Morning Glory Farm was only a short bike ride from Paqua, but first Wit and I had to make it the three miles down The Farmโs sandy dirt driveway. โGive me five seconds!โ Iโd said to him after Luli had circled back to the beach, pulling my hair into a messy bun and racing into the Annex to change out of my swimsuit. My sneakers were still wet from the pond, so I switched to my spare pair.
Now we were riding our beach cruisers, the sun beating down on us but a smooth breeze also blowing. My guess was that it was about seventy-five degrees, the perfect Vineyard temperature. I wanted to ask Wit about eliminating Isabel, but his head was on a swivel, taking everything inโthe magic of it all. The tall oak trees and short scrub trees with their spider-leg-like branches, the sweet grass and patches of violet flowers, not a streetlamp in sight. โWhen we were younger,โ I said at one point, โit was a dare.โ
โWhat was a dare?โ Wit asked.
โThis.โ I nodded at the road ahead. โWhen Claire and I were in middle school, Sarahโs brothers would dare us to walk to the top of the road and back alone.โ
Wit wasnโt fazed. โThat seems pretty doable.โ
โAtย night,โ I added. โPure darkness, no flashlights, with all the animals lurking.โ
โOkay, yeah,โ he said after a beat. โI see it now.โ
โClaire and I did it, though,โ I said, a small lump forming in my throat. โWe danced the entire time and belted out Taylor Swift songs.โ
Theย Fearlessย album flashed through my mind. Weโd sung every song so loud and off-key to scare away any skunks, raccoons, or foxes.ย Realย foxes.
Wit chuckled. โDid you win anything?โ
โNot really,โ I replied. โBragging rights, I guess, even though Peter and Ian never believed us.โ I rolled my eyes. โAccording my mom, it also gave us a boost of self-confidence.โ
He nodded. โWell, Iโm game,โ he said. โShould we do it sometime this week?โ
โSureโฆโ I said slowly, already able to picture us strolling together. Like we had last night around The Farm, talking and joking and laughing.
โSureโฆโ Wit echoed. โThat didnโt sound very convincing.โ
โNo, weโll do it.โ I blinked a few times, then turned to give him a leering smile. โI officially dare you.โ
โExcellent,โ Wit said. โAnd hey, if youโre still scared, you can always bring yourย knifeย for protection.โ
My knifeโthe Swiss Army pocketknife Iโd threatened him with in the darkness. โI actually do have one,โ I said as the two of us reached the stone obelisk at the tip of the drive. PAQUA was carved vertically down the front. โWink gave it to me for my birthday this year, but itโs at home.โ Hidden in my jewelry box, because Ben thought it was weird that I had one.ย For Meredith, the bladeโs engraving read.ย May you always kick ass and take names.
Wit and I coasted right onto West Tisbury Roadโs paved bike path. โOh, trust me, I figured as much,โ he said. โSeems totally on-brand for you.โ
Totally on-brand for me?
โWhatโs that supposed to mean?โ I asked, a bit breathless. โWhatโs my brand?โ
Because maybe I wanted him to tell me. Maybe I wanted to hear what he thought of me.
But he just smirked and shrugged.
So I scowled at him and kept on pedaling, staying silent for the next ten minutes until we reached our destination. โWelcome to Morning Glory!โ I said, hitting my brakes and sliding off my bike. Wit followed suit, and we leaned them against the split-rail fence.
Morning Glory Farm was one of my favorite places on the Vineyard: sixty-five acres of fields with big barns, greenhouses, and best of all, the community farm stand. It was the antithesis of every supermarket back on the mainland, a rambling house full of warmth, wood beams, fresh fruits and vegetables, and plenty of homemade treats. Morning Glory was so popular that it had published its own cookbook. Claire had gifted a copy to my parents one year for Christmas, its spine now cracked from so much use.
I watched Wit admire the farm, no doubt noticing all the people unwrapping and digging into mouthwatering sandwiches at the worn picnic tables, the children playing tag, and the dogs running around with them. But then I checked my phone to see that it was 1:55. We only had a few minutes. โOkay, okay,โ I said, grabbing a handful of his shirt. โCome on!โ
He let me drag him down the gravel walkway, past the buckets overflowing with beautiful wildflower bouquets, up the porch steps, and through the swinging doors. Voices reverberated off the high ceiling, and bursts of every color in the rainbow greeted us. I wanted to show Wit everything, but first we had a mission to accomplish. A crowd was beginning to congregate. โAre you going to tell me whatโs happening?โ he asked.
โThe pies,โ I whispered, like it was some big secret and not common knowledge. โThe pies come out at 2:00 but are immediately ravaged. Theyโre picked over by 2:15.โ
Wit raised an eyebrow. โSo theyโre pretty good?โ
โPrettyย good?โ I gave him a look. โTryย delicious! My dad and Uncle Brad once ateย nineย in onlyย fiveย daysโฆโ I dropped off; that was a story for another time. We could now smell the sweetness of the pies as Morning Gloryโs bakers brought them out of the kitchen and arranged them on the display. We needed to focus. โHere,โ I said, my hands going to Witโs waist and forcing him over a few steps. My fingers tingled a little as I felt his warm skin through his shirt. โStand here, and donโt move. You need to be a blockade.โ
โFor what?โ
I gestured around us at the customers closing in on the pies. Personal space did not exist at a moment like this. I also wasnโt afraid of playing dirty, dropping down to the floor to crawl through the people in front of me. A perk of being petite.
