WHEN MOM WALKED INTO THE studio on Friday evening, the entire room broke out in applause. She lifted her hand in a wave, acknowledging the support as Dad walked so close beside her you couldnโt see a speck of light between them. She had a tiny limp from where the doctors had removed the vein from her leg, but she was so graceful, you really had to look to see it. Sheโd chosen a dress with a high neckline, and I could tell by the way she kept touching it that she was anxious about her scar.
โYou look wonderful,โ I said, stepping in stride with her and Dad, trying to distract her.
โThank you. So do you.โ
โHow are you feeling, Dad?โ I leaned around her, trying to gauge his emotions.
He tilted his head from side to side. โPart relieved, part nervous. Not about youโyouโll do fine. Iโm just concerned about the reaction.โ
I noted that he looked a bit more rested, and I could tell that seeing Mom all dressed up lifted his spirits.
โMe, too. But we knew this day would come sooner or later. Iโd rather do it now and help when itโs most useful.โ
Mom let out a wistful sigh. โFinally out of the spotlight and into the background,โ she said. โIโve missed it there.โ
โPeople will still watch, my dear,โ Dad said. โJust try to keep your chin up tonight, and Iโll be right beside you if you need me.โ
โSo, same as always?โ
He smiled. โSame as always.โ
โLook, I donโt plan to kick you out or anything, but if you insist on being mushy all the time, Iโll have you in a cottage faster than you can sayย P-D-A.โ
Mom kissed my head. โGood luck tonight.โ
They made their way to the chairs while I walked across to the boys. โYour Highness.โ Ean sank into a bow, his smile brighter than usual. โHello, sir.โ
โHow are you tonight?โ
โGood, I think. Itโs going to be a very exciting show.โ
He leaned in. โIโm always up for a little excitement,โ he whispered.
Ean smelled of aftershave and tobacco, and as there had been since the
moment weโd met, something slightly hypnotic filled the air around him. โIโve been very busy lately, but Iโve been wondering if you and I should
have a date soon.โ
He shrugged. โOnly if you want one. As I said, I have no intention of demanding anything from you.โ
โSo youโre quite comfortable?โ
โI am,โ he answered with a smile. โAnd as always, Iโm here for you in whatever capacity you need me.โ
He bowed and walked away, sitting down next to Hale, who whispered something to Ean as he approached. I watched Ean shake his head in reply. Hale looked unsettled, and I realized we hadnโt spoken since our disaster of a date. I wasnโt sure if I was ready to cross that bridge yet.
I walked over to my small group of suitors all the same. โItโs so great to see the queen back,โ Fox said.
I beamed. โIt is. Sheโll be giving a small update about her condition, there will be the normal notes from the advisers, then my father will be making a big announcement. Youโre off the hook for tonight.โ
โThank goodness.โ Kile slumped back in his seat, grinning.
I chuckled. โI know the feeling. So just sit there and look handsome.โ โDone,โ Ean joked, a thing I hadnโt thought him capable of doing. Hale
laughed and Henri smiled, though his expression showed me that he didnโt understand what had happened.
I started walking away, shaking my head as I went, when I was caught by the light brush of fingers across my wrist.
โIโm sorry, Your Highness,โ Erik said. โI was wondering if I should sit with the audience since there wonโt be any questions tonight.โ
His blue eyes caught the bright lights of the studio, brilliant and clear. โAre you afraid Iโll drag you into the middle of the set if you donโt hide?โ He chuckled. โMore than you know.โ
โDonโt worry. Youโre safe. But Henri will need to understand my fatherโs announcement, so stay close.โ
He nodded. โI will. Are you all right? You look a little on edge.โ โI am. Very much,โ I confessed.
โAnything I can do for you?โ
I placed a hand on his shoulder. โCross your fingers. Itโs going to be an interesting night.โ
I took my seat next to Mom, looking out at the small crowd. Josieโs clothing choice baffled me once again. She was covered in so many sequins, one might have thought she was going to be on camera tonight. Maybe that was her plan, to be prepared in case it ever happened.
General Leger usually stood, but tonight he was seated next to Miss Lucy, and she leaned into him. He turned his head slightly to give her the gentlest kiss along her hairline. Neither of them looked at each other or spoke, but I could tell there was some wordless communication happening, and they both seemed lost in the moment.
I could have watched them for hours, but I got distracted. Kaden waved wildly, holding two thumbs up, and I smirked, giving him a small wave in reply.
โIf heโs that excited about whatโs coming, imagine how excited Ahren will be when he hears.โ Mom tugged at her necklace again, arranging all her protective layers.
