The next day, before school, I went to find Mrs. Laughlin. I located her in the kitchen and asked Eli to give us a moment. The most he would give me was six or seven extra feet.
Mrs. Laughlin was kneading dough. She saw me out of the corner of her eye and kneaded harder. โWhat can I do for you?โ she asked tersely.
I braced myself because I was almost certain this wasnโt going to go well. I probably should have just kept my mouth shut, but Iโd spent most of the night thinking that if Rebeccaโs mom was Tobyโs mom, then the Laughlins hadnโt just watched Toby grow up. They hadnโt just loved him because he was lovable.
He was their grandson.ย And that makes meโฆ
I pressed my lips together, then decided that the best way to rip a bandage off was quickly. โI need to talk to you about Toby.โ I kept my voice low.
Wham.ย Mrs. Laughlin picked the dough up and expertly slammed it back down, then wiped her hands on her apron and whipped her head to look directly at me. โListen to me, little miss. You may own this House. You may be richer than sin. You could own the sun for all I care, but I will not let you hurt everyone who loved that boy by dredging this up andโโ
โHe was your grandson.โ My voice shook. โYour daughter got pregnant.
You hid it, and the Hawthornes adopted the baby.โ
Mrs. Laughlin went pale. โHush,โ she ordered, her voice shaking even more than mine had. โYou canโt walk around here saying things like that.โ
โToby was your grandson,โ I repeated. My throat felt like it was swelling, and my eyes were starting to sting. โAnd I think heโs my father.โ
Mrs. Laughlinโs mouth opened, then twisted, like sheโd been on the verge of yelling at me, then run out of air. Both of her hands went to the flour-covered countertop, and she held on to it like what Iโd just said was
threatening to bring her to her knees.
I took a step toward her. I wanted to reach out, but I didnโt press my luck. Instead, I held out the file I had retrieved from Tobias Hawthorneโs study. Mrs. Laughlin didnโt take it. I wasnโt sure she could.
โHere,โ I said.
โNo.โ She closed her eyes and shook her head. โNo, Iโm not going toโโ
I took a single sheet of paper out of the file. โThis is my birth certificate,โ I said quietly. โLook at the signature.โ
And bless her, she did. I heard a sharp intake of air, and then finally she looked back at me.
My eyes were stinging worse now, but I kept going. I didnโt want to stop, because part of me was terrified about what she might say. โHere are some pictures Tobias Hawthorne had a private detective take of me, shortly before he died.โ I laid three photographs out on the counter. Two of me playing chess with Harry, one of the two of us in line for a breakfast sandwich. Toby wasnโt facing the camera in any of them, but I willed Mrs. Laughlin to look at what she could seeโhis hair, his body, the way he stood.ย Recognize him.
โThat man,โ I said, nodding to the pictures. โHe showed up right after my mother died. I thought he was homeless. Maybe he was. We played chess in the park every week, sometimes every morning.โ I could hear the raw emotion in my own voice. โHe and I had this ongoing bet that if I won, he had to let me buy him breakfast, but if he won, I couldnโt even offer. Iโm competitive, and Iโm good at chess, so I won a lotโbut he won more.โ
Mrs. Laughlin closed her eyes, but they didnโt stay closed for long, and when she opened them, she stared right at the photographs โThat could be anyone,โ she said roughly.
I swallowed. โWhy do you think Tobias Hawthorne left me his fortune?โ I asked quietly.
Mrs. Laughlinโs breath grew ragged. She turned to look at me, and when she did, I saw every emotion I felt mirrored in her eyesโand then some.
โOh, Tobias,โ she whispered. It was the first time Iโd ever heard her call her former employer anything butย Mr. Hawthorne. โWhat did you do?โ
โWeโre still trying to figure it out,โ I said, a ball of emotion rising in my throat. โButโโ
I never got the chance to finish that sentence, because the next thing I
knew, Mrs. Laughlin was hugging me, holding on to me for dear life.