โPeeta drops the sheath and buries his knife into the monkeyโs back, stabbing it again and again until it releases its jaw. He kicks the mutt away, bracing for more. I have his arrows now, a loaded bow, and Finnick at my back, breathing hard but not actively engaged.โ
โCome on, then! Come on!โ shouts Peeta, panting with rage. But something has happened to the monkeys. They are withdrawing, backing up trees, fading into the jungle, as if some unheard voice calls them away. A Gamemakerโs voice, telling them this is enough.
โGet her,โ I say to Peeta. โWeโll cover you.โ
Peeta gently lifts up the morphling and carries her the last few yards to the beach while Finnick and I keep our weapons at the ready. But except for the orange carcasses on the ground, the monkeys are gone. Peeta lays the morphling on the sand. I cut away the material over her chest, revealing the four deep puncture wounds. Blood slowly trickles from them, making them look far less deadly than they are. The real damage is inside. By the position of the openings, I feel certain the beast ruptured something vital, a lung, maybe even her heart.
She lies on the sand, gasping like a fish out of water. Sagging skin, sickly green, her ribs as prominent as a childโs dead of starvation. Surely she could afford food, but turned to the morphling just as Haymitch turned to drink, I guess. Everything about her speaks of waste โ her body, her life, the vacant look in her eyes. I hold one of her twitching hands, unclear whether it moves from the poison that affected our nerves, the shock of the attack, or withdrawal from the drug that was her sustenance. There is nothing we can do. Nothing but stay with her while she dies.
โIโll watch the trees,โ Finnick says before walking away. Iโd like to walk away, too, but she grips my hand so tightly I would have to pry off her fingers, and I donโt have the strength for that kind of cruelty. I think of Rue, how maybe I could sing a song or something. But I donโt even know the morphlingโs name, let alone if she likes songs. I just know sheโs dying.
Peeta crouches down on the other side of her and strokes her hair. When he begins to speak in a soft voice, it seems almost nonsensical, but the words arenโt for me. โWith my paint box at home, I can make every color imaginable. Pink. As pale as a babyโs skin. Or as deep as rhubarb. Green like spring grass. Blue that shimmers like ice on water.โ
The morphling stares into Peetaโs eyes, hanging on to his words.
โOne time, I spent three days mixing paint until I found the right shade for sunlight on white fur. You see, I kept thinking it was yellow, but it was much more than that. Layers of all sorts of color. One by one,โ says Peeta.
The morphlingโs breathing is slowing into shallow catch-breaths. Her free hand dabbles in the blood on her chest, making the tiny swirling motions she so loved to paint with.
โI havenโt figured out a rainbow yet. They come so quickly and leave so soon. I never have enough time to capture them. Just a bit of blue here or purple there. And then they fade away again. Back into the air,โ says Peeta.
The morphling seems mesmerized by Peetaโs words. Entranced. She lifts up a trembling hand and paints what I think might be a flower on Peetaโs cheek.
โThank you,โ he whispers. โThat looks beautiful.โ
For a moment, the morphlingโs face lights up in a grin and she makes a small squeaking sound. Then her blood-dappled hand falls back onto her chest, she gives one last huff of air, and the cannon fires. The grip on my hand releases.
Peeta carries her out into the water. He returns and sits beside me. The morphling floats out toward the Cornucopia for a while, then the hovercraft appears and a four-pronged claw drops, encases her, carries her into the night sky, and sheโs gone.
Finnick rejoins us, his fist full of my arrows still wet with monkey blood.
He drops them beside me on the sand. โThought you might want these.โ โThanks,โ I say. I wade into the water and wash off the gore, from my
weapons, my wounds. By the time I return to the jungle to gather some moss to dry them, all the monkeysโ bodies have vanished.
โWhere did they go?โ I ask.
โWe donโt know exactly. The vines shifted and they were gone,โ says Finnick.
We stare at the jungle, numb and exhausted. In the quiet, I notice that the spots where the fog droplets touched my skin have scabbed over. Theyโve stopped hurting and begun to itch. Intensely. I try to think of this as a good sign. That they are healing. I glance over at Peeta, at Finnick, and see theyโre both scratching at their damaged faces. Yes, even Finnickโs beauty has been marred by this night.
