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Chapter no 19 – The Servant of Lord Voldemort

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

Hermione screamed. Black leapt to his feet. Harry jumped as though heโ€™d received a huge electric shock.

โ€˜I found this at the base of the Whomping Willow,โ€™ said Snape, throwing the Cloak aside, careful to keep his wand pointing directly at Lupinโ€™s chest. โ€˜Very useful, Potter, I thank you โ€ฆโ€™

Snape was slightly breathless, but his face was full of suppressed triumph. โ€˜Youโ€™re wondering, perhaps, how I knew you were here?โ€™ he said, his eyes glittering. โ€˜Iโ€™ve just been to your office, Lupin. You forgot to take your Potion tonight, so I took a gobletful along. And very lucky I did โ€ฆ lucky for me, I mean. Lying on your desk was a certain map. One glance at it told me all I needed to know. I saw you running along this passageway and out of sight.โ€™

โ€˜Severus โ€“โ€™ Lupin began, but Snape overrode him.

โ€˜Iโ€™ve told the Headmaster again and again that youโ€™ve been helping your old friend Black into the castle, Lupin, and hereโ€™s the proof. Not even I dreamed you would have the nerve to use this old place as your hideout โ€“โ€™

โ€˜Severus, youโ€™re making a mistake,โ€™ said Lupin urgently. โ€˜You havenโ€™t heard everything โ€“ I can explain โ€“ Sirius is not here to kill Harry โ€“โ€™

โ€˜Two more for Azkaban tonight,โ€™ said Snape, his eyes now gleaming fanatically. โ€˜I shall be interested to see how Dumbledore takes this โ€ฆ he was quite convinced you were harmless, you know, Lupin โ€ฆ aย tameย werewolf โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜You fool,โ€™ said Lupin softly. โ€˜Is a schoolboy grudge worth putting an innocent man back inside Azkaban?โ€™

BANG! Thin, snake-like cords burst from the end of Snapeโ€™s wand and twisted themselves around Lupinโ€™s mouth, wrists and ankles; he overbalanced and fell to the floor, unable to move. With a roar of rage, Black started towards Snape, but Snape pointed his wand straight between Blackโ€™s eyes.

โ€˜Give me a reason,โ€™ he whispered. โ€˜Give me a reason to do it, and I swear I will.โ€™

Black stopped dead. It would have been impossible to say which face

showed more hatred.

Harry stood there, paralysed, not knowing what to do or who to believe. He glanced around at Ron and Hermione. Ron looked just as confused as he did, still fighting to keep hold of the struggling Scabbers. Hermione, however, took an uncertain step towards Snape and said, in a very breathless voice, โ€˜Professor Snape โ€“ it โ€“ it wouldnโ€™t hurt to hear what theyโ€™ve got to say, w- would it?โ€™

โ€˜Miss Granger, you are already facing suspension from this school,โ€™ Snape spat. โ€˜You, Potter and Weasley are out of bounds, in the company of a convicted murderer and a werewolf. For once in your life,ย hold your tongue.โ€™

โ€˜But if โ€“ if thereย wasย a mistake โ€“โ€™

โ€˜KEEP QUIET, YOU STUPID GIRL!โ€™ Snape shouted, looking suddenly quite deranged. โ€˜DONโ€™T TALK ABOUT WHAT YOU DONโ€™T UNDERSTAND!โ€™ A few sparks shot out of the end of his wand, which was still pointing at Blackโ€™s face. Hermione fell silent.

โ€˜Vengeance is very sweet,โ€™ Snape breathed at Black. โ€˜How I hoped I would be the one to catch you โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜The jokeโ€™s on you again, Severus,โ€™ snarled Black. โ€˜As long as this boy brings his rat up to the castle โ€“โ€™ he jerked his head at Ron, โ€˜โ€“ Iโ€™ll come quietly

โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜Up to the castle?โ€™ said Snape silkily. โ€˜I donโ€™t think we need to go that far. All I have to do is call the Dementors once we get out of the Willow. Theyโ€™ll be very pleased to see you, Black โ€ฆ pleased enough to give you a little kiss, I daresay โ€ฆโ€™

What little colour there was in Blackโ€™s face left it.

โ€˜You โ€“ youโ€™ve got to hear me out,โ€™ he croaked. โ€˜The rat โ€“ look at the rat โ€“โ€™ But there was a mad glint in Snapeโ€™s eye that Harry had never seen before.

He seemed beyond reason.

