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Chapter no 88 – Visitorsโ€Œ

All the Light We Cannot See

The electric bell rings at Number 4 rue Vauborel. Etienne Le-Blanc, Madame Manec, and Marie-Laure stop chewing at the same time, each thinking: They have found me out. The transmitter in the attic, the women in the kitchen, the hundred trips to the beach.

Etienne says, โ€œYou are expecting someone?โ€

Madame Manec says, โ€œNo one.โ€ The women would come to the kitchen door.

The bell rings again.

All three go to the foyer; Madame Manec opens the door.

French policemen, two of them. They are there, they explain, at the request of the Natural History Museum in Paris. The jarring of their boot heels on the boards of the foyer seems loud enough to shatter the windows. The first one is eating somethingโ€”an apple, Marie-Laure decides. The second smells of shaving balm. And roasted meat. As if they have been feasting.

All fiveโ€”Etienne, Marie-Laure, Madame Manec, and the two menโ€” sit in the kitchen around the square table. The men refuse a bowl of stew. The first clears his throat. โ€œRight or wrong,โ€ he says, โ€œhe has been convicted of theft and conspiracy.โ€

โ€œAll prisoners, political or otherwise,โ€ says the second, โ€œare forced to do labor, even if they have not been sentenced to it.โ€

โ€œThe museum has written to wardens and prison directors all over Germany.โ€

โ€œWe do not yet know exactly which prison.โ€ โ€œWe believe it could be Breitenau.โ€

โ€œWe’re certain they did not hold a proper tribunal.โ€

Etienne’s voice comes spiraling up from beside Marie-Laure. โ€œIs that a good prison? I mean, one of the better ones?โ€

โ€œI’m afraid there are no good German prisons.โ€

A truck passes in the street. The sea folds onto the Plage du Mรดle fifty yards away. She thinks: They just say words, and what are words but sounds these men shape out of breath, weightless vapors they send into

the air of the kitchen to dissipate and die. She says: โ€œYou have come all this way to tell us things we already know.โ€

Madame Manec takes her hand.

Etienne murmurs, โ€œWe did not know about this place called Breitenau.โ€

The first policeman says, โ€œYou told the museum he has managed to smuggle out two letters?โ€

The second: โ€œMay we see them?โ€

Off goes Etienne, content to believe that someone is on the job. Marie-Laure ought to be happy too, but something makes her suspicious. She remembers something her father said back in Paris, on the first night of the invasion, as they waited for a train.ย Everyone is looking out for himself.

The first policeman snaps flesh off his apple with his teeth. Are they looking at her? To be so close to them makes her feel faint. Etienne returns with both letters, and she can hear the men passing the pages back and forth.

โ€œDid he speak of anything before he left?โ€

โ€œOf any particular activities or errands we should be aware of?โ€

Their French is good, very Parisian, but who knows where their loyalties lie?ย If your same blood doesnโ€™t run in the arms and legs of the person youโ€™re next to, you canโ€™t trust anything.ย Everything feels compressed and submarine to Marie-Laure just then, as if the five of them have been submerged into a murky aquarium overfull of fish, and their fins keep bumping as they shift about.

She says, โ€œMy father is not a thief.โ€ Madame Manec’s hand squeezes hers.

Etienne says, โ€œHe seemed concerned for his job, for his daughter. For France, of course. Who wouldn’t be?โ€

โ€œMademoiselle,โ€ says the first man. He is talking directly to Marie-Laure. โ€œWas there no specific thing he mentioned?โ€

โ€œNothing.โ€

โ€œHe had many keys at the museum.โ€ โ€œHe turned in his keys before he left.โ€

โ€œMay we look at whatever he brought here with him?โ€ The second man adds, โ€œHis bags, perhaps?โ€

โ€œHe took his rucksack with him,โ€ says Marie-Laure, โ€œwhen the director asked him to return.โ€

โ€œMay we look anyway?โ€

Marie-Laure can feel the gravity in the room increase. What do they hope to find? She imagines the radio equipment high above her: microphone, transceiver, all those dials and switches and cables.

Etienne says, โ€œYou may.โ€

They go into every room. Third floor fourth fifth. On the sixth, they stand in her grandfather’s old bedroom and open the huge wardrobe with its heavy doors and cross the hall and stand over the model of Saint-Malo in Marie-Laure’s room and whisper to each other and then tromp back downstairs.

They ask a total of one question: about three Free French flags rolled up in a second-floor closet. Why does Etienne have them?

โ€œYou put yourself in jeopardy keeping those,โ€ says the second policeman.

โ€œYou would not want the authorities to think you are terrorists,โ€ says the first. โ€œPeople have been arrested for less.โ€ Whether this is offered as favor or threat remains unclear. Marie-Laure thinks: Do they mean Papa?

The policemen finish their search and say good night with perfect politeness and leave.

Madame Manec lights a cigarette. Marie-Laure’s stew is cold.

Etienne fumbles with the fireplace grate. He shoves the flags one after another into the fire. โ€œNo more. No more.โ€ He says the second louder than the first. โ€œNot here.โ€

Madame Manec’s voice: โ€œThey found nothing. There is nothing to find.โ€

The acrid smell of burning cotton fills the kitchen. Her great-uncle says, โ€œYou do what you like with your life, Madame. You have always been there for me, and I will try to be there for you. But you may no longer do these things in this house. And you may not do them with my great-niece.โ€

To My Dear Sister Juttaโ€”

 

It is very difficult now. Even paper is hard to We had

no heat in the . Frederick

and that my mistake was that I

I hope someday you can understand. Love to you and

 

used to say there is no such thing as free will and that every personโ€™s path is predetermined for him just like

Frau Elena too.ย Sieg heil.

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