I was really bummed when Christopher moved away three years ago. We were both around seven then. We used to spend hours playing with ourย Star Warsย action figures and dueling with our lightsabers. I miss that.
Last spring we drove over to Christopherโs house in Bridgeport. Me and Christopher were looking for snacks in the kitchen, and I heard Mom talking to Lisa, Christopherโs mom, about my going to school in the fall. I had never, ever heard her mention school before.
โWhat are you talking about?โ I said.
Mom looked surprised, like she hadnโt meant for me to hear that. โYou should tell him what youโve been thinking, Isabel,โ Dad said.
He was on the other side of the living room talking to Christopherโs dad.
โWe should talk about this later,โ said Mom.
โNo, I want to know what you were talking about,โ I answered. โDonโt you think youโre ready for school, Auggie?โ Mom said. โNo,โ I said.
โI donโt, either,โ said Dad.
โThen thatโs it, case closed,โ I said, shrugging, and I sat in her lap like I was a baby.
โI just think you need to learn more than I can teach you,โ Mom said. โI mean, come on, Auggie, you know how bad I am at fractions!โ
โWhat school?โ I said. I already felt like crying. โBeecher Prep. Right by us.โ
โWow, thatโs a great school, Auggie,โ said Lisa, patting my knee. โWhy not Viaโs school?โ I said.
โThatโs too big,โ Mom answered. โI donโt think that would be a good fit for you.โ
โI donโt want to,โ I said. I admit: I made my voice sound a little babyish.
โYou donโt have to do anything you donโt want to do,โ Dad said, coming over and lifting me out of Momโs lap. He carried me over to
sit on his lap on the other side of the sofa. โWe wonโt make you do anything you donโt want to do.โ
โBut it would be good for him, Nate,โ Mom said.
โNot if he doesnโt want to,โ answered Dad, looking at me. โNot if heโs not ready.โ
I saw Mom look at Lisa, who reached over and squeezed her hand. โYou guys will figure it out,โ she said to Mom. โYou always have.โ โLetโs just talk about it later,โ said Mom. I could tell she and Dad
were going to get in a fight about it. I wanted Dad to win the fight. Though a part of me knew Mom was right. And the truth is, she really was terrible at fractions.