โ€˜Come on, all of you,โ€™ he said. He clicked his fingers, and the ends of the cords that bound Lupin flew to his hands. โ€˜Iโ€™ll drag the werewolf. Perhaps the Dementors will have a kiss for him, too โ€“โ€™

Before he knew what he was doing, Harry had crossed the room in three strides, and blocked the door.

โ€˜Get out of the way, Potter, youโ€™re in enough trouble already,โ€™ snarled Snape. โ€˜If I hadnโ€™t been here to save your skin โ€“โ€™

โ€˜Professor Lupin could have killed me about a hundred times this year,โ€™ Harry said. โ€˜Iโ€™ve been alone with him loads of times, having defence lessons against the Dementors. If he was helping Black, why didnโ€™t he just finish me

off then?โ€™

โ€˜Donโ€™t ask me to fathom the way a werewolfโ€™s mind works,โ€™ hissed Snape. โ€˜Get out of the way, Potter.โ€™

โ€˜YOUโ€™RE PATHETIC!โ€™ Harry yelled. โ€˜JUST BECAUSE THEY MADE A FOOL OF YOU AT SCHOOL YOU WONโ€™T EVEN LISTEN โ€“โ€™

โ€˜SILENCE! I WILL NOT BE SPOKEN TO LIKE THAT!โ€™ Snape shrieked,

looking madder than ever. โ€˜Like father, like son, Potter! I have just saved your neck, you should be thanking me on bended knee! You would have been well served if heโ€™d killed you! Youโ€™d have died like your father, too arrogant to believe you might be mistaken in Black โ€“ now get out of the way, or I willย makeย you. GET OUT OF THE WAY, POTTER!โ€™

Harry made up his mind in a split second. Before Snape could take even one step towards him, he had raised his wand.

โ€˜Expelliarmus!โ€™ย he yelled โ€“ except that his wasnโ€™t the only voice that shouted. There was a blast that made the door rattle on its hinges; Snape was lifted off his feet and slammed into the wall, then slid down it to the floor, a trickle of blood oozing from under his hair. He had been knocked out.

Harry looked around. Both Ron and Hermione had tried to disarm Snape at exactly the same moment. Snapeโ€™s wand soared in a high arc and landed on the bed next to Crookshanks.

โ€˜You shouldnโ€™t have done that,โ€™ said Black, looking at Harry. โ€˜You should have left him to me โ€ฆโ€™

Harry avoided Blackโ€™s eyes. He wasnโ€™t sure, even now, that heโ€™d done the right thing.

โ€˜We attacked a teacher โ€ฆ we attacked a teacher โ€ฆโ€™ Hermione whimpered, staring at the lifeless Snape with frightened eyes. โ€˜Oh, weโ€™re going to be in so much trouble โ€“โ€™

Lupin was struggling against his bonds. Black bent down quickly and untied him. Lupin straightened up, rubbing his arms where the ropes had cut into them.

โ€˜Thank you, Harry,โ€™ he said.

โ€˜Iโ€™m still not saying I believe you,โ€™ Harry retorted.

โ€˜Then itโ€™s time we offered you some proof,โ€™ said Black. โ€˜You, boy โ€“ give me Peter. Now.โ€™

Ron clutched Scabbers closer to his chest.

โ€˜Come off it,โ€™ he said weakly. โ€˜Are you trying to say you broke out of Azkaban just to get your hands onย Scabbers? I mean โ€ฆโ€™ he looked up at

Harry and Hermione for support. โ€˜OK, say Pettigrew could turn into a rat โ€“ there are millions of rats โ€“ howโ€™s he supposed to know which one heโ€™s after if he was locked up in Azkaban?โ€™

โ€˜You know, Sirius, thatโ€™s a fair question,โ€™ said Lupin, turning to Black and frowning slightly. โ€˜Howย didย you find out where he was?โ€™

Black put one of his claw-like hands inside his robes and took out a crumpled piece of paper, which he smoothed flat, and held out to show the others.

It was the photograph of Ron and his family that had appeared in theย Daily Prophetย the previous summer, and there, on Ronโ€™s shoulder, was Scabbers.

โ€˜How did you get this?โ€™ Lupin asked Black, thunderstruck.

โ€˜Fudge,โ€™ said Black. โ€˜When he came to inspect Azkaban last year, he gave me his paper. And there was Peter, on the front page โ€ฆ on this boyโ€™s shoulder

โ€ฆ I knew him at once โ€ฆ how many times had I seen him transform? And the caption said the boy would be going back to Hogwarts โ€ฆ to where Harry was

โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜My God,โ€™ said Lupin softly, staring from Scabbers to the picture in the paper and back again. โ€˜His front paw โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜What about it?โ€™ said Ron defiantly. โ€˜Heโ€™s got a toe missing,โ€™ said Black.

