The helping hands didnโt stop swarming around him until Thomas stood up straight and had the dust brushed from his shirt and pants. Still dazzled by the light, he staggered a bit. He was consumed with curiosity but still felt too ill to look closely at his surroundings. His new companions said nothing as he swiveled his head around, trying to take it all in.
As he rotated in a slow circle, the other kids snickered and stared; some reached out and poked him with a finger. There had to be at least fifty of them, their clothes smudged and sweaty as if theyโd been hard at work, all shapes and sizes and races, their hair of varying lengths. Thomas suddenly felt dizzy, his eyes flickering between the boys and the bizarre place in which heโd found himself.
They stood in a vast courtyard several times the size of a football field, surrounded by four enormous walls made of gray stone and covered in spots with thick ivy. The walls had to be hundreds of feet high and formed a perfect square around them, each side split in the exact middle by an opening as tall as the walls themselves that, from what Thomas could see, led to passages and long corridors beyond.
โLook at the Greenbean,โ a scratchy voice said; Thomas couldnโt see who it came from. โGonna break his shuck neck checkinโ out the new digs.โ Several boys laughed.
โShut your hole, Gally,โ a deeper voice responded.
Thomas focused back in on the dozens of strangers around him. He knew he must look out of itโhe felt like heโd been drugged. A tall kid with blond hair and a square jaw sniffed at him, his face devoid of expression. A short, pudgy boy fidgeted back and forth on his feet, looking up at Thomas with wide eyes. A thick, heavily muscled Asian kid folded his arms as he studied Thomas, his tight shirtsleeves rolled up to show off his biceps. A dark-skinned boy frownedโthe same one whoโd welcomed him. Countless others stared.
โWhere am I?โ Thomas asked, surprised at hearing his voice for the first time in his salvageable memory. It didnโt sound quite rightโ higher than he wouldโve imagined.
โNowhere good.โ This came from the dark-skinned boy. โJust slim yourself nice and calm.โ
โWhich Keeper he gonna get?โ someone shouted from the back of the crowd.
โI told ya, shuck-face,โ a shrill voice responded. โHeโs a klunk, so heโll be a Slopperโno doubt about it.โ The kid giggled like heโd just said the funniest thing in history.
Thomas once again felt a pressing ache of confusionโhearing so many words and phrases that didnโt make sense.ย Shank. Shuck. Keeper. Slopper. They popped out of the boysโ mouths so naturally it seemed odd for him not to understand. It was as if his memory loss had stolen a chunk of his languageโit was disorienting.
Different emotions battled for dominance in his mind and heart. Confusion. Curiosity. Panic. Fear. But laced through it all was the dark feeling of utter hopelessness, like the world had ended for him, had been wiped from his memory and replaced with something awful. He wanted to run and hide from these people.
The scratchy-voiced boy was talking. โโeven do that much, bet my liver on it.โ Thomas still couldnโt see his face.
โI said shut your holes!โ the dark boy yelled. โKeep yapping and next breakโll be cut in half!โ
That must be their leader, Thomas realized. Hating how everyone gawked at him, he concentrated on studying the place the boy had called the Glade.
The floor of the courtyard looked like it was made of huge stone blocks, many of them cracked and filled with long grasses and weeds. An odd, dilapidated wooden building near one of the corners of the square contrasted greatly with the gray stone. A few trees surrounded it, their roots like gnarled hands digging into the rock floor for food. Another corner of the compound held gardensโfrom where he was standing Thomas recognized corn, tomato plants, fruit trees.
Across the courtyard from there stood wooden pens holding sheep and pigs and cows. A large grove of trees filled the final corner; the closest ones looked crippled and close to dying. The sky overhead was
cloudless and blue, but Thomas could see no sign of the sun despite the brightness of the day. The creeping shadows of the walls didnโt reveal the time or directionโit could be early morning or late afternoon. As he breathed in deeply, trying to settle his nerves, a mixture of smells bombarded him. Freshly turned dirt, manure, pine, something rotten and something sweet. Somehow he knew that these were the smells of a farm.
