Othor,โ announced Ser Jaremy Rykker, โbeyond a doubt. And this one was Jafer Flowers.โ He turned the corpse over with his foot, and the dead white face stared up at the overcast sky with blue, blue eyes. โThey were Ben Starkโs men, both of them.โ
My uncleโs men, Jon thought numbly. He remembered how heโd pleaded to ride with them.ย Gods, I was such a green boy. If he had taken me, it might be me lying hereย . . .
Jaferโs right wrist ended in the ruin of torn flesh and splintered bone left by Ghostโs jaws. His right hand was floating in a jar of vinegar back in Maester Aemonโs tower. His left hand, still at the end of his arm, was as black as his cloak.
โGods have mercy,โ the Old Bear muttered. He swung down from his garron, handing his reins to Jon. The morning was unnaturally warm; beads of sweat dotted the Lord Commanderโs broad forehead like dew on a melon. His horse was nervous, rolling her eyes, backing away from the dead men as far as her lead would allow. Jon led her off a few paces, fighting to keep her from bolting. The horses did not like the feel of this place. For that matter, neither did Jon.
The dogs liked it least of all. Ghost had led the party here; the pack of hounds had been useless. When Bass the kennelmaster had tried to get them to take the scent from the severed hand, they had gone wild, yowling and barking, fighting to get away. Even now they were snarling and whimpering by turns, pulling at their leashes while Chett cursed them for curs.
It is only a wood, Jon told himself,ย and theyโre only dead men. He had seen dead men before . . .
Last night he had dreamt the Winterfell dream again. He was wandering the empty castle, searching for his father, descending into the crypts. Only this time the dream had gone further than before. In the dark heโd heard the scrape of stone on stone. When he turned he saw that the vaults were opening, one after the other. As the dead kings came stumbling from their cold black graves, Jon had woken in pitch-dark, his heart hammering. Even when Ghost leapt up on the bed to nuzzle at his face, he could not shake his deep sense of terror. He dared not go back to sleep. Instead he had climbed the Wall and walked, restless, until he saw the light of the dawn off to the cast.ย It was only a
dream. I am a brother of the Nightโs Watch now, not a frightened boy.
Samwell Tarly huddled beneath the trees, half-hidden behind the horses. His round fat face was the color of curdled milk. So far he had not lurched off to the woods to retch, but he had not so much as glanced at the dead men either. โI canโt look,โ he whispered miserably.
โYou have to look,โ Jon told him, keeping his voice low so the others would not hear. โMaester Aemon sent you to be his eyes, didnโt he? What good are eyes if theyโre shut?โ
โYes, but . . . Iโm such a coward, Jon.โ
Jon put a hand on Samโs shoulder. โWe have a dozen rangers with us, and the dogs, even Ghost. No one will hurt you, Sam. Go ahead and look. The first look is the hardest.โ
Sam gave a tremulous nod, working up his courage with a visible effort. Slowly he swiveled his head. His eyes widened, but Jon held his arm so he could not turn away.
