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Chapter no 22

A Light in the Flame (Flesh and Fire, #2)

Nyktos was gone when I woke but returned before I rose, almost as if heโ€™d sensed that Iโ€™d awakened. Heโ€™d had a bath drawn for me and had breakfast ready when I finished. Heโ€™d been mostly silent throughout the mealโ€”not distant or cold, just quiet, and I didnโ€™t let myself dwell on the reasons for why he had little to say. Instead, as I got ready, I allowed myself to enjoy last night, focusing on what heโ€™d shared about the Primalsโ€™ morality and the pleasure that had come afterward. I had so many more clothing options this morning and settled on a pair of laced leggings, a white blouse, and a black vest that had been tailored just forย me. And I let myself enjoy that, too. Other than the wedding gown I loathed, everything else had been hand-me- downs. But not these. The clothing lining the wardrobe now belonged only to me, and that was a strangely empowering feeling that stayed with me as Nyktos and I left the palace to enter the mortal realm.

Despite what Nyktos had claimed that morning as he summoned Odin from his silver cuff, the steed wasย notย over me holding a dagger to Nyktosโ€™s throat.

Odin eyed me as if he were debating biting me as I approached him. That disposition hadnโ€™t changed as we traveled the road Iโ€™d arrived in the Shadowlands on, but it hadnโ€™t diminished my excitement as the Primal mist enveloped us.

I was going to see Ezra.

And I was about to see my lake.

Two things Iโ€™d feared never seeing again.

The white haze blotted out the realm as I tensed. I knew it would only be temporary, but the inability to see still filled me with unease.

Nyktosโ€™s arm tightened around me. โ€œJust a few more seconds,โ€ he said, his voice soft against my temple.

I nodded, grasping the pommel of Odinโ€™s saddle.ย Seconds, I reminded myself, and seconds was all it took for the haze to scatter, and for a stream

of faint light to pierce the brief void of darkness that came afterward.

Sunlight.

My lips parted as the mist eased off, revealing the lakeโ€™s shadowstone floor and the still waters on either side of us. Seeing the lake split in two as if held back by invisible walls was an unsettling sight.

And an impressive one.

I tipped my head back as Odin took us across the lake. Only a faint, fractured sunlight pierced the clouds overhead. The heavy scent of rain hung in the air, and I hoped that meant some much-needed rain had already fallenโ€”or wouldโ€”and not the drizzle that did nothing but increase the humidityโ€”something I was already beginning to feel under the cloakโ€ฆthe thinner of the two new ones Erlina had made for me. The soft material would soon become nearly unbearable, but it was wise for us to keep our faces hidden.

Nyktos lifted his hand once we were on the bank. The water immediately fell back into place, and he glanced down at me. โ€œImpressed?โ€

โ€œNo.โ€

He chuckled roughly, urging Odin into the Dark Elms. I cracked a grin as I scanned the ripples from the waterfall cascading off the Elysium Peaks and spreading across my lake, my chest feeling looser than it had in weeks. I kept my eyes on it until I could no longer see even a hint of the water, then faced forward, pushing down the keen yearning to feel the water on my skin and slip beneath the surface.

โ€œI wish we could linger,โ€ Nyktos said after traveling a few moments in silence, his hand shifting on my hip. โ€œSo you could enjoy your lake.โ€ His thumb began moving in idle circles just above the waistband of my breeches. โ€œOnce itโ€™s safe, I promise we will return to your lake. You can come back as often as you like.โ€

I pressed my lips together as the back of my throat suddenly burned with emotion. Iโ€™d likely projected something in that moment, and that wasnโ€™t surprising to discover. The lake felt like a part of me, and I wasnโ€™t sure if the fact that it was a gateway to the Shadowlands had anything to do with it. But what brought the faint sting to my eyes was his response.

His promise.

โ€œIโ€™d like that,โ€ I whispered.

We said nothing more as Odin navigated the thick clusters of trees. The Dark Elms were quiet, not even the faint moan or wail of a lost spirit could

be heard. The breeze didnโ€™t even penetrate the woods. When we neared the edges, and the walls of Wayfair Castle came into view, a strange sense of nervousness filled me.

โ€œWe should walk the remaining distance,โ€ I suggested. โ€œAny guards who spot us will already be suspicious of two people coming out of the Dark Elms. Odin will draw even more attention.โ€

Odin huffed.