โ€˜Of course,โ€™ Lupin breathed, โ€˜so simple โ€ฆsoย brilliant โ€ฆย He cut it off himself?โ€™

โ€˜Just before he transformed,โ€™ said Black. โ€˜When I cornered him, he yelled for the whole street to hear that Iโ€™d betrayed Lily and James. Then, before I could curse him, he blew apart the street with the wand behind his back, killed everyone within twenty feet of himself โ€“ and sped down into the sewer with the other rats โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜Didnโ€™t you ever hear, Ron?โ€™ said Lupin. โ€˜The biggest bit of Peter they found was his finger.โ€™

โ€˜Look, Scabbers probably had a fight with another rat or something! Heโ€™s been in my family for ages, right โ€“โ€™

โ€˜Twelve years, in fact,โ€™ said Lupin. โ€˜Didnโ€™t you ever wonder why he was living so long?โ€™

โ€˜We โ€“ weโ€™ve been taking good care of him!โ€™ said Ron.

โ€˜Not looking too good at the moment, though, is he?โ€™ said Lupin. โ€˜Iโ€™d guess heโ€™s been losing weight ever since he heard Sirius was on the loose again โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜Heโ€™s been scared of that mad cat!โ€™ said Ron, nodding towards

Crookshanks, who was still purring on the bed.

But that wasnโ€™t right, Harry thought suddenly โ€ฆ Scabbers had been looking ill before he met Crookshanks โ€ฆ ever since Ronโ€™s return from Egypt

โ€ฆ since the time when Black had escaped โ€ฆ

โ€˜This cat isnโ€™t mad,โ€™ said Black hoarsely. He reached out a bony hand and stroked Crookshanksโ€™s fluffy head. โ€˜Heโ€™s the most intelligent of his kind Iโ€™ve ever met. He recognised Peter for what he was straight away. And when he met me, he knew I was no dog. It was a while before he trusted me. Finally, I managed to communicate to him what I was after, and heโ€™s been helping me

โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜What do you mean?โ€™ breathed Hermione.

โ€˜He tried to bring Peter to me, but couldnโ€™t โ€ฆ so he stole the passwords into Gryffindor Tower for me โ€ฆ As I understand it, he took them from a boyโ€™s bedside table โ€ฆโ€™

Harryโ€™s brain seemed to be sagging under the weight of what he was hearing. It was absurd โ€ฆ and yet โ€ฆ

โ€˜But Peter got wind of what was going on and ran for it โ€ฆ this cat โ€“ Crookshanks, did you call him? โ€“ told me Peter had left blood on the sheets

โ€ฆ I suppose he bit himself โ€ฆ well, faking his own death had worked once

โ€ฆโ€™

These words jolted Harry to his senses.

โ€˜And why did he fake his death?โ€™ he said furiously. โ€˜Because he knew you were about to kill him like you killed my parents!โ€™

โ€˜No,โ€™ said Lupin. โ€˜Harry โ€“โ€™

โ€˜And now youโ€™ve come to finish him off!โ€™

โ€˜Yes, I have,โ€™ said Black, with an evil look at Scabbers. โ€˜Then I shouldโ€™ve let Snape take you!โ€™ Harry shouted.

โ€˜Harry,โ€™ said Lupin hurriedly, โ€˜donโ€™t you see? All this time weโ€™ve thought Sirius betrayed your parents, and Peter tracked him down โ€“ but it was the other way around, donโ€™t you see?ย Peterย betrayed your mother and father โ€“ Sirius trackedย Peterย down โ€“โ€™

โ€˜THATโ€™S NOT TRUE!โ€™ Harry yelled. โ€˜HE WAS THEIR SECRET KEEPER! HE SAID SO BEFORE YOU TURNED UP, HE SAID HE KILLED THEM!โ€™

He was pointing at Black, who shook his head slowly; the sunken eyes were suddenly over-bright.

โ€˜Harry โ€ฆ I as good as killed them,โ€™ he croaked. โ€˜I persuaded Lily and

James to change to Peter at the last moment, persuaded them to use him as Secret Keeper instead of me โ€ฆ Iโ€™m to blame, I know it โ€ฆ the night they died, Iโ€™d arranged to check on Peter, make sure he was still safe, but when I arrived at his hiding place, heโ€™d gone. Yet there was no sign of a struggle. It didnโ€™t feel right. I was scared. I set out for your parentsโ€™ house straight away. And when I saw their house, destroyed, and their bodies โ€“ I realised what Peter must have done. What Iโ€™d done.โ€™

His voice broke. He turned away.