โSer Jaremy,โ the Old Bear asked gruffly, โBen Stark had six men with him when he rode from the Wall. Where are the others?โ
Ser Jaremy shook his head. โWould that I knew.โ
Plainly Mormont was not pleased with that answer. โTwo of our brothers butchered almost within sight of the Wall, yet your rangers heard nothing, saw nothing. Is this what the Nightโs Watch has fallen to? Do we still sweep these woods?โ
โYes, my lord, butโโ
โDo we still mount watches?โ โWe do, butโโ
โThis man wears a hunting horn.โ Mormont pointed at Othor. โMust I suppose that he died without sounding it? Or have your rangers all gone deaf as well as blind?โ
Ser Jaremy bristled, his face taut with anger. โNo horn was blown, my lord, or my rangers would have heard it. I do not have sufficient men to mount as many patrols as I should like . . . and since Benjen was lost, we have stayed closer to the Wall than we were wont to do before, by your own command.โ
The Old Bear grunted. โYes. Well. Be that as it may.โ He made an impatient gesture. โTell me how they died.โ
Squatting beside the dead man he had named Jafer Flowers, Ser Jaremy grasped his head by the scalp. The hair came out between his fingers, brittle as straw. The knight cursed and shoved at the face with the heel of his hand. A great gash in the side of the corpseโs neck opened like a mouth, crusted with dried blood. Only a few ropes of pale tendon still attached the head to the neck. โThis was done with an axe.โ
โAye,โ muttered Dywen, the old forester. โBelike the axe that Othor carried, mโlord.โ
Jon could feel his breakfast churning in his belly, but he pressed his lips together and made himself look at the second body. Othor had been a big ugly man, and he made a big ugly corpse. No axe was in evidence. Jon remembered Othor; he had been the one bellowing the bawdy song as the rangers rode out. His singing days were done. His flesh was blanched white as milk, everywhere but his hands. His hands were black like Jaferโs. Blossoms of hard cracked blood decorated the mortal wounds that covered him like a rash, breast and groin and throat. Yet his eyes were still open. They stared up at the sky, blue as sapphires.
Ser Jaremy stood. โThe wildlings have axes too.โ
Mormont rounded on him. โSo you believe this is Mance Rayderโs work? This close to the Wall?โ
โWho else, my lord?โ
Jon could have told him. He knew, they all knew, yet no man of them would say the words.ย The Others are only a story, a tale to make children shiver. If they ever lived at all, they are gone eight thousand years. Even the thought made him feel foolish; he was a man grown now, a black brother of the Nightโs Watch, not the boy whoโd once sat at Old Nanโs feet with Bran and Robb and Arya.
Yet Lord Commander Mormont gave a snort. โIf Ben Stark had come under wildling attack a half dayโs ride from Castle Black, he would have returned for more men, chased the killers through all seven hells and brought me back their heads.โ
โUnless he was slain as well,โ Ser Jaremy insisted.
The words hurt, even now. It had been so long, it seemed folly to cling to the hope that Ben Stark was still alive, but Jon Snow was nothing if not stubborn.
โIt has been close on half a year since Benjen left us, my lord,โ Ser Jaremy went on. โThe forest is vast. The wildlings might have fallen on him anywhere. Iโd wager these two were the last survivors of his party, on their way back to us . . . but the enemy caught them before they could reach the safety of the Wall. The corpses are still fresh, these men cannot have been dead more than a day โ
โNo,โ Samwell Tarly squeaked.
Jon was startled. Samโs nervous, high-pitched voice was the last he would have expected to hear. The fat boy was frightened of the officers, and Ser Jaremy was not known for his patience.
โI did not ask for your views, boy,โ Rykker said coldly. โLet him speak, ser,โ Jon blurted.