โ€œItโ€™s because youโ€™re rather large,โ€ I said to the top of Odinโ€™s head. โ€œAnd very beautiful.โ€

He gave another huff. I sighed.

Nyktos drew the horse to a halt. โ€œHe appreciates the compliments.โ€ โ€œDoubtful.โ€

โ€œHe does.โ€ Nyktos swung himself off the horse with ease. โ€œHe just likes being dramatic.โ€

Odin turned his head to Nyktos as he puffed out another aggravated- sounding breath. I gripped Nyktosโ€™s arms, accepting his aid as he lifted me by the waist. He was close, and as he lowered me to the ground, I was treated to a full-body slide that sent a rush of pleasure through me.

His hands lingered on my hips, the weight and feel of them igniting a pleasant hum in my blood and chest, where the embers wiggled. I lifted my gaze to his. The eather in his eyes had faded to a faint pulse behind his pupils.

โ€œReady?โ€ he asked. I nodded.

Nyktos didnโ€™t move. Neither did I, and the hue of his eyes heated to quicksilver. I thought he might kiss me just to kiss me, even though we didnโ€™t have time for that. Something about seeing him in the mortal realm made him seem more reckless, impulsive. More likeโ€ฆ

Ash.

His jaw tightened as his hands left my hips and found the hood of my cloak. I didnโ€™t understand the small burst of disappointment. Kissing simply for the sake of kissing felt like somethingโ€ฆmore.

And while what we were now felt like something different than before, and definitely not like those hasty bids for pleasure Iโ€™d experienced in the Luxe, we were notย more.

Nyktos lifted the hood of my cloak and then his. Pulling myself out of the somewhat-troubling direction my mind had gone, I turned to the wall and got myself moving.

โ€œThe guards who normally patrol this section of the wall arenโ€™t the mostโ€ฆastute,โ€ I told him, enjoying the feel and sound of the crunch of fallen branches under my boots. โ€œThey will likely assume that weโ€™re a part of the staff since the Dark Elmsโ€”โ€

โ€œAre private property?โ€ He grinned as I shot him a look from beneath the cowl of my hood.

โ€œNice of you to acknowledge that now.โ€ Nyktos chuckled.

โ€œBut I was going to say since everyone avoids the Dark Elms, and they canโ€™t be accessed from outside the Wayfair grounds,โ€ I continued, โ€œtheyโ€™ll probably think we didnโ€™t actually enter themโ€ฆโ€ I trailed off as we cleared the last of the heavily branched elms.

My mouth dropped open at what I saw. Nyktos stopped. โ€œIs something amiss?โ€

โ€œThe gates to Wayfair are open.โ€ I stared. โ€œAnd there areโ€ฆpeople.โ€

There were people everywhere. Not nobles butย theย people of Lasania. They milled about the wall, their faces glistening with a sheen of sweat as some carried baskets and others armfuls of sacks.

โ€œIโ€™m guessing thatโ€™s not normal?โ€

โ€œNo.โ€ I shook my head in confusion. โ€œThis isnโ€™t normal at all.โ€

I started walking, half-afraid there had been some sort of uprising. If so, I couldnโ€™t blame the people for fighting back, but that likely wouldnโ€™t have ended well for any ruling party.

A fine drizzle began to fall, and many of those in the courtyard lifted the cowls sewn into their shirts and vests. I picked up my pace as we crossed the uneven, rocky soil and passed through the gates. Guards were stationed inside the easternmost part of the courtyard, but none in the ridiculous plum-puffed waistcoats and pantaloons of the Royal Guard. I squinted, searching the many entrances of Wayfairโ€™s east wing for them.

The doors there were open, unguarded.

I almost tripped over myself when I saw a young mother and her two red-haired children sitting beneath one of the purplish-pink jacaranda trees. Their plain linen shirts and gowns made it clear that they werenโ€™t nobles.

Shocked by what I was seeing, it wasnโ€™t until we were close to the entrances near the kitchens that I noticed those around us had become aware of our presence.

Steps slowed. Some stopped completely. A guard rubbed at the nape of his neck, frowning as he glanced around. A father holding the hand of a young girl toddling beside him pulled her closer as he carried a sack in his other arm. Others looked up at the sky as if searching for an explanation for the sudden drop in temperature.

The airย hadย cooled.

Not by a lot, but enough that people noticed as nervous gazes bounced over us and then darted back.