โYeah,โ I answered lamely, thinking that if he couldnโt even call me to tell me how he was, he might not be excited at all.
The cameras rolled, and the show began.
Mom opened theย Reportย with assurances that she was on the mend. โIโm doing wonderfully, thanks to the work of our excellent doctors and the care of my family,โ she promised. I knew that this was the only news that would matter to the audience until our big announcement. I could barely pay attention to the updates on funding and international relations myself; I doubted the rest of the country could.
Finally Dad walked up to the podium in the middle of the stage. Staring into the camera, he slowly exhaled. โMy people,โ he started, but quickly stopped and turned to face Mom and me. I took her hand, worried he would change his mind. As scared as I was to take his place, backing out now would feel like failing.
He gazed at the two of us for a moment, his lips slowly forming a smile, then looked back into the camera.
โMy beloved people, I come before you tonight to ask for your mercy. In twenty years as king I have done my best to alleviate the wars and issues that threatened our peace for so long. We have formed new alliances, gotten rid of archaic social practices, and done all we can to give you, the individual, the greatest chance at personal happiness. Now, I pray you will do the same for me.
โWith my wifeโs recent health scare, I find myself unable to focus on
moving our country forward, let alone maintaining what we currently have. As such, after much thought and discussion, our family has decided that my daughter, Princess Eadlyn Schreave, will ascend the throne.โ
He paused to let the words sink in, and in that moment I heard the most unexpected sound: applause.
I looked up and saw it was the boys. They were clapping for me. Kile
jumped to his feet, thrilled at the news, and Hale joined him, thrusting his fingers into his mouth to give a whistle. After the Elite were all standing, I realized that everyone in the studio had joined in. And not just Miss Marlee and General Leger, but the makeup girls and the floor runners who made sure the show went on without a hitch.
My lip trembled a little, completely overwhelmed by their instant joy. It bolstered my confidence. Maybe weโd been worried for nothing.
Dad, encouraged by the response, carried on as the noise died down. โWe are settling plans for the coronation as we speak, and it will take place by the end of next week. Having worked side by side with the princess for the whole of her life, I know our country could not be in better hands. I also must tell you that she volunteered to take on this role early, so that her mother and I may step back from leading and enjoy simply being a husband and wife, a life we have not yet been privileged to lead. I hope you will join me in rejoicing over this wonderful news. Our whole family thanks you, our people, for your enduring support.โ
As soon as Dad finished speaking, the clapping and whistling started all over again. We passed each other as I went to the podium, and when he raised his hand for a high five, I couldnโt not respond. I stopped in front of the podium, feeling a thousand butterflies in my stomach.
โI want to thank everyone in the palace for their help and guidance since I became regent, and let all Illรฉa know how delighted I am to ascend the throne. I cannot begin to express what joy it brings me to be able to do this for my parents.โ That was truer than anything I knew. All the nerves in the world couldnโt dampen it. โAnd as I step into the position of queen, that means that one of these gentlemen back here wonโt simply be a prince. He will immediately become a prince consort.โ
I looked over my shoulder at them, and while some, like Fox and Kile, seemed ecstatic, Hale was frowning. So the other night wasnโt just a fluke. He was having genuine doubts. What had happened? How had I lost him?
โMy upcoming coronation will be one of the biggest celebrations the palace has ever seen. Please go to your Provincial Services Office for information, as one family from each province will be invited to the palace, all expenses paid, to enjoy the festivities.โ That had been my idea, one I felt sure Marid would appreciate. โAnd, of course, we appreciate your support of our family through this transitional period. We thank you, Illรฉa. Good night!โ
I went over to Mom and Dad the second the cameras went down. โCan you believe that?โ
โIt went so well!โ Mom said. โThe boys clapping, starting it all themselves. It was so organic, and I know that had to encourage people at
home.โ
โItโs a good sign,โ Dad agreed. โAnd I think the element of your chosen husband immediately becoming a prince consort definitely adds something to this Selection.โ
โAs if it wasnโt crazy enough.โ I sighed and smiled, feeling too happy to care that this was all complete madness.
Dad kissed my forehead. โYou were wonderful. Now, do you need some rest?โ he asked, turning to Mom.
โIโm fine.โ She rolled her eyes as they headed off the stage. โAre you sure? We could have dinner brought up to our room.โ โSo help me, if you do that, I will throw it at you.โ
I laughed. It was making more and more sense that they fought through their whole Selection process.
Now I just needed to get through mine.