โThe ripple of power was felt.โ Bele was on her feet.
I peeled away from the wall as the rest of the gods rose. โDo you think it
โdo you think itโs Kolis?โ
No one looked at me. Only Nektas. โHe would not come himself,โ he answered as Jadis lifted her head, yawning. โHe would send others.โ
โIf he did come for you, you would get what you so desperately seek for yourself.โ Nyktos looked over his shoulder. โYour death.โ
My chest twisted as the iciness of his words fell upon me. They stung.
There was no denying that.
โSaionโgo find out what you can. I will meet you by the stables. Rhahar. Bele. Go with him. Speak no word of what youโve learned in here. None,โ Nyktos ordered. โUnderstood?โ
The three gods obeyed, quickly leaving the room. None of them looked in my direction.
โI will take the younglings to safety.โ Nektas motioned for Reaver to join him. โJust in case I was right about who has come to our shores. We will join you as soon as theyโre safe.โ
Nyktos nodded, his back to me as Nektas went to the door. Jadisโs head rested on her fatherโs shoulder, and she gave me a sleepy wave as she passed. The little waveโฆ I didnโt know why, but it carved at my heart. The look her father sent me froze that knife in there.
I think I will call you one of my own.
I sucked in a shrill breath. I doubted Nektas felt that way now. Why would he? I came here, plotting to kill the Primal that he considered family. Aios rose, sending a hasty look in my direction, โIโll go check on Gemma. Make sure the sirens havenโt woken her and deal with that if they
have.โ
โThank you,โ Nyktos replied, taking one of the short swords from the wall. He secured it to his hip then grabbed a dagger next, sliding it into his boot. A long, sheathed sword went over his back, hilt downward.
โWhat are we going to do with her?โ
My head jerked to Ector, who had asked the question. โI can help.โ
Slowly, Nyktos faced me as Rhainโs brows flew up. There was nothing but endless coldness in his stare. I fought the urge to step away from him.
โI can.โ I forced my voice steady. โIโm trained with an arrow and sword.โ
He sneered. โOf course, you are.โ
I flinched as the sharp, slicing motion cut even deeper into my heart, leaving its own kind of mark. The burn returned to my throat, crowding my eyes as a burst of something bitter and hard swelled inside me. I couldnโt take in air. The rawness clogged my throat. I couldnโt allow it. I shut it down. Shut it all down.ย Breathe in.ย In my mind, I slipped on that veil. It was harder than all the times before, and it felt flimsy and sheer, in a way it never had.ย Hold.ย I became nothing but the blank canvas, an empty vessel that couldnโt be hurt by words or actions outside of the ones I caused myself.
I exhaled. โDanger has come to the Shadowlands because of what I did. I will not stand back and do nothing when I can fight.โ I lifted my chin, meeting Nyktosโ chilly stare. โI am no threat to any of your people.โ
His head tilted. โYou are no threat to me.โ
I stiffened, but that was all. โI can help, but you do whatever you want.
Lock me away or take me with you. Either way, youโre wasting time.โ
Nyktosโ chin dipped as he stared me down. โWhile the idea of locking you away holds much appeal at the moment, there is no time to ensure that youโd be secure and wouldnโt escape. So, youโre coming with me.โ In the span of a heartbeat, he was within a foot of me. I tensed, managing to hold my ground. โBut if you doย anythingย that jeopardizes any of my people, being locked away will be the least of the things youโll face.โ
I didnโt miss the looks of disbelief that Rhain and Ector exchanged, nor did I doubt Nyktos for one second. โI donโt want to harm any of them.โ
โNo.โ His smile was a tight mockery. โJust me.โ
The veil slipped. โI didnโt want to harm you either.โ
โSave it,โ he snapped, grabbing my hand. The jolt of energy was a warm buzz. His grip was firm but not painful as he led me from the room.
Nyktos tugged me past the thrones and off the dais. Ector and Rhain were right behind us. The darkened room was eerily quiet except for the clap of our boots. It was a struggle to keep up with his long-legged pace. All
I focused on was keeping my mind from going back to the chamber and why he was now Nyktos to me. I couldnโt think about it as we neared the foyer. Nyktos walked so fast, I missed the slight rise in the floor, the barely- there step between the open chamber and the foyer. I trippedโ
Nyktosโ hand tightened on mine, catching me and keeping me from tumbling face-first into the hard shadowstone.