โ€œThey feel me,โ€ Nyktos explained under his breath. โ€œThey donโ€™t know what they feel, but they knowย somethingย is among them.โ€

I frowned. โ€œDoes this happen every time you visit the mortal realm?โ€ โ€œNo, but I normally avoid large crowds for this reason,โ€ he said. โ€œA

handful of mortals has little impact. But this many? It gets the essence pumping, and it becomes almost like a tangible entityโ€”not seen but felt. And what they feel unsettles them.โ€

Because what they felt was death.

I glanced up at Nyktos as we entered the hall, but his features were hidden beneath the hood. โ€œDoes it bother you?โ€ I asked quietly. โ€œTheir reaction?โ€

โ€œWhat they feel is natural,โ€ he replied. โ€œIt does not bother me.โ€

I stepped to the side to make way for a maid hurrying into the kitchens, her arms full of dishes. Her face blanched as she crossed before us, but she didnโ€™t look at us as she disappeared into the castle. โ€œHonestly?โ€

โ€œHonestly.โ€ Nyktosโ€™s fingers brushed mine, creating a faint zap of energy. โ€œWhat theyโ€™re feeling is instinct, and that instinct is telling them not to loiter near me. And they shouldnโ€™t.โ€

Because all Primals impacted mortals simply by being in their company. The length of time before a mortal felt a Primalโ€™s effect varied. Some mortals would be more susceptible to violence or lust, and some Primals would likelyย ensureย their presence was felt, but Nyktos was a Primal of Death. His presence could kill if he wasnโ€™t careful.

โ€œHow can I be bothered by their sense of self-perseveration?โ€ Nyktos finished.

But Kolis had been.

It was part of what had driven his jealousy toward his brotherโ€”the fear that even I could sense in those who passed as we walked the hall mostly used by servants.

I nibbled on my lip as my steps slowed. Unease grew, having much to do with the fact that no one had stopped to question us. It caused my fear regarding some sort of uprising to grow, but it was also because the last time Iโ€™d walked this hall was the last day Iโ€™d spent in the mortal realm.

My instinct guided me to the one place I did not want to revisit. The Great Hall.

Nyktosโ€™s hand brushed mine once more. โ€œYou okay?โ€

Stomach churning like the fans overhead, I nodded. โ€œYeah. Yes.โ€ I cleared my throat. โ€œIโ€™m just concerned about Ezra.โ€

I could feel Nyktosโ€™s gaze on me as I forced myself through the marble pillars carved with golden scrollwork.ย Breathe in, I reminded myself as my chest tightened.

The Great Hall was as I remembered. Mostly.

Mauve banners hung from the dome-shaped glass ceiling, bearing the golden Royal Crest, that of a crown of leaves with a sword striking through the center. It still reminded me of someone being stabbed in the head.ย Hold.ย Far fewer people milled about the Hall. My gaze traveled down the marble and limestone and over the gold veining. The crack in the floor was new, caused by Nyktosโ€™s arrival when he saw what Tavius had been doing to me.ย Breathe out.ย I started to look at the statue of Kolisโ€”

Nyktosโ€™s hand curled around mine, sending a jolt of surprise through me. My gaze flew to him.

His head was tilted forward. โ€œI believe Iโ€™ve found your stepsister.โ€ He then gently squeezed my hand before releasing it.

Swallowing, I made myself look past the statue Iโ€™d been forced on my knees before as my stepbrother split my back open with a whip.

Two diamond and citrine thrones sat on the raised dais at the end of the Hall. Neither was draped in white or scattered with black roses to mourn their lost King.

The King Iโ€™d ultimately killed.

I winced, reminding myself that how I felt about that had more to do with the embers than with me.

The thrones were empty, but I saw Ezra. Suddenly, it was easier to breathe.

Ezra sat in a much less elaborate chair at the foot of the dais, her light brown hair swept up in a neat bun. There was no crown upon her head as she listened to a man across the table from her speak, one who leaned over a stack of parchment. The manโ€™s clothing and posture screamedย noble, and the angry flush to his olive skin warned that he was unhappy. Guards stood behind Ezra, two to her left and two to her right. They were dressed as those on the wall were: tunics, breeches, armor.

The corners of my lips turned up as I saw that Ezra, despite the humidity, wore a neatly tailored waistcoat minus any frills. My smile spread when I spotted the familiar tilt of her stubborn jaw as she responded to whatever the man was saying. I was sure it was keen, clever, and deliciously cutting.

โ€œI believe she is hosting a town hall,โ€ Nyktos commented.