Thomas looked back at his captors, feeling awkward but desperate to ask questions.ย Captors, he thought. Then,ย Why did that word pop into my head?ย He scanned their faces, taking in each expression, judging them. One boyโs eyes, flared with hatred, stopped him cold. He looked so angry, Thomas wouldnโt have been surprised if the kid came at him with a knife. He had black hair, and when they made eye contact, the boy shook his head and turned away, walking toward a greasy iron pole with a wooden bench next to it. A multicolored flag hung limply at the top of the pole, no wind to reveal its pattern.
Shaken, Thomas stared at the boyโs back until he turned and took a seat. Thomas quickly looked away.
Suddenly the leader of the groupโperhaps he was seventeenโtook a step forward. He wore normal clothes: black T-shirt, jeans, tennis shoes, a digital watch. For some reason the clothing here surprised Thomas; it seemed like everyone should be wearing something more menacingโlike prison garb. The dark-skinned boy had short-cropped hair, his face clean shaven. But other than the permanent scowl, there was nothing scary about him at all.
โItโs a long story, shank,โ the boy said. โPiece by piece, youโll learn
โIโll be takinโ you on the Tour tomorrow. Till then โฆ just donโt break anything.โ He held a hand out. โNameโs Alby.โ He waited, clearly wanting to shake hands.
Thomas refused. Some instinct took over his actions and without saying anything he turned away from Alby and walked to a nearby tree, where he plopped down to sit with his back against the rough bark. Panic swelled inside him once again, almost too much to bear. But he took a deep breath and forced himself to try to accept the situation.ย Just go with it, he thought.ย You wonโt figure out anything if you give in to fear.
โThen tell me,โ Thomas called out, struggling to keep his voice even. โTell me the long story.โ
Alby glanced at the friends closest to him, rolling his eyes, and Thomas studied the crowd again. His original estimate had been close
โthere were probably fifty to sixty of them, ranging from boys in their midteens to young adults like Alby, who seemed to be one of the oldest. At that moment, Thomas realized with a sickening lurch that he had no idea how oldย heย was. His heart sank at the thoughtโhe was so lost he didnโt even know his own age.
โSeriously,โ he said, giving up on the show of courage. โWhere am I?โ
Alby walked over to him and sat down cross-legged; the crowd of boys followed and packed in behind. Heads popped up here and there, kids leaning in every direction to get a better look.
โIf you ainโt scared,โ Alby said, โyou ainโt human. Act any different and Iโd throw you off the Cliff because itโd mean youโre a psycho.โ
โThe Cliff?โ Thomas asked, blood draining from his face.
โShuck it,โ Alby said, rubbing his eyes. โAinโt no way to start these conversations, you get me? We donโt kill shanks like you here, I promise. Just try and avoidย beingย killed, survive, whatever.โ
He paused, and Thomas realized his face mustโve whitened even more when he heard that last part.
โMan,โ Alby said, then ran his hands over his short hair as he let out a long sigh. โI ainโt good at thisโyouโre the first Greenbean since Nick was killed.โ
Thomasโs eyes widened, and another boy stepped up and playfully slapped Alby across the head. โWait for the bloody Tour, Alby,โ he said, his voice thick with an odd accent. โKidโs gonna have a bugginโ heart attack, nothinโ even been heard yet.โ He bent down and extended his hand toward Thomas. โNameโs Newt, Greenie, and weโd all be right cheery if yaโd forgive our klunk-for-brains new leader, here.โ
Thomas reached out and shook the boyโs handโhe seemed a lot nicer than Alby. Newt was taller than Alby too, but looked to be a year or so younger. His hair was blond and cut long, cascading over his T-shirt. Veins stuck out of his muscled arms.
โPipe it, shuck-face,โ Alby grunted, pulling Newt down to sit next to him. โAt least he can understandย halfย my words.โ There were a few scattered laughs, and then everyone gathered behind Alby and Newt,
packing in even tighter, waiting to hear what they said.
Alby spread his arms out, palms up. โThis place is called the Glade, all right? Itโs where we live, where we eat, where we sleepโwe call ourselves the Gladers. Thatโs all youโโ
โWho sent me here?โ Thomas demanded, fear finally giving way to anger. โHowโdโโ
But Albyโs hand shot out before he could finish, grabbing Thomas by the shirt as he leaned forward on his knees. โGet up, shank, get up!โ Alby stood, pulling Thomas with him.