Mormontโs eyes flicked from Sam to Jon and back again. โIf the lad has something to say, Iโll hear him out. Come closer, boy. We canโt see you behind those horses.โ
Sam edged past Jon and the garrons, sweating profusely. โMy lord, it it canโt be a day
or . . . look . . . the blood โ
โYes?โ Mormont growled impatiently. โBlood, what of it?โ
โHe soils his smallclothes at the sight of it,โ Chett shouted out, and the rangers laughed. Sam mopped at the sweat on his brow. โYou . . . you can see where Ghost Jonโs
direwolf . . . you can see where he tore off that manโs hand, and yet the stump hasnโt
bled, look . . . โ He waved a hand. โMy father L-lord Randyll, he, he made me watch
him dress animals sometimes, when . . . after โ Sam shook his head from side to side,
his chins quivering. Now that he had looked at the bodies, he could not seem to look away. โA fresh kill . . . the blood would still flow, my lords. Later later it would be
clotted, like a . . . a jelly, thick and . . . and โ He looked as though he was going to be
sick. โThis man . . . look at the wrist, itโs all . . .ย crustyย . . . dry . . . like โ
Jon saw at once what Sam meant. He could see the torn veins in the dead manโs wrist, iron worms in the pale flesh. His blood was a black dust. Yet Jaremy Rykker was unconvinced. โIf theyโd been dead much longer than a day, theyโd be ripe by now, boy. They donโt even smell.โ
Dywen, the gnarled old forester who liked to boast that he could smell snow coming on, sidled closer to the corpses and took a whiff. โWell, theyโre no pansy flowers,
but . . . mโlord has the truth of it. Thereโs no corpse stink.โ
โThey . . . they arenโt rotting.โ Sam pointed, his fat finger shaking only a little. โLook, thereโs . . . thereโs no maggots or . . . or . . . worms or anything . . . theyโve been lying here in the woods, but they . . . they havenโt been chewed or eaten by animals . . . only
Ghost . . . otherwise theyโre . . . theyโre . . . โ
โUntouched,โ Jon said softly. โAnd Ghost is different. The dogs and the horses wonโt go near them.โ
The rangers exchanged glances; they could see it was true, every man of them. Mormont frowned, glancing from the corpses to the dogs. โChett, bring the hounds closer.โ
Chett tried, cursing, yanking on the leashes, giving one animal a lick of his boot. Most of the dogs just whimpered and planted their feet. He tried dragging one. The bitch resisted, growling and squirming as if to escape her collar. Finally she lunged at him.
Chett dropped the leash and stumbled backward. The dog leapt over him and bounded off into the trees.
โThis . . . this is all wrong,โ Sam Tarly said earnestly. โThe blood . . . thereโs bloodstains on their clothes, and . . . and their flesh, dry and hard, but . . . thereโs none on the ground, or . . . anywhere. With those . . . those . . . those . . . โ Sam made himself swallow, took a deep breath. โWith thoseย woundsย . . . terrible wounds . . . there should be blood all over. Shouldnโt there?โ
Dywen sucked at his wooden teeth. โMight be they didnโt die here. Might be someone brought โem and left โem for us. A warning, as like.โ The old forester peered down suspiciously. โAnd might be Iโm a fool, but I donโt know that Othor never had no blue eyes afore.โ
Ser Jaremy looked startled. โNeither did Flowers,โ he blurted, turning to stare at the dead man.
A silence fell over the wood. For a moment all they heard was Samโs heavy breathing and the wet sound of Dywen sucking on his teeth. Jon squatted beside Ghost.
โBurn them,โ someone whispered. One of the rangers; Jon could not have said who. โYes, burn them,โ a second voice urged.
The Old Bear gave a stubborn shake of his head. โNot yet. I want Maester Aemon to have a look at them. Weโll bring them back to the Wall.โ
Some commands are more easily given than obeyed. They wrapped the dead men in cloaks, but when Hake and Dywen tried to tie one onto a horse, the animal went mad, screaming and rearing, lashing out with its hooves, even biting at Ketter when he ran to help. The rangers had no better luck with the other garrons; not even the most placid wanted any part of these burdens. In the end they were forced to hack off branches and fashion crude slings to carry the corpses back on foot. It was well past midday by the time they started back.
โI will have these woods searched,โ Mormont commanded Ser Jaremy as they set out. โEvery tree, every rock, every bush, and every foot of muddy ground within ten leagues of here. Use all the men you have, and if you do not have enough, borrow hunters and foresters from the stewards. If Ben and the others are out here, dead or alive, I will have them found. And if there is anyone else in these woods, I will know of it. You are to track them and take them, alive if possible. Is that understood?โ
โIt is, my lord,โ Ser Jaremy said. โIt will be done.โ
After that, Mormont rode in silence, brooding. Jon followed close behind him; as the Lord Commanderโs steward, that was his place. The day was grey, damp, overcast, the sort of day that made you wish for rain. No wind stirred the wood; the air hung humid and heavy, and Jonโs clothes clung to his skin. It was warm. Too warm. The Wall was weeping copiously, had been weeping for days, and sometimes Jon even imagined it was shrinking.
