Something felt a little off, like the air in the room was stale and slowly thickening and thickening until she was breathing it down in giant gelatinous clots. In all her years of knowing Naomi, it had never felt quite like this.
Pip gave Naomi a reassuring smile and made a passing joke about the amount of Barney dog-fluff attached to her leggings. Naomi smiled weakly, running her hands through her flicky ombrรฉ blonde hair.
They were sitting in Elliot Wardโs study, Pip on the swivelling desk chair and Naomi across from her in the oxblood-leather armchair. Naomi wasnโt looking at Pip; she was staring instead at the three paintings on the far wall.
Three giant canvases of the family, immortalized forever in rainbow tinted strokes. Her parents walking in the autumn woods, Elliot drinking from a steaming mug, and a young Naomi and Cara on a swing. Their mum had painted them when she was dying, her final mark upon the world. Pip knew how important these paintings were to the Wards, how they looked to them in their happiest and saddest times. Although she remembered there used to be a couple more displayed in here too; maybe Elliot was keeping them in storage to give the girls when they grew up and moved out.
Pip knew Naomi had been going to therapy since her mum died seven years ago. And that she had managed to wade through her anxiety, neck just above the water, to graduate from university. But a few months ago she had a panic attack at her new job in London and quit to move back in with her dad and sister.
Naomi was fragile and Pip was trying her hardest not to tread on any cracks. In the corner of her eye she could see the ever-scrolling timer on her voice recorder app.
โSo, can you tell me what you were all doing at Maxโs that night?โ she said gently.
Naomi shifted, eyes moving down to circle her knees.
โUm, we were just, like, drinking, talking, playing some Xbox, nothing too exciting.โ
โAnd taking pictures? Thereโs a few on Facebook from that night.โ โYeah, taking silly pictures. Just messing around really,โ Naomi said. โThere arenโt any pictures of Sal from that night, though.โ
โNo, well, I guess he left before we started taking them.โ โAnd was Sal acting strangely before he left?โ said Pip. โUm, I . . . no, I donโt think he was really.โ
โDid he talk about Andie at all?โ
โI, err . . . yeah, maybe a bit.โ Naomi shuffled in her seat and the leather made a loud, rumbling sound as she unstuck herself from it. Something Pipโs little brother would have found very funny and, under other circumstances, she might have too.
โWhat did he say about her?โ Pip asked.
โUm.โ Naomi paused for a moment, picking at a ripped cuticle by her thumb. โHe, erm . . . I think maybe they were having a disagreement. Sal said he wasnโt going to talk to her for a bit.โ
โWhy?โ
โI donโt remember specifically. But Andie was . . . she was a bit of a nightmare. She was always trying to pick fights with Sal over the smallest things. Sal preferred to give her the silent treatment rather than argue.โ
โWhat kind of things were these fights about?โ
โLike the stupidest things. Like him not texting her back quick enough.
Things like that. I . . . I never said it to him, but I always thought Andie was trouble. If I had said something, I donโt know, maybe everything would have turned out differently.โ
Looking at Naomiโs downcast face, at the telling tremble of her upper lip, Pip knew she needed to bring them up from this particular rabbit hole, before Naomi closed up entirely.
โHad Sal said at any point in the evening that he would be leaving early?โ โNo, he didnโt.โ
โAnd what time did he leave Maxโs?โ โWeโre pretty sure it was close to ten thirty.โ โAnd did he say anything before he left?โ
Naomi shuffled and closed her eyes for a moment, the lids pressed so tightly that Pip could see them vibrating, even from across the room. โYeah,โ
she said. โHe just said that he wasnโt really feeling it and was going to walk home and get an early night.โ
โAnd what time did you leave Maxโs?โ
โI didnโt, I . . . me and Millie stayed over in the spare room. Dad came and got me in the morning.โ
โWhat time did you go up to bed?โ
โUm, I think it was a bit before half twelve. Not sure really.โ
There was a sudden triad of knocks on the study door and Cara poked her head in, squeaking when her messy topknot got caught on the frame.
โBugger off, Iโm recording,โ Pip said.
โSorry, emergency, two secs,โ Cara said, lingering as a floating head. โNai, where the hell have all those Jammie Dodger biscuits gone?โ โI donโt know.โ
โI literally saw Dad unpack a full packet yesterday. Where have they gone?โ โI donโt know, ask him.โ
โHeโs not back yet.โ
โCara,โ Pip said, raising her eyebrows.
โYep, sorry, buggering off,โ she said, unhooking her hair and closing the door behind her again.
โUm, OK,โ Pip said, trying to recover their lost tangent. โSo when did you first hear that Andie was missing?โ
โI think Sal texted me Saturday, maybe late morning-ish.โ
โAnd what were your initial thoughts about where she might be?โ
โI donโt know.โ Naomi shrugged; Pip wasnโt sure sheโd ever seen her shrug before. โAndie was the kind of girl who knew lots of people. I guess I thought she was hanging with some other friends we didnโt know, not wanting to be found.โ
Pip took a preparatory deep breath, glancing at her notes; she needed to handle the next question carefully. โCan you tell me about when Sal asked you to lie to the police about what time he left Maxโs?โ
Naomi tried to speak, but she couldnโt seem to find the words. A strange, underwater silence mushroomed in the small space. Pipโs ears rang with the weight of it.