โThanks,โ I mumbled. โDonโt,โ he bit out.
I pressed my lips together as the veil slipped even more. His anger was no surprise. I couldnโt and wouldnโt blame him. It was my inability to remain in that nothingness that caused my chest to twist.
Saion stormed through the open doors, drawing to a halt as he spotted us. โSomethingโs happening at the wall, along the bay.โ His gaze flicked to our joined hands, but he showed no reaction. โIโm not sure what yet. Rhahar is readying Odin. Bele has gone ahead.โ
โDo you know if there have been any injuries yet?โ Nyktos asked, striding forward.
โOne of the smaller ships capsized,โ Saion advised, a step behind us. Ahead, Rhahar led the massive, midnight steed toward where several horses already waited. โRescue efforts were halted when one of those ships turned over.โ
โWhat in the world is in that bay that could capsize ships?โ I asked.
โThere shouldnโt be anything,โ Nyktos shared, surprising me since I half expected no answer.
โThe waters have been dead for years. Not many things can survive in them for long,โ Rhain added. โNot only that, the waters are pitch-blackโโ
โWhich makes rescues even more difficult,โ Saion said. โIf not impossible. Anyone, god or mortal, goes into those waters, theyโre not likely to come back out.โ
A chill swept over me as Nyktos took the reins from Rhahar. He turned to Ector. โI need you to grab me a hooded cloak and meet me at the gates to the bay.โ
Ector sent a glance in my direction, brows pinched. He looked as if he wanted to say something but reconsidered. โOf course.โ He turned, racing off toward one of the many side entrances hidden under the staircases.
โHave the other gates to the city been sealed?โ Nyktos asked.
โIn the process, from what one of the guards shared,โ Saion confirmed. โAnd theyโve started evacuating those along the bay, moving them inland.โ
I turned to Odin, unsure exactly how I was supposed to mount a horse of his size. Iโd have to figure it out because I wasnโt foolish enough to ask for my own mount. I reached for the strap on the saddle as Nyktos gripped my hips, lifting me with shocking ease.
I started to thank him but kept my mouth shut as I slid a leg over the saddle, seating myself.
โIs she really coming with us?โ Rhain asked, hoisting himself onto the back of his horse.
โYou want to stay back and make sure she remains wherever we put her?โ Nyktos swung himself up behind me, and I clamped my jaw shut.
โNo,โ Rhain answered.
โThen she comes with us.โ Nyktos reached around, tightening his hold on Odinโs reins. โHold on.โ
I firmed my grip on the pommel a second before Odin launched into a gallop that quickly picked up speed, kicking up dirt and stirring dust. Out of instinct, I tipped forward as Nyktos guided Odin around the side of Haides and along the Rise. Saion and Rhain fell in line beside us. We raced through a narrower gate, across hard-packed dirt that glittered with specks of embedded shadowstone. Bare-limbed, bent trees that reminded me of the dead ones Iโd first seen upon entering the Shadowlands surrounded the road. Mist gathered and seeped around the gray trunks. Through the gnarled, heavy branches full of blood-tinted leaves, I caught glimpses of the Rise, where it began to climb so high, I couldnโt see the tops of the ramparts. Sweeping towers appeared through the trees, spaced hundreds of feet apart before the Rise appeared to flow outward, farther away from the road until I could no longer see it.
Nyktos guided Odin sharply to the right, off the road. He leaned in, his chest pressing against my back. The feel of his cool body against mine threatened to short out my senses and my not-so-rigid control on myself. The contact wasโฆgods, I couldnโt let myself even think of that as we flew between the blood trees. White mist pooled and thickened, whipped into a frenzy. The mistโthe eatherโrose higher and higher, causing my heart to feel as if it too were being stirred into a frenzy.
โWeโre going to take a shortcut.โ His arm dropped to my waist, his grip tight. โYou might want to close your eyes.โ
My eyes were wide open. โWhyโ?โ I sucked in air as the trees disappeared ahead and the very ground itself seemed to fall into a misty abyss ofย nothing.
A scream lodged in my throat as Saion broke forward, riding low over a black steed almost as large as Odin. Saion and his horseย disappeared. I started to press back against Nyktosโ
Odin leapt into the mist.
