, Pigeon,โ€ Travis said, tugging on my arm.

Mick grabbed my wrist. โ€œIt’s the least you could do! I wouldn’t be in this mess if it weren’t for you!โ€

America slapped his hand away and then shoved him. โ€œDon’t you dare start that shit again, Mick! She didn’t make you borrow money from Benny!โ€

Mick looked at me with loathing in his eyes. โ€œIf it weren’t for her, I woulda had my own money. You took everything from me, Abby. I have nothin’!โ€

I thought time away from Mick would lessen the pain that came with being his daughter, but the tears flowing from my eyes said otherwise. โ€œI’ll get your money to Benny by Sunday. But when I do, I want you to leave me theย hellย alone. I won’t do this again, Mick. From now on, you’re on your own, do you hear me? Stay. Away.โ€

He pressed his lips together and then nodded. โ€œHave it your way, Cookie.โ€

I turned around and headed for the car, hearing America behind me. โ€œPack your bags, boys. We’re going to Vegas.โ€

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