โDonโt scratch,โ I say, wanting badly to scratch myself. But I know itโs the
advice my mother would give. โYouโll only bring infection. Think itโs safe to try for the water again?โ
We make our way back to the tree Peeta was tapping. Finnick and I stand with our weapons poised while he works the spile in, but no threat appears. Peetaโs found a good vein and the water begins to gush from the spile. We slake our thirst, let the warm water pour over our itching bodies. We fill a handful of shells with drinking water and go back to the beach.
Itโs still night, though dawn canโt be too many hours away. Unless the Gamemakers want it to be. โWhy donโt you two get some rest?โ I say. โIโll watch for a while.โ
โNo, Katniss, Iโd rather,โ says Finnick. I look in his eyes, at his face, and realize heโs barely holding back tears. Mags. The least I can do is give him the privacy to mourn her.
โAll right, Finnick, thanks,โ I say. I lie down on the sand with Peeta, who drifts off at once. I stare into the night, thinking of what a difference a day makes. How yesterday morning, Finnick was on my kill list, and now Iโm willing to sleep with him as my guard. He saved Peeta and let Mags die and I donโt know why. Only that I can never settle the balance owed between us. All I can do at the moment is go to sleep and let him grieve in peace. And so I do.
Itโs midmorning when I open my eyes again. Peetaโs still out beside me. Above us, a mat of grass suspended on branches shields our faces from the sunlight. I sit up and see that Finnickโs hands have not been idle. Two woven bowls are filled with fresh water. A third holds a mess of shellfish.
Finnick sits on the sand, cracking them open with a stone. โTheyโre better fresh,โ he says, ripping a chunk of flesh from a shell and popping it into his mouth. His eyes are still puffy but I pretend not to notice.
My stomach begins to growl at the smell of food and I reach for one. The sight of my fingernails, caked with blood, stops me. Iโve been scratching my skin raw in my sleep.
โYou know, if you scratch youโll bring on infection,โ says Finnick.
โThatโs what Iโve heard,โ I say. I go into the saltwater and wash off the blood, trying to decide which I hate more, pain or itching. Fed up, I stomp back onto the beach, turn my face upward, and snap, โHey, Haymitch, if youโre not too drunk, we could use a little something for our skin.โ
Itโs almost funny how quickly the parachute appears above me. I reach up and the tube lands squarely in my open hand. โAbout time,โ I say, but I canโt keep the scowl on my face. Haymitch. What I wouldnโt give for five minutes of conversation with him.
I plunk down on the sand next to Finnick and screw the lid off the tube. Inside is a thick, dark ointment with a pungent smell, a combination of tar and pine needles. I wrinkle my nose as I squeeze a glob of the medicine onto my
palm and begin to massage it into my leg. A sound of pleasure slips out of my mouth as the stuff eradicates my itching. It also stains my scabby skin a ghastly gray-green. As I start on the second leg I toss the tube to Finnick, who eyes me doubtfully.
โItโs like youโre decomposing,โ says Finnick. But I guess the itching wins out, because after a minute Finnick begins to treat his own skin, too. Really, the combination of the scabs and the ointment looks hideous. I canโt help enjoying his distress.
โPoor Finnick. Is this the first time in your life you havenโt looked pretty?โ I say.
โIt must be. The sensationโs completely new. How have you managed it all these years?โ he asks.
โJust avoid mirrors. Youโll forget about it,โ I say. โNot if I keep looking at you,โ he says.
We slather ourselves down, even taking turns rubbing the ointment into each otherโs backs where the undershirts donโt protect our skin. โIโm going to wake Peeta,โ I say.
โNo, wait,โ says Finnick. โLetโs do it together. Put our faces right in front of his.โ
Well, thereโs so little opportunity for fun left in my life, I agree. We position ourselves on either side of Peeta, lean over until our faces are inches from his nose, and give him a shake. โPeeta. Peeta, wake up,โ I say in a soft, singsong voice.