For a moment, there was nothing but white mist and the feeling ofโฆ flying. I couldnโt even take a breath in those seconds of weightlessnessโ
The impact of Odin landing knocked whatever air there was out of my lungs, throwing me back against the Primalโs hard, unyielding body.
Nyktos held onto me as we rode at breakneck speed through the film of eather, Odinโs hoofs thundering off rocks. I couldnโt see anything. Nothing but mist. But if we were going to ride off the face of a mountain or whatever it was we descended, I wouldnโt go out with my eyes closed.
Odin leapt once more, and then we were free of the thickest of the eather, rushing across patches of gray grass and hard dirt. It took me a moment to even know what I was seeing as Rhain and Rhahar joined us, remaining at our side. I saw who I believed was Saion, riding along the wall where the mist gathered in thinner, wispy pools.
I looked back at the mountain of mist to see dozens of guards on horseback, erupting from the wall of mist. Nyktos called out commands I couldnโt hear over the thunder of hoofs.
A closed stone gate appeared ahead, and on the Rise, torches glowed from the height of the wall where I saw the distant forms of guards, all turned to what lay beyond the Rise.
Nyktos slowed Odin down, coming to a stop a distance from the group of guards. A guard broke free of the others. I squinted, recognizing Theon. One of the few gods who hadnโt been present when my treachery became known. I doubted it would take long for him or his sister to hear. Or would the others obey Nyktosโ command to not speak of what theyโd witnessed?
โSomethingโs in the water,โ Theon said, grabbing Odinโs bridle, barely sparing a glance in my direction. โIt came from the sea, whatever it is, cutting through one of our supply ships. Snapped the son of a bitch in two.โ โFuck,โ Nyktos growled, jumping from the horse. He turned immediately, extending his arms to me without a word. I took them, a bit
stunned that even in his cold fury, he was stillโฆthoughtful. โAny sign of what it is?โ
โNot yet,โ Theon answered.
Nyktos took a step and then stiffened at the exact moment I felt a throbbing in the center of my chest, a warmth. Under the starlight, the shadows lifted from the thin mist running along the ground. His eyes closed as his features appeared to sharpen.
โDeath,โ I whispered.
His head whipped toward me, eyes opening. โYou feel it?โ I swallowed, nodding. โI feel death.โ
A muscle ticked along his jaw. โWhat you feel are souls separating from their bodies.โ
Theon swore under his breath, and I stared up at Nyktos, having not thought of the fact that as the Primal of Death he would be able to feel it. Feel death when it happened.
As I did.
Chilled, I turned to see Ector arriving, bearing down on us. He drew the horse to a stop, scattering the mist, and tossed a black cloak down to Nyktos. The Primal nodded his thanks and then turned to me, draping the soft material over my shoulders as guards raced up the rampart stairs.
โYou will remain with Ector and Rhain,โ he said as Ector dismounted.
He tugged the hood up over my head.
I glanced at them. They looked less than pleased by that, but I nodded. โStay with them,โ Nyktos ordered. I reached for the buttons on the
cloak, but he was faster. His fingers made quick work of them, and his gaze met mine, still shockingly bright. โRemember my warning.โ
Theon frowned at the Primalโs tone, but one sharp look from Rhain silenced him.
โI remember,โ I said.
Nyktosโ gaze held mine for a moment longer, and then he looked at Rhain and Ector. โMake sure she stays alive.โ He returned to Odinโs side, seating himself and turning toward the guards. I watched him ride forward, trails of shadows cutting through the mist as he leaned sideways in the saddle, snatching up a bow and quiver held up by another guard. Saion, Rhahar, and Theon followed. The gates opened, and he rode out. Only the two gods and another, who was hooded like me, broke free of the guards on horseback and followed.
โHeโllโฆbe okay, right?โ I asked as Rhain came to my side, his reddish- gold hair windblown. โGoing out there with just three gods? Will they be okay?โ
โDo you really think I believe you are concerned?โ I looked over at him. โWill he be okay?โ
โHeโs the Primal,โ the god answered. โWhat do you think?โ
What I thought was that he lived and breathed. Therefore, he could be harmed. And gods could be killed.
โYou shouldnโt be here,โ Ector stated.
