Nash had long legs, so a lazy amble on his part required me to jog to keep up. I looked in each room as we passed, but they were all a blur of art and architecture and natural light. At the end of a long hall, Nash threw open a door. I prepared myself to see evidence of a brawl. Instead, I saw Grayson and Jameson standing on opposite sides of a library that took my breath away.
The room was circular. Shelves stretched up fifteen or twenty feet overhead, and every single one was lined completely with hardcover books. The shelves were made of a deep, rich wood. Spread across the room, four wrought-iron staircases spiraled toward the upper shelves, like the points on a compass. In the libraryโs center, there was a massive tree stump, easily ten feet across. Even from a distance, I could see the rings marking the treeโs age.
It took me a moment to realize that it was meant to be used as a desk.
I could stay here forever, I thought.ย I could stay in this room forever and never leave.
โSo,โ Nash said beside me, casually eyeing his brothers. โWhose ass do I need to kick first?โ
Grayson looked up from the book he was holding. โMust we always resort to fisticuffs?โ
โLooks like I have a volunteer for the first ass-kicking,โ Nash said, then shot a measuring look at Jameson, who was leaning against one of the wrought-iron staircases. โDo I have a second?โ
Jameson smirked. โCouldnโt stay away, could you, big brother?โ
โAnd leave Avery here with you knuckleheads?โ Until Nash mentioned my name, neither of the other two seemed to have registered my presence behind him, but I felt my invisibility slip away, just like that.
โI wouldnโt worry too much about Ms. Grambs,โ Grayson said, silver
eyes sharp. โSheโs clearly capable of taking care of herself.โ
Translation: Iโm a soulless, gold-digging con artist, and he sees straight through me.
โDonโt pay any attention to Gray,โ Jameson told me lazily. โNone of us do.โ
โJamie,โ Nash said. โZip it.โ
Jameson ignored him. โGrayson is in training for the Insufferable Olympics, and we really think he can go all the way if he can just jam that stick a little farther up hisโโ
Asterisk, I thought, channeling Max. โEnough,โ Nash grunted.
โWhat did I miss?โ Xander bounded through the doorway. He was wearing a private school uniform, complete with a blazer that he shed in one liquid motion.
โYou havenโt missed anything at all,โ Grayson told him. โAnd Ms. Grambs was just leaving.โ He flicked his gaze toward me. โIโm sure you want to get settled.โ
I was the billionaire now, and he was still giving orders.
โWait a second.โ Xander frowned suddenly, taking in the state of the room. โWere you guys brawling in here without me?โ I still saw no visible signs of a fight or destruction, but obviously, Xander had picked up on something I hadnโt. โThis is what I get for being the one who doesnโt skip school,โ he said mournfully.
At the mention ofย school, Nash looked from Xander to Jameson. โNo uniform,โ he noted. โPlaying hooky, Jamie? Two ass-kickings it is.โ
Xander heard the phraseย ass-kicking, grinned, bounced to the balls of his feet, and pounced with no warning, tackling Nash to the ground.ย Just some friendly impromptu wrestling between brothers.
โPinned you!โ Xander declared triumphantly.
Nash hooked his ankle around Xanderโs leg and flipped him, pinning him to the ground. โNot today, little brother.โ Nash grinned, then flashed a much darker look at the other two brothers.ย โNot today.โ
They wereโthe four of themโa unit. They wereย Hawthornes. I wasnโt. I felt that now, in a physical way. They shared a bond that was impervious to outsiders.
โI should go,โ I said. I didnโt belong here, and if I stayed, all I would do
was stare.
โYou shouldnโtย beย here at all,โ Grayson replied tersely.
โStuff a sock in it, Gray,โ Nash said. โWhatโs done is done, and you know as well as I do that if the old man did it, thereโs no undoing it.โ Nash swiveled his head toward Jameson. โAnd as for you: Self-destructive tendencies arenโt nearly as adorable as you think they are.โ
โAvery solved the keys,โ Jameson said casually. โFaster than any of us.โ For the first time since Iโd walked into the room, all four brothers fell into an extended silence.ย What is going on here?ย I wondered. The moment
felt tense, electric, borderline unbearable, and thenโ โYou gave her the keys?โ Grayson broke the silence.
I was still holding the key ring in my hand. It suddenly felt very heavy.
Jameson wasnโt supposed to give me these.
โWe were legally obligated to hand overโโ
โAย key.โ Grayson interrupted Jameson and started stalking slowly toward him, snapping the book in his hand closed. โWe were legally obligated to give herย aย key, Jameson, notย theย keys.โ
Iโd assumed that I was being messed with. At best, Iโd thought it was a test. But from the way they were talking, it seemed more like a tradition. An invitation.
A rite of passage.
โI was curious how sheโd do.โ Jameson arched an eyebrow. โDo you want to hear her time?โ
โNo,โ Nash boomed. I wasnโt sure if he was answering Jamesonโs question or telling Grayson to stop advancing on their brother.
โCan I get up now?โ Xander interjected, still pinned beneath Nash and seemingly in a better humor than the other three combined.
โNope,โ Nash replied.
โI told you she was special,โ Jameson murmured as Grayson continued closing in on him.
โAnd I told you to stay away from her.โ Grayson stopped, just out of Jamesonโs reach.
โSo I see that you two are talking again!โ Xander commented jollily. โExcellent.โ
Not excellent, I thought, unable to draw my eyes away from the storm brewing just feet away. Jameson was taller, Grayson broader through the
shoulders. The smirk on the formerโs face was matched by steel on the latterโs.
โWelcome to Hawthorne House, Mystery Girl.โ Jamesonโs welcome seemed to be more for Graysonโs benefit than for mine. Whatever this fight was about, it wasnโt just a difference of opinion on recent events.
It wasnโt just about me.
โStop calling me Mystery Girl.โ Iโd barely spoken since the moment the library door had swung inward, but I was getting sick of playing spectator. โMy name is Avery.โ
โIโd also be willing to call you Heiress,โ Jameson offered. He stepped forward into a beam of light shining down from a skylight above. He was toe-to-toe with Grayson now. โWhat do you think, Gray? Got a nickname preference for our new landlord?โ
Landlord.ย Jameson was rubbing it in, like he could handle being disinherited if it meant that the heir apparent had lost everything, too.
โIโm trying to protect you,โ Grayson said lowly.
โI think we both know,โ Jameson replied, โthat the only person youโve ever protected is yourself.โ
Grayson went completely, deathly still.
โXander.โ Nash stood, pulling the youngest brother to his feet. โWhy donโt you show Avery to her wing?โ
That was either Nashโs attempt to prevent a line from being crossed or an indication that one already had been.
โCome on.โ Xander bumped his shoulder lightly against mine. โWeโll stop for cookies on the way.โ
If that statement was meant to dissipate the tension in the room, it didnโt work, but it did draw Graysonโs attention away from Jamesonโfor the moment.
โNo cookies.โ Graysonโs voice was strangled, like his throat was closing down around the wordsโlike Jamesonโs last shot had cut off his air completely.
โFine,โ Xander replied cheerily. โYou drive a hard bargain, Grayson Hawthorne. No cookies.โ Xander winked at me. โWeโll stop for scones.โ