โ€˜Enough of this,โ€™ said Lupin, and there was a steely note in his voice Harry had never heard before. โ€˜Thereโ€™s one certain way to prove what really happened. Ron,ย give me that rat.โ€™

โ€˜What are you going to do with him if I give him to you?โ€™ Ron asked Lupin tensely.

โ€˜Force him to show himself,โ€™ said Lupin. โ€˜If he really is a rat, it wonโ€™t hurt him.โ€™

Ron hesitated, then at long last held out Scabbers and Lupin took him. Scabbers began to squeak without stopping, twisting and turning, his tiny black eyes bulging in his head.

โ€˜Ready, Sirius?โ€™ said Lupin.

Black had already retrieved Snapeโ€™s wand from the bed. He approached Lupin and the struggling rat, and his wet eyes suddenly seemed to be burning in his face.

โ€˜Together?โ€™ he said quietly.

โ€˜I think so,โ€™ said Lupin, holding Scabbers tightly in one hand and his wand in the other. โ€˜On the count of three. One โ€“ two โ€“ THREE!โ€™

A flash of blue-white light erupted from both wands; for a moment, Scabbers was frozen in mid-air, his small black form twisting madly โ€“ Ron yelled โ€“ the rat fell and hit the floor. There was another blinding flash of light and then โ€“

It was like watching a speeded-up film of a growing tree. A head was shooting upwards from the ground; limbs were sprouting; next moment, a man was standing where Scabbers had been, cringing and wringing his hands. Crookshanks was spitting and snarling on the bed, the hair on his back standing up.

He was a very short man, hardly taller than Harry and Hermione. His thin, colourless hair was unkempt and there was a large bald patch on top. He had the shrunken appearance of a plump man who had lost a lot of weight in a short time. His skin looked grubby, almost like Scabbersโ€™s fur, and something

of the rat lingered around his pointed nose, his very small, watery eyes. He looked around at them all, his breathing fast and shallow. Harry saw his eyes dart to the door and back again.

โ€˜Well, hello, Peter,โ€™ said Lupin pleasantly, as though rats frequently erupted into old schoolfriends around him. โ€˜Long time, no see.โ€™

โ€˜S-Sirius โ€ฆ R-Remus โ€ฆโ€™ Even Pettigrewโ€™s voice was squeaky. Again, his eyes darted towards the door. โ€˜My friends โ€ฆ my old friends โ€ฆโ€™

Blackโ€™s wand arm rose, but Lupin seized him around the wrist, gave him a warning look, then turned again to Pettigrew, his voice light and casual.

โ€˜Weโ€™ve been having a little chat, Peter, about what happened the night Lily and James died. You might have missed the finer points while you were squeaking around down there on the bed โ€“โ€™

โ€˜Remus,โ€™ gasped Pettigrew, and Harry could see beads of sweat breaking out over his pasty face, โ€˜you donโ€™t believe him, do you โ€ฆ He tried to kill me, Remus โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜So weโ€™ve heard,โ€™ said Lupin, more coldly. โ€˜Iโ€™d like to clear up one or two little matters with you, Peter, if youโ€™d be so โ€“โ€™

โ€˜Heโ€™s come to try and kill me again!โ€™ Pettigrew shrieked suddenly, pointing at Black, and Harry saw that he used his middle finger, because his index was missing. โ€˜He killed Lily and James and now heโ€™s going to kill me, too โ€ฆ youโ€™ve got to help me, Remus โ€ฆโ€™

Blackโ€™s face looked more skull-like than ever as he stared at Pettigrew with his fathomless eyes.

โ€˜No oneโ€™s going to try and kill you until weโ€™ve sorted a few things out,โ€™ said Lupin.

โ€˜Sorted things out?โ€™ squealed Pettigrew, looking wildly about him once more, eyes taking in the boarded windows and, again, the only door. โ€˜I knew heโ€™d come after me! I knew heโ€™d be back for me! Iโ€™ve been waiting for this for twelve years!โ€™

โ€˜You knew Sirius was going to break out of Azkaban?โ€™ said Lupin, his brow furrowed. โ€˜When nobody has ever done it before?โ€™

โ€˜Heโ€™s got Dark powers the rest of us can only dream of!โ€™ Pettigrew shouted shrilly. โ€˜How else did he get out of there? I suppose He Who Must Not Be Named taught him a few tricks!โ€™

Black started to laugh, a horrible, mirthless laugh that filled the whole room.

โ€˜Voldemort, teach me tricks?โ€™ he said.

