A wave struck Alderamin’s shore as the bridge fell, the Strait of Hakim engulfing marid and rotting white wood alike.
Zafira clutched her bow in one shivering hand, arrows in the other. The blue-green water churned crimson, her horse’s body gone. She had barely kept herself alive and intact.
Kifah heaved beside her, drenched to the bone, and— Zafira sat up. “Where’s Seif?”
“Where’s the heart?” Kifah echoed the word pounding in Zafira’s skull.
The water receded, whispering its apology.
“‘Where’s the heart?’ she inquires. Not a word for the safi who saved her despite her impending mortality.”
Kifah looked at Zafira and Zafira looked at Kifah, as if the slow drawl had crawled out of the other’s mouth. Slowly, the two of them turned to find Seif in the sand, shirtless—fully shirtless this time—and panting, the satchel bearing the heart held gingerly in his dark hands. Even his daama horse had made it through.
Zafira gave him a look. “It was a collective effort.”
“Why should I have been worried? I saw you making the leap when I did,” Kifah said with a roll of her eyes.
Zafira hadn’t, and she was certain Kifah hadn’t either. There was a lot of slipping and jumping and falling in those final moments before the bridge’s collapse.
“It’s dying,” Seif said softly.
Zafira approached him stiltedly, for he was shameless and unclothed, his robes stretched to dry a little farther inland,
where the sand was dry. The heart had darkened even more since they had begun their journey. It throbbed achingly slow, a deafening stretch of nothingness between each dying beat.
“It can’t die,” she said. Something pricked in her eyes, and Seif looked at her as if she’d lost her mind, but she shook her head. “It can’t die. Not after everything we went through to find it and the other hearts. Not when it will leave us without magic forever.”
Kifah shoved her spear into the wet sand. “Until the heart dies, it’s still alive. Now yalla, immortal. You’ve a minaret to find, and we, Huntress”—Kifah jabbed her spear in Zafira’s direction—“have some blood to hunt.”
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Zafira welcomed the heat of the sun on her soaked clothes. The way it ran its fingers up her back, making her arch into its warmth. It reminded her of another touch, of another delicious heat she craved.
Was it wrong to coerce herself into believing it was him in her room? His words bold. His lips on her neck. His hand at her thigh. His, not the Lion’s. Was it wrong to remove herself from everything afterward, from the girl in the yellow shawl, from his failure to deny what looked so painfully obvious?
That moment looped back through her mind again, when the door slid open. When he was staring passively at the girl, not at all the way he looked at Zafira. With enough heat in his gray gaze to rival the sun itself.
She growled, wanting to scream. Wanting to shove him to the ground and tear him apart with her hands and her nails and her mouth and her tongue.
The ground or your bed? Yasmine taunted in her head. “Whoa there,” Kifah clucked, casting Zafira a look.
She smoothed a hand down the horse’s neck in apology. It was her turn on Seif’s steed, and she was surprised by how composed the beast had been despite nearly being hacked to death by angry sea monsters. Seif might have had a strong dislike for mortals, but he clearly had a way with animals.
The sand had given way to stone, clattering beneath the horse’s hooves. And then, soon enough, she caught sight of the wall. It was a towering structure of white, at least four times her height. Every so often, a massive archway was cut into the wall, sharp and shapely, an entrance to the caliphate many only dreamed of seeing.
“Only the Alder,” Kifah said with a snort.
Anger shot through Zafira, hot and fierce. She’d known of the wall, expressed irritation with it once, but then she was secluded in her own little village. It was different now that she’d seen more of Arawiya, knowing the mighty Alder safin cowed behind stone while neglecting all else.
“If you, too, had lived an eternity before iridescent shores, you would have erected such a wall,” Seif said, morose. “Anything to shroud those cursed trees.”
“So you wouldn’t have to see the Arz, or our suffering?” Zafira snapped.
Seif ignored her, as he tended to do. For she was a mortal with a fleeting life, and he was an immortal, a king in his own eyes. She felt a wave of pride, sitting on the horse and forcing him to look up at her with his still-damp robes and the heart in his hands.
The barren sand gave way to dry shrubs, and then a slow trickle of greenery, trees rising with thick, healthy trunks, stretching shadows cool and large enough for children to play. Jasmine bloomed like snow. Birds called from the trees, and a camel ambled with his brothers beyond the road. And she hadn’t even broached the walls of Alderamin yet.
“The safin are blessed,” Seif said. Something in his tone kept her lips from curling in disgust at his vanity as she swapped places with Kifah, handing her the reins when she dismounted the horse. “Vigor unmatched by any other. Agility, hearing. Age. When Arawiya was cursed, each caliphate’s suffering pertained to themselves. The snow lauded once a year in Demenhur became a perpetual curse. Pelusia, whose fields could nurture any seed, suffered a loss to her fertility.”
He stared ahead, to the wall. She could see details now, glittering sand stirring against it. Life shifting beyond the wide arches.
“There is nothing unique to Alderamin save us, the eternal ones as old as the land itself. Safin, by nature, are less fertile than man.” He paused, ruminating his next words. “We began to die out. Sickness spread across the caliphate. Death, unheard of except in war and battle, became common. We chose sequestration out of necessity. We faced more than the loss of magic forever: It was the annihilation of our race.”
Zafira was stunned into silence. Kifah exhaled in disbelief, proof that the lies Zafira had been taught were not limited to her village, her city, or even her caliphate.
All of Arawiya believed that the safin had quarantined themselves within their walls out of vanity and selfish self- preservation. It was self-preservation, but not of the careless kind. Not because they were hoarding their resources.
It was because they had no choice.
They suffered alone. Quiet and brave. It was easy to believe that anyone who did not speak of suffering did not suffer.
Like Lana. Like her prince with ashes in his eyes.
“Why did you let the kingdom believe otherwise?” Kifah asked.
“And admit defeat?” Seif asked as if she had suggested murder.
Kifah, who had been concerned and awaiting a dire response, rolled her eyes. Zafira laughed, and she was surprised by the hint of a smile lifting a corner of Seif’s mouth.
