โYOUโRE PATHETIC.โ
This is the first thing Grant says to me when I return to the living room after my quick conversation with Wren.
โOh, leave him alone.โ This comes from Grantโs girlfriend, Alyssa. She has no fear in telling him what to do, and I think he respects that. Begrudgingly. I know I respect it. No one talks to Grant like she does. โHeโs in love.โ
Even a day ago, I mightโve denied it, but come on. I am definitely in love with Wren Beaumont.
Purchasingย A Million Kisses in Your Lifetimeย for her birthday present more than confirms that. Sending her a Chanel bag and spending a shit ton of money on four hundred lipsticks more than proves it too.
The piece proved tough to find. Tougher still to actually purchase it from the previous owner. That guy did not want to give it up, no matter what we quoted, and he held out for a while. He also made me sweat, and Grant loved every second of it, the dick.
But money talks and Lancasters have plenty of it. I eventually acquired that piece my girl loves so damn much. For a cool 1.2 million dollars.
โIf being in love makes me pathetic, then I guess you are too,โ I tell my brother, sounding like Iโm five.
โStop fighting,โ Mother says, her tone mild. โWhen is she coming over, Crew? And will she be here for dinner?โ
โShe should be here soon. And yes, sheโll stay for dinner. Itโs her birthday.โ Motherโs eyebrows shoot up. โWhat? Today?โ
I nod.
โWe must celebrate then. Iโll talk to the chef. We already had something planned, but it needs to be extra special. And we should have a cake! Oh my.โ She rises to her feet and scurries to the kitchen, calling out to her staff.
โYou really spent a million bucks on a painting for her?โ This comes from Finn, my second oldest brother. Heโs kicked back on the couch, clutching a glass of orange juice loaded with vodka.
Itโs not even noon yet. Guess he needs it to cope with all the family time weโve experienced the last couple of days, which he normally tries to avoid.
Not that I can blame him. Itโs the one good thing about being trapped at Lancaster Prep. I only see my family for major holidays.
โI did,โ I say with a nod as I make my way over to the windows that face the city, stopping next to the massive pine tree thatโs strung with white lights. Mother went all out this year. The entire place reeks of pine, which isnโt a bad thing. โAnd itโs not a painting.โ
โWhat the hell is it then?โ Finn asks.
I turn to look at him. โThe entire piece was made with lipstick.โ Finn frowns. โCome again?โ
โSomeone kissed the canvas. Over and over and over again in different shades of Chanel lipstick,โ Alyssa explains, her sheepish gaze meeting mine. โWhen Grant told me about it, I had to do a little research. I was intrigued.โ
โItโs her favorite piece.โ I shrug. And all I ever want to do is make that girl happy.
No matter the expense.
No matter what.
โI can see why. Itโs beautiful,โ Alyssa agrees, bringing it up on her phone and showing it to Finn.
He studies it, frowning when he lifts his head. โI donโt get it.โ I sigh. Grant calls him a dumbass. Alyssa just shakes her head.
โIโm afraid you donโt have a romantic bone in your body,โ Alyssa says to Finn, who also happens to be her former boss.
โI have one particular bone thatโs not romantic.โ He chuckles. Takes a sip of his drink, rattling the ice in his glass while Alyssa looks on at him with disgust.
Just another day with the Lancasters.
Mother comes storming back into the living room, seemingly out of breath. โTell your lovely girl to bring a dress with her, Crew. Weโre going to have a formal dinner tonight.โ
Aw shit. โSeriously?โ
โYes. Do it right now, young man, before she leaves her house. Weโre dressing up!โ Mother turns to Alyssa. โDid you bring something appropriate to wear for a formal dinner, dear?โ
โActually, I did.โ Alyssa smiles serenely, calm as can be despite my motherโs endless efforts at rattling her. You learn quickly that you always need to be prepared when youโre spending time with the Lancaster family. You never know what might happen next.
โOh. Thatโs fine then.โ Mother sniffs, seemingly disappointed she didnโt cause an issue.
I feel sorry for Alyssa. Itโs a huge responsibility, getting involved with the oldest Lancaster son. My parents will put her through the motions, and will do their bestโespecially my motherโto drive her away. If Alyssa stands her ground and doesnโt back down, sheโs golden.
But itโs going to take a long time for her to gain their approval.
Those expectations arenโt on me and Finn, as unfair as that sounds. Poor Charlotte had to marry right as well, being the only female. Not that our father particularly cared where she ended up, considering her children would never be Lancasters.
My family is actually pretty fucked-up. Poor Wren.
Knowing her, sheโll just kill them with kindness. Sheโs just that sweet.
By the time she actually arrives, Iโm anxious, and my palms are sweating. I know I saw her only yesterday, but Iโm dying to get my hands on her. And when I receive the notification that sheโs headed up the penthouse elevator, I go out into the corridor to greet her.