Pettigrew flinched as though Black had brandished a whip at him.

โ€˜What, scared to hear your old masterโ€™s name?โ€™ said Black. โ€˜I donโ€™t blame you, Peter. His lot arenโ€™t very happy with you, are they?โ€™

โ€˜Donโ€™t know โ€“ what you mean, Sirius โ€“โ€™ muttered Pettigrew, his breathing faster than ever. His whole face was shining with sweat now.

โ€˜You havenโ€™t been hiding fromย meย for twelve years,โ€™ said Black. โ€˜Youโ€™ve been hiding from Voldemortโ€™s old supporters. I heard things in Azkaban, Peter

โ€ฆ they all think youโ€™re dead, or youโ€™d have to answer to them โ€ฆ Iโ€™ve heard them screaming all sorts of things in their sleep. Sounds like they think the double-crosser double-crossed them. Voldemort went to the Pottersโ€™ on your information โ€ฆ and Voldemort met his downfall there. And not all Voldemortโ€™s supporters ended up in Azkaban, did they? There are still plenty out here, biding their time, pretending theyโ€™ve seen the error of their ways โ€ฆ If they ever got wind that you were still alive, Peter โ€“โ€™

โ€˜Donโ€™t know โ€ฆ what youโ€™re talking about โ€ฆโ€™ said Pettigrew again, more shrilly than ever. He wiped his face on his sleeve and looked up at Lupin. โ€˜You donโ€™t believe this โ€“ this madness, Remus โ€“โ€™

โ€˜I must admit, Peter, I have difficulty in understanding why an innocent man would want to spend twelve years as a rat,โ€™ said Lupin evenly.

โ€˜Innocent, but scared!โ€™ squealed Pettigrew. โ€˜If Voldemortโ€™s supporters were after me, it was because I put one of their best men in Azkaban โ€“ the spy, Sirius Black!โ€™

Blackโ€™s face contorted.

โ€˜How dare you,โ€™ he growled, sounding suddenly like the bear-sized dog he had been. โ€˜I, a spy for Voldemort? When did I ever sneak around people who were stronger and more powerful than myself? But you, Peter โ€“ Iโ€™ll never understand why I didnโ€™t see you were the spy from the start. You always liked big friends whoโ€™d look after you, didnโ€™t you? It used to be us โ€ฆ me and Remus โ€ฆ and James โ€ฆโ€™

Pettigrew wiped his face again; he was almost panting for breath.

โ€˜Me, a spy โ€ฆ must be out of your mind โ€ฆ never โ€ฆ donโ€™t know how you can say such a โ€“โ€™

โ€˜Lily and James only made you Secret Keeper because I suggested it,โ€™ Black hissed, so venomously that Pettigrew took a step backwards. โ€˜I thought it was the perfect plan โ€ฆ a bluff โ€ฆ Voldemort would be sure to come after me, would never dream theyโ€™d use a weak, talentless thing like you โ€ฆ it must have been the finest moment of your miserable life, telling Voldemort you could hand him the Potters.โ€™

Pettigrew was muttering distractedly; Harry caught words like โ€˜far-fetchedโ€™ and โ€˜lunacyโ€™, but he couldnโ€™t help paying more attention to the ashen colour of Pettigrewโ€™s face, and the way his eyes continued to dart towards the windows and door.

โ€˜Professor Lupin?โ€™ said Hermione timidly. โ€˜Can โ€“ can I say something?โ€™ โ€˜Certainly, Hermione,โ€™ said Lupin courteously.

โ€˜Well โ€“ Scabbers โ€“ I mean, this โ€“ this man โ€“ heโ€™s been sleeping in Harryโ€™s dormitory for three years. If heโ€™s working for You Know Who, how come he never tried to hurt Harry before now?โ€™

โ€˜There!โ€™ said Pettigrew shrilly, pointing at Hermione with his maimed hand. โ€˜Thank you! You see, Remus? I have never hurt a hair of Harryโ€™s head! Why should I?โ€™

โ€˜Iโ€™ll tell you why,โ€™ said Black. โ€˜Because you never did anything for anyone unless you could see what was in it for you. Voldemortโ€™s been in hiding for twelve years, they say heโ€™s half-dead. You werenโ€™t about to commit murder right under Albus Dumbledoreโ€™s nose, for a wreck of a wizard whoโ€™d lost all his power, were you? Youโ€™d want to be quite sure he was the biggest bully in the playground before you went back to him, wouldnโ€™t you? Why else did you find a wizard family to take you in? Keeping an ear out for news, werenโ€™t you, Peter? Just in case your old protector regained strength, and it was safe to rejoin him โ€ฆโ€™

Pettigrew opened his mouth and closed it several times. He seemed to have lost the ability to talk.

