โThe clock was ticking. Instinct and theories werenโt enough. Beingย sureโ
wasnโt enough.
We needed evidence.
You plan. You wait, and you plan, and you execute those plans with mathematical precision.ย I could see Beau in my mind, his lips upturned in something like a smile. Waiting for our time to run out. Waiting for the FBI to let him go.
Sloane sat in front of the television, a tablet plugged into the side. She wasnโt crying now. She wasnโt even blinking. She was just watching the moment her brotherโs corpse had been discovered, again and again.
โSloane.โ Judd stood in the doorway. โSweetheart, turn that off.โ
Sloane didnโt even seem to hear him. She watched the camera footage shake as an agent ran toward Aaronโs body.
โCassie. Turn it off.โ Judd issued the order to me this time.
You want to protect us,ย I thought, knowing quite well where Juddโs need to do that came from.ย You want us to be safe and well and warm.
But Judd couldnโt protect Sloane from this.
โDean.โ Judd turned his attention to my fellow profiler.
Before Dean could reply, Sloane spoke up. โSix cameras, but none of them are stationary. I can extrapolate Beauโs position, but the margin of error in calculating his trajectory is bigger than I would like.โ She paused
the footage over Aaronโs corpse. For a moment, she lost herself to the image of her brotherโs blood-spattered body, her gaze hollow. โThe killer was right-handed. Spatter is consistent with a single wound, left to right across the victimโs neck. The blade was angled slightly upward. Killerโs height is roughly seventy-point-five inches, plus or minus half an inch.โ
โSloane,โ Judd said sharply.
She blinked, then turned away from the screen.ย Itโs easier,ย I thought, slipping from Juddโs perspective into Sloaneโs,ย when the body belongs to โthe victim.โ Easier when you donโt have to think Aaronโs name.
Sloane shut off the television. โI canโt do this.โ
For a moment, Judd looked relieved. Then Sloane got out her laptop. โI need stationary footage. Higher resolution.โ Seconds later, her fingers were flying over the keys.
โHypothetically speaking,โ Lia said to Judd, โif Sloane were hacking the Majestyโs security feed, would you want to know?โ
Judd looked at Sloane for several seconds. Then he walked over to her and pressed a kiss to the top of her head.ย She wonโt stop. She canโt. You know that.
His mouth set into a firm line, Judd turned back to Lia. โNo,โ he grunted. โIf Sloane were illegally hacking her fatherโs casino, I would not want to know.โ Then he glanced back at Dean and Michael and me. โBut, hypothetically speaking, what can I do to help?โ
You had less than a minute to do what needed to be done.
As Sloane watched the security footage sheโd hacked, murmuring numbers under her breath, I slipped into Beauโs perspective, trying to imagine what heโd been thinking and feeling in those moments.
You knew exactly where your target was standing. You knew Aaron wouldnโt panic when the lights went off. Aaron Shaw was at the top of the food chain. You knew it would never occur to him that he might be your prey.
โSuspect was walking toward the stage at a rate of one-point-six meters per second. Victim was twenty-four meters away, at a forty-two-degree angle to suspectโs last marked trajectory.โ
You knew exactly where you were going, exactly how to get there.
Sloane froze the footage and did a screen capture, the second before the lights went out. She repeated the process when the lights came back on.
Before. After. Before. After.ย Sloane toggled back and forth between the still images. โIn fifty-nine seconds, the suspect moved forward six-point-two meters, still facing the stage.โ
โHis pupils were dilated,โ Michael put in. โBefore the lights went off, his pupils were already dilatedโalertness, psychological arousal.โ
โIf I can do this,โ Dean murmured, โIโm invincible. If I can do this, Iโm worthy.โ
Aaron was the Majestyโs golden son, the heir apparent. Killing him was an assertion of power.ย This is your inheritance. This is what you are. This is what you deserve.