Heart slowing, I nodded. That was exactly what Ezra was doing, and just as Iโ€™d imagined, she did not hold one from a throne or a balcony, far away from the people. She sat with them.

And sheโ€™d also opened the gates of Wayfair to them.

Nyktosโ€™s head turned sharply. A guard slowly approached us, his hand on the hilt of his sword.

He stopped several feet from us, his throat bobbing. โ€œThe Queen is currently seeing the last of those who wish to speak with her today,โ€ he said, and it pleased me to hear her referred to as Queen. โ€œYou may make an appointment to do so tomorrow by visiting the record keeper at the gatehouse.โ€

It also pleased me that what Ezra was doing appeared to be more than just holding a weekly or biweekly town hall.

โ€œWe cannot return tomorrow,โ€ Nyktos spoke, and I swore the air chilled a bit. โ€œWe need to speak with the Queen today, and as soon as possible.โ€

The guard visibly paled as he stared into the shadowy recesses of Nyktosโ€™s hood.

I cut the Primal a look and then stepped forward. โ€œWe do need to speak with her today,โ€ I said, gentling my tone. โ€œAnd I believe she will make time for us if you tell her that Sera is here to speak with her.โ€

The guard didnโ€™t budge as his wide-eyed gaze bounced between Nyktos and me. I could sense that he was about to hold his ground.

โ€œGo,โ€ Nyktos urged, moving a foot closer in that quiet, unnatural way of his. He tilted his head back, letting the hood slip a few inches. โ€œAnd

speak with your Queen.ย Now.โ€

Whatever the guard heard or saw got him moving. He pivoted, hurrying

off.

I turned to Nyktos. โ€œDid you use compulsion?โ€

โ€œNo.โ€ He laughed softly. โ€œI think I just scared him.โ€

โ€œRude,โ€ I murmured as I walked the secondary wall of pillars

encircling the main floor and entered the private alcove furnished with settees and chairs.

He laughed again. โ€œPerhaps.โ€

I snorted, scanning those in the Hall, telling myself that I wasnโ€™t looking for one person in particular, but I didnโ€™t see her, nonetheless. We neared the dais just in time to see the guard work up his nerve to interrupt his Queen. I saw the moment he spoke my name.

Ezra went rigid for a heartbeat and then shot to her feet, pressing a hand to her slender waist. The noble across from her hastily followed as she searched the floor. I waited, knowing Ezra would remember that Iโ€™d favored the alcove the few times I was in the Great Hall.

She took a step forward before turning sharply. When she spotted us, she stilled once more, likely in disbelief. But Ezra was not one prone to panic. She was logical and calm in all things, and she was then, as well.

Turning to the man, she excused herself. The noble wasnโ€™t thrilled, but she turned her back on him anyway. She spoke to her guards, who scattered, quickly clearing the Great Hall, taking the noble with them.

Nyktos was quiet as Ezra approached us. The doors to the Hall closed, and only two guards remained, stationed in front of them.

Ezra halted at the top of the short set of steps. โ€œSeraphena?โ€ Her voice was barely a whisper as she glanced beside me. I saw her visibly swallow.

I stepped forward and lowered the hood of my cloak. โ€œEzra.โ€ She jerked, her eyes widening.

โ€œOr should I say, Queen Ezmeria?โ€ I added, bowing.

โ€œDonโ€™t you dare do that.โ€ Ezra snapped forward, reaching for me but stopping short. โ€œIโ€™m Ezra. Just Ezra to you.โ€

A twinge of disappointment rose at the knowledge that she was still uncomfortable touching me, but as I straightened and saw that Nyktos had moved in closer, I realized her reaction might have had more to do with that.

โ€œMy gods, I thought the guard had misheard,โ€ she said, glancing at Nyktos with wide brown eyes. โ€œI didnโ€™t think Iโ€™d everโ€ฆโ€

โ€œSee me again,โ€ I finished, and she nodded. โ€œBecause I was supposed to kill this one?โ€ I added, jerking my thumb at Nyktos.

โ€œNice,โ€ Nyktos remarked dryly under his breath.

Blood drained rapidly from Ezraโ€™s face, and I wasnโ€™t sure if it was because of what Iโ€™d said or because Nyktos had lowered his hood.