โ€˜Er โ€“ Mr Black โ€“ Sirius?โ€™ said Hermione timidly.

Black jumped at being addressed like this and stared at Hermione as though being spoken to politely was something heโ€™d long forgotten.

โ€˜If you donโ€™t mind me asking, how โ€“ how did you get out of Azkaban, if you didnโ€™t use Dark Magic?โ€™

โ€˜Thank you!โ€™ gasped Pettigrew, nodding frantically at her. โ€˜Exactly!

Precisely what I โ€“โ€™

But Lupin silenced him with a look. Black was frowning slightly at Hermione, but not as though he was annoyed with her. He seemed to be pondering his answer.

โ€˜I donโ€™t know how I did it,โ€™ he said slowly. โ€˜I think the only reason I never lost my mind is that I knew I was innocent. That wasnโ€™t a happy thought, so the Dementors couldnโ€™t suck it out of me โ€ฆ but it kept me sane and knowing who I am โ€ฆ helped me keep my powers โ€ฆ so when it all became โ€ฆ too much โ€ฆ I could transform in my cell โ€ฆ become a dog. Dementors canโ€™t see,

you know โ€ฆโ€™ He swallowed. โ€˜They feel their way towards people by sensing their emotions โ€ฆ they could tell that my feelings were less โ€“ less human, less complex when I was a dog โ€ฆ but they thought, of course, that I was losing my mind like everyone else in there, so it didnโ€™t trouble them. But I was weak, very weak, and I had no hope of driving them away from me without a wand โ€ฆ

โ€˜But then I saw Peter in that picture โ€ฆ I realised he was at Hogwarts with Harry โ€ฆ perfectly positioned to act, if one hint reached his ears that the Dark Side was gathering strength again โ€ฆโ€™

Pettigrew was shaking his head, mouthing noiselessly, but staring all the while at Black as though hypnotised.

โ€˜โ€ฆ ready to strike the moment he could be sure of allies โ€ฆ to deliver the last Potter to them. If he gave them Harry, whoโ€™d dare say heโ€™d betrayed Lord Voldemort? Heโ€™d be welcomed back with honours โ€ฆ

โ€˜So you see, I had to do something. I was the only one who knew Peter was still alive โ€ฆโ€™

Harry remembered what Mr Weasley had told Mrs Weasley. โ€˜The guards say heโ€™s been talking in his sleep โ€ฆ always the same words โ€ฆโ€œHeโ€™s at Hogwartsโ€.โ€™

โ€˜It was as if someone had lit a fire in my head, and the Dementors couldnโ€™t destroy it โ€ฆ it wasnโ€™t a happy feeling โ€ฆ it was an obsession โ€ฆ but it gave me strength, it cleared my mind. So, one night when they opened my door to bring food, I slipped past them as a dog โ€ฆ itโ€™s so much harder for them to sense animal emotions that they were confused โ€ฆ I was thin, very thin โ€ฆ thin enough to slip through the bars โ€ฆ I swam as a dog back to the mainland

โ€ฆ I journeyed north and slipped into the Hogwarts grounds as a dog โ€ฆ Iโ€™ve been living in the Forest ever since โ€ฆ except when I come to watch the Quidditch, of course โ€ฆ you fly as well as your father did, Harry โ€ฆโ€™

He looked at Harry, who did not look away.

โ€˜Believe me,โ€™ croaked Black. โ€˜Believe me. I never betrayed James and Lily.

I would have died before I betrayed them.โ€™

And at long last, Harry believed him. Throat too tight to speak, he nodded. โ€˜No!โ€™

Pettigrew had fallen to his knees as though Harryโ€™s nod had been his own death sentence. He shuffled forward on his knees, grovelling, his hands clasped in front of him as though praying.

โ€˜Sirius โ€“ itโ€™s me โ€ฆ itโ€™s Peter โ€ฆ your friend โ€ฆ you wouldnโ€™t โ€ฆโ€™ Black kicked out and Pettigrew recoiled.

โ€˜Thereโ€™s enough filth on my robes without you touching them,โ€™ said Black. โ€˜Remus!โ€™ Pettigrew squeaked, turning to Lupin instead, writhing

imploringly in front of him. โ€˜You donโ€™t believe this โ€ฆ Wouldnโ€™t Sirius have

told you theyโ€™d changed the plan?โ€™

โ€˜Not if he thought I was the spy, Peter,โ€™ said Lupin. โ€˜I assume thatโ€™s why you didnโ€™t tell me, Sirius?โ€™ he said casually over Pettigrewโ€™s head.

