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Chapter no 77

If He Had Been with Me

Weโ€™re in his car again, but itโ€™s under different circumstances. Itโ€™s one a.m., and a police car has just pulled us over. Itโ€™s the second time this week, but Finny has never done anything wrong. They just pull us over because weโ€™re teenagers in a red sports car.

โ€œDo you ever wonder,โ€ I ask Finny as he gets back in after watching the policeman search his trunk, โ€œif this car is more trouble than itโ€™s worth?โ€ Finny shrugs. Behind us, the police car pulls away. Finny turns off his flashers and looks over his shoulder as he pulls out onto the street again. โ€œYour mom says the insurance is crazy.โ€

โ€œYeah,โ€ he says, โ€œbut I like it.โ€ โ€œIt is a cute car,โ€ I say.

โ€œDonโ€™t call my car โ€˜cute,โ€™โ€ he says.

I giggle. โ€œFinny has a cute car. Itโ€™s so cute.โ€

โ€œShut up,โ€ he says, โ€œor Iโ€™ll stop driving you everywhere.โ€ โ€œWill not.โ€

โ€œWill too.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™d miss me.โ€

โ€œNot if you keep calling my car cute.โ€ I laugh again.

โ€œI should teach you to drive,โ€ Finny says. I frown. โ€œWhat? No,โ€ I say.

โ€œOh, come on, you canโ€™t go forever without learning to drive.โ€ โ€œWatch me.โ€

โ€œTake the wheel.โ€

โ€œNope.โ€

โ€œAutumn, take the wheel.โ€

I donโ€™t know if heโ€™s realized that I canโ€™t refuse him when he says my name like that, but it works. I lean closer to him and take over the steering, and the car immediately begins to swerve to the right.

โ€œWhoa!โ€ Finny says. I start to take my hands away but he places his over mine. He presses gently and turns us straight again. โ€œThere we go,โ€ he says. My heart is hammering and I feel as if I am falling. โ€œYou have to make little adjustments as you go,โ€ he says. โ€œOtherwise youโ€™ll end up going off to one side.โ€

โ€œOh,โ€ I say. My voice is shaking. I swallow.

โ€œYouโ€™re okay,โ€ he says. โ€œIโ€™ll catch you if we start to go too far.โ€

He helps me turns us around a corner and then another. We circle several blocks and then he takes us back to Main Street.

โ€œDo you want to go on the highway?โ€ โ€œNo,โ€ I say.

โ€œToo bad,โ€ he says. His hands press down on mine as he forces me to turn us toward the on ramp.

โ€œOh my God,โ€ I say. Finny takes my right hand off the wheel and places it on the gearshift. โ€œOh my God,โ€ I say again.

โ€œItโ€™s okay,โ€ he says. โ€œIโ€™ve got you.โ€ He presses on my hand again and we change gears. My palms are sweating but his are hot and firm. The highway is nearly empty and the road stretches in front of us uninterrupted.

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