Avery, look over here!โ
โAny comment about the arrest of Drake Sanders?โ
โCan you comment on the future of the Hawthorne Foundation?โ โIs it true that your mother was once arrested for solicitation?โ
If it hadnโt been for theย sevenย rounds of practice questions Iโd been put through earlier, that last one would have gotten me. I would have answered, and my answer would have contained expletives, plural. Instead, I stood near the car and waited.
And then the question Iโd been waiting for came. โWith everything thatโs happened, how do you feel?โ
I looked directly at the reporter whoโd asked that question. โIโm grateful to be alive,โ I said. โAnd Iโm grateful to be here tonight.โ
The event was held in an art museum. We entered on the upper floor and descended a massive marble staircase into the exhibit hall. By the time I was halfway down, everyone in the room was either staring at me or not- staring in a way that was worse.
At the bottom of the stairs, I saw Grayson. He wore a tuxedo exactly the way he wore a suit. He was holding a glassโclear, with clear liquid inside. The moment he saw me, he froze in place, as suddenly and fully as if someone had stopped time. I thought back to standing with him at the bottom of the hidden staircase, to the way heโd looked at me, and on some level, I thought that was the way he was looking at me now.
I thought Iโd taken his breath away.
Then he dropped the glass in his hand. It hit the floor and shattered, shards of crystal spraying everywhere.
What happened? What did I do?
Alisa nudged me to keep moving. I finished descending the stairs as the waitstaff hurried over to clean up the glass.
Grayson stared at me. โWhat are you doing?โ His voice was guttural. โI donโt understand,โ I said.
โYour hair,โ Grayson choked out. He lifted his free hand to my braid, his fingers nearly touching it before he pulled them into a fist. โThat necklace. That dressโฆโ
โWhat?โ I said.
The only word he managed in reply was a name.
Emily.ย It was always Emily. Somehow, I made my way to the bathroom without looking too much like I was running away. I fumbled to tear my phone out of the black satin handbag Iโd been given, unsure what I was planning to do with the phone once I got it out. Someone stepped up to the mirror beside me.
โYou look nice,โ Thea said, casting a glance sidelong at me. โIn fact, you lookย perfect.โ
I stared at her, and comprehension dawned. โWhat did you do, Thea?โ
She glanced down at her own phone, hit a few buttons, and a moment later, I had a text. I hadnโt even realized she had my number.
I opened the text and the picture attached, and all of the blood drained from my face. In this photo, Emily Laughlin wasnโt laughing. She was smiling at the cameraโa wicked little smile, like she was on the verge of a wink. Her makeup was natural, but her eyes looked unnaturally large, and her hairโฆ
Was exactly like mine.
โWhat did you do?โ I asked Thea again, more accusation this time than question. Sheโd invited herself along on my shopping trip. She was the one whoโd suggested I wear greenโjust like Emily wore in this photo.
Even my necklace was eerily like hers.
Iโd assumed, when the stylist had asked if I wanted to look like the picture, that Alisa was the one whoโd supplied it. Iโd assumed it was a photo of a model.ย Not a dead girl.
โWhy would you do this?โ I asked Thea, amending my question.
โItโs what Emily would have wanted.โ Thea pulled a tube of lipstick out of her purse. โIf itโs any consolation,โ she said, once she was finished turning her lips a sparkling ruby red, โI didnโt do this toย you.โ
Sheโd done it toย them.
โThe Hawthornes didnโt kill Emily,โ I spat. โRebecca said that it was her heart.โ
Technically, sheโd said thatย Graysonย had said it was her heart.
โHow sure are you that the Hawthorne family isnโt trying to killย you?โ Thea smiled. She had been there this morning. Sheโd been shaken. And now she was acting like this was all a joke.
โThere is something fundamentally wrong with you,โ I said.
My fury didnโt seem to penetrate. โI told you the day we met that the Hawthorne family was a twisted, broken mess.โ She stared at the mirror a moment longer. โI never said that I wasnโt one, too.โ