โ€˜Forgive me, Remus,โ€™ said Black.

โ€˜Not at all, Padfoot, old friend,โ€™ said Lupin, who was now rolling up his sleeves. โ€˜And will you, in turn, forgive me for believingย youย were the spy?โ€™

โ€˜Of course,โ€™ said Black, and the ghost of a grin flitted across his gaunt face.

He, too, began rolling up his sleeves. โ€˜Shall we kill him together?โ€™ โ€˜Yes, I think so,โ€™ said Lupin grimly.

โ€˜You wouldnโ€™t โ€ฆ you wonโ€™t โ€ฆโ€™ gasped Pettigrew. And he scrambled around to Ron.

โ€˜Ron โ€ฆ havenโ€™t I been a good friend โ€ฆ a good pet? You wonโ€™t let them kill me, Ron, will you โ€ฆ youโ€™re on my side, arenโ€™t you?โ€™

But Ron was staring at Pettigrew with the utmost revulsion. โ€˜I let you sleep in myย bed!โ€™ he said.

โ€˜Kind boy โ€ฆ kind master โ€ฆโ€™ Pettigrew crawled towards Ron, โ€˜you wonโ€™t let them do it โ€ฆ I was your rat โ€ฆ I was a good pet โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜If you made a better rat than human, itโ€™s not much to boast about, Peter,โ€™ said Black harshly. Ron, going still paler with pain, wrenched his broken leg out of Pettigrewโ€™s reach. Pettigrew turned on his knees, staggered forwards and seized the hem of Hermioneโ€™s robes.

โ€˜Sweet girl โ€ฆ clever girl โ€ฆ you โ€“ you wonโ€™t let them โ€ฆ help me โ€ฆโ€™

Hermione pulled her robes out of Pettigrewโ€™s clutching hands and backed away against the wall, looking horrified.

Pettigrew knelt, trembling uncontrollably, and turned his head slowly towards Harry.

โ€˜Harry โ€ฆ Harry โ€ฆ you look just like your father โ€ฆ just like him โ€ฆโ€™ โ€˜HOW DARE YOU SPEAK TO HARRY?โ€™ roared Black. โ€˜HOW DARE

YOU FACE HIM? HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT JAMES IN FRONT

OF HIM?โ€™

โ€˜Harry,โ€™ย whispered Pettigrew, shuffling towards him, hands outstretched, โ€˜Harry, James wouldnโ€™t have wanted me killed โ€ฆ James would have understood, Harry โ€ฆ he would have shown me mercy โ€ฆโ€™

Both Black and Lupin strode forwards, seized Pettigrewโ€™s shoulders and

threw him backwards onto the floor. He sat there, twitching with terror, staring up at them.

โ€˜You sold Lily and James to Voldemort,โ€™ said Black, who was shaking too. โ€˜Do you deny it?โ€™

Pettigrew burst into tears. It was horrible to watch: he looked like an oversized, balding baby, cowering on the floor.

โ€˜Sirius, Sirius, what could I have done? The Dark Lord โ€ฆ you have no idea

โ€ฆ he has weapons you canโ€™t imagine โ€ฆ I was scared, Sirius, I was never brave like you and Remus and James. I never meant it to happen โ€ฆ He Who Must Not Be Named forced me โ€“โ€™

โ€˜DONโ€™T LIE!โ€™ bellowed Black. โ€˜YOUโ€™D BEEN PASSING INFORMATION TO HIM FOR A YEAR BEFORE LILY AND JAMES DIED! YOU WERE HIS SPY!โ€™

โ€˜He โ€“ he was taking over everywhere!โ€™ gasped Pettigrew. โ€˜Wh-what was there to be gained by refusing him?โ€™

โ€˜What was there to be gained by fighting the most evil wizard who has ever existed?โ€™ said Black, with a terrible fury in his face. โ€˜Only innocent lives, Peter!โ€™

โ€˜You donโ€™t understand!โ€™ whined Pettigrew. โ€˜He would have killed me, Sirius!โ€™

โ€˜THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE DIED!โ€™ roared Black. โ€˜DIED RATHER THAN BETRAY YOUR FRIENDS, AS WE WOULD HAVE DONE FOR YOU!โ€™

Black and Lupin stood shoulder to shoulder, wands raised.

โ€˜You should have realised,โ€™ said Lupin quietly. โ€˜If Voldemort didnโ€™t kill you, we would. Goodbye, Peter.โ€™

Hermione covered her face with her hands and turned to the wall.