The old men called this weatherย spirit summer, and said it meant the season was giving up its ghosts at last. After this the cold would come, they warned, and a long summer always meant a long winter. This summer had lasted ten years. Jon had been a babe in arms when it began.
Ghost ran with them for a time and then vanished among the trees. Without the direwolf, Jon felt almost naked. He found himself glancing at every shadow with unease. Unbidden, he thought back on the tales that Old Nan used to tell them, when he was a boy at Winterfell. He could almost hear her voice again, and theย click-click-clickย of her needles.ย In that darkness, the Others came riding, she used to say, dropping her voice lower and lower.ย Cold and dead they were, and they hated iron and fire and the touch of the sun, and every living creature with hot blood in its veins. Holdfasts and cities and kingdoms of men all fell before them, as they moved south on pale dead horses, leading hosts of the slain. They fed their dead servants on the flesh of human
childrenย . . .
When he caught his first glimpse of the Wall looming above the tops of an ancient gnarled oak, Jon was vastly relieved. Mormont reined up suddenly and turned in his
saddle. โTarly,โ he barked, โcome here.โ
Jon saw the start of fright on Samโs face as he lumbered up on his mare; doubtless he thought he was in trouble. โYouโre fat but youโre not stupid, boy,โ the Old Bear said gruffly. โYou did well back there. And you, Snow.โ
Sam blushed a vivid crimson and tripped over his own tongue as he tried to stammer out a courtesy. Jon had to smile.
When they emerged from under the trees, Mormont spurred his tough little garron to a trot. Ghost came streaking out from the woods to meet them, licking his chops, his muzzle red from prey. High above, the men on the Wall saw the column approaching.
Jon heard the deep, throaty call of the watchmanโs great horn, calling out across the miles; a single long blast that shuddered through the trees and echoed off the ice.
UUUUUUUOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooo.
The sound faded slowly to silence. One blast meant rangers returning, and Jon thought,ย I was a ranger for one day, at least. Whatever may come, they cannot take that away from me.
Bowen Marsh was waiting at the first gate as they led their garrons through the icy tunnel. The Lord Steward was red-faced and agitated. โMy lord,โ he blurted at Mormont as he swung open the iron bars, โthereโs been a bird, you must come at once.โ
โWhat is it, man?โ Mormont said gruffly.
Curiously, Marsh glanced at Jon before he answered. โMaester Aemon has the letter. Heโs waiting in your solar.โ
โVery well. Jon, see to my horse, and tell Ser Jaremy to put the dead men in a storeroom until the maester is ready for them.โ Mormont strode away grumbling.
As they led their horses back to the stable, Jon was uncomfortably aware that people were watching him. Ser Alliser Thorne was drilling his boys in the yard, but he broke off to stare at Jon, a faint half smile on his lips. One-armed Donal Noye stood in the door of the armory. โThe gods be with you, Snow,โ he called out.
Somethingโs wrong, Jon thought.ย Somethingโs very wrong.
The dead men were carried to one of the storerooms along the base of the Wall, a dark cold cell chiseled from the ice and used to keep meat and grain and sometimes even
beer. Jon saw that Mormontโs horse was fed and watered and groomed before he took care of his own. Afterward he sought out his friends. Grenn and Toad were on watch, but he found Pyp in the common hall. โWhatโs happened?โ he asked.