โBut I am.โ I turned to the steps and started forward, affixing that mental veil once more. โWhat could be in the water?โ
Ector brushed past me, reaching the steps first. He looked over his shoulder. โDo you believe in monsters?โ
My stomach dipped. โDepends.โ
He smirked before he faced forward. I glanced back at Rhain, but he stared ahead. I followed at a quick clip, not allowing myself to think about exactly how high the steps were carrying us.
โWhatever you do,โ Rhain said as we neared the top, โplease donโt get yourself killed. Iโm sure Nyktos wants the honor for himself.โ
โWasnโt planning on it,โ I told him.
โHeโs not going to kill her,โ Ector said from ahead. โNot when she carries the ember.โ
Rhain sighed behind me, and it struck me then that Ector was right. Nyktos wouldnโt. Not until he figured out what it meant for me to carry the ember besides returning life to the dead. And if that were it? Would he kill me? Possibly sentence the mortal realm to a quicker death if Aios was right? Or keep me locked away, safe from those who meant me harm and those he believed I could harm?
My stomach took another tumble as I walked along the wide roof. In the distance, there was nothing but rocky hills and flat ground. I didnโt see Nyktos or any of the guards. I followed the curve of the wall, my pace picking up as I looked both ways, seeing that we were now entering some part of the cityโa district of low, squat buildings that reminded me of the warehouses in Carsodonia. I kept on, my gaze tracking the nondescript buildings until I finally saw the city within the Shadowlands for the first time.
My breath caught as I stared out. It was larger than I expected.
As far as the eye could see, starlight glistened off tiled roofs, most homes and businesses stacked one upon another with tight, winding alleys between them, reminding me very much of Croftโs Cross. Specks of illumination from either candles or gas lamps shone along the streets and from windows. There were no Temples in the sprawling city, none that I could see, anyway, and there was a rather large portion that had been cut into the slope of a hill where buildings were staggered all the way down.
โHow many people live here?โ I asked as Ector strode ahead. โHundred thousand.โ Rhain edged around me. โOr close to it.โ
Good gods, I had no idea. Were they mostly gods or mortals? How many of them were Chosenโ?
A sound like thunder came from the ground below. From the streets, shouts grew louder, mingling with screams. Pressure clamped down on my chest, and I moved to the nearest parapet, just as Rhain and Ector had. Placing my hands on the rough stone, I leaned out, squinting into the murky gloom.
A mass of people barreled through the narrow streets, some on foot and others on horseback or in carriages. Horror seized me as they pressed forward, pushing and falling, clamoring overtop one another as they ranโ
โTheyโre running from the area of the harbor,โ Ector shouted, peeling out of the parapet. โShit. I thought the area was emptied.โ
โThey were in the process of doing that.โ Rhain hurried along the wall, looking ahead. โWhat the fuck is in the water?โ
I heard guards shouting orders, trying to calm the people and restore some semblance of order, but their yells were swallowed in the panic. The cries of pain were sharp, and I flinched as I backed away from the disaster unfolding below. People were getting hurt in that crush. They would die in their desperation to reach the safety of the castle grounds.
I forced myself to turn away and leave the parapet, the skirt of my gown whipping around my legs. I couldnโt afford for this ember to seize control again. Guards scrambled along the eastern wall as I hurried behind Ector and Rhain, reaching the section that overlooked the bay. None of the other guards paid me any attention, either completely unaware or simply not caring, too fixated on what was happening down below. I walked out onto another parapet, passing unused shields, quivers, and curved bows. The stale wind reached inside the hood, lifting the strands of my hair and
tossing them over my face as the glistening surface of the bay loomed ahead.
What I saw brought forth a decade-old memory of the day a ship carrying oil had run abroad, hitting another. Ezra and I had climbed out onto the bluffs to watch the men King Ernald had sent out to stop the spill. The ship sank, and the oil spilled into the waters, enraging Phanos, the Primal God of the Skies and Seas. He had erupted from the sea in a terrifying cyclone, his roar of fury creating a shockwave that caused our ears to bleed. Within seconds, heโd obliterated every ship in the port. Hundreds had died, either drowned, flung into the buildings below, or they simply ceased to exist, along with the dozens of ships.
The waters had been free of pollutants ever since.