โ€˜NO!โ€™ Harry yelled. He ran forwards, placing himself in front of Pettigrew, facing the wands. โ€˜You canโ€™t kill him,โ€™ he said breathlessly. โ€˜You canโ€™t.โ€™

Black and Lupin both looked staggered.

โ€˜Harry, this piece of vermin is the reason you have no parents,โ€™ Black snarled. โ€˜This cringing bit of filth would have seen you die, too, without turning a hair. You heard him. His own stinking skin meant more to him than your whole family.โ€™

โ€˜I know,โ€™ Harry panted. โ€˜Weโ€™ll take him up to the castle. Weโ€™ll hand him over to the Dementors. He can go to Azkaban โ€ฆ just donโ€™t kill him.โ€™

โ€˜Harry!โ€™ gasped Pettigrew, and he flung his arms around Harryโ€™s knees.

โ€˜You โ€“ thank you โ€“ itโ€™s more than I deserve โ€“ thank you โ€“โ€™

โ€˜Get off me,โ€™ Harry spat, throwing Pettigrewโ€™s hands off him in disgust. โ€˜Iโ€™m not doing this for you. Iโ€™m doing it because I donโ€™t reckon my dad wouldโ€™ve wanted his best friends to become killers โ€“ just for you.โ€™

No one moved or made a sound except Pettigrew, whose breath was coming in wheezes as he clutched his chest. Black and Lupin were looking at each other. Then, with one movement, they lowered their wands.

โ€˜Youโ€™re the only person who has the right to decide, Harry,โ€™ said Black. โ€˜But think โ€ฆ think what he did โ€ฆโ€™

โ€˜He can go to Azkaban,โ€™ Harry repeated. โ€˜If anyone deserves that place, he does โ€ฆโ€™

Pettigrew was still wheezing behind him. โ€˜Very well,โ€™ said Lupin. โ€˜Stand aside, Harry.โ€™ Harry hesitated.

โ€˜Iโ€™m going to tie him up,โ€™ said Lupin. โ€˜Thatโ€™s all, I swear.โ€™

Harry stepped out of the way. Thin cords shot from Lupinโ€™s wand this time, and next moment, Pettigrew was wriggling on the floor, bound and gagged.

โ€˜But if you transform, Peter,โ€™ growled Black, his own wand pointing at Pettigrew, too, โ€˜weย willย kill you. You agree, Harry?โ€™

Harry looked down at the pitiful figure on the floor, and nodded so that Pettigrew could see him.

โ€˜Right,โ€™ said Lupin, suddenly business-like. โ€˜Ron, I canโ€™t mend bones nearly as well as Madam Pomfrey, so I think itโ€™s best if we just strap your leg up until we can get you to the hospital wing.โ€™

He hurried over to Ron, bent down, tapped Ronโ€™s leg with his wand and muttered,ย โ€˜Ferula.โ€™ย Bandages spun up Ronโ€™s leg, strapping it tightly to a splint. Lupin helped him to his feet; Ron put his weight gingerly on the leg and didnโ€™t wince.

โ€˜Thatโ€™s better,โ€™ he said. โ€˜Thanks.โ€™

โ€˜What about Professor Snape?โ€™ said Hermione in a small voice, looking down at Snapeโ€™s prone figure.

โ€˜Thereโ€™s nothing seriously wrong with him,โ€™ said Lupin, bending over Snape and checking his pulse. โ€˜You were just a little โ€“ over-enthusiastic. Still out cold. Er โ€“ perhaps it will be best if we donโ€™t revive him until weโ€™re safely back in the castle. We can take him like this โ€ฆโ€™

He muttered,ย โ€˜Mobilicorpus.โ€™ย As though invisible strings were tied to Snapeโ€™s wrists, neck and knees, he was pulled into a standing position, head

still lolling unpleasantly, like a grotesque puppet. He hung a few inches above the ground, his limp feet dangling. Lupin picked up the Invisibility Cloak and tucked it safely into his pocket.

โ€˜And two of us should be chained to this,โ€™ said Black, nudging Pettigrew with his toe. โ€˜Just to make sure.โ€™

โ€˜Iโ€™ll do it,โ€™ said Lupin.

โ€˜And me,โ€™ said Ron savagely, limping forwards.

Black conjured heavy manacles from thin air; soon Pettigrew was upright again, left arm chained to Lupinโ€™s right, right arm to Ronโ€™s left. Ronโ€™s face was set. He seemed to have taken Scabbersโ€™s true identity as a personal insult. Crookshanks leapt lightly off the bed and led the way out of the room, his bottle-brush tail held jauntily high.

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