โAmren’s right,โ Rhys drawled, leaning against the threshold of the town house sitting room. โYouย areย like dogs, waiting for me to come home. Maybe I should buy treats.โ
Cassian gave him a vulgar gesture from where he lounged on the couch before the hearth, an arm slung over the back behind Mor. Though everything about his powerful, muscled body suggested someone at ease, there was a tightness in his jaw, a coiled-up energy that told me they’d been waiting here for a while.
Azriel lingered by the window, comfortably ensconced in shadows, a light flurry of snow dusting the lawn and street behind him. And Amren
โฆ
Nowhere to be seen. I couldn’t tell if I was relieved or not. I’d have to hunt her down to give her back the necklace soonโif Rhys’s warnings and her own words were to be believed.
Damp and cold from the mist and wind that chased us down from the Prison, I strode for the armchair across from the couch, which had been shaped, like so much of the furniture here, to accommodate Illyrian wings. I stretched my stiff limbs toward the fire, and stifled a groan at the delicious heat.
โHow’d it go?โ Mor said, straightening beside Cassian. No gown todayโjust practical black pants and a thick blue sweater.
โThe Bone Carver,โ Rhys said, โis a busybody gossip who likes to pry into other people’s business far too much.โ
โBut?โ Cassian demanded, bracing his arms on his knees, wings tucked in tight.
โBut,โ Rhys said, โhe can also be helpful, when he chooses. And it seems we need to start doing what we do best.โ
I flexed my numbed fingers, content to let them discuss, needing a moment to reel myself back in, to shut out what I’d revealed to the Bone Carver.
And what the Bone Carver suggested I might actually be asked to do with that book. The abilities I might have.
So Rhys told them of the Cauldron, and the reason behind the temple pillagings, to no shortage of swearing and questionsโand revealed nothing of what I had admitted in exchange for the information. Azriel emerged from his wreathing shadows to ask the most questions; his face and voice remained unreadable. Cassian, surprisingly, kept quietโas if the general understood that the shadowsinger would know what information was necessary, and was busy assessing it for his own forces.
When Rhys was done, his spymaster said, โI’ll contact my sources in the Summer Court about where the half of the Book of Breathings is hidden. I can fly into the human world myself to figure out where they’re keeping their part of the Book before we ask them for it.โ
โNo need,โ Rhys said. โAnd I don’t trust this information, even with your sources, with anyone outside of this room. Save for Amren.โ
โThey can be trusted,โ Azriel said with quiet steel, his scarred hands clenching at his leather-clad sides.
โWe’re not taking risks where this is concerned,โ Rhys merely said. He held Azriel’s stare, and I could almost hear the silent words Rhys added,ย It is no judgment or reflection on you, Az.ย Not at all.
But Azriel yielded no tinge of emotion as he nodded, his hands unfurling.
โSo whatย doย you have planned?โ Mor cut inโperhaps for Az’s sake.
Rhys picked an invisible piece of dirt off his fighting leathers. When he lifted his head, those violet eyes were glacial. โThe King of Hybern sacked one of our temples to get a missing piece of the Cauldron. As far as I’m concerned, it’s an act of warโan indication that His Majesty has no interest in wooing me.โ
โHe likely remembers our allegiance to the humans in the War, anyway,โ Cassian said. โHe wouldn’t jeopardize revealing his plans while trying to sway you, and I bet some of Amarantha’s cronies reported to him about Under the Mountain. About how it all ended, I mean.โ Cassian’s throat bobbed.
When Rhys had tried to kill her. I lowered my hands from the fire.
Rhys said, โIndeed. But this means Hybern’s forces have already successfully infiltrated our landsโwithout detection. I plan to return the favor.โ
Mother above. Cassian and Mor just grinned with feral delight. โHow?โ Mor asked.
Rhys crossed his arms. โIt will require careful planning. But if the Cauldron is in Hybern, then to Hybern we must go. Either to take it back
โฆ or use the Book to nullify it.โ
Some cowardly, pathetic part of me was already trembling.
โHybern likely has as many wards and shields around it as we have here,โ Azriel countered. โWe’d need to find a way to get through them undetected first.โ
A slight nod. โWhich is why we start now. While we hunt for the Book. So when we get both halves, we can move swiftlyโbefore word can spread that we even possess it.โ
Cassian nodded, but asked, โHow are you going to retrieve the Book, then?โ
I braced myself as Rhys said, โSince these objects are spelled to the individual High Lords, and can only be found by themโthrough their power โฆ Then, in addition to her uses regarding the handling of the Book of Breathings itself, it seems we possibly have our own detector.โ
Now they all looked at me.
I cringed. โPerhapsย was what the Bone Carver said in regard to me being able to track things. You don’t know โฆ โ My words faded as Rhys smirked.
โYou have a kernel of all our powerโlike having seven thumbprints. If we’ve hidden something, if we’ve made or protected it with our power, no matter where it has been concealed, you will be able to track it through that very magic.โ
โYou can’t know that for sure,โ I tried again.