Ezra clearly hadnโ€™t forgotten what he looked like when sheโ€™d seen him last. โ€œI think I need to sit downโ€”โ€ She caught herself before doing so, beginning to kneel. โ€œIโ€™m sorry, Your Highness. Iโ€”โ€

โ€œThat is unnecessary,โ€ he interrupted. โ€œPlease, sit. We do not have long, and I fear you may pass out if you continue standing.โ€

Ezra blinked slowly. โ€œI have never fainted.โ€

The Primal smiled, revealing just a hint of fang. โ€œThere is always a first time.โ€

โ€œPlease, sit,โ€ I jumped in. โ€œHeโ€™s right. We donโ€™t have long, and thereโ€™s something I need to talk to you about.โ€

Ezra sat in the chair. โ€œIs it the supposed-to-kill-him part?โ€

I choked on a laugh as I sat on the settee next to her chair. Nyktos crossed his arms, remaining standing. โ€œIt kind of is,โ€ I said, glancing around the now-empty floor of the Great Hall. My gaze got caught on the statue of Kolis for a brief second. I swallowed. โ€œIโ€™m sure you have many questions.โ€

โ€œLoads,โ€ she murmured.

โ€œAs do I,โ€ I went on. โ€œBut as I said, we cannot stay long, so I must get right to it.โ€ I took a shallow breath, remembering what Nyktos had advised could and couldnโ€™t be shared. โ€œWhat we thought ended the Rot was wrong. The deal my ancestor made didnโ€™t cause the Rot upon my birth.โ€

Ezra gripped the arm of the chair as she looked between us. โ€œI donโ€™t know much about deals, so please forgive my ignorance on the subject, but the deal expired once fulfilled?โ€

โ€œOr believed to be ended in favor of the summoner if the Primal is killed,โ€ Nyktos tacked on, his voice deceptively level.

โ€œAnd that,โ€ Ezra said. โ€œThat, too.โ€

I turned to Nyktos, my eyes narrowed. His brows lifted. โ€œWhat?โ€

โ€œJust so you know, I was never a fan of the deal,โ€ Ezra continued.

โ€œBecause it wouldnโ€™t be wise to attempt to kill a Primal?โ€ Nyktos surmised.

โ€œYes, but mainly because it was unfair to Sera.โ€

That wasnโ€™t news to me, but it was still good to hear that.

Nyktos said nothing, but he eyed Ezra a tad less intensely than before.

Taking another breath, I faced Ezra again. Her brows were furrowed into thin slashes as she looked between us. โ€œThere wouldโ€™ve been changes when the deal was fulfilled. The climate would return to what it was before, less temperate, as I believe it already has.โ€ That explained the hotter, longer summers full of drought and the vicious storms. โ€œThe ground wouldnโ€™t be as fertile as it once was, thanks to the deal, but Lasania wouldโ€™ve returned to how it was meant to be, which didnโ€™t include the Rot.โ€

Ezra leaned back, and I could practically see her turning the information over in her head. โ€œThen whatย isย the Rot?โ€ she asked.

โ€œYou believe her? That easily?โ€ Nyktos demanded before I could answer. โ€œDidnโ€™t you and your familiesโ€”her ancestorsโ€”believe the deal was the cause of the Rot?โ€

โ€œI believe her,โ€ Ezra said, her chin lifting. โ€œBecause I am here?โ€

โ€œWell, your presence may have a little to do with it.โ€ His head cocked. โ€œA little.โ€

โ€œJust a bit,โ€ she said. โ€œBut I know how important saving Lasania was for Sera. She would not lie about something, knowing what it meant for her kingdom.โ€

Her kingdom.

I briefly closed my eyes. โ€œLasania was never mine.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s not true. You shouldโ€™ve been Queen, Sera. Not me. If I can acknowledge that, you should be able to.โ€

Curling my fingers around my knees, I said, โ€œBut you are Queen, and thatโ€™s what matters now. Youโ€™ll be able to handle what Iโ€™m about to tell you, unlike myโ€”โ€ I cut myself off, took a moment, then continued. โ€œThe Rot was caused by something else entirely. Something much more complicated than a deal.โ€

Ezra was quiet for a moment. โ€œAnd whatever it is, you cannot tell me?โ€ โ€œNo,โ€ I said quietly.

โ€œThenโ€ฆโ€ Her shoulders stiffened. โ€œThen there is no stopping the Rot?โ€

โ€œWeโ€™re going to do our damnedest to stop it. I swear,โ€ I promised. โ€œBut nothing is guaranteed. There is a chanceโ€”โ€

โ€œBarely,โ€ Nyktos growled.