The ding sounds and the elevator doors slide open, revealing Wren standing there in her puffy black coat and the pink Chanel bag I gave her hanging from her shoulder. Sheโs carrying a duffel bag and a shopping bag full of wrapped presents, and thereโs a giant smile on her face when she walks out.
Straight into my arms.
I hold her close, breathing in her familiar, floral scent. โI missed you.โ โYou saw me yesterday.โ
โAnd it still felt too long.โ I squeeze her. Kiss her forehead. Savor the feel of her in my arms.
God, Grant was right. I am pathetic.
Pulling away from her, I take her bags. โYou ready to meet my parents?โ Her eyes go wide. โAre they really that bad?โ
โNah.โ Iโm trying to go easy on her.
She stands up taller. โIโm not scared. Letโs do this.โ โWho are the presents for?โ
โYou.โ She smiles. โYour parents. I didnโt get anything for your brothers though.โ
โThose assholes need nothing,โ I reassure her. She laughs. โYouโre always calling them that.โ โBecause thatโs what they are.โ
โThey canโt be that bad.โ She wrinkles her nose. โJust wait and see.โ
MY BROTHERS WATCHย their mouths around Wren, which I appreciate. Father doesnโt seem that interested in her, but who is he ever interested in? Grant, and thatโs about it. The rest of us can go to hell.
Alyssa senses an ally and makes plenty of conversation with her, which eases Wrenโs nerves. I appreciate what Alyssa is doing, and tell her as much as we get ready to open presents.
Grant better marry her soonโno one tolerates his grumpy ass like she does.
Mother loves Wren. I can tell by the way she looks at her. The things she says. The gift she gave my parentsโa set of tree ornaments in Tiffany blue crystal from Tiffanyโs.
The gift she gives me is small. Sentimental. A five by seven framed map with a red dot on the gallery I followed her to in Tribeca.
โThese are more for where a couple first met,โ she says, her cheeks pink as she explains it. โBut the gallery is where everythingโฆchanged for us.โ
I stare at the framed map. The red dot thatโs really in the shape of a heart. Too bad itโs not a pair of red lips. โI love it.โ
โDo you really? You donโt think itโs cheesy?โ
I lean in and press my mouth to hers. โNothing you give me is cheesy. I love this.โ
โYou twoโโ Grant starts, but Alyssa slaps her hand over his mouth, muffling whatever else he wanted to say.
โAre very cute,โ Alyssa finishes for him. Grant rolls his eyes. Finn snorts.
I say nothing. Just smile at the girl who has my heart.
Shit. Thatโs still a little hard for me to wrap my head around.
Once presents are opened, everyone splits off in a different direction, and I drag Wren back to my bedroom. Iโm about to shut the door when she stops me.
โWe should leave it open.โ I frown. โWhy?โ
โIsnโt it a littleโฆinappropriate?โ She makes a face. Ah, my innocent birdy. Still so sweet.
Leaving the door partially open, I go to her, pulling her in for a kiss. She responds immediately, pressing her lush body to mine, her arms circling my neck and her fingers diving into my hair. I break the kiss first, staring into her eyes.
โTell me you want that door to remain open.โ
โIโm not having sex with you on Christmas Day with your family here,โ she whispers.
โItโs not Christmas. Itโs your birthday.โ
โWhatever.โ She shakes her head. โAre we really dressing up for dinner?โ โOh, get ready. My mom lives for that shit.โ
โI like her. Do you think she likes me?โ
I kiss her again. โDefinitely. She liked your gift.โ
โIโm glad. I really struggled with it.โ Her gaze goes to her brand-new Chanel bag sitting on the foot of my bed. โI love my gifts from you.โ
โOh yeah?โ I run my fingers through her silky soft hair, staring at her pretty face. I could look at this face forever and never get tired of it. โI probably went overboard.โ
โYou so went overboard.โ She grins before kissing me. โI loved it though. That you bought meย A Million Kisses in Your Lifetimeโฆโ
โYou loved it.โ โSo much.โ
โI meant to send you a blank canvas but forgot,โ I admit. She laughs. โWe can go buy some.โ
โYouโd remake it for me?โ
Her brows shoot up. โYouโd want me to?โ
I nod. โDefinitely. I like the idea of a canvas hanging in my house with your lipstick prints all over it. A million kisses just for me.โ
She throws herself at me, her body colliding with mine just before she kisses me. I hold her close, my hand clutching the back of her head as I devour her mouth, my tongue sweeping, tangling with hers. I break away to whisper against her lips the three words I never believed I would say to Wren Beaumont.
โI love you.โ
Her shiny eyes meet mine. โI love you too.โ
โI meant what I said when I gave youย A Million Kisses in Your Lifetime.โ I pause. โI want to give you that in real life too. I want to be the one you always want to kiss. The only one you wear Chanel lipstick for.โ
Her smile is huge. Blinding. โI donโt want to kiss anyone else. Just you, Crew. Only you.โ
She kisses me again to prove it.