Pyp lowered his voice. โThe kingโs dead.โ
Jon was stunned. Robert Baratheon had looked old and fat when he visited Winterfell, yet heโd seemed hale enough, and thereโd been no talk of illness. โHow can you know?โ
โOne of the guards overheard Clydas reading the letter to Maester Aemon.โ Pyp leaned close. โJon, Iโm sorry. He was your fatherโs friend, wasnโt he?โ
โThey were as close as brothers, once.โ Jon wondered if Joffrey would keep his father as the Kingโs Hand. It did not seem likely. That might mean Lord Eddard would return to Winterfell, and his sisters as well. He might even be allowed to visit them, with Lord Mormontโs permission. It would be good to see Aryaโs grin again and to talk with his father.ย I will ask him about my mother, he resolved.ย I am a man now, it is past time he told me. Even if she was a whore, I donโt care, I want to know.
โI heard Hake say the dead men were your uncleโs,โ Pyp said.
โYes,โ Jon replied. โTwo of the six he took with him. Theyโd been dead a long time, only . . . the bodies are queer.โ
โQueer?โ Pyp was all curiosity. โHow queer?โ
โSam will tell you.โ Jon did not want to talk of it. โI should see if the Old Bear has need of me.โ
He walked to the Lord Commanderโs Tower alone, with a curious sense of apprehension. The brothers on guard eyed him solemnly as he approached. โThe Old Bearโs in his solar,โ one of them announced. โHe was asking for you.โ
Jon nodded. He should have come straight from the stable. He climbed the tower steps briskly.ย He wants wine or a fire in his hearth, thatโs all, he told himself.
When he entered the solar, Mormontโs raven screamed at him. โCorn!โ the bird shrieked. โCorn! Corn! Corn!โ
โDonโt you believe it, I just fed him,โ the Old Bear growled. He was seated by the window, reading a letter. โBring me a cup of wine, and pour one for yourself.โ
โFor myself, my lord?โ
Mormont lifted his eyes from the letter to stare at Jon. There was pity in that look; he could taste it. โYou heard me.โ
Jon poured with exaggerated care, vaguely aware that he was drawing out the act. When the cups were filled, he would have no choice but to face whatever was in that letter. Yet all too soon, they were filled. โSit, boy,โ Mormont commanded him. โDrink.โ
Jon remained standing. โItโs my father, isnโt it?โ
The Old Bear tapped the letter with a finger. โYour father and the king,โ he rumbled. โI wonโt lie to you, itโs grievous news. I never thought to see another king, not at my age, with Robert half my years and strong as a bull.โ He took a gulp of wine. โThey say the king loved to hunt. The things we love destroy us every time, lad. Remember that. My son loved that young wife of his. Vain woman. If not for her, he would never have thought to sell those poachers.โ
Jon could scarcely follow what he was saying. โMy lord, I donโt understand. Whatโs happened to my father?โ
โI told you to sit,โ Mormont grumbled. โSit,โ the raven screamed. โAnd have a drink, damn you. Thatโs a command, Snow.โ
Jon sat, and took a sip of wine.
โLord Eddard has been imprisoned. He is charged with treason. It is said he plotted with Robertโs brothers to deny the throne to Prince Joffrey.โ
โNo,โ Jon said at once. โThat couldnโt be. My father would never betray the king!โ โBe that as it may,โ said Mormont. โIt is not for me to say. Nor for you.โ
โBut itโs aย lie,โ Jon insisted. How could they think his father was a traitor, had they all gone mad? Lord Eddard Stark would never dishonor himself . . . would he?
He fathered a bastard, a small voice whispered inside him.ย Where was the honor in that? And your mother, what of her? He will not even speak her name.
โMy lord, what will happen to him? Will they kill him?โ
โAs to that, I cannot say, lad. I mean to send a letter. I knew some of the kingโs councillors in my youth. Old Pycelle, Lord Stannis, Ser Barristan . . . Whatever your father has done, or hasnโt done, he is a great lord. He must be allowed to take the black and join us here. Gods knows, we need men of Lord Eddardโs ability.โ
Jon knew that other men accused of treason had been allowed to redeem their honor on the Wall in days past. Why not Lord Eddard? His fatherย here. That was a strange thought, and strangely uncomfortable. It would be a monstrous injustice to strip him of Winterfell and force him to take the black, and yet if it meant his life . . .