When I glanced back at Wit, he was standing in place like a wiry pillar. But now his head was cocked and one side of his mouth turned up at the corner. Sandy hair flopped over his forehead.
โWhat?โ I asked.
โNothing,โ he said. โYouโre justโโ
โDonโt say cute,โ I cut in, neck heating. โEveryone says that.โ
Ben was one of them, especially when I got really enthusiastic or passionate about something. The Vineyard, for instance. โAnd the pies!โ I remembered once saying, my voice loud and proud. โTheyโre made daily, in the afternoons, and you donโt even need to reheat them after dinner. Theyโre still soย warm, and with a huge scoop of ice creamโฆโ
Afterward, heโd kissed me and told I was cute for the millionth time. It was like being called babe. Claire had known it bothered me, so whenever she was in a bad mood and wanted me to shut up or leave her alone, sheโd flatly say, โAw, youโre cute, Meredith.โ
Wit gave me a wry look. โThat wasnโt exactly the word I had in mindโฆโ
Whatever he said next was drowned out, the jockeying for a prime position now in motion. I started pushing through shuffling legs, smiling to myself. It was officially pie oโclock.
โOh my!โ a baker exclaimed when I popped up in front of the display. Now nothing stood between me and my prize. โWhere did you come from?โ
* * *
After successfully securing three pies (blueberry, peach, and strawberry rhubarb), I handed them to Wit and found a wicker shopping basket for us to fill. โThe zucchini bread is incredible,โ I said, grabbing a loaf. โSo are the champagne grapes.โ I dangled a bunch in front of Wit, the purple grapes so adorably tiny. โEspecially if you freeze them. Theyโre the perfect beach snack.โ
Our basket got heavier and heavier as Wit added ripe plums, raspberries, big bell peppers, tomatoes, and freshly squeezed orange juice. We soon needed another basket to hold two dozen ears of corn. Then we ordered sandwiches at the deli counter: turkey, cheddar, and sliced Granny Smith apple on sourdough bread.
โWow,โ the girl at the register commented once we finally made it there. Her blond hair was pulled up in a ponytail, and she gave Witโs bruise a funny look but didnโt say anything. โYou guys have quite the haul here!โ
I nodded, and we chatted while she scanned our groceriesโwell, she chatted withย Wit. She smiled when she noticed his shirt, wrinkled from where Iโd snatched it and pulled him inside the little market. SUGARBUSH, it said across his chest. โYeah, Iโm from Vermont,โ he explained. โMy mom works there as a ski instructor.โ
โI love Sugarbush!โ she said as I hid my hands behind my back and knotted my fingers together, resisting the urge to smooth out Witโs shirt.
โThatโs where my family and I spend Christmas, and itโs only an hour away from Middlebury. Iโll be a sophomore this fall.โ
Wit went quiet. โThat was my first choice,โ he said eventually. โBut Iโm at Tulane now.โ
โCool, New Orleans!โ The cashier was still expertly unloading, scanning, and baggingโa talented multitasker. SAGE, her name tag read. โMy friend goes to Tulane, and Iโm hoping to visit during Mardi Gras. Do you knowโฆโ
Okay, thatโs it, I thought, untangling my fingers and stepping closer to Wit so that our arms were pressed up against each other.ย Enough!
I reached to smooth the front of Witโs T-shirt, feeling the flutter of his heartbeat. It soon fluttered faster, and mine did, too, when he casually slipped an arm around my neck, fingertips dancing along my collarbone.
โOh,โ Sage said as I held my breath. โOh noโsorry, I didnโt mean anything.โ She laughed and shook her head, then held up the last item to scan: a pie. โStrawberry rhubarb is my boyfriendโs favorite.โ Her face lit up like the sun. โHe says itโs totally epic.โ
* * *
Witโs and my coupledom charade ended as quickly as it had begun, right after I swiped my dadโs credit card to pay our outrageous bill. Wit was in complete shock. โSeriously?โ he said once weโd walked back to our bikes and arranged our paper bags in the old fruit crates attached to the backs. โThose pies were twenty-five dollarsย each?โ
โUh-huh,โ I replied and recited one of Winkโs favorite sayings. โItโs impossible to leave Morning Glory with pies and a bill under a hundred dollars!โ
Wit laughed, but I all could think about were his fingers on my collarbone, the way they had flashed against my skinโthe little shocks of electricity. It had left me so light-headed that I felt myself swaying.