โBeauโs posture changes,โ Michael continued. โItโs subtle, but itโs there, beneath the poker face.โ Michael indicated first one image, then the other. โAnticipation before. And after: elation.โ He swung his eyes back to the first photo. โLook how heโs holding his shoulders.โ He glanced at Sloane. โPlay the footage.โ
Sloane brought up the video and let it play.
โRestricted motion,โ Michael said. โHeโs fighting tension in his shoulders. Heโs walking, but his arms are still by his sides.โ
โThe knife,โ Dean murmured beside me, his eyes locked on the screen. โI had it on me. I could feel it. Thatโs why my arms arenโt moving. The knife is weighing me down.โ Dean swallowed, shifting his eyes to me. โI have the knife,โ he said, his voice pitched unnaturally low. โI am the knife.โ
On-screen, everything went black. Seconds ticked by in silence.
Adrenaline surged through your veins.ย I imagined being Beau. I imagined sidling up behind Aaron in the dark.ย No hesitation. Heโs stronger than you are. Bigger. All you have is the element of surprise.
All you have is a holiness of purpose.
I imagined sliding the blade across Aaronโs throat. I imagined letting it drop to the floor. I imagined walking back, through the dark. I imagined knowing, with an unworldly, overwhelming certainty that death was power.ย My power.
On-screen, the lights came back on, jarring me from the brief instant when Iโd stopped talking to Beau and let myselfย beย him. I could feel the heat from Deanโs body beside meโI could feel the dark place heโd been the moment before.
The place Iโd gone, too.
โLook at his arms,โ Michael said, gesturing to Beau.
They swing slightly as you walk. Youโre lighter now. Balanced. Perfect.
โIโve done what needed to be done.โ Dean looked down at his hands. โAnd I got rid of the knife.โ
โThe knife was found less than a meter away from the body.โ Sloane spoke at a stilted, uneven pace. โKiller dropped it. He would have backed away. Couldnโt risk stepping in Aaronโs blood.โ There was something brittle in her voice, something fragile. โAaronโs blood,โ she repeated.
Sloane looked at crime scenes and saw numbersโspatter patterns and probability and signs of rigor mortis. But no matter how hard she tried, Aaron would never just beย number fiveย to her.
โThe suspectโs not wearing gloves.โ Lia was the one who made the observation. โI doubt he left fingerprints on the knife. So what gives?โ Sloane closed her eyes. I could feel her cataloging the possibilities,
going through the physical evidence again and again, hurting and hurting and pushing through itโ
โPlastic.โ Judd had never weighed in on one of our cases before. He wasnโt FBI. He wasnโt a Natural. But he was a former marine. โSomething disposable. You wrap the knife in it, dispose of it separately.โ
Thatโs it.ย My heart skipped a beat.ย Thatโs our smoking gun.
โSo where did I dispose of it?โ Dean asked.
Not a trash canโthe police might look there.ย I forced myself to back up, to walk through it step by step.ย You make your way through the crowdโ to Aaron. You come up behind him. You slice the knife across his neckโ quick. No hesitation. No remorse. You peel the plastic off, drop the blade.
Thirty seconds.
Forty seconds.
How long has it been? How long do you have to make your way back to where you were when the lights went out?
You push your way through the crowd.
โThe crowd,โ I said out loud.
Dean understood before the others. โIf Iโm a killer who thinks of every contingency, I donโt throw the evidence away. I let someone else do it for meโฆ.โ
โPreferably after they get home,โ I finished.
โHe planted the evidence on someone,โ Lia translated. โIf Iโm his mark, and I get home and find a plastic bag in my pocket? I throw it away.โ
โUnless it has blood on it,โ Sloane said. โA drop, a smearโฆโ
I saw the web of possibilities, the way this played out. โDepending on who you are, you might call the police.โ I considered a second possibility. โOr you might burn it.โ
There was a beat of saturated silence, brimming with the things none of us would say.ย If we donโt find it, if we donโt find the person who has itโฆ
Our killer would win.