โNoโbut there is a way to test it.โ Rhys was still smiling.
โHere we go,โ Cassian grumbled. Mor gave Azriel a warning glare to tell himย notย to volunteer this time. The spymaster just gave her an incredulous look in return.
I might have lounged in my chair to watch their battle of wills had Rhys not said, โWith your abilities, Feyre, you might be able to find the half of the Book at the Summer Courtโand break the wards around it. But I’m not going to take the carver’s word for it, or bring you there
without testing you first. To make sure that when it counts, when we need to get that book, youโweย do not fail. So we’re going on another little trip. To see if you can find a valuable object of mine that I’ve been missing for a considerably long time.โ
โShit,โ Mor said, plunging her hands into the thick folds of her sweater.
โWhere?โ I managed to say.
It was Azriel who answered. โTo the Weaver.โ
Rhys held up a hand as Cassian opened his mouth. โThe test,โ he said, โwill be to see if Feyre can identify the object of mine in the Weaver’s trove. When we get to the Summer Court, Tarquin might have spelled his half of the Book to look different, feel different.โ
โBy the Cauldron, Rhys,โ Mor snapped, setting both feet on the carpet. โAre you out of yourโโ
โWho is the Weaver?โ I pushed.
โAn ancient, wicked creature,โ Azriel said, and I surveyed the faint scars on his wings, his neck, and wondered how many such things he’d encountered in his immortal life. If they were any worse than the people who shared blood ties with him. โWho should remain unbothered,โ he added in Rhys’s direction. โFind another way to test her abilities.โ
Rhys merely shrugged and looked to me. To let me choose. Alwaysโ it was always my choice with him these days. Yet he hadn’t let me go back to the Spring Court during those two visitsโbecause he knew how badly I needed to get away from it?
I gnawed on my lower lip, weighing the risks, waiting to feel any kernel of fear, of emotion. But this afternoon had drained any reserve of such things. โThe Bone Carver, the Weaver โฆ Can’t you ever just call someone by a given name?โ
Cassian chuckled, and Mor settled back in the sofa cushions.
Only Rhys, it seemed, understood that it hadn’t entirely been a joke. His face was tight. Like he knew precisely how tired I wasโhow I knew I should be quaking at the thought of this Weaver, but after the Bone Carver, what I’d revealed to it โฆ I could feel nothing at all.
Rhys said to me, โWhat about adding one more name to that list?โ I didn’t particularly like the sound of that. Mor said as much.
โEmissary,โ Rhysand said, ignoring his cousin. โEmissary to the Night Courtโfor the human realm.โ
Azriel said, โThere hasn’t been one for five hundred years, Rhys.โ
โThere also hasn’t been a human-turned-immortal since then, either.โ Rhys met my gaze. โThe human world must be as prepared as we areโ especially if the King of Hybern plans to shatter the wall and unleash his forces upon them. We need the other half of the Book from those mortal queensโand if we can’t use magic to influence them, then they’re going to have to bring it to us.โ
More silence. On the street beyond the bay of windows, wisps of snow brushed past, dusting the cobblestones.
Rhys jerked his chin at me. โYou are an immortal faerieโwith a human heart. Even as such, you might very well set foot on the continent and be โฆ hunted for it. So we set up a base in neutral territory. In a place where humans trust usโtrustย you, Feyre. And where other humans might risk going to meet with you. To hear the voice of Prythian after five centuries.โ
โMy family’s estate,โ I said.
โMother’s tits, Rhys,โ Cassian cut in, wings flaring wide enough to nearly knock over the ceramic vase on the side table next to him. โYou think we can just take over her family’s house, demand that of them?โ
Nesta hadn’t wanted any dealings with the Fae, and Elain was so gentle, so sweet โฆ how could I bring them into this?
โThe land,โ Mor said, reaching over to return the vase to its place, โwill run red with blood, Cassian, regardless of what we do with her family. It is now a matter of where that blood will$flowโand how much will spill. How much human blood we can save.โ
And maybe it made me a cowardly fool, but I said, โThe Spring Court borders the wallโโ
โThe wall stretches across the sea. We’ll fly in offshore,โ Rhys said without so much as a blink. โI won’t risk discovery from any court, though word might spread quickly enough once we’re there. I know it won’t be easy, Feyre, but if there’s any way you could convince those queensโโ
โI’ll do it.โ I said. Clare Beddor’s broken and nailed body flashed in my vision. Amarantha had been one of his commanders. Just oneโof many. The King of Hybern had to be horrible beyond reckoning to be her master. If these people got their hands on my sisters โฆ โThey might not be happy about it, but I’ll make Elain and Nesta do it.โ
I didn’t have the nerve to ask Rhys if he could simply force my family to agree to help us if they refused. I wondered if his powers would work
on Nesta when even Tamlin’s glamour had failed against her steel mind. โThen it’s settled,โ Rhys said. None of them looked particularly
happy. โOnce Feyre darling returns from the Weaver, we’ll bring Hybern to its knees.โ
Rhys and the others were gone that nightโwhere, no one told me. But after the events of the day, I barely finished devouring the food Nuala and Cerridwen brought to my room before I tumbled into sleep.