And would Joffrey allow it? He remembered the prince at Winterfell, the way heโd mocked Robb and Ser Rodrik in the yard. Jon himself he had scarcely even noticed; bastards were beneath even his contempt. โMy lord, will the king listen to you?โ
The Old Bear shrugged. โA boy king . . . I imagine heโll listen to his mother. A pity the dwarf isnโt with them. Heโs the ladโs uncle, and he saw our need when he visited us. It was a bad thing, your lady mother taking him captiveโโ
โLady Stark is not my mother,โ Jon reminded him sharply. Tyrion Lannister had been a friend to him. If Lord Eddard was killed, she would be as much to blame as the queen. โMy lord, what of my sisters? Arya and Sansa, they were with my father, do you knowโโ
โPycelle makes no mention of them, but doubtless theyโll be treated gently. I will ask about them when I write.โ Mormont shook his head. โThis could not have happened at a worse time. If ever the realm needed a strong king . . . there are dark days and cold nights ahead, I feel it in my bones . . . โ He gave Jon a long shrewd look. โI hope you are not thinking of doing anything stupid, boy.โ
Heโs my father, Jon wanted to say, but he knew that Mormont would not want to hear it. His throat was dry. He made himself take another sip of wine.
โYour duty is here now,โ the Lord Commander reminded him. โYour old life ended when you took the black.โ His bird made a raucous echo. โBlack.โ Mormont took no notice. โWhatever they do in Kingโs Landing is none of our concern.โ When Jon did not answer, the old man finished his wine and said, โYouโre free to go. Iโll have no further need of you today. On the morrow you can help me write that letter.โ
Jon did not remember standing or leaving the solar. The next he knew, he was descending the tower steps, thinking,ย This is my father, my sisters, how can it be none of my concern?
Outside, one of the guards looked at him and said, โBe strong, boy. The gods are cruel.โ
They know, Jon realized. โMy father is no traitor,โ he said hoarsely. Even the words stuck in his throat, as if to choke him. The wind was rising, and it seemed colder in the yard than it had when heโd gone in. Spirit summer was drawing to an end.
The rest of the afternoon passed as if in a dream. Jon could not have said where he walked, what he did, who he spoke with. Ghost was with him, he knew that much. The silent presence of the direwolf gave him comfort.ย The girls do not even have that much, he thought.ย Their wolves might have kept them safe, but Lady is dead and Nymeriaโs lost, theyโre all alone.
A north wind had begun to blow by the time the sun went down. Jon could hear it skirling against the Wall and over the icy battlements as he went to the common hall for the evening meal. Hobb had cooked up a venison stew, thick with barley, onions, and carrots. When he spooned an extra portion onto Jonโs plate and gave him the crusty heel of the bread, he knew what it meant.ย He knows. He looked around the hall, saw heads turn quickly, eyes politely averted.ย They all know.
His friends rallied to him. โWe asked the septon to light a candle for your father,โ Matthar told him. โItโs a lie, we all know itโs a lie, evenย Grennย knows itโs a lie,โ Pyp chimed in. Grenn nodded, and Sam clasped Jonโs hand, โYouโre my brother now, so heโs my father too,โ the fat boy said. โIf you want to go out to the weirwoods and pray to the old gods, Iโll go with you.โ
The weirwoods were beyond the Wall, yet he knew Sam meant what he said.ย Theyย are
my brothers, he thought.ย As much as Robb and Bran and Rickonย . . .
And then he heard the laughter, sharp and cruel as a whip, and the voice of Ser Alliser Thorne. โNot only a bastard, but aย traitorโsย bastard,โ he was telling the men around him.