But there was no Phanos in the water, as far as I knew. And still, what I saw stopped my heart. In the bay, a supply ship had been ripped in two, across the center, sinking beneath the surface of the violently churning waters.
Another ship rocked unsteadily as men struggled with the vesselโs rigging, shouting at one another. Wooden dinghies, from those who mustโve gone out to help those on the fallen ship now floated overturned in the rough waters. I saw no person swimming or treading water, and I thought of what Nyktos and I had sensed at the gate.
Death.
Something was in that water. The guards lining the wall had their arrows nocked and pointed.
โHoly fuck.โ Rhain drew up short in front of me.
I saw them then as they broke the dark, glimmering surface of the bay.
My lips parted. Good gods, they were the size of horses, climbing up the sides of the ships, their heavily muscled bodies glistening like midnight oil. The ships docked in the harbor trembled as if they were saplings. Wood cracked and splintered under their grips. Their feet punched holes through the decks.
I had never seen one outside of sketches in the heavy tomes that dealt with Iliseeum, but I knew they were dakkaisโa race of vicious, flesh-eating creatures, rumored to have been birthed from bottomless pits located somewhere in Iliseeum.
Featureless except for gaping mouths full of jagged teeth, they were rumored to be one of the most vicious creatures that existed in Iliseeum.
โWhy are they here?โ I looked over at Rhain.
โThey are like trained bloodhounds, able to sense eather. Theyโre drawn to it.โ The godโs luminous gaze landed on me. โWhoever sent them, sent them here for you.โ
I turned back to the docks. A sickening horror settled in my stomach. The dakkias would reach the city in no time, and there was nothing between them and the homes on that hill, where many still desperately tried to gain higher ground. They came for me, and innocent people could dieโ
A flash of sudden, bright light streaked through the sky, blinding me. I stumbled back against stone as a whooping cry went up from the guards. They leapt onto the ledge of the wall, kneeling as they took aim with bows and arrows.
The shrill pitch of a scream spun me back to the harbor just in time to see an arrow strike a dakkai in the head. It fell back, exploding intoย nothing,ย just as the Hunters had. Another arrow struck a second dakkai as it reached the top of the bluffโthe bluff,ย where there was no protection. The arrows were coming from there. I twisted, and my legs almost gave out on me.
Five massive black steeds erupted from the mist, their hooves shattering rock as they sped down the bluff.ย Nyktos. He and the other four rose onto the backs of their horses, kneeling in a crouch as they fired arrows at the dakkais. The one cloaked, who had joined them as they left the gates, stood completely upright, the force of the steep descent lifting the hood, revealing a thick braid the color of the darkest hour of night. It was a female who fired the next arrow, standing astride her horse.
โFucking Bele,โ Rhain muttered with a grin as he leapt onto a nearby ledge, drawing an arrow tight. โIs there ever a time when she doesnโt like to show off?โ
Thatย was Bele?
A volley of arrows was released, and I snapped into action. I grabbed a bow and an arrow from a nearby quiver, quickly nocking it like Sir Holland had taught me so many years ago.
As Nyktos broke to the front, I pulled the string back and took aim, firing an arrow. Several of the dakkais rushed the sailors whoโd made it to the piers, apparently unaware that their ships were far safer. I released another arrow and then watched it cut through the night, smacking into the back of the dakkaiโs head. My lip curled as the thing shattered into nothing.
โWho?โ I asked, nocking another arrow. I truly didnโt understand what I was seeing. โWho do you think sent them?โ
Rhain fired a second after me. He twisted, grabbing another arrow. โTheyโre pets of the Court of Dalos.โ
My breath thinned. Kolis. I still hadnโt processed what Iโd learned about him. I fired, striking one of the beasts as it reached the bluff.
Several more dakkais took notice of the sailors, who scrambled to get back to their ship. A man screamed as one of the dakkais launched itself onto where he clung to the side of the boat. I let the arrow fly, striking the dakkai in the back before it could land on the sailor. The creature exploded as it fell back into the waters.
Quickly readying another arrow, I aimed and fired, over and over as a horde of the creatures swarmed the ship and the men as the horses reached the edge of the bluff. The one who rode out front rose even higher, snagging my attention as I nocked another arrow. Nyktos leapt from Odin, twisting in midair. He landed in a crouch, and for a moment, I let myself be a little impressed by that feat.