Thomas finally got his feet under him, scared all over again. He backed against the tree, trying to get away from Alby, who stayed right in his face.
โNo interruptions, boy!โ Alby shouted. โWhacker, if we told you everything, youโd die on the spot, right after you klunked your pants. Baggersโd drag you off, and you ainโt no good to us then, are ya?โ
โI donโt even know what youโre talking about,โ Thomas said slowly, shocked at how steady his voice sounded.
Newt reached out and grabbed Alby by the shoulders. โAlby, lay off a bit. Youโre hurtinโ more than helpinโ, ya know?โ
Alby let go of Thomasโs shirt and stepped back, his chest heaving with breaths. โAinโt got time to be nice, Greenbean. Old lifeโs over, new lifeโs begun. Learn the rules quick, listen, donโt talk. You get me?โ
Thomas looked over at Newt, hoping for help. Everything inside him churned and hurt; the tears that had yet to come burned his eyes.
Newt nodded. โGreenie, you get him, right?โ He nodded again. Thomas fumed, wanted to punch somebody. But he simply said,
โYeah.โ
โGood that,โ Alby said. โFirst Day. Thatโs what today is for you, shank. Nightโs cominโ, Runnersโll be back soon. The Box came late today, ainโt got time for the Tour. Tomorrow morning, right after the wake-up.โ He turned toward Newt. โGet him a bed, get him to sleep.โ
โGood that,โ Newt said.
Albyโs eyes returned to Thomas, narrowing. โA few weeks, youโll be happy, shank. Youโll be happy and helpinโ. None of us knew jack on First Day, you neither. New life begins tomorrow.โ
Alby turned and pushed his way through the crowd, then headed for the slanted wooden building in the corner. Most of the kids wandered away then, each one giving Thomas a lingering look before they walked off.
Thomas folded his arms, closed his eyes, took a deep breath. Emptiness ate away at his insides, quickly replaced by a sadness that hurt his heart. It was all too muchโwhere was he? What was this place? Was it some kind of prison? If so, why had he been sent here, and for how long? The language was odd, and none of the boys seemed to care whether he lived or died. Tears threatened again to fill his eyes, but he refused to let them come.
โWhat did I do?โ he whispered, not really meaning for anyone to hear him. โWhat did I doโwhyโd they send me here?โ
Newt clapped him on the shoulder. โGreenie, what youโre feelinโ, weโve all felt it. Weโve all had First Day, come out of that dark box. Things are bad, they are, and theyโll get much worse for ya soon, thatโs the truth. But down the road a piece, youโll be fightinโ true and good. I can tell youโre not a bloody sissy.โ
โIs this a prison?โ Thomas asked; he dug in the darkness of his thoughts, trying to find a crack to his past.
โDone asked four questions, havenโt ya?โ Newt replied. โNo good answers for ya, not yet, anyway. Best be quiet now, accept the change
โmorn comes tomorrow.โ
Thomas said nothing, his head sunk, his eyes staring at the cracked, rocky ground. A line of small-leafed weeds ran along the edge of one of the stone blocks, tiny yellow flowers peeping through as if searching for the sun, long disappeared behind the enormous walls of the Glade.
โChuckโll be a good fit for ya,โ Newt said. โWee little fat shank, but nice sap when allโs said and done. Stay here, Iโll be back.โ
Newt had barely finished his sentence when a sudden, piercing scream ripped through the air. High and shrill, the barely human shriek echoed across the stone courtyard; every kid in sight turned to look toward the source. Thomas felt his blood turn to icy slush as he realized that the horrible sound came from the wooden building.
Even Newt had jumped as if startled, his forehead creasing in concern.
โShuck it,โ he said. โCanโt the bloody Med-jacks handle that boy for ten minutes without needinโ my help?โ He shook his head and lightly kicked Thomas on the foot. โFind Chuckie, tell him heโs in charge of your sleepinโ arrangements.โ And then he turned and headed in the direction of the building, running.
Thomas slid down the rough face of the tree until he sat on the ground again; he shrank back against the bark and closed his eyes, wishing he could wake up from this terrible, terrible dream.