His eyelids flutter open and then he jumps like weโve stabbed him. โAa!โ
Finnick and I fall back in the sand, laughing our heads off. Every time we try to stop, we look at Peetaโs attempt to maintain a disdainful expression and it sets us off again. By the time we pull ourselves together, Iโm thinking that maybe Finnick Odair is all right. At least not as vain or self-important as Iโd thought. Not so bad at all, really. And just as Iโve come to this conclusion, a parachute lands next to us with a fresh loaf of bread. Remembering from last year how Haymitchโs gifts are often timed to send a message, I make a note to myself.ย Be friends with Finnick. Youโll get food.
Finnick turns the bread over in his hands, examining the crust. A bit too possessively. Itโs not necessary. Itโs got that green tint from seaweed that the bread from District 4 always has. We all know itโs his. Maybe heโs just realized how precious it is, and that he may never see another loaf again. Maybe some memory of Mags is associated with the crust. But all he says is, โThis will go well with the shellfish.โ
While I help Peeta coat his skin with the ointment, Finnick deftly cleans the meat from the shellfish. We gather round and eat the delicious sweet flesh with the salty bread from District 4.
We all look monstrous โ the ointment seems to be causing some of the
scabs to peel โ but Iโm glad for the medicine. Not just because it gives relief from the itching, but also because it acts as protection from that blazing white sun in the pink sky. By its position, I estimate it must be going on ten oโclock, that weโve been in the arena for about a day. Eleven of us are dead. Thirteen alive. Somewhere in the jungle, ten are concealed. Three or four are the Careers. I donโt really feel like trying to remember who the others are.
For me, the jungle has quickly evolved from a place of protection to a sinister trap. I know at some point weโll be forced to reenter its depths, either to hunt or be hunted, but for right now Iโm planning to stick to our little beach. And I donโt hear Peeta or Finnick suggesting we do otherwise. For a while the jungle seems almost static, humming, shimmering, but not flaunting its dangers. Then, in the distance, comes screaming. Across from us, a wedge of the jungle begins to vibrate. An enormous wave crests high on the hill, topping the trees and roaring down the slope. It hits the existing seawater with such force that, even though weโre as far as we can get from it, the surf bubbles up around our knees, setting our few possessions afloat. Among the three of us, we manage to collect everything before itโs carried off, except for our chemical-riddled jumpsuits, which are so eaten away no one cares if we lose them.
A cannon fires. We see the hovercraft appear over the area where the wave began and pluck a body from the trees.ย Twelve,ย I think.
The circle of water slowly calms down, having absorbed the giant wave. We rearrange our things back on the wet sand and are about to settle down when I see them. Three figures, about two spokes away, stumbling onto the beach. โThere,โ I say quietly, nodding in the newcomersโ direction. Peeta and Finnick follow my gaze. As if by previous agreement, we all fade back into the shadows of the jungle.
The trioโs in bad shape โ you can see that right off. One is being practically dragged out by a second, and the third wanders in loopy circles, as if deranged. Theyโre a solid brick-red color, as if theyโve been dipped in paint and left out to dry.
โWho is that?โ asks Peeta. โOr what? Muttations?โ
I draw back an arrow, readying for an attack. But all that happens is that the one who was being dragged collapses on the beach. The dragger stamps the ground in frustration and, in an apparent fit of temper, turns and shoves the circling, deranged one over.
Finnickโs face lights up. โJohanna!โ he calls, and runs for the red things. โFinnick!โ I hear Johannaโs voice reply.
I exchange a look with Peeta. โWhat now?โ I ask. โWe canโt really leave Finnick,โ he says.