In the blink of an eye, Jon had vaulted onto the table, dagger in his hand. Pyp made a grab for him, but he wrenched his leg away, and then he was sprinting down the table and kicking the bowl from Ser Alliserโs hand. Stew went flying everywhere, spattering the brothers. Thorne recoiled. People were shouting, but Jon Snow did not hear them. He lunged at Ser Alliserโs face with the dagger, slashing at those cold onyx eyes, but Sam threw himself between them and before Jon could get around him, Pyp was on his back clinging like a monkey, and Grenn was grabbing his arm while Toad wrenched the knife from his fingers.
Later, much later, after they had marched him back to his sleeping cell, Mormont came down to see him, raven on his shoulder. โI told you not to do anything stupid, boy,โ the Old Bear said. โBoy,โ the bird chorused. Mormont shook his head, disgusted. โAnd to
think I had high hopes for you.โ
They took his knife and his sword and told him he was not to leave his cell until the high officers met to decide what was to be done with him. And then they placed a guard outside his door to make certain he obeyed. His friends were not allowed to see him, but the Old Bear did relent and permit him Ghost, so he was not utterly alone.
โMy father is no traitor,โ he told the direwolf when the rest had gone. Ghost looked at him in silence. Jon slumped against the wall, hands around his knees, and stared at the candle on the table beside his narrow bed. The flame flickered and swayed, the shadows moved around him, the room seemed to grow darker and colder.ย I will not sleep tonight, Jon thought.
Yet he must have dozed. When he woke, his legs were stiff and cramped and the candle had long since burned out. Ghost stood on his hind legs, scrabbling at the door. Jon was startled to see how tall heโd grown. โGhost, what is it?โ he called softly. The direwolf turned his head and looked down at him, baring his fangs in a silent snarl.ย Has he gone mad?ย Jon wondered. โItโs me, Ghost,โ he murmured, trying not to sound afraid. Yet he was trembling, violently. When had it gotten so cold?
Ghost backed away from the door. There were deep gouges where heโd raked the wood. Jon watched him with mounting disquiet. โThereโs someone out there, isnโt there?โ he whispered. Crouching, the direwolf crept backward, white fur rising on the back of his neck.ย The guard, he thought,ย they left a man to guard my door, Ghost smells him through the door, thatโs all it is.
Slowly, Jon pushed himself to his feet. He was shivering uncontrollably, wishing he still had a sword. Three quick steps brought him to the door. He grabbed the handle and pulled it inward. Theย creakย of the hinges almost made him jump.
His guard was sprawled bonelessly across the narrow steps, looking up at him. Lookingย upย at him, even though he was lying on his stomach. His head had been twisted completely around.
It canโt be, Jon told himself.ย This is the Lord Commanderโs Tower, itโs guarded day and night, this couldnโt happen, itโs a dream, Iโm having a nightmare.
Ghost slid past him, out the door. The wolf started up the steps, stopped, looked back at Jon. That was when he heard it; the soft scrape of a boot on stone, the sound of a latch turning. The sounds came from above. From the Lord Commanderโs chambers.
A nightmare this might be, yet it was no dream.
The guardโs sword was in its sheath. Jon knelt and worked it free. The heft of steel in his fist made him bolder. He moved up the steps, Ghost padding silently before him.
Shadows lurked in every turn of the stair. Jon crept up warily, probing any suspicious darkness with the point of his sword.
Suddenly he heard the shriek of Mormontโs raven. โCorn,โ the bird was screaming. โCorn, corn, corn, corn, corn, corn.โ Ghost bounded ahead, and Jon came scrambling after. The door to Mormontโs solar was wide open. The direwolf plunged through. Jon stopped in the doorway, blade in hand, giving his eyes a moment to adjust. Heavy drapes had been pulled across the windows, and the darkness was black as ink. โWhoโs there?โ he called out.
Then he saw it, a shadow in the shadows, sliding toward the inner door that led to Mormontโs sleeping cell, a man-shape all in black, cloaked and hooded . . . but beneath the hood, its eyes shone with an icy blue radiance . . .
