Monday meant school. Private school. A private school with seemingly endless resources and โmodular scheduling,โ which left me with random pockets of free time scattered throughout the day. I used that time to dig up everything I could about Toby Hawthorne.
I already knew the basics: He was the youngest of Tobias Hawthorneโs three children and, by most accounts, the favorite. At the age of nineteen, he and some friends had taken a trip to a private island the Hawthorne family owned off the coast of Oregon. There was a deadly fire and a horrible storm, and his body was never recovered.
The tragedy had made the news, and sifting through articles gave me a few more details about what had happened. Four people had gone out to Hawthorne Island. None had made it back alive. Three bodies had been recovered. Tobyโs was presumed lost to the ocean storm.
I found out what I could about the other victims. Two of them were basically Toby clones: prep school boys.ย Heirs.ย The third was a girl, Kaylie Rooney. From what I gathered, she was a local, a troubled teen from a small fishing village on the mainland. Several articles mentioned that she had a criminal recordโa sealed juvenile record. It took me longer to find a source
โthough not necessarily a reputable oneโthat claimed that Kaylie Rooneyโs criminal record included drugs, assault, and arson.
She started the fire.ย That was the story the press ran with, without coming right out and saying the words.ย Three promising young men, one troubled young woman. A party that spun out of control. Everything, engulfed in flames.ย Kaylie was the one the press blamedโsometimes between the lines, sometimes explicitly. The boys were lionized and eulogized and held up as shining beacons in their communities.ย Colin Anders Wright. David Golding. Tobias Hawthorne II.ย So much brilliance, so much potential, gone too soon.
But Kaylie Rooney? She was trouble.
My phone buzzed, and I glanced down at the screen. A textโfrom Jameson:ย I have a lead.
Jameson was a senior at Heights Country Day. He was somewhere on this magnificent campus.ย What kind of lead?ย I thought, but I resisted giving him the satisfaction of texting back. Eventually, my phone informed me that he was typing.
Tell me what you know, I thought.
Then the text finally came through.ย Wanna raise the stakes?
The Heights Country Day refectory didnโt look like a high school cafeteria. Long wooden tables stretched the length of the room. Portraits hung on the walls. The ceilings were high and arching, and the windows were made of stained glass. As I grabbed my food, I scanned the room reflexively for Jamesonโand found another Hawthorne brother instead.
Xander Hawthorne was sitting at a dining table, staring intently at a contraption heโd set on its surface. The gizmo looked a bit like a Rubikโs Cube, but elongated, with tiles that could swivel and fold out in any direction. I suspected it was a Xander Hawthorne original. Heโd told me once that he was the brother most apt to be distracted by complex machineryโand scones.
That got me thinking as I watched him fidget three tiles back and forth in his fingers. When his brothers had been off playing their grandfatherโs games, Xander had often ended up sharing his scones with the old man.ย Did they ever talk about Toby?ย There was only one way to find out. I crossed the room to sit next to Xander, but he was so absorbed in thought that he didnโt even notice me. Back and forth, back and forth, he twisted the tiles.
โXander?โ
He turned toward me and blinked. โAvery! What a pleasant and not objectively unexpected surprise!โ His right hand meandered to the far side of the contraption and a notebook that sat there. He snapped it closed.
I took that to mean Xander Hawthorne was up to something. Then again, so was I. โCan I ask you something?โ
โThat depends,โ Xander replied. โAre you planning to share those baked goods?โ
I looked down at the croissant and cookie on my tray and slid the latter his way. โWhat do you know about your uncle Toby?โ
โWhy do you want to know?โ Xander took a bite of the cookie and frowned. โDoes this have craisins in it? What kind of monster mixes butterscotch chips and craisins?โ
โI was just curious,โ I said.
โYou know what they say about curiosity,โ Xander warned me happily, taking another gargantuan bite of the cookie. โCuriosity killed theโBex!โ Xander gulped down the bite heโd just taken, his face lighting up.
I followed his gaze to Rebecca Laughlin, who was standing behind me, holding a lunch tray and looking the way she always did: like some kind of princess, plucked from a fairy tale. Hair as red as rubies. Impossibly wide- set eyes.
Guilty as sin.
As if she could hear my thoughts, Rebecca quickly averted her eyes. I could feel her trying not to look at me. โI thought you might need help,โ she told Xander hesitantly, โwith theโโ
โThe thing!โ Xander leaned forward and cut her off.
I narrowed my eyes and turned my head back toward the youngest Hawthorneโand the notebook heโd flipped closed the moment heโd seen me. โWhat thing?โ I asked suspiciously.
โI should go,โ Rebecca said behind me.
โYou should sit and listen to me complain about craisins,โ Xander corrected.
After a long moment, Rebecca sat, leaving a single empty chair between us. Her clear, green eyes drifted toward mine. โAvery.โ She looked down again. โI owe you an apology.โ
The last time Rebecca and I had spoken, sheโd confessed to covering for Skye Hawthorneโs role in my attempted murder.
โIโm not sure I want one,โ I said, an edge creeping into my voice. On an intellectual level, I understood that Rebecca had spent her whole life living in her sisterโs shadow, that Emilyโs death had wrecked her, that sheโd felt some kind of sick responsibility to her dead sister to say nothing about Skyeโs plot against me. But on a more visceral level:ย I could have died.
โYouโre not still holding a little grudge about all of that, are you?โ Thea Calligaris asked, claiming the seat that Rebecca had left open.
โLittle grudge?โ I repeated. The last time Iโd been this close to Thea,ย sheย had admitted to setting me up to attend my debut in Texas society dressed like a dead girl. โYou play mind games. And Rebecca almost got me killed!โ
โWhat can I say?โ Thea let her fingertips brush Rebeccaโs. โWeโre complicated girls.โ
There was something deliberate about those words, that brush of skin. Rebecca looked at Thea, looked at their handsโand then curled her fingers toward her palm and placed her hand in her lap.
Thea kept her eyes on Rebeccaโs for three long seconds, then turned back to me. โBesides,โ she said pertly, โI thought this was supposed to be aย privateย lunch.โ
Private. Just Rebecca and Thea and Xander, the three of whomโlast Iโd checkedโwere barely on speaking terms with one another for complicated reasons involving, as Xander liked to say, star-crossed love, fake dating, and tragedy.
โWhat am I missing here?โ I asked Xander. The notebook. The way heโd dodged my question about Toby. The โthingโ Rebecca had come to help him with. And nowย Thea.
Xander saved himself from having to answer by jamming the rest of the cookie into his mouth.
โWell?โ I prompted as he chewed.
โEmilyโs birthday is on Friday,โ Rebecca said suddenly. Her voice was quiet, but what sheโd just said sucked the oxygen from the room.
โThereโs a memorial fundraiser,โ Thea added, staring me down. โXander, Rebecca, and I scheduled thisย privateย lunch to iron out some plans.โ
I wasnโt sure I believed her, but either way, that was clearly my cue to leave.