โGuess not. Come on, then,โ I say grouchily, because even if Iโd had a list of allies, Johanna Mason would definitely not have been on it. The two of us
tromp down the beach to where Finnick and Johanna are just meeting up. As we move in closer, I see her companions, and confusion sets in. Thatโs Beetee on the ground on his back and Wiress whoโs regained her feet to continue making loops. โSheโs got Wiress and Beetee.โ
โNuts and Volts?โ says Peeta, equally puzzled. โIโve got to hear how this happened.โ
When we reach them, Johannaโs gesturing toward the jungle and talking very fast to Finnick. โWe thought it was rain, you know, because of the lightning, and we were all so thirsty. But when it started coming down, it turned out to be blood. Thick, hot blood. You couldnโt see, you couldnโt speak without getting a mouthful. We just staggered around, trying to get out of it. Thatโs when Blight hit the force field.โ
โIโm sorry, Johanna,โ says Finnick. It takes a moment to place Blight. I think he was Johannaโs male counterpart from District 7, but I hardly remember seeing him. Come to think of it, I donโt even think he showed up for training.
โYeah, well, he wasnโt much, but he was from home,โ she says. โAnd he left me alone with these two.โ She nudges Beetee, whoโs barely conscious, with her shoe. โHe got a knife in the back at the Cornucopia. And her โ โ
We all look over at Wiress, whoโs circling around, coated in dried blood, and murmuring, โTick, tock. Tick, tock.โ
โYeah, we know. Tick, tock. Nuts is in shock,โ says Johanna. This seems to draw Wiress in her direction and she careens into Johanna, who harshly shoves her to the beach. โJust stay down, will you?โ
โLay off her,โ I snap.
Johanna narrows her brown eyes at me in hatred. โLay off her?โ she hisses. She steps forward before I can react and slaps me so hard I see stars. โWho do you think got them out of that bleeding jungle for you? You โ โ Finnick tosses her writhing body over his shoulder and carries her out into the water and repeatedly dunks her while she screams a lot of really insulting things at me. But I donโt shoot. Because sheโs with Finnick and because of what she said, about getting them for me.
โWhat did she mean? She got them for me?โ I ask Peeta.
โI donโt know. You did want them originally,โ he reminds me.
โYeah, I did. Originally.โ But that answers nothing. I look down at Beeteeโs inert body. โBut I wonโt have them long unless we do something.โ
Peeta lifts Beetee up in his arms and I take Wiress by the hand and we go back to our little beach camp. I sit Wiress in the shallows so she can get washed up a bit, but she just clutches her hands together and occasionally mumbles, โTick, tock.โ I unhook Beeteeโs belt and find a heavy metal cylinder attached to the side with a rope of vines. I canโt tell what it is, but if he thought it was worth saving, Iโm not going to be the one who loses it. I toss
it up on the sand. Beeteeโs clothes are glued to him with blood, so Peeta holds him in the water while I loosen them. It takes some time to get the jumpsuit off, and then we find his under-garments are saturated with blood as well. Thereโs no choice but to strip him naked to get him clean, but I have to say this doesnโt make much of an impression on me anymore. Our kitchen tableโs been full of so many naked men this year. You kind of get used to it after a while.
We put down Finnickโs mat and lay Beetee on his stomach so we can examine his back. Thereโs a gash about six inches long running from his shoulder blade to below his ribs. Fortunately itโs not too deep. Heโs lost a lot of blood, though โ you can tell by the pallor of his skin โ and itโs still oozing out of the wound.
I sit back on my heels, trying to think. What do I have to work with? Seawater? I feel like my mother when her first line of defense for treating everything was snow. I look over at the jungle. I bet thereโs a whole pharmacy in there if I knew how to use it. But these arenโt my plants. Then I think about the moss Mags gave me to blow my nose. โBe right back,โ I tell Peeta. Fortunately the stuff seems to be pretty common in the jungle. I rip an armful from the nearby trees and carry it back to the beach. I make a thick pad out of the moss, place it on Beeteeโs cut, and secure it by tying vines around his body. We get some water into him and then pull him into the shade at the edge of the jungle.
โI think thatโs all we can do,โ I say.
โItโs good. Youโre good with this healing stuff,โ he says. โItโs in your blood.โ
โNo,โ I say, shaking my head. โI got my fatherโs blood.โ The kind that quickens during a hunt, not an epidemic. โIโm going to see about Wiress.โ
I take a handful of the moss to use as a rag and join Wiress in the shallows. She doesnโt resist as I work off her clothing, scrub the blood from her skin. But her eyes are dilated with fear, and when I speak, she doesnโt respond except to say with ever-increasing urgency, โTick, tock.โ She does seem to be trying to tell me something, but with no Beetee to explain her thoughts, Iโm at a loss.
