THE NEXT MORNINGย PAย and I went to a beautiful lodge on a snaky river.
KwaZulu-Natal. I knew about this place, where Redcoats and Zulu warriors clashed in the summer of 1879. Iโd heard all the stories, legends, and Iโd seen the movieย Zuluย countless times. But now I was going to become a bona fide expert, Pa said. Heโd arranged for us to sit on camp chairs before a log fire and listen to a world-famous historian, David Rattray, re-create the battle.
It mightโve been the first lecture to which I ever really paid attention.
The men who fought on this ground, Mr. Rattray said, were heroes. On both sidesโheroes. The Zulus were ferocious, utter wizards with a short spear known as theย iklwa, which was named for the sucking sound it made when pulled from a victimโs chest. And yet a mere 150 British soldiers on hand managed to hold off four thousand Zulus, and that improbable stand, called Rorkeโs Drift, instantly became part of British mythology. Eleven soldiers were awarded the Victoria Cross, the greatest number ever won in one battle by a single regiment. Another two soldiers, who held off the Zulus one day before Rorkeโs Drift, became the first to win the Victoria Cross posthumously.
Posthumously, Pa?
Er, yes.
What does it mean? After they, you know. What?
Died, darling boy.
Though a source of pride for many Britons, Rorkeโs Drift was the outgrowth of imperialism, colonialism, nationalismโin short, theft. Great Britain was trespassing, invading a sovereign nation and trying to steal it, meaning the precious blood of Britainโs finest lads had been wasted that day, in the eyes of some, among them Mr. Rattray. He didnโt glide over such difficult facts. When necessary, he condemned the British roundly. (Locals called him the White Zulu.) But I was too young: I heard him and also didnโt hear. Maybe Iโd seen the movieย Zuluย too many times, maybe Iโd waged too many pretend battles with my toy Redcoats. I had a view of battle, of Britain, which didnโt permit new facts. So I zoomed in on the bits about manly courage, and British power, and when I shouldโve been horrified, I was inspired.
On the way home I told myself the whole trip had been a smash. Not only a terrific adventure, but a bonding experience with Pa. Surely life would now be altogether different.