I dreamed of a long, white bone, carved with horrifying accuracy: my face, twisted in agony and despair; the ash knife in my hand; a pool of blood leaking away from two corpsesโ
But I awoke to the watery light of winter dawnโmy stomach full from the night before.
A mere minute after I’d risen to consciousness, Rhys knocked on my door. I’d barely granted him permission to enter before he stalked inside like a midnight wind, and chucked a belt hung with knives onto the foot of the bed.
โHurry,โ he said, flinging open the doors of the armoire and yanking out my fighting leathers. He tossed them onto the bed, too. โI want to be gone before the sun is fully up.โ
โWhy?โ I said, pushing back the covers. No wings today.
โBecause time is of the essence.โ He dug out my socks and boots. โOnce the King of Hybern realizes that someone is searching for the Book of Breathings to nullify the powers of the Cauldron, then his agents will begin hunting for it, too.โ
โYou suspected this for a while, though.โ I hadn’t had the chance to discuss it with him last night. โThe Cauldron, the king, the Book โฆ You wanted it confirmed, but you were waiting for me.โ
โHad you agreed to work with me two months ago, I would have taken you right to the Bone Carver to see if he confirmed my suspicions about your talents. But things didn’t go as planned.โ
No, they most certainly hadn’t.
โThe reading,โ I said, sliding my feet into fleece-lined, thick-soled slippers. โThat’s why you insisted on the lessons. So if your suspicions were true and I could harness the Book โฆ I could actually read itโor any translation of whatever is inside.โ A book that old might very well be written in an entirely different language. A different alphabet.
โAgain,โ he said, now striding for the dresser, โhad you started to work with me, I would have told you why. I couldn’t risk discovery otherwise.โ He paused with a hand on the knob. โYou should have learned to read no matter what. But yes, when I told you it served my own purposesโit was because of this. Do you blame me for it?โ
โNo,โ I said, and meant it. โBut I’d prefer to be notified of any future schemes.โ
โDuly noted.โ Rhys yanked open the drawers and pulled out my undergarments. He dangled the bits of midnight lace and chuckled. โI’m surprised you didn’t demand Nuala and Cerridwen buy you something else.โ
I stalked to him, snatching the lace away. โYou’re drooling on the carpet.โ I slammed the bathing room door before he could respond.
He was waiting as I emerged, already warm within the fur-lined leather. He held up the belt of knives, and I studied the loops and straps. โNo swords, no bow or arrows,โ he said. He’d worn his own Illyrian fighting leathersโthat simple, brutal sword strapped down his spine.
โBut knives are fine?โ
Rhys knelt and spread wide the web of leather and steel, beckoning for me to stick a leg through one loop.
I did as instructed, ignoring the brush of his steady hands on my thighs as I stepped through the other loop, and he began tightening and buckling things. โShe will not notice a knife, as she has knives in her cottage for eating and her work. But things that are out of placeโobjects that have not been there โฆ A sword, a bow and arrow โฆ She might sense those things.โ
โWhat about me?โ
He tightened a strap. Strong, capable handsโso at odds with the finery he usually wore to dazzle the rest of the world into thinking he was something else entirely. โDo not make a sound, do not touchย anythingย but the object she took from me.โ
Rhys looked up, hands braced on my thighs.
Bow, he’d once ordered Tamlin. And now here he was, on his knees before me. His eyes glinted as if he remembered it, too. Had that been a part of his gameโthat faรงade? Or had it been vengeance for the horrible blood feud between them?
โIf we’re correct about your powers,โ he said, โif the Bone Carver wasn’t lying to us, then you and the object will have the same โฆ imprint,
thanks to the preserving spells I placed on it long ago. You are one and the same. She will not notice your presence so long as you touchย onlyย it. You will be invisible to her.โ
โShe’s blind?โ
A nod. โBut her other senses are lethal. So be quick, and quiet. Find the object and run out, Feyre.โ His hands lingered on my legs, wrapping around the back of them.
โAnd if she notices me?โ
His hands tightened slightly. โThen we’ll learn precisely how skilled you are.โ
Cruel, conniving bastard. I glared at him.
Rhys shrugged. โWould you rather I locked you in the House of Wind and stuffed you with food and made you wear fine clothes and plan my parties?โ
โGo to hell. Why not get this object yourself, if it’s so important?โ โBecause the Weaver knows meโand if I am caught, there would be a
steep price. High Lords are not to interfere with her, no matter the direness of the situation. There are many treasures in her hoard, some she has kept for millennia. Most will never be retrievedโbecause the High Lords do not dare be caught, thanks to the laws that protect her, thanks to her wrath. Any thieves on their behalf โฆ Either they do not return, or they are never sent, for fear of it leading back to their High Lord. But you โฆ She does not know you. You belong to every court.โ
โSo I’m your huntress and thief?โ
His hands slid down to cup the backs of my knees as he said with a roguish grin, โYou are my salvation, Feyre.โ