โHey.โ Witโs voice made me blink. Somehow we were now sitting across from each other at a picnic table, chowing down on our sandwiches. โYou okay?โ
โYeah,โ I said and forced myself to take a bite of sandwich. โIโm fine.โ Wit didnโt look convinced. โAre you sure?โ
I evaded the question with one of my own. โYou wanted to go to Middlebury?โ
โYeah.โ He nodded. โI was really bummed when I didnโt get in.โ โThen why Tulane?โ I asked. โThey seem like polar opposites.โ
Wit sighed. โBecause if it couldnโt be Middlebury, I wanted college to be an adventure. New Orleans sounded like the ultimate one.โ He shrugged. โItโs where my dad lives, but Iโd never spent much time down there. Iโve always lived with my mom.โ He glanced away for a second. โAnd my dad was obviously a fan, since the Duprรฉs liked it so much.โ
โBut you donโt like it, do you?โ I guessed. โItโs not an adventure?โ
โOh, itโs an adventure,โ Wit said. โIโm just not sure itโsย myย adventure.โ He chuckled. โIโll shut up now. I donโt want to ruin Michael and Sarahโs NOLA utopia for you.โ
โAlready ruined,โ I murmured, more to myself than him. โA while ago.โ
But Wit heard it anyway, eyes widening. โShit,โ he said. โMeredith, Iโm sorry.โ He patted the bruise-free side of his face. โFeel free to kick me.โ
I shook my head and tried to smile. โLetโs talk about something else.โ
He nodded and swung his leg over the side of his bench to join me on mineโsettling in close, like in the checkout line. โHave you been on Instagram lately?โ
โNot since last night,โ I said, watching him unlock his phone and tap the app. โBut I thought you said you didnโt do Instagram.โ I searched the screen for his handle. โApparently I was mistaken, @sowitty17.โ
Wit sighed. โSarah asked me to make an effort this week.โ
โAh, I see,โ I said. โNow, am I the only one who thinks your usernameโs obnoxious?โ
The only response I got was a grumble.
I laughed and absentmindedly touched his bruise with the back of my hand. It was still big and blue and, from the way Wit winced, extremely tender. His fingers stopped typing. โOuch,โ I said, as if I were the one injured. โMy bad.โ
Literally.
Wit glanced up, turquoise eyes bright in the sunlight, their impossibly gold rings gleaming. โYouโre very affectionate,โ he said, gaze catching mine. โYou know that?โ
I shook my head, unable to respond. Who said stuff like that?ย Affectionate?ย I couldnโt imagine Ben or any of his friends ever using that word. And theย wayย Wit said itโhisย voice. It was gentle, honest, intimate. How could it be that intimate? Weโd just met.
My sister wouldโve said it didnโt matter. An astrology lover, Claire believed that some people had written-in-the-stars fated connections, and even though Iโd always rolled my eyes, maybe now I was beginning to believe her. I got goose bumps remembering Witโs and my knees knocking while we created our pact and feeling disappointed when weโd said goodbye.ย I want to see him tomorrowย was the last thing Iโd thought before falling asleep in the Annexโs sitting room. There was an undeniableย somethingย between us.
But I couldnโt put my finger on it yet.
โJust an observation,โ Wit whispered after several silent seconds. He shifted in his seat and went back to his phone.
#HurrayShesADuprรฉ, he typed into the search bar, and I pretty much leapt when I realized what he wanted to show me.
โOh my god!โ I exclaimed. โThe group photo!โ
Wit laughed, that melodious sound. โWait until you see it.โ He scrolled through a few pictures with the wedding hashtagโI caught a glimpse of Michael and the three groomsmen on the unicorn floatโbefore tapping one posted by @Sarah_Jane. It had been taken in the Pond Houseโs backyard, and Sarah and Michael had their arms around each other in the middle, with the best man on my cousinโs other side and the maid of honor on Michaelโs. Their smiles were picture-perfect.
But at the very end of the line, there was a look of complete and utterย horrorย on bridesmaid Isabelโs face. Her eyes were so wide that if you zoomed in, it appeared they were about to bulge from their sockets, and her mouth had dropped open in a scream.
Because Wit, while grinning at the camera as commanded, had raised his arm high to dump his entire water bottle over Isabelโs head.
โHoly crap,โ I breathed, awestruck. โWhy didnโt you spray her?โ The bottleโs orange cap was nowhere in sight, unscrewed and tossed away ahead of time.
โShe called meย kidย earlier,โ he replied. I pretended to gasp. โHow dare she!โ
Wit frowned. โI donโt like kid,โ he said. โOnly my mom calls me that.โ
โWhat happened afterward?โ I asked, wishing Eli had waited one more minute before powering up the boat. We couldโve heard the whole thing!
โWell, she pretty much cursed me before going inside with your exasperated aunt to get a new shirt and blow-dry her hair, and when they came back twenty minutes later, we had to retake the photo.โ
โAnd then did she pass on her target?โ โAfter another series of curses, yes.โ
I laughed. โSo who is it? Who do you have?โ
Wit leaned in, and as he whispered a familiar name in my ear, a light hand landed on my knee. He didnโt give it a reassuring squeeze like Ben used to; he just let it rest thereโฆwhich was somehow even more calming. Warmth
ignited under his palm, and I felt myself wanting to twine our fingers together.
โYouโre affectionate, too,โ I murmured, and when Wit looked at me, I smiled. โJust an observation.โ