โ€œA small chance,โ€ I amended, โ€œthat we could fail. Thatโ€™s why I came today. I wanted to warn you so you could prepare.โ€ I thought about what Holland had told me and the people outside with their baskets and bushels. โ€œBut I think youโ€™ve already begun to do that.โ€

โ€œYes. I have,โ€ she said, her grip easing on the arm of the chair. โ€œYou know how Iโ€™ve felt about how the Rot was handled. I felt that we should be doing everything we could to build the pantries of the people, not just our own.โ€

โ€œThe people we saw on the way in?โ€ Nyktos said, asking his first non- antagonistic question.

โ€œWeโ€™ve started a bit of a food bank where people can come on certain days, at certain times, if they have need,โ€ she explained. โ€œIโ€™ve also been in talks with the King and Queen of Terra, in hopes of strengthening their faith in Lasania. I believe I am being successful in such talks.โ€ A small smile appeared. โ€œI believe we simply needed to prove that an alliance with us is beneficial. Something my father, gods rest his soul, was never that great in relaying.โ€

I managed to fight back a cringe. Ezra loved her father, and Iโ€ฆ My stare shifted to what wouldโ€™ve been his throne.

โ€œAnd how are you succeeding at that?โ€ Nyktos asked.

I sucked in a soft breath, blinking. I didnโ€™t think Nyktos was all that curious about what Ezra was doing. He might have simply been preventing me from blurting out what Iโ€™d caused.

Which I likely would have.

And Ezra didnโ€™t need to know that.

โ€œThey have many fertile fields primed for crops, unlike us,โ€ she said. โ€œBut we have one thing in abundance that Terra does not. Labor. Paid labor, involving those who wish to relocate to Terraโ€”at least for part of the year. Our talks are going well.โ€

That was very smart.

โ€œBut if the Rot continues to spreadโ€ฆโ€ She trailed off. I nodded. โ€œHas it spread?โ€

โ€œA bit more. Weโ€™ve lost a few more farms, but it hasnโ€™t sped up or anything like that,โ€ she confirmed. I thought of the Masseys, knowing that

their farm had to be one of those lost. โ€œIt is good to know thisโ€”what youโ€™ve shared. It gives me, well, I donโ€™t know how else to say it, but it gives me hope.โ€

My brows rose. โ€œYou didnโ€™t think Iโ€™d succeed at killing him?โ€

โ€œI wasnโ€™t quite sure youโ€™d succeed at the whole making-him-fall-in- love part,โ€ she corrected.

โ€œWow,โ€ I muttered.

โ€œYou are a bitโ€ฆtemperamental. And those around you do have a tendency to end up stabbed,โ€ she began with a sheepish grin. โ€œI figured youโ€™d probably get yourself killed by growing impatient and just stabbing him.โ€

Nyktos barked out a short laugh. โ€œNow,ย thatย was incredibly astute.โ€ I narrowed my eyes at him.

Ezra opened her mouth, closed it, and then appeared to try again. โ€œI am veryโ€ฆconfused by you.โ€

Nyktos stared down at her. โ€œYou are?โ€ She nodded. โ€œYou are Death.โ€

โ€œI am.โ€

โ€œYou are not very Death-like.โ€

His head tilted. โ€œAnd how is oneโ€ฆDeath-like?โ€

โ€œWe cannot stay much longer,โ€ I cut in, half-afraid of whatever Ezra might say.

โ€œMust you leave?โ€ Ezra asked. โ€œMari is currently with her father, but she should be arriving soon.โ€

โ€œI really would love to see her, but we cannot.โ€ I glanced at the doors. โ€œWhere isโ€”?โ€ I stopped myself from asking. I didnโ€™t need to know where my mother was. I didnโ€™t care. โ€œHow is your Consort?โ€

โ€œPerfect.โ€ A bright smile appeared, lighting up her entire face. That was whatย moreย looked like. โ€œShe is utterly perfect.โ€

โ€œGood. Iโ€™m happy to hear that.โ€

Her eyes searched mine, and I could tell she had much she wanted to ask. Wanted to say. โ€œIโ€ฆafter everything happened here, I sent a missive to the Vodina Isles to check on Sir Holland, but I have not heard anything in return.โ€

โ€œOh.โ€ I smiled. โ€œI believe heโ€™s fine.โ€ โ€œYou do?โ€ Her gaze sharpened.

