โMichaelโs idea of a party involved an amusement park rented out for the evening for our amusement and our amusement alone.โ
โDo I want to know how much this cost?โ Dean asked.
โDoubtful,โ Michael replied. โDo I want to know why you have a phobia of integrating colors into your wardrobe? Almost certainly not!โ
When Iโd first met Michael, Iโd found him difficult to profile. But now I understood.ย Reading emotions was never your only survival mechanism. Heโd learned not to feel things, to turn everything into a joke, to shrug off revelations that shook his worldview to its core.
A quick glance at Celine told me that was a trait they shared. The edges of her lips quirked up in a slight smile. โNot bad,โ she told Michael, taking in the lights of the Ferris wheel in the distance.
โWhat can I say?โ he replied. โGood taste runs in the family.โ The subtext to those words was deafening.
Sloane frowned. โThe number of taste buds one has is heritable, but that does not affect aesthetic or entertainment preferences, to the best of my knowledge.โ
Celeste didnโt miss a beat. โThe brainy type,โ she declared loftily. โI approve.โ
Sloane was quiet for several seconds. โMost people donโt.โ
My heart hurt at the matter-of-fact way Sloane said those words.
Her manner uncharacteristically gentle, Celine hooked an arm through Sloaneโs. โHow would you feel about trying to win me a goldfish?โ
Sloane clearly had no idea how to reply, so she went with the path of least resistance. โGoldfish donโt have stomachs or eyelids. And their resting attention span is actually one-point-oh-nine times that of the average human.โ
As Celine led Sloane toward the carnival games, I started to follow, but Michael held me back. โSheโll be fine,โ he told me. โCeline isโฆโ He trailed off, then changed course. โI trust her.โ
โItโs good to have someone you can trust.โ Liaโs tone wasnโt cutting, but that meant nothing. She was more than capable of coating razor blades in sugar.
โI never said you could trust me,โ Michael shot back. โI donโt trust me.โ โMaybe Iโm saying thatย youย can trustย me.โ Lia played with the tips of her
jet-black ponytail, making those words sound like nothing more than a lark. โOr maybe Iโm saying that you absolutelyย cannotย trust me not to wreak vengeance upon you in creative and increasingly absurd ways.โ
With that somewhat concerning statement, Lia hooked her arm through Deanโs the way Celine had hooked hers through Sloaneโs. โI see a roller coaster with my name on it, Dean-o. You game?โ
Lia rarely asked Dean for anything. He wasnโt about to refuse now. As the two of them peeled off from the group, I pushed down the instinct to follow.
โAnd then,โ Michael murmured, โthere were two.โ We ended up in the house of mirrors.
โYouโre trying very hard not to profile me,โ Michael commented as we wove our way through the mazelike expanse.
โWhat gave me away?โ I asked.
He tapped two fingers against my temple, then indicated the tilt of my chin. We passed a set of curvy mirrors that distorted our reflections, stretching them out, condensing them, the colors in my reflection blending into the colors in his. โIโll save you the effort, Colorado. Iโm a person who wants what he canโt have as a method of proving to himself that he doesnโt deserve the things he wants. And for someone with my abilities, I have an uncanny knack for not seeing the obvious staring me in the face.โ
I read between the lines. โYou had no idea. About Celine. About who her father really is.โ
โAnd yet the moment she said something, it made perfect sense.โ Michael paused, then tried out the words heโd been avoiding. โI have a sister.โ
I caught sight of myself in another mirror. The distortion made my face rounder, my body smaller. I thought of Laurel, staring at the swing set.ย I have a sister, too.
โDown-turned lips, tension in your neck, unfocused eyes seeing something other than the here and now.โ Michael paused. โYou went to seeย yourย sister today, and no amount of Townsend Baby Daddy Drama can make you forget what you saw.โ
We hit the end of the house of mirrors and stepped back out onto the boardwalk. I bit back my response to Michaelโs statement when I saw Celine waiting for us. She was holding a fishbowl.
โSloane won you a goldfish,โ Michael commented.
โSloane wonย allย of us goldfish,โ Celine corrected. โGirl is crazy good at carnival games. Something about โdoing the math.โโ
I did some math of my own and decided that whether Michael wanted to or not, heย neededย to talk to Celine. And I needed to get away from the mirrors and the memories and the sudden reminder that the next Fibonacci date was
less than thirty-six hours away.
I found Sloane sitting near the Ferris wheel, surrounded by goldfish in bowls. I sat down beside her. Whatever conversation Michael and Celine were having was drowned out by the music accompanying the Ferris wheelโs turns.
The wheel is turning, I heard a tiny voice whisper in my memory,ย round and roundโฆ
Beside me, Sloane was humming. At first, I thought she was humming along to the music, but then I realized that she was humming the same seven notes, over and over.
Laurelโs song.
Goose bumps rose on my arms. โSloaneโฆโ I started to ask her to stop, but something about the expression on her face stopped me.
โSeven notes, six unique.โ Sloane stared at the Ferris wheel, watching it turn. โE-flat, E-flat, E, A-flat, F-sharp, A, B-flat.โ She paused. โWhat if itโs not a song? What if itโs a code?โ