โSloane was still analyzing the physical evidence, but Iโd seen all I needed to seeโall I could stand seeing. A small part of me couldnโt help drawing parallels between this crime scene and the first one Iโd ever seenโmy motherโs.โ
She fought. She bled. They took her.
The difference was that Celine had been taken on a Fibonacci date, and that meant that if this was the work of the Masters, we werenโt looking for a missing girl, a potential Pythia.
We were looking for a corpse.
โIโd like to see the victimโs bedroom,โ I said. I owed it to Celine Delacroix to get to know her, then to come back down here and walk through it all over again, until I found whatever it was that weโd been overlooking.
That was what profilers did. We submerged ourselves in the darkness again and again and again.
โIโll take you to Celineโs room.โ Michael didnโt wait for permission before he started walking toward the main house. I caught Agent Sterlingโs gaze. She nodded for me to follow Michael.
โIโll wait down here,โ Dean told me.
When weโd been profiling, I hadnโt felt the crushing distance between us, but now, my mind went to the secrets I was keeping from him, his fatherโs mocking words.
โI want to go over the scene again,โ Dean continued. โSomething about this doesnโt feel right.โ
Nothing feels right, I thought. And then, deep inside of me, something whispered,ย Nothing ever will. I would give everything I had to this case. Iโd give and give, until the girl Iโd beenโthe girl Dean had lovedโwas gone, worn away like a sand castle swept out with the tide.
Ignoring the dull ache that accompanied that thought, I turned and followed Michael into the house. Lia fell in beside me.
โYouโre coming with?โ I asked.
Lia gave a graceful little shrug. โWhy not?โ The fact that she didnโt even
tryย to lie about her motivations gave me pause. โKeep up,โ Lia told me,
breezing past. โIโd hate to have any alone time whatsoever with Michael in his ex-girlfriendโs room.โ
Michael had said that Celine was the one person whoโd cared about him growing up. Heโd said that she was beautiful. Heโd called her by a nickname. And Lia and Michaelโs on-again off-again relationship had a tendency to end badly.
Every time.
We caught up with Michael just as he halted at the threshold of Celineโs room. As I came to stand next to him, I saw the thing that had made him pause.
A self-portrait. I didnโt question the instinct that said that Celine had painted this piece herself. It was big, larger than life. Unlike the photographs Iโd seen of our victim, this painting showed a girl who wasnโt elegant, didnโt want to be. The paint was thick and textured on the canvas, nearly three- dimensional. The strokes were rough and visible. Celine had only painted herself from the shoulders up. Her skin was bare, dark brown and luminescent. And the expression on her faceโฆ
Naked and vulnerable and fierce.
Beside me, Michael stared at the painting.ย Youโre reading her, I thought.ย You know exactly what the girl in that painting is feeling. You know what the girl who painted it was feeling. You know her like you know yourself.
โShe didnโt use a brush.โ Lia let that comment register before she continued. โCeCe dearest painted that one with a knife.โ
My brain instantly integrated that tidbit into what I knew about Celine. โHow much do you want to bet our knife-wielding Picasso cleans her brushes with kerosene?โ Lia asked. โTurpentine would be more common, but
Iโm guessing Celine Delacroix doesnโt do common. Does she, Michael?โ โYou a profiler now?โ Michael asked Lia.
โJust an aficionado of fine art,โ Lia retorted. โI lived in a bathroom at the Metropolitan Museum of Art for six weeks, back when I was on the streets.โ I raised an eyebrow at Lia, utterly unable to tell if that was true or a bald-
faced lie. In response, Lia pushed past Michael and into Celineโs room.
โIf Celine cleans her brushes in kerosene,โ I murmured, thinking out loud, โshe would have had some on hand. Not a ton, butโฆโ
But enough that you might not have had to bring it with you. I paused.
And if you didnโt bring it with you, you might never have intended to burn her alive.
It could have been a coincidence. All of itโthe date, the kerosene. โYou think the FBI doesnโt realize that some people use kerosene as a
paint thinner?โ Michael asked me, reading my thoughts in my expression. โYou really think Briggs and Sterling didnโt go down that road before they took this case?โ
Back at the crime scene, the smell of kerosene had been overwhelming.
This wasnโt a little spill we were talking about hereโbut for some reason, Lia had wanted me to entertain the possibility that it was.
Why?
Michael stepped over the threshold and into Celineโs room. After one last glance at Lia, I followed.
โTwo more paintings on the walls,โ I commented, breaking the silence.
Celine had hung the paintings side by side, matched pieces of an eerie, abstract set. The canvas on the left appeared to be painted entirely black, but the longer I stared at it, the easier it was to see a face staring back from the darkness.
A manโs face.
It was subtle, a trick of light and shadows in a painting that, at first glance, held neither. The second canvas was mostly blank, with a few bits of shading here and there. It looked like a completely abstract painting, until you realized that the white space held its own design.
Another face.
โShe doesnโt paint bodies.โ Michael came to stand in front of the paintings. โEven in elementary school, Celine refused to draw anything but faces. No landscapes. Not so much as a single still life. It used to drive the art teachers her parents hired mad.โ
That was the first opening Michael had given me to ask him about this girl, this piece of his past that none of us had even known existed. โYouโve known each other since you were kids?โ
For a moment, I wasnโt sure Michael would answer the question.
โOff and on,โ he said finally. โWhen I wasnโt at boarding school. Whenย sheย wasnโt at boarding school. When my father wasnโt pushing me to make friends with the sons of people more important than a partner he already had eating out of his hand.โ
I knew that Michaelโs father had a temper. I knew he was abusive, nearly impossible to read, wealthy, and obsessed with the Townsend name. And now I knew something else about Thatcher Townsend.ย No matter how much money you make, no matter how high up the social ladder you climbโit will never be enough. You will always be hungry. You will always want more.
โGood news.โ Liaโs voice broke into my thoughts. When Michael and I looked over at her, she was removing a false bottom from a chest at the foot of Celineโs bed. โThe police took our victimโs laptop into evidence, but they didnโt take herย secretย laptop.โ
โHow did youโโ I started to ask, but Lia cut me off with a wave of her hand.
โI did a stint as a high-end cat burglar after I got kicked out of the Met.โ Lia set the laptop up on Celineโs desk.
โWeโll need Sloane to hack theโโ Michael cut off as Lia logged on.
It wasnโt password-protected.ย You hide your laptop, but donโt password- protect it. Why?
โLetโs see what we have here,โ Lia said, opening files at random. โClass schedule.โ I had just enough time to commit Celineโs class schedule to memory before Lia moved on. She opened a new fileโa photograph of two children standing in front of a sailboat. I recognized the little girl immediately.ย Celine. It took me longer to realize that the little boy standing next to her was Michael. He couldnโt have been older than eight or nine.
โEnough,โ Michael said sharply. He tried to close the photo, but Lia blocked him. On the laptopโs screen, I noticed the photo begin to shift, to change.
Not a photo, I realized after a long moment.ย A video. An animation.
Slowly, the children in the photo morphed, until I was looking at a nearly identical photograph of two teenagers standing in front of a sailboat.
Celine Delacroix, age nineteen, and Michael Townsend, now.