And a little envious.
โHeโs a showoff,โ I muttered and then pitched forward as Odin bore down on him, leaping into the airโ
Nyktos raised a hand and clenched it into a fist. Odin… Odin transformed into nothing more than a shadowโone that coiled around Nyktosโ arm, merging with the skin around the silver band.
โWhat the hell?โ I whispered, eyes wide.
โThat’s the first time youโve seen him do that?โ Ector asked from the other side of Rhain. โPretty neat party trick, huh?โ
โHow is that even possible?โ I asked.
โOdin isnโt your average horse,โ Ector replied. โNo kidding,โ I retorted.
Nyktos spun, drawing my attention. The silver band on his biceps glinted as he caught a dakkai in one hand, lifting the massive creature. He slammed it to the ground, pressing a booted foot against its throat while reaching across his chest to unsheathe a short sword with a blade that glinted like onyx moonlight. He thrust it down quickly, and the dakkai was vanquished.
Bele landed nearby, striding forward with her cloak lost somewhere. The stallion she had ridden raced away from the docks, joined by other horses escaping the dakkais’ path. Bele reached back, unhooking an arrow from her hip. Her long legs were clad in either breeches or tights, her arms bare but unadorned with bands. From a distance, I couldnโt make out her facial details. Nyktos mustโve said something to her because her laugh reached us on the wall, sounding like wind chimes. Guards froze as she picked up speed, leaping into the air and coming down on the dakkai with her fistโor perhaps a weapon. The dakkai shattered, and she landed where it had once stood.
โI think Iโm in love,โ Ector said, and I felt like I mightโve fallen a little in love, too.
Rhain snorted.
A dakkai shot across the docks, launching into the air. Theon kicked out, knocking a dakkai back and thrusting his sword, shoving it deep into the creatureโs chest.
โNow I think Iโm in love,โ Rhain murmured as Theon spun, slicing through the dakkai heโd kicked.
I loaded another arrow and spotted Nyktos once more. He planted a booted foot in a dakkaiโs chest, pushing the thing back with stunning strength and sending it skidding several feet. Saion took it down as he turned, thrusting his sword into another.
Bele seemed to be having a grand old time as she made quick work of the dakkais clamoring for the men on the shipโsailors who now stood transfixed. Letting go of the string, I watched long enough to know that the arrow had struck the head of one of the things before reaching for another arrow.
โThereโs more!โ a guard down the wall shouted. โComing inland.โ
Nyktos turned as several dakkais broke the surface of the bay, clamoring over one another as they spilled onto the docks, their claws snapping more sections of wood.
One of the dakkais rushed Nyktos from behind, and I shifted my aim, releasing the arrow. Just as the Primal spun, it struck true, taking out the dakkai.
Nyktosโ head jerked up. With unnerving accuracy, he turned to where I stood.
My hand shook as I broke his stare and reached for another arrow. I doubted Iโd get a thank you for that.
โSeveral just made it up,โ a guard shouted, racing down the wall. โTheyโre heading for the gates.โ
โGo!โ Nyktos ordered.
Bele took off running. She quickly disappeared around the corner of a building as shouts of alarm filled the air. I rose from the parapet to see dozens more swarm the docks, scrambling out from the bay like a tide of death.
โGood gods,โ Rhain rasped. โThere are too many.โ
Heart thumping heavily, I snapped forward, taking aim. I struck one, and three more took its place. My wide gaze scanned the docks. I saw Nyktos shove a dakkai back as another crashed into his side. A shout lodged in my throat as he stumbled. I fired an arrow, striking the dakkai. โWhy isnโt he using his power? Why arenโt any of them using the eather?โ
โDakkai can sense eatherโthey feed off it. Itโll draw more to them,โ Rhain said, throwing an empty quiver aside. โTheyโd be fucking swarmed.โ
A harsh breath punched from my lungs as I looked at my nearly empty quiver.
โThe wall!โ a guard shouted. โOn the wall!โ
I looked down, and my stomach plummeted. A dozen or so dakkais were scaling the wall, punching their fists into the stone and breaking off enough of it to gain purchase on the otherwise smooth surface.
Dear godsโฆ
They were moving fast, climbing several feet a second. Within a few too-short heartbeats, they would crest the ledge and overwhelm us.