โUm,โ Naomi said finally, her voice breaking a little. โWe went around on Saturday evening to see how he was doing. And we were talking about what
happened and Sal said he was nervous because the police had already been
asking him questions. And because he was her boyfriend, he thought he was going to be a target. So he just said did we mind saying he left Maxโs a little later than he did, like quarter past twelve-ish, so the police would stop looking at him and actually concentrate on finding Andie. It wasnโt, um, it didnโt seem wrong to me at the time. I just thought he was trying to be sensible and help get Andie back quicker.โ
โAnd did he tell you where he was between ten thirty and twelve fifty?โ โUm. I canโt remember. No, maybe he didnโt.โ
โDidnโt you ask? Didnโt you want to know?โ
โI canโt really remember, Pip. Sorry,โ she sniffed.
โThatโs OK.โ Pip realized sheโd leaned right forward with her last question; she shuffled her notes and sat back again. โSo the police called you on the Sunday, didnโt they? And you told them that Sal left Maxโs at twelve fifteen?โ
โYeah.โ
โSo why did you four change your mind and decide to tell the police on Tuesday about Salโs false alibi?โ
โI . . . I think itโs because weโd had some time to think about it, and we knew we could get in trouble for lying. None of us thought Sal was involved in what happened to Andie, so we didnโt see the problem in telling police the truth.โ
โHad you discussed with the other three that thatโs what you were going to do?โ
โYeah, we called each other that Monday night and agreed.โ
โBut you didnโt tell Sal that you were going to talk to the police?โ
โUm,โ she said, her hands racing through her hair again. โNo, we didnโt want him to be upset with us.โ
โOK, last question.โ Pip watched as Naomiโs face ironed out with evident relief. โDo you think Sal killed Andie that night?โ
โNot the Sal I knew,โ she said. โHe was the best, the nicest person.
Always cheeky and making people laugh. And he was so nice to Andie too, even though she maybe didnโt deserve it. So I donโt know what happened or if he did it, but I donโt want to believe he did.โ
โOK, done,โ Pip smiled, pressing the stop button on her phone. โThanks so much for doing that, Naomi. I know itโs not easy.โ
โThatโs OK.โ She nodded and stood up from the chair, the leather squeaking against her legs.
โWait, one more thing,โ Pip said. โAre Max, Jake and Millie around to be interviewed?โ
โOh, Millieโs off the grid travelling around Australia and Jakeโs living with his girlfriend down in Devon โ they just had a baby. Max is in Kilton, though; he just finished his masterโs and is back applying for jobs, like me.โ
โDo you think heโd mind giving me a short interview?โ Pip said.
โIโll give you his number and you can ask him.โ Naomi held the study door open for her.
In the kitchen they found Cara trying to fit two pieces of toast in her mouth simultaneously and a just-returned Elliot in an eyesore pastel yellow shirt, wiping down the kitchen surfaces. He turned when he heard them come in, the ceiling lights picking up small wisps of grey in his brown hair and flashing across his thick-rimmed glasses.
โYou done, girls?โ He smiled kindly. โExcellent timing, Iโve just popped the kettle on.โ
โPippa Fitz-Amobi EPQ 12/08/2017โโ
Production Logย ย โ Entryย 7
Just got back from Max Hastingsโ house. It felt strange being there, like walking through some kind of crime-scene reconstruction; it looks just the same as it does in those Facebook photos Naomi and co. took of that fateful night five years ago.
The night that forever changed this town. Max still looks the same too: tall, blonde floppy hair, mouth slightly too wide for his angular face, somewhat pretentious. He said he remembered me, though, which was nice.
After speaking to him . . . I donโt know, I canโt help but think somethingโs going on here. Either one of Salโs friends is misremembering about that night, or one of them is lying. But why?
Transcript of interview with Maxย Hastingsย Pip:
All right, recording. So, Max youโre twenty-three, right? Max:
Wrong actually. Iโm twenty-five in about a month. Pip:
Oh.
Max:
Yeah, when I was seven I had leukaemia and missed lots of school, so I got held back a year. I know, Iโm a miracle boy.
Pip:
I had no idea.
Max:
You can have my autograph later. Pip:
OK, so, jumping straight in, can you describe what Sal and Andieโs relationship was like?
Max:
It was fine. It wasnโt like the romance of the century or anything. But they both thought the other was good-looking, so I guess it worked.
Pip:
There wasnโt more depth to it? Max:
Donโt know, I never really paid attention to high-school romances. Pip:
So how did their relationship start? Max:
They just got drunk and hooked up at a party at Christmas. It carried on from there.