โYes, tick, tock. Tick, tock,โ I say. This seems to calm her down a little. I wash out her jumpsuit until thereโs hardly a trace of blood, and help her back into it. Itโs not damaged like ours were. Her beltโs fine, so I fasten that on, too. Then I pin her undergarments, along with Beeteeโs, under some rocks and let them soak.
By the time Iโve rinsed out Beeteeโs jumpsuit, a shiny clean Johanna and peeling Finnick have joined us. For a while, Johanna gulps water and stuffs herself with shellfish while I try to coax something into Wiress. Finnick tells about the fog and the monkeys in a detached, almost clinical voice, avoiding
the most important detail of the story.
Everybody offers to guard while the others rest, but in the end, itโs Johanna and I who stay up. Me because Iโm really rested, she because she simply refuses to lie down. The two of us sit in silence on the beach until the others have gone to sleep.
Johanna glances over at Finnick, to be sure, then turns to me. โHowโd you lose Mags?โ
โIn the fog. Finnick had Peeta. I had Mags for a while. Then I couldnโt lift her. Finnick said he couldnโt take them both. She kissed him and walked right into the poison,โ I say.
โShe was Finnickโs mentor, you know,โ Johanna says accusingly. โNo, I didnโt,โ I say.
โShe was half his family,โ she says a few moments later, but thereโs less venom behind it.
We watch the water lap up over the undergarments. โSo what were you doing with Nuts and Volts?โ I ask.
โI told you โ I got them for you. Haymitch said if we were to be allies I had to bring them to you,โ says Johanna. โThatโs what you told him, right?โ
No,ย I think. But I nod my head in assent. โThanks. I appreciate it.โ
โI hope so.โ She gives me a look filled with loathing, like Iโm the biggest drag possible on her life. I wonder if this is what itโs like to have an older sister who really hates you.
โTick, tock,โ I hear behind me. I turn and see Wiress has crawled over. Her eyes are focused on the jungle.
โOh, goody, sheโs back. Okay, Iโm going to sleep. You and Nuts can guard together,โ Johanna says. She goes over and flings herself down beside Finnick.
โTick, tock,โ whispers Wiress. I guide her in front of me and get her to lie down, stroking her arm to soothe her. She drifts off, stirring restlessly, occasionally sighing out her phrase. โTick, tock.โ
โTick, tock,โ I agree softly. โItโs time for bed. Tick, tock. Go to sleep.โ
The sun rises in the sky until itโs directly over us.ย It must be noon,ย I think absently. Not that it matters. Across the water, off to the right, I see the enormous flash as the lightning bolt hits the tree and the electrical storm begins again. Right in the same area it did last night. Someone must have moved into its range, triggered the attack. I sit for a while watching the lightning, keeping Wiress calm, lulled into a sort of peacefulness by the lapping of the water. I think of last night, how the lightning began just after the bell tolled. Twelve bongs.
โTick, tock,โ Wiress says, surfacing to consciousness for a moment and then going back under.
Twelve bongs last night. Like it was midnight. Then lightning. The sun
overhead now. Like itโs noon. And lightning.
Slowly I rise up and survey the arena. The lightning there. In the next pie wedge over came the blood rain, where Johanna, Wiress, and Beetee were caught. We would have been in the third section, right next to that, when the fog appeared. And as soon as it was sucked away, the monkeys began to gather in the fourth. Tick, tock. My head snaps to the other side. A couple of hours ago, at around ten, that wave came out of the second section to the left of where the lightning strikes now. At noon. At midnight. At noon.
โTick, tock,โ Wiress says in her sleep. As the lightning ceases and the blood rain begins just to the right of it, her words suddenly make sense.
โOh,โ I say under my breath. โTick, tock.โ My eyes sweep around the full circle of the arena and I know sheโs right. โTick, tock. This is a clock.โ