Ghost leapt. Man and wolf went down together with neither scream nor snarl, rolling, smashing into a chair, knocking over a table laden with papers. Mormontโs raven was flapping overhead, screaming, โCorn, corn, corn, corn.โ Jon felt as blind as Maester Aemon. Keeping the wall to his back, he slid toward the window and ripped down the curtain. Moonlight flooded the solar. He glimpsed black hands buried in white fur, swollen dark fingers tightening around his direwolfโs throat. Ghost was twisting and snapping, legs flailing in the air, but he could not break free.
Jon had no time to be afraid. He threw himself forward, shouting, bringing down the longsword with all his weight behind it. Steel sheared through sleeve and skin and bone, yet the sound wasย wrongย somehow. The smell that engulfed him was so queer and cold he almost gagged. He saw arm and hand on the floor, black fingers wriggling in a pool of moonlight. Ghost wrenched free of the other hand and crept away, red tongue lolling from his mouth.
The hooded man lifted his pale moon face, and Jon slashed at it without hesitation. The sword laid the intruder open to the bone, taking off half his nose and opening a gash cheek to cheek under those eyes, eyes, eyes like blue stars burning. Jon knew that face.ย Othor, he thought, reeling back.ย Gods, heโs dead, heโs dead, I saw him dead.
He felt something scrabble at his ankle. Black fingers clawed at his calf. The arm was crawling up his leg, ripping at wool and flesh. Shouting with revulsion, Jon pried the fingers off his leg with the point of his sword and flipped the thing away. It lay writhing, fingers opening and closing.
The corpse lurched forward. There was no blood. One-armed, face cut near in half, it seemed to feel nothing. Jon held the longsword before him. โStay away!โ he commanded, his voice gone shrill. โCorn,โ screamed the raven, โcorn, corn.โ The severed arm was wriggling out of its torn sleeve, a pale snake with a black five-fingered head.
Ghost pounced and got it between his teeth. Finger bones crunched. Jon hacked at the corpseโs neck, felt the steel bite deep and hard.
Dead Othor slammed into him, knocking him off his feet.
Jonโs breath went out of him as the fallen table caught him between his shoulder blades. The sword, where was the sword? Heโd lost the damnedย sword! When he opened his mouth to scream, the wight jammed its black corpse fingers into Jonโs mouth. Gagging, he tried to shove it off, but the dead man was too heavy. Its hand forced itself farther down his throat, icy cold, choking him. Its face was against his own, filling the world.
Frost covered its eyes, sparkling blue. Jon raked cold flesh with his nails and kicked at the thingโs legs. He tried to bite, tried to punch, tried to breathe . . .
And suddenly the corpseโs weight was gone, its fingers ripped from his throat. It was all Jon could do to roll over, retching and shaking.
Ghost had it again. He watched as the direwolf buried his teeth in the wightโs gut and began to rip and tear. He watched, only half conscious, for a long moment before he finally remembered to look for his sword . . .
. . . and saw Lord Mormont, naked and groggy from sleep, standing in the doorway with an oil lamp in hand. Gnawed and fingerless, the arm thrashed on the floor, wriggling toward him.
Jon tried to shout, but his voice was gone. Staggering to his feet, he kicked the arm away and snatched the lamp from the Old Bearโs fingers. The flame flickered and almost died. โBurn!โ the raven cawed. โBurn, burn, burn!โ
Spinning, Jon saw the drapes heโd ripped from the window. He flung the lamp into the puddled cloth with both hands. Metal crunched, glass shattered, oil spewed, and the hangings went up in a greatย whooshย of flame. The heat of it on his face was sweeter than any kiss Jon had ever known. โGhost!โ he shouted.
The direwolf wrenched free and came to him as the wight struggled to rise, dark snakes spilling from the great wound in its belly. Jon plunged his hand into the flames, grabbed a fistful of the burning drapes, and whipped them at the dead man.ย Let it burn, he prayed as the cloth smothered the corpse,ย gods, please, please, let it burn.