Weโre in his car again, but itโs under different circumstances. Itโs one a.m., and a police car has just pulled us over. Itโs the second time this week, but Finny has never done anything wrong. They just pull us over because weโre teenagers in a red sports car.
โDo you ever wonder,โ I ask Finny as he gets back in after watching the policeman search his trunk, โif this car is more trouble than itโs worth?โ Finny shrugs. Behind us, the police car pulls away. Finny turns off his flashers and looks over his shoulder as he pulls out onto the street again. โYour mom says the insurance is crazy.โ
โYeah,โ he says, โbut I like it.โ โIt is a cute car,โ I say.
โDonโt call my car โcute,โโ he says.
I giggle. โFinny has a cute car. Itโs so cute.โ
โShut up,โ he says, โor Iโll stop driving you everywhere.โ โWill not.โ
โWill too.โ
โYouโd miss me.โ
โNot if you keep calling my car cute.โ I laugh again.
โI should teach you to drive,โ Finny says. I frown. โWhat? No,โ I say.
โOh, come on, you canโt go forever without learning to drive.โ โWatch me.โ
โTake the wheel.โ
โNope.โ
โAutumn, take the wheel.โ
I donโt know if heโs realized that I canโt refuse him when he says my name like that, but it works. I lean closer to him and take over the steering, and the car immediately begins to swerve to the right.
โWhoa!โ Finny says. I start to take my hands away but he places his over mine. He presses gently and turns us straight again. โThere we go,โ he says. My heart is hammering and I feel as if I am falling. โYou have to make little adjustments as you go,โ he says. โOtherwise youโll end up going off to one side.โ
โOh,โ I say. My voice is shaking. I swallow.
โYouโre okay,โ he says. โIโll catch you if we start to go too far.โ
He helps me turns us around a corner and then another. We circle several blocks and then he takes us back to Main Street.
โDo you want to go on the highway?โ โNo,โ I say.
โToo bad,โ he says. His hands press down on mine as he forces me to turn us toward the on ramp.
โOh my God,โ I say. Finny takes my right hand off the wheel and places it on the gearshift. โOh my God,โ I say again.
โItโs okay,โ he says. โIโve got you.โ He presses on my hand again and we change gears. My palms are sweating but his are hot and firm. The highway is nearly empty and the road stretches in front of us uninterrupted.