The first thing I was aware of was pressure on my chest. It felt like a cinder block was holding me down. I struggled against the weight of it, and like a switch had been flipped, every nerve in my body began to scream. My eyes flew open.
The first thing I saw was the machine, then the tubes. So many tubes, connected to my body.
Iโm in the hospital, I thought, but then the rest of the world came into focus around me, and I realized that this wasnโt a hospital room. It wasย myย room. At Hawthorne House.
Seconds passed like molasses. It took everything I had not to claw the tubes out of my body. Memory settled in around me. Jamesonโs voiceโand Graysonโs. Lightning and fire andโ
There was a bomb.
A nearby monitor began sounding some kind of alarm, and the next thing I knew, a woman in a white doctorโs coat rushed into the room. When I recognized her, I thought I was dreaming again.
โDr. Liu?โ
โWelcome back, Avery.โ Maxโs mother fixed me with a no-nonsense look. โI need you to lie back and breathe.โ
I was poked and prodded and dosed with pain medication. By the time Dr. Liu let Libby and Max into my room, I was feeling downright loopy.
โI gave her some morphine,โ I heard Dr. Liu tell Libby. โIf she wants to sleep, let her.โ
Max approached my bed, as tentative as Iโd ever seen her.
โYour mom is here,โ I said.
โCorrect,โ Max replied, taking a seat next to the bed. โAt Hawthorne House.โ
โVery good,โ Max said. โNow, tell me what year it is, whoโs president, and which Hawthorne brother youโre going to let fax your brains out first.โ
โMaxine!โ Dr. Liu sounded likeย sheย was the one with a splitting headache.
โSorry, Mama,โ Max said. She turned back to me. โI called her when Alisa brought you back here. Lawyer Lady more or less stole your fine comatose self from the hospital in Oregon, and everyone was pretty faxing mad. We werenโt about to let her staff you up with doctors of her choosing. We needed someone we could trust. I might have been disowned, but Iโm not stupid. I called. The great Dr. Liu came.โ
โYou were not disowned,โ Maxโs mom said sternly.
โI distinctly remember disowning,โ Max countered. โAgree to disagree.โ
If youโd told me a few hours ago that Max and her mom would be in the same room, and it wouldnโt be painful or awkward or painfully awkward, I wouldnโt have believed you.
A few hours ago.ย My brain latched on to that thought, and I realized the obvious: If there had been time for Alisa to steal me from a hospital, and time for Max to call her momโฆ
โHow long was I out?โ I asked.
Max didnโt answer, not right away. She looked back at her mom, who nodded. Max opened her mouth, but Libby beat her to speaking. โSeven days.โ
โA full week?โ
Libbyโs hair was dyed againโnot one color, but dozens. I thought about what sheโd said about her ninth birthday. About the cupcakes my mom had baked for her, and the rainbow colors sheโd clipped into her hair, and I wondered how much of her life Libby had spent trying to get that one perfect moment back.
โThey told me you might not wake up.โ Libbyโs voice was shaking now. โIโm okay,โ I said, but then I realized that I had no idea if that was true. I
stole a look at Dr. Liu.
โYour bodyโs been healing nicely,โ she told me. โThe coma was medically induced. We tried to wake you up two days ago, but there was
some unexpected swelling in your brain. Thatโs all under control now.โ
I looked past her toward the doorway. โDo the others know?โ I asked. โThat Iโm awake?โย Do the boys?
Dr. Liu walked over to my bedside. โLetโs take this one step at a time.โ