โ€œItโ€™s time.โ€ Nyktos swooped in, nipping the string of questions Ezra surely had in the bud.

It was hard, but I stood in agreement.

โ€œWill I see you again?โ€ Ezra asked, the same as I had asked of Holland. I gave her a far more hopeful answer. โ€œI believe so.โ€

โ€œI hope so, too. I really do.โ€ Her voice thickened. โ€œI miss you.โ€

The breath I exhaled was ragged. โ€œI miss you, too.โ€ I turned, hurrying to join Nyktos at the steps as the burn in my throat increased.

โ€œSera?โ€ Ezra rose, stopping me. โ€œRemember what you said about the lands tainted by the Rot? And why couldnโ€™t they be used to build homes for those in Croftโ€™s Cross living in the most cramped conditions?โ€

My brows knitted. โ€œYes?โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s where Mari and her father are. At the ruined lands. Theyโ€™re going to build homes. Nothing extravagant, but I discovered stores of lumberโ€”at least enough to start with,โ€ she told me. โ€œIt was your idea. I thought you should know.โ€

 

 

I left the Great Hall feeling far better than when Iโ€™d arrived. My chest was looser, even though sadness lingered.

I hoped I got to see Ezra again. And Marisol.

I glanced at the silent figure beside me. Nyktos was quiet as we traveled the hall. Heโ€™d lifted his hood already, and I would, too, once we stepped outside. โ€œIโ€™m gladโ€”โ€ We rounded the bend.

And came face-to-face withโ€ฆher. My mother.

I halted.

She stopped.

Neither of us said anything as we stared at each other. The low growl of displeasure radiating from Nyktos caused me to realize Iโ€™d taken a step back.

“You look well,” I said, pulling myself out of my daze. And she did. Her hair, only a shade or two darker than mine, was flawlessly arranged in an intricate updo. An amber stone sparkled from around her neck, and the lavender gown that flowed over her slim figure suited her perfectly. Yet, there were shadows beneath her eyes and perhaps a few more wrinkles than I remembered.

She clasped her handsโ€”hands devoid of jewelry. โ€œAs do you.โ€ Shock was evident on her faceโ€”features I shared, though hers were more refined.

I suppressed the sharp retort threatening to escape my lips.

โ€œA guard mentioned someone with your name had arrived,โ€ she continued, casting a quick, uncertain glance at the figure beside me. With his face concealed, she had no idea who stood there. โ€œI didnโ€™t think it was true.โ€

โ€œIt is.โ€ I forced a tight smile. She would have questions, but where Ezraโ€™s would have been driven by curiosity, hers would be fueled by the belief that I had failed.

I didnโ€™t want to see that realization in her eyes once the surprise wore off.

I didnโ€™t want to hear it in her voice.

Iโ€™d endured it enough throughout my life. I truly didnโ€™t need to see her again. I realized with surprising relief that this was a blessing. โ€œI came to speak with Ezra, and I have. Now, I must go. Excuse me.โ€ I stepped aside, giving her a wide berth as I moved away.

โ€œSeraphena.โ€

I stopped, my eyes lifting to Nyktos. I saw nothing of his face, but his displeasure was becoming what heโ€™d spoken of outside: a tangible entity, unseen but felt. Slowly, I faced her.

โ€œIโ€ฆโ€ She cast a nervous glance in Nyktosโ€™s direction. โ€œI didnโ€™t know Tavius was planning to do what he didโ€”โ€

โ€œThat does not matter.โ€ Nyktos spoke, lowering his hood.

My mother gasped as she stumbled back, her hand fluttering to her chest. She dropped to her knees, the lavender gown pooling on the floor as she placed a shaking hand on the marble. โ€œYour Highness.โ€

His lip curled with distaste. โ€œYou had to know that your stepson was capable of harming your daughter, and yetโ€ฆyou did nothing to prevent it.โ€ Eather crackled from his eyes. โ€œHis death was not the only one owed that day. The fact that you still breathe is due to a grace you do not deserve.โ€

She paled to the shade of my hair. โ€œT-thank you,โ€ she said, trembling. โ€œDo not thank me. It was not I who saved your life. I wanted to take it.

To put you where you belong, beside that bastard of a mortal you wouldโ€™ve crowned King,โ€ Nyktos said, essence rippling over his skin. โ€œIt was your

daughter. For reasons unbeknownst to me, she told me no. That is who you should spend the rest of your undeserved life thanking.โ€

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