Pip:
Was that a โ what are they called โ oh, a calamity party? Max:
Holy shit, I forgot we used to call our house parties โcalamitiesโ. You know about those?
Pip:
Yeah. People at school still throw them, tradition apparently. Legend is that you were their originator.
Max:
What, kids are still throwing messy house parties and calling them calamities? Thatโs so cool. I feel like a god. Do they still do the next host triathlon bit?
Pip:
Iโve never been. Anyway, did you know Andie before she started a relationship with Sal?
Max:
Yeah, a bit, from school and calamities. We sometimes spoke, yeah. But we werenโt ever, like, friend friends, I didnโt really know her. Like an acquaintance.
Pip:
OK, so on Friday the twentieth of April, when everyone was at your house, do you remember if Sal was acting strangely?
Max:
Not really. Maybe a little quiet, if anything. Pip:
Did you wonder why at the time? Max:
Nope, I was pretty drunk. Pip:
And that night, did Sal talk about Andie at all? Max:
No, he didnโt mention her once. Pip:
He didnโt say they were having a disagreement at the time or โ Max:
No he just didnโt bring her up. Pip:
How well do you remember that night? Max:
I remember all of it. Spent most of it playing Jake and Millie onย Call of Dutyย . I remember โcause Millie was going on about equality and stuff, and then she didnโt win once.
Pip:
This was after Sal left? Max:
Yeah, he left really early. Pip:
Where was Naomi when you were playing video games?
Max:
M.I.A.
Pip:
Missing? She wasnโt there? Max:
Um, no . . . err . . . she went upstairs for a while. Pip:
By herself? Doing what? Max:
I donโt know. Taking a nap. Taking a dump. Fuck knows. Pip:
For how long?
Max:
I donโt remember. Pip:
OK, and when Sal left what did he say? Max:
He didnโt really. He just slipped out quietly. I didnโt really notice him going at the time.
Pip:
So the next evening, after youโd all learned that Andie was missing, you went round to see Sal?
Max:
Yeah โcause we figured he would be pretty bummed out. Pip:
And how did he ask you all to lie and give him an alibi? Max:
He just came out and said it. Said it was looking bad for him and asked if we could help out and just change the times a bit. It wasnโt a biggie. He didnโt phrase it like: give me an alibi. Thatโs not how it was. It was just a favour for a friend.
Pip:
Do you think Sal killed Andie? Max:
He had to have done it, didnโt he? I mean, if youโre asking if I thought my friend was capable of murder, the answer would be no way. He was like this sweet little agony aunt. But he did it because, you know, the blood and stuff. And the only way that Sal would ever kill himself, I think, is if heโd done something really bad. So, it all fits unfortunately.
Pip:
OK, thanks, those are all my questions.
There are some inconsistencies between their two versions of events. Naomi said that Sal did talk about Andie and told all his friends they were having a disagreement. Max says he didnโt mention her once. Naomi says Sal told everyone that he was heading home early because he wasnโt โfeeling itโ. Max says he slipped out quietly.
Of course, I am asking them to remember a night over five years ago. Certain lapses in memory are to be expected.
But then thereโs this thing Max said, that Naomi was M.I.A. Though he said he didnโt remember how long Naomi was gone for, he had just before indicated that he spent โmostโ of the night with Millie and Jake and for that particular activity Naomi wasnโt there. Letโs just say I can infer that she was โupstairsโ for at least an hour. But why? Why would she be upstairs alone at Maxโs house instead of with her friends? Unless Max just accidentally told me that Naomi left the house for a period of time that night and heโs trying to cover for her.
I canโt believe Iโm actually going to type this, but Iโm starting to suspect that Naomi could have had something to do with Andie. Iโve known her eleven years. Iโve lived almost my whole life looking up to her as a big sister, so I might learn how to be one too. Naomiโs kind; the sort of person whoโd give you an encouraging smile when youโre mid-story and everyone else has stopped listening. Sheโs mild-tempered, sheโs delicate, calm. But could she be unstable? Is it in her to be violent?
I donโt know, Iโm getting ahead of myself. But thereโs also what Ravi said, that he thought Naomi was in love with his brother. Itโs pretty clear from her answers too that she didnโt particularly like Andie. And her interview, it was just so awkward, so tense. I know I was asking her to relive some bad memories but the same goes for Max and his was a breeze. Then again . . . was Maxโs interview too easy? Was he just a bit too aloof?
I donโt know what to think but I canโt help it, my imagination just threw off its leash and stuck its middle finger up at me.
Iโm now picturing a scene: Naomi kills Andie in a jealous rage. Sal stumbles across the scene, confounded and distraught. His best friend has killed his girlfriend.
But he still cares for Naomi so he helps her dispose of Andieโs body and they agree to never speak of it. But he canโt hide from the terrible guilt of what he helped conceal. The only escape he can think of is death.
Or maybe Iโm making a something out of a nothing? Most likely. Either way, I think she has to go on the list. I need a break.
Persons of Interest